Two Places Apart (4)
The water god didn't expect Lu Fei to say this.
But he actually understands that Lu Fei is Xiaoqing. When Sun Sijing handed over a dream of flowers to himself, he knew that one day, Lu Fei would take the initiative to recover his memory. It's not because she's the reincarnation of Xiaoqing. Maybe it's because Lu Fei likes Sun Sijing!
It is precisely because of this that the water god is sure that Lu Fei will still want to return his memory.
It's just that he didn't expect that Lu Fei would figure it out so quickly.
The water god was a little puzzled, he just went out for a trip, could it be to think about life?
This...... It doesn't seem right!
The water god thought of several adventures after Lu Fei went out. In the end, he still chose to ask directly, "Xiaofei, you want to recover your memory." But you have to know that it takes your will for your memory to come back. If you don't want to......"
Lu Fei shook her head, and she said, "Master, I am not unwilling. I am, willingly. ”
The water god sighed, "Would you like to?" I thought ......"
Lu Fei chuckled lightly and said, "Master, don't worry!" I really thought about it, and I was willing to do it myself. That's why I came to you, Master. ”
The water god said: "At that time, Sun Sijing came here, firstly, to ask me to take you back to the Heavenly Palace after he left the Dragon Palace. This is naturally because of this long-cherished flower. Sun Sijing said, if you are willing, I will hand over this long-cherished flower to you. But if you are unwilling, I will be at my disposal. Actually, after doing the math, Sun Sijing also guessed some of your thoughts. ”
Lu Fei smiled: "That's because he knows that I like him, but I can't figure it out for a while." So I didn't give Sun Sijing an answer right away. But in fact, Sun Sijing had already guessed. ”
The water god bowed, "Yes, because you like Sun Sijing." Someday, you'll figure it out. It's just that, because of Sun Sijing's own reasons, he may not be able to hand over a dream of flowers to you with his own hands. That's why I was entrusted with it. ”
With that, the water god waved his hand, and a dark lotus flower appeared in his palm out of thin air.
"This ...... Is it just a dreamy flower? ”
Lu Fei looked at the dark lotus flower in the water god's palm and asked subconsciously.
The water god replied, "Yes." ”
A dream of flowers itself with a faint glimmer, with the light, it exudes a faint fragrance, and it seems to have a different kind of beauty.
The water god handed a dream of flowers to Lu Fei in front of him.
Lu Fei took a deep look at it, and then he reached out and took the flower that the water god handed him.
When the water god saw that Lu Fei had taken over a collection of flowers, he said, "Xiao Fei." ”
Lu Fei subconsciously looked up at him.
The water god continued: "Whether you are Xiaoqing or Lu Fei, the only one who can make a decision in the end is yourself. I hope you don't regret your decision. ”
Lu Fei said lightly, "As a result, I may regret it." But if I don't have a choice, how can I regret it? Master, if I don't know anything now, I have been living in a state of confusion, and I don't know what kind of feelings I have for Sun Sijing, I think I will definitely desperately pursue this answer in the future. ”
The water god smiled: "It's good for you to figure it out yourself." ”
Lu Fei nodded, "Master, I've really figured it out. ”
The water god waved his hand and said, "You go!" ”
Lu Fei looked at the water god deeply, she took two steps back, and then turned around and left here.
Lu Fei left the main hall, and she returned to her dormitory with a dream of flowers.
With a 'snap', Lu Fei closed the door with his backhand, closing everything behind the door.
It wasn't until there was no one around that Lu Fei began to look at the flowers in his hand.
"How do you use this thing?"
Lu Fei's eyes staring at a long flower moved slightly.
I don't know if it's because of the memory of Xiaoqing in a dreamy flower, Lu Fei actually felt a familiar feeling from a dreamy flower.
For a while, Lu Fei thought it was an illusion.
"That's not a delusion."
'Sun Sijing' suddenly appeared in front of her.
Hearing the sound, Lu Fei was taken aback by his sudden appearance.
And he looked at himself with a smile on his face.
"Why are you here too?" Lu Fei looked at the person in front of him in surprise.
He said: "Before you could figure it out, I was sealed in a flowery flower along with my memory. ”
"I see." Lu Fei said, "It's because of me that you came out of a dream." ”
He nodded, "The familiarity you just felt is correct. ”
"Huh?" Lu Fei didn't expect him to suddenly get back to the point.
