Chen Xu tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep at night. Today's conversation with Lin Zhiyuan reminded her of many things in the past. In fact, what Lin Zhiyuan said before was not wrong, if he brushed his sense of existence in front of Chen Xu from time to time, Chen Xu buried many things about Teacher Lin in the depths of his memory, is he too unconscionable?

Liu Jingsheng once said to Chen Xu: Don't reminisce about pain. Teacher Lin's death is the biggest pain in Chen Xu's heart, and every time he thinks about it, he feels heartbroken. Obviously, when she sent Teacher Lin to the hospital, she was still breathing and heartbeat, and Teacher Lin would die only because she did not have enough money to pay for the examination and rescue expenses. If Mr. Lin had been treated in time, he might still be alive and healthy now. Take 10,000 steps back, even if Teacher Lin doesn't survive after rescue, it's better than watching you leave helplessly!

Chen Xu knelt down to the doctor and begged him to treat Teacher Lin, but the doctor pushed her away and said, "Don't be unreasonable here, the hospital has a system, and it's not up to me to have the final say." You'd better hurry up and go to Zhang Luoqian! Chen Xu has a small amount of money in her pocket, which is not enough at all, she doesn't know what to do? Like a headless fly, running around the hospital, she ran to the director and found no one. She had to run to the inpatient unit and ask for help, thinking that the families of the patients would be able to empathize. But when she finished, most people were indifferent. Most of the patient's family members are used to seeing their family members suffering from the disease. She ran to the doctor's office and the nurses' station to beg for help, and the medical staff were so used to seeing life and death that they were numb. A nurse nudged her and said, "It's often like you, we don't count, you better think of something else!" ”

Chen Xu was unwilling and ran to another floor. Finally, an elderly doctor agreed to go with Chen Xu to have a look. But when Chen Xu led the doctor to the hall on the first floor, he found that Mr. Lin was no longer breathing and heartbeat.

Many times, Chen Xu prefers to think of the day when Teacher Lin took her to school, but unconsciously avoids the part of Teacher Lin's death. That is Chen Xu's eternal pain, no one can share it, whenever she thinks about it, she feels like she is going to suffocate, people are seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, over time, Chen Xu seems to have forgotten that period of the past.

How did it all happen? Chen Xu remembered that in those days, Lin Zhiyuan was locked up, and Li Na's mother kept making trouble, forcing Teacher Lin to fish out the child immediately, saying that if Lin Zhiyuan lost his job and had a criminal record, his daughter Li Na would not be able to marry him. The second daughter, Li Na, has been pregnant for several months and can't wait any longer. Teacher Lin was anxious, and she didn't ask for help all her life, so she asked for a way everywhere. Later, Mr. Lin even went to find his younger brother Lin Feng, who had not been in contact for more than 20 years. In the process of entrusting people, Chen Xu heard that Lin Feng had been transferred to work in the Longcheng City Procuratorate. According to Mr. Lin, at the beginning, Lin Feng's attitude was extremely cold, and Mr. Lin had to pull down his face and say all the good things, so Lin Feng agreed to ask, and then he made a phone call, and after communication, he promised to give the beaten person 10,000 yuan for medicine and nutrition, and the beaten director promised not to pursue it.

Lin Pei returned home and sold everything that could be sold at home, but he still couldn't take out 10,000 yuan. At this time, Daniel Zhang came and said that he could help make up. He took out all the money he had, but it was still not enough. Daniel Zhang remembered that an acquaintance owed him a sum of money, and he immediately went to ask for the account. In the afternoon, Daniel Zhang did scrape together enough money. Teacher Lin said to Daniel Zhang incoherently with joy: "Daniel Zhang, this time you have helped Teacher Lin and Zhiyuan a lot. Thank you! Don't worry, I will return it to you as soon as possible. With that, he hurriedly sent the money to Lin Feng, and Tolin Feng handed it over to that person.

That night, when Chen Xu accompanied Teacher Lin back, it was already late at night. Teacher Lin breathed a sigh of relief and said, "The matter is finally settled, I also went to a heart disease, I really hope that Xiaoyuan will come back tomorrow, he stays there, I am uneasy, I hope his father blesses him." ”

Lin Pei looked at Chen Xu, who had been with her for the past few days, and she touched Chen Xu's head with relief and said, "Chen Xu, you will be in junior high school soon." You are older than others, you are a big girl, go to school to study hard, I will contact you to live in school, have more time to study, and save your grandmother from being unhappy. When the school starts, you can just take the luggage and daily necessities I prepared for you, and I will send you off when the time comes. Don't forget to come and see Mr. Lin during the holidays and tell me about your studies. Chen Xu nodded again and again.

Neither of them could sleep that night, and Chen Xu had been with Lin Pei since Lin Zhiyuan had an accident. Lin Pei sat up and saw that Chen Xu was not sleepy, so he told Chen Xu about Lin Zhiyuan's life experience. She smiled wryly and said, "You are still a child, you should not let you listen to such a heavy story, but I really have no one to say." Chen Xu, you are a girl, you must protect yourself well and take good care of yourself in the future. You remember: life is not just about living, it's about living well. Chen Xu kept nodding. Teacher Lin sighed again and said, "I don't blame Zhiyuan for not going home all year round, this child is a jealous and hateful person, his father's death is unknown, and I haven't been able to get justice for him." I also had no choice, and in that case, all I saw was a box of ashes. I also thought about following him with the child in my belly, and the family of three was reunited underground. But that night I had a dream in which I saw him smiling and saying to me, 'I have more important things to do, go first, you take good care of the child and raise him.' I'll pick you up then. I don't know if there really is a soul in this world, or if I subconsciously gave up looking for the truth and seeking justice. Anyway, I believed. At that time, I had a big belly, and I was protracted to find the truth, which was not realistic, people always had to live, not to mention that I had a child in my belly who was about to be born, and there was no formal job at that time, and eating was a problem. I'm sorry for Zhiyuan's dad. People are like that sometimes, and they don't even want to think about those painful things. Because those things are too cruel to touch. ”

Chen Xu listened silently, and anyone who heard the cause of Wu Jianguo's death would feel very strange. But she was not very old at the time, she just listened quietly, trying to comfort Teacher Lin and didn't know where to start, and neither of them slept that night. Teacher Lin instructed Chen Xu a few words from time to time, and now that I think about it, it seems that Mr. Lin has a premonition that he wants to leave.