Reunion: Two Places Apart (3)
Lu Fei first ran to the mortal town where Sun Sijing took them the day before yesterday.
I don't know why, Lu Fei's first feeling was that he went there.
Sun Sijing didn't say anything.
Airplanes.
Suddenly, Lu Fei's brain suddenly exploded.
Her face was in a trance, and her eyes stared at the picture in front of her as if they were nothing, it was still the same town, and there were people coming and going, and it was the same as the lively scene that day.
Lu Fei walked through the flow of people, her movements and demeanor were weird.
Her pace was sometimes slow, sometimes rapid. Fortunately, there are not many people on the street, and Lu Fei will not bump into people because of the wandering spirit.
Lu Fei suddenly sneered.
It's not that Sun Sijing didn't say anything, in fact, he said everything.
That day, he said everything.
Actually, Lu Fei doesn't know anything. Actually, she knows everything.
If she didn't guess wrong, Sun Sijing's 'no time' should mean the power of gods and demons in his body and the demons in his heart, right? It's because she's stupid and can't guess Sun Sijing's words, it's because she feels sorry for herself, but she doesn't know anything.
Through Sun Sijing and Xiaoqing's Yu Jian, she knew everything before, and then contacted Sun Sijing at that time, and the weirdness of this period of time, in fact, everything is so simple, such a simple relationship comes naturally, if she is willing to think about it for a moment more and is willing to put some things down, it is estimated that she should be able to know Sun Sijing's motive for doing everything. But in the end, she still only cares about herself.
It's not her who has the problem, but she cares about some things that she can't even figure out.
Just like Lu Fei said herself, in fact, she already knew the answer.
It's just that she is willing to hide in the fog, unwilling to take out the answer in her heart, and she is even more unwilling to face Sun Sijing.
Scold.
Lu Fei just felt very ridiculous for a while.
Sun Sijing knew that she was not Xiaoqing, and Sun Sijing also gave her the opportunity to choose.
From beginning to end, Sun Sijing didn't lie to himself.
It doesn't matter if she's Xiaoqing or not. But she already likes Sun Sijing, isn't that an answer?
If she wasn't Xiaoqing, what kind of identity and position would she face Sun Sijing?
Perhaps, they will never cross paths from beginning to end.
Where did he go?
Where the hell did he go?
Not in the heavenly palace, not in the mortal world, is it in the Buddha realm?
When Lu Fei came back to his senses, he found that he had inexplicably passed through the town and disappeared into the forest in a few steps.
What catches your eye is a green scene.
Lu Fei started, she subconsciously wanted to go to the Buddha realm.
That is, when Lu Fei was about to leave, a familiar voice struck Lu Fei's heart, making her shake.
"Sun Sijing is not in the Buddha realm."
As soon as Lu Fei turned around, he saw a familiar voice, red clothes and black hair, which was clearly Sun Sijing.
"Sun Sijing."
Lu Fei's face was shocked, she seemed to be excited for a moment, so she came towards him.
But he shook his head and said, "I'm not Sun Sijing. β
"You ......"
Because of his words, Lu Fei came back to his senses.
Her scrutinizing gaze fell on the body of Sun Sijing in front of her, and when her gaze fell carefully, she discovered the difference between the person in front of her and the real Sun Sijing.
Sun Sijing was born beautiful, but because of the power of gods and demons, Sun Sijing's whole temperament has changed, and he has become more evil and demonic than before, but the feeling that this Sun Sijing gave Lu Fei in front of him is a little more gentle, and his ink hair, Sun Sijing's ink hair always has the red line given by Xiaoqing, but this Sun Sijing in front of him does not.
So, he really isn't Sun Sijing.
"It's really not Sun Sijing."
Although it was not Sun Sijing, Lu Fei could feel that this person seemed to give her a very close feeling, and Lu Fei didn't know what was going on. However, he really didn't mean to target Lu Fei.
"You just said that Sun Sijing is not in the Buddha Realm either, so where is he now?" Lu Fei asked.
The person in front of him slowly spoke and replied, "Heaven and earth." β
Outside the sky.
This name is not unfamiliar to Lu Fei.
Although she had never been to the Outer Heavens, Lu Fei had seen something about the Outer Heavens from the Jade Jane.
That place was opened up by Sun Sijing.
It was also the place where Sun Sijing, Xiaoqing, Lu Tian and Yu Niang lived together.
What has become of it now?
After so many years, the sky must have changed.
Knowing that Sun Sijing was now in the outer sky, Lu Fei subconsciously turned around, he looked at Lu Fei's posture, and thought that she should want to go to the outer heaven to find Sun Sijing.