He didn't care about Lu Fei's wandering spirit, but continued: "That's because there are your memories in a dreamy flower. That's why there's a special sense of familiarity between you. ”
"So, it's really my memory."
He nodded.
Lu Fei asked again, "But, how should I remember this...... Back to my head? ”
He said lightly, "I have a way, you can give me a dreamy flower!" ”
Lu Fei nodded, and she handed a flower in her hand to the person in front of her.
He stretched out his hand and took a coveted flower handed to him by Lu Fei.
"And then?"
"You go and lie down on the couch, and I'll give you back the memory."
Lu Fei listened to him.
......
Lu Fei, who was lying on the couch, was ready, she closed her eyes and didn't look at his movements.
He took a deep look at the half-blooming flower in his hand.
After pausing in place, he glanced at Lu Fei again, and then began to cast the spell.
When Lu Fei couldn't see it, a long-cherished flower in his hand emitted a dazzling light, and a long-cherished flower, which was originally half-opened, quietly bloomed.
He easily introduced the memories in a long flower into Lu Fei's mind.
A light appeared.
He disappeared.
A dream of flowers closed again and landed on Lu Fei's pillow.
The memory that belongs to Xiaoqing is like a river, and Lu Fei is the only fish in that river.
At this time, she was swimming in the river, looking for the memories she wanted.
Memory is like a river.
Perhaps, it will be long. Perhaps, it will be short.
It's also possible that it's fleeting.
It depends on how much you remember.
Lu Fei did accept Xiaoqing's memory. But more precisely, it should be her memory, and now it is her memory.
Lu Fei felt as if he was slowly falling asleep.
She wandered in the long river of memories and experienced her life as Xiaoqing in the past.
From her birth to the time of the end.
That, at the heart of her life...... Sun Sijing.
Perhaps, Sun Sijing in the past was not enlightened.
However, Sun Sijing at that time was wholeheartedly for Xiaoqing.
Whether it is Sun Sijing and Xiaoqing, they are willing to pay for each other, how long has Sun Sijing waited for him?
Sun Sijing, who loved Xiaoqing so much at that time, must not have liked to be alone.
When he is alone, Sun Sijing will feel that he misses Xiaoqing more and more, and he will feel that he wants Xiaoqing by his side more and more.
All the experiences about Xiaoqing, Lu Fei clearly felt it.
Happy, excited, naughty, squeamish, sad, sad...... All kinds of emotions were constantly intertwined in Lu Fei's heart.
It's a very familiar feeling. Familiar, as if immersive.
This long river of memory is quiet and long, but it is also ...... There will still be an end.
......
Lu Fei with her eyes closed, even if she was in the outside world, she seemed to be able to feel the drastic changes in her emotions.
Her face was a little pale, her forehead was already soaked with cold sweat, and even her close-fitting clothes were soaked. She subconsciously clenched the hem of her skirt, which showed that her emotions were indeed a little ...... A little off.
But this did not have a great impact on Lu Fei himself.
That is, it proves that Lu Fei is accepting memories.
This is good, at least, she did not exclude Xiaoqing's memory.
In this way, it only takes a while for Lu Fei's memory to be able to recover.
She will remember everything about Sun Sijing and Xiaoqing.
Airplanes.
The flow of memories was finally settled in Lu Fei's mind.
Lu Fei's whole person seemed to be stimulated, she almost woke up suddenly, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the dormitory she was familiar with.
Her breath was short, and her whole body became a little ...... Abnormal.
Only then did Lu Fei come back to his senses and realize that he was still in the Water God Temple.
Lu Fei felt a little pain in his head, and he didn't know if it was because of the sequelae of recovering his memory.
The memories in my mind are very real.
She may not be Xiaoqing now, but as Lu Fei, she has clearly experienced everything about Xiaoqing.
Until the moment of death.
Lu Fei, who woke up, could feel it clearly.
That is, the feeling of death.
When Xiaoqing died, that feeling was too clear.
It's like, at the beginning, it was her.
However, this is also true.
Because Lu Fei was originally the reincarnation of Xiaoqing, she can now be regarded as coming back from the dead.
So, she is really Xiaoqing.
Everything she knows about Xiaoqing, what she feels, is Xiaoqing's experience, and even her emotions.
All of it.
She is Xiaoqing.
For a while, Lu Fei was still a little frightened.
All this happened suddenly, but so smoothly.
Xiaoqing.
