Chapter 16 There will always be someone who reminds you not to forget to go home
"All feelings are talked about", are there many people who are denying it! More than just chatting, in a sense he is a spiritual pillar, a partner who can gamble, a person called "Twelve".
"Twelve paintings of friends, twelve paintings of family, and twelve paintings of lovers, so the name of twelve is unforgettable." Beisheng. This is the message on the postcard in the gift received by Xinghe on Christmas in the third year of high school, and there is a sentence: "There will always be someone who reminds you not to forget to go home when the evening breeze is light." ”
The most unforgettable thing is that the film "Passing by Your World" was officially released that year, Chen Bei has always been reluctant to meet Xinghe, but recommended a lot of films, books, songs, etc., which he thought were better, Xinghe gradually understood Beisheng's thoughts, and faintly felt that Beisheng was by his side, he was the "string", the string that collapsed in the end.
Xinghe has been a little emotional since watching "Passing by Your World", but the heavy responsibility of the third year of high school reminds me all the time that I only have the college entrance examination as a way to get freedom, Xinghe has dreamed of the city he likes countless times, searched for various buildings and night scenes of that city on the Internet, made photos and put them under his pillow, reviewed them every day, chatted on the bed, reached out and touched those photos under the pillow, as if he was touching a corner of the city. She wants to save money to go to Daocheng in the film after the college entrance examination, of course, she goes with Beisheng, she is especially looking forward to Beisheng's appearance, looking forward to the "reunion" with Beisheng, and the feeling of déjà vu haunts every nerve in Xinghe's body from time to time.
And although Beisheng is a boy, he is a very sensitive and delicate boy, the first few chapters said that Chen Bei established his own "gangster" group in the class, because Chen Bei has experienced some things that should not be borne at that age very early, the desire to protect himself is too strong, or a little immature, he wants to be in the limelight and pretend to be garlic, and he is more afraid of being hurt emotionally, and he has once poured out his heart and lungs for a person, and has been waiting for more than ten years, and finally looks down on the reality that there is no ending, and he also wants to treat a person well, But it takes time to like someone, and hooking up with Xinghe that day was also to save face in front of the "brothers", but later Xinghe was good for protecting himself and Lu Yong, Chen Bei privately checked Lu Yong's details, and knew that if Lu Yong had no support behind him, he would not be in this troubled water, and he was an understanding person who knew that it was inevitable to get along with Xinghe
clashed with Chen Bei, which is why Chen Bei has never moved Lu Yong, and Lu Yong can be regarded as having a backer background.
Since he met Xinghe, he witnessed everything that happened to Xinghe, and he couldn't help but feel sorry for her, and couldn't help but want to get close to Xinghe, be a person who listens to Xinghe, solve problems for her, and if she can't be a lover, it's good. Beisheng was particularly afraid that if Xinghe knew that he was Chen Bei, would he block or delete him, and there would be no contact with him again.
Xinghe fantasized about Beisheng's appearance, she actually sketched Chen Bei's appearance in her mind, but after thinking about it, Chen Bei was a year ago, and how could a "social person" like him be so single-minded, but one day Beisheng told Xinghe about his emotional experience, and the girl in the recent paragraph was very much like herself, and asked Beisheng again and again, Beisheng seemed to deliberately avoid the questions raised by Xinghe, Xinghe didn't ask more, Beisheng's mood has been weird recently, and he was particularly pessimistic, and he opened his heart to Xinghe, is like a "full output" before leaving, a galaxy as sensitive as his mind, after Beisheng told himself about his experience the next day,
There was an inexplicable feeling of distress for Beisheng in Xinghe's heart, and she was deeply immersed in it.
Knowing everything about Beisheng little by little, the sealed "secrets" in Xinghe's heart also felt more and more that she had found the right person to tell, and after being with Beisheng for so long, she believed in Beisheng's character.
A song "Who Listens to You in the World" has become the most favorite song of Xinghe and Beisheng, and it is also the best person for the other party to listen to and tell, the personality is not similar, but the heart is the same, the situation is different, but the experience is so similar that it can no longer be the same, looking forward to the confused future, the only difference is that Beisheng understands how much the college entrance examination means to Galaxy, everything is based on Galaxy's college entrance examination, Xinghe knows that Beisheng has dropped out of school, and he has just entered the society Galaxy does not have too much understanding, What can be done is to comfort Beisheng when she is depressed with Beisheng's method of comforting her, that is, to change the law to do the duty that a friend should do, Beisheng really eats his own "exclusive secret", a few words Beisheng is in a good mood, this "social person" is just pretending to be like a social person, who is not forced to be helpless, and will be despised and even suffer violence if he does not show himself to the outside world that he is "very strong".
It's been more than a month since the closest contact with Beisheng, yes, that's what it's like that, Xinghe and Beisheng lost contact because of some misunderstandings, Xinghe went crazy because of the final exam a week later to write the homework arranged by the teacher, review the review plan he specified, and lying in bed every day is already two o'clock, and Beisheng quietly "lost contact", Xinghe WeChat is quiet as if no Beisheng has ever existed, more like the world has evaporated after appearing, Xinghe is the most intense under the physical and mental exhaustion is to miss Beisheng, and there is no response to sending messages to Beisheng for several days, and Xinghe will no longer send it, and the sense of loss and loneliness in her heart will raid Xinghe again, Xinghe is caught off guard but can only resist, she can't show a little pessimism, she will imagine in her heart that Beisheng is comforting herself and healing herself.
But Xinghe can't bear it anymore in his heart, and if he doesn't want to be friends with him, he has to make a break, so it's too torturous to disappear out of thin air, and Xinghe decided to make a break if Beisheng doesn't appear again.
Finally, I waited for a bunch of my feelings and realizations since I got along with Beisheng, since I don't want to contact him, let's be a stranger again, it's good for everyone.
As a result, the next day, Xinghe's WeChat moved, Beisheng was admitted to the hospital because of a grudge with someone, he had a group fight, he just woke up, and his mobile phone had just been turned on, after Xinghe knew, he blamed himself but it was too late, in Beisheng's heart, Xinghe broke off with himself when his life was dying, the most unforgettable "friend"
Friends from the heart.