He looked at Lu Fei's movements, and didn't seem to want to stop Lu Fei at all, but he slowly spoke, "You are going to look for Sun Sijing in the outer heavens, what about after you find him?" What should you say to him? Say, 'Do I like you?' 'Or something else?' β
When Lu Fei heard this, she immediately put away her movements and turned to look at this person who was exactly the same as Sun Sijing.
"What do you mean?"
"Haven't you thought about it?" He said, "What I just said. β
Lu Fei moved her lips, and she was silent for a while.
She had to admit that the person in front of her seemed to understand what she was thinking.
When Lu Fei was unconscious, his eyes met the man in front of him.
He has a pair of eyes that are more gentle and calm than Sun Sijing, and even exudes a faint light.
Lu Fei had seen Sun Sijing's gentle eyes, Sun Sijing's eyes at that time were gentle, but they were different from the person in front of him. There was calm in his eyes, but there was heat in Sun Sijing's eyes.
The two of them are different after all.
However, I don't know why, Lu Fei always felt that he was in front of him, in his eyes, as if he was exposing his mind without concealment.
It was as if he could see through himself.
"You're not Sun Sijing, so who are you?" Lu Fei finally changed his question to speak.
He smiled and said, "I am your heart." β
"My heart?" Lu Fei didn't quite understand.
He said lightly: "This appearance is the appearance of the person in your heart, it used to be Xiaoqing, and now it is yours." β
"You ......"
He said: "I have seen Xiaoqing, I am her heart." Now, it's your heart, too. Rather, the two of you are one person. β
Lu Fei's brain exploded a little, and she almost blurted out, "So, am I really Xiaoqing?" β
He said: "You already have the answer to this question. In your heart, didn't you admit that you were Xiaoqing's reincarnation a long time ago? β
Lu Fei shook his head, "But I can't feel Xiaoqing's feelings for Sun Sijing." β
He said, "Because you are not Xiaoqing yet, you are only Lu Fei now, you don't have Xiaoqing's memory, and you don't have her emotions, so how can you say that you are Xiaoqing?" Actually, you have always been minding whether you are Xiaoqing or Lu Fei. Because the names are different, the identities are different, and the memories are different. made you misunderstand yourself, and even misunderstand Sun Sijing's feelings. β
β...... Be. β
He really is, knows everything.
"Do you know why I'm only in front of you now? Instead, appear in front of you early in the morning. In this case, you may be able to understand what happened earlier, and maybe it would not be the way it is now. β
"So, why?" Lu Fei followed his words and asked.
Actually, this is also what Lu Fei wants to know.
There are many things she knows and doesn't know.
"Officially, it's because the time hasn't come." He smiled.
"You ......"
"I'm kidding."
You're really not fit for jokes.
Especially with Sun Sijing's face, he put on such a gentle posture.
He said, "I just don't want you to be too sad." β
Lu Fei shook his head, "I'm not sad, it's just that I can't figure it out." A lot of things, it seems, just think about it. Either it's the outcome you want, or it's the outcome you least want. But what is the desired outcome? Actually, I'm troubled myself. Maybe it's because I can't figure things out all the time. That's why you didn't show up, right? During that time, I knew my heart. When facing Sun Sijing, he was more confused. At that time, I didn't know what kind of posture and appearance I should appear in front of him. He is so good to me, but I am Lu Fei, not Xiaoqing! β
He said, "But now, haven't you figured it out?" You know, Sun Sijing will not recognize the wrong person. You also know that Yang Jian, Taibai, and Lu Tian will not recognize the wrong person. If it's really wrong, then why isn't there a mechanism to correct it? In fact, you have known it for a long time, and you are gradually accepting your identity and accepting yourself in the face of Sun Sijing. Actually, you've figured it out. β
Lu Fei laughed at himself, "But I figured it out too slowly." β
"It's not too late."
"However, Sun Sijing has already ......"
He said: "Sun Sijing saved you back then. He went into the wilderness alone, dissipating the mana around him, and he suffered a lot of humiliation in the wilderness, just to get a dream of flowers to save you. In the end, he ventured into himself as a carrier for a long-cherished flower. It's just that he was affected in the end. The power of the gods and demons that was originally purified by you has been restored, and the inner demons have been derived. These things should you have seen on the jade slip. Is that right? β
Lu Fei's heart moved, and she nodded, "Yes, I know everything." I know everything......"