I don't know why, she actually has a special feeling at this time, which is different from when she was Lu Fei.
The soul and memory are combined, and the body is preserved.
The current Lu Fei is the real rebirth of Xiaoqing.
All of this is so natural.
The person who was exactly the same as Sun Sijing, she also remembered.
When he was in Yinshan, he was the ......
As soon as he thought of that person, Lu Fei subconsciously wanted to go to him, thinking that he was still nearby, but when Lu Fei looked at it, he saw that there was no one in the room.
Her eyes looked around, and it was only then that she noticed a blooming flower beside her pillow.
Lu Fei subconsciously picked up a dreamy flower.
She took a deep look at a coveted flower in her hand, and after a while, she put it away.
The sky outside was still bright, but Lu Fei seemed to feel like he had slept for a long time.
She could feel the change in her mood when she regained her memory, and she was soaking wet.
Moreover, she can still feel the burning sensation of herself because of her memory. Come to think of it, it should be because of the sequelae of recovering memory.
Lu Fei thought that he had better go wash up first and change his clothes.
Lu Fei thought of it like this, and then took action.
......
The water god seemed to notice that Lu Fei had woken up.
He simply asked someone to prepare some food for Lu Fei first, and then waited for Lu Fei in the room.
When Lu Fei came back, she happened to see the water god and a large table of food.
As soon as Lu Fei saw the food, he already had a feeling that he couldn't be provoked.
The water god told her not to be polite, and to eat more when she was hungry.
Not to mention, Lu Fei really felt hungry.
After Lu Fei ate for a while, he was one-third satisfied. As if she remembered something, she raised her head and asked the water god, "Master, how long have I been asleep?" ”
The water god replied, "About three days, which is not too long." I think you'll be hungry when you wake up, so I'll give you something to eat in advance. ”
Lu Fei said, "Thank you, Master." ”
The water god glanced at Lu Fei left and right, he no longer hesitated, and asked directly, "Are you recovering your memory?" ”
Lu Fei nodded, 'um'.
The water god asked again, "What about ...... How does it feel to regain your memory? ”
Lu Fei thought about it, she hesitated for a while before she said, "There is no special feeling." ”
Doesn't there feel anything special?
However, the water god felt that Lu Fei was a little different. I don't know if it's because he recovered his memory, so Lu Fei gave him a different feeling.
The water god is her master, after all, the two of them have been living together for three hundred years, and the water god naturally understands his apprentice.
Her character and behavior, the god of water knows.
But now he can clearly feel that Lu Fei in front of him has indeed changed.
Although she is still Lu Fei, in fact, she also has part of Xiaoqing's personality.
It is precisely because after recovering his memory that Lu Fei himself seems to have Xiaoqing's original character and behavior.
However, it is not very obvious.
Because, she is still Lu Fei now.
It's only a slight change, but in reality, it's not the same.
Actually, whether there is a change or not, the water god doesn't care much, after all, Lu Fei is still his apprentice.
She still looks good.
"Master, I feel fine." Lu Fei said so.
In fact, Lu Fei also seemed to feel that he had changed a little.
Although it is not obvious, Lu Fei still feels that after carrying Xiaoqing's memory, he seems to have been contaminated with Xiaoqing's character.
She thought about it, I don't know if it's because she just regained her memory and hasn't gotten used to it yet?
Such a troublesome thing, Lu Fei said that he didn't want to think about it anymore.
Isn't that what she is?
I don't want to think about troublesome things.
Lu Fei may simply think about it more, but Xiaoqing won't think about it too much.
In fact, there are some personalities and habits, and the two daughters are still somewhat similar.
"If you feel good, you'll be fine."
The water god saw that Lu Fei's expression did not seem to be deceitful. Only then did he quietly breathe a sigh of relief.
Lu Fei continued to eat.
After a long silence, the water god spoke again and asked, "Then what are your plans next?" ”
"I ......"
Lu Fei then remembered that Sun Sijing was still in retreat, and she didn't seem to be able to go to Sun Sijing.
Thinking of Sun Sijing, Lu Fei's expression obviously changed.
Are you going to do it?
Lu Fei really didn't think about this.
"I don't know what I'm going to do." Lu Fei said, "Let's talk about it later!" ”
"That's fine."
Even so, it is inconvenient for the water god to say anything more.
"Have you eaten enough?" The water god asked again.
Lu Fei nodded, "That's enough." ”
To be continued!