He said, "Now Sun Sijing can't control the power of gods and demons in his body and the demons in his heart, so he needs to retreat." Since he woke up after sleeping for eight hundred years, in fact, the power of gods and demons in his body and the power of demons in his heart have always been there, and because he has not fused with Sun Sijing himself, he has now become an existence that threatens Sun Sijing himself. But he doesn't care about it, as soon as he wakes up, he just wants to find you, and he always insists on being by your side regardless of the interference of the power of gods and demons in his body and the power of demons in his heart. It's just that now, he really can't hold on. He had to go into retreat. β
Lu Fei's red lips moved slightly, "It turned out to be because of meβwhen will he be able to get out?" When will I be able to see him? β
He shook his head, "I don't know. But I believe that Sun Sijing will not be in retreat for a long time. If you want to see him, wait for him. β
Lu Fei's eyes were moist, and she said, "I'll wait for him." β
He suddenly asked, "Do you like Sun Sijing?" β
"I ......"
Seeing that Lu Fei wanted to answer, he interrupted Lu Fei's answer, "I already know this answer." So, you should say it to Sun Sijing in person! β
Lu Fei lowered his head slightly.
"Do you want to regain your memory?"
He said suddenly.
Lu Fei seemed to have heard some special words, and she subconsciously looked up at the person in front of her.
"You mean, in my previous life...... Xiaoqing's memory? β
He nodded, "Back then, because your reshaped soul was very weak, and your body was ruined. I have to send you to reincarnation. After that, Fu will separate your soul from your memories and send your soul into samsara. And your memories have been put in a bloom since then. A dream of flowers is your memory. Only if you want to, this memory can come back to your mind. If you don't accept Xiaoqing's memories, then the memories that were originally placed in a dreamy flower will disappear. β
Speaking of this, he paused, and then asked solemnly: "Do you want to recover your memory?" β
Lu Fei said lightly: "In the past, I may not want to. When I was with Sun Sijing, I hesitated. But by now, you already know the answer to this question. β
He smiled and said, "If you are unwilling, how can I appear in front of you?" β
Therefore, Lu Fei's promise is already very obvious.
She does.
She doesn't reject her other identity.
Sometimes, she even wants to know what happened between Sun Sijing and Xiaoqing, what was that feeling?
What Lu Fei needs is not a description of a story, but an immersive feeling of being there.
That's who she really is.
Lu Fei asked, "Where is the flower now?" β
He replied: "In the past, a dream of flowers was helping there, and then it came to Sun Sijing's hands. And now, it is in the hands of your master, the god of water. β
"My master?"
He nodded, "Just a few days ago, Sun Sijing personally gave a dream of flowers to your master. In fact, Sun Sijing's heart will still look forward to it, and you can accept Xiaoqing's memory. Of course, it's not because he selfishly wants you to be Xiaoqing, maybe he just wants you to know all this. After knowing everything, you are still you, whether it is Xiaoqing or Lu Fei. No matter what you think, who can stop you? Even if it's his grandson Sijing, he can't do it. β
"I ......"
He said, "If you want to know everything, then go to your master!" β
Lu Feixiu's eyebrows moved.
......
Lu Fei thought like this, but she actually had an answer in her heart.
If you want to know, go for it.
Whether it's Xiaoqing or Lu Fei.
Now there was only one man standing before them from beginning to end.
The moment Lu Fei came back to her senses, she looked up, and the familiar scenery came into view.
That's the Temple of Water.
Lu Fei stepped in without hesitation.
In less than three or two strokes, Lu Fei had already found the water god in the main hall.
"Master."
Lu Fei stepped forward and directly called his name.
The god of water who heard the sound didn't need to look to know who the person who came.
Lu Fei came to him with a look of being a little anxious.
"What's wrong? So in a hurry? Is there something you want Master to help with? The water god said, "If you want me to help find Sun Sijing, I won't accept it." β
Lu Fei shook his head, "No." β
"It's not." The water god asked suspiciously, "Didn't you go to Sun Sijing just now?" β
"Yes."
"......" the water god wondered, "Then what do you mean?" β
Lu Fei took a deep breath, and she said, "Master, a dream of flowers is on you, right?" β
"You ......," the water god was stunned, "how do you know?" Didn't you really find Sun Sijing? β
Lu Fei shook his head, "Master, I didn't find Sun Sijing. β
"Then how do you know that a dream is on me?"
"Eh......" Another Sun Sijing's matter doesn't seem to be easy to take out and say, "Master, don't care how my god knows." β
The water god said: "This long-cherished flower is indeed on my body. It was also delivered to me by Sun Sijing a few days ago. β
Lu Fei said: "Master, give me a dream of flowers!" β
Hearing this, the water god was stunned.
To be continued!