"I wish there was one

People like you,

Like the refreshing wind in the mountains,

Like the warm light of the ancient city,

From early morning to night,

From the mountains to the study,

As long as it's you at the end. ”

It's like having an ethereal dream, more than three months of companionship, as if the mobile phone has been accompaniing, in other words, who to chat with online, it seems to be the same, but, Beisheng is an irreplaceable person, a person who can't be forgotten, Beisheng's previous note to Xinghe is "twelve".

Galaxy has never understood what the meaning of this "twelve" is.

Later, Beisheng sent two postcards to Xinghe, one of which wrote:

"Twelve paintings of friends, twelve paintings of family, and twelve paintings of lovers, so the name of twelve is unforgettable."

Another reads:

"There will always be someone who will warm a cup of tea for the rest of your life, and remind you not to forget to go home when the evening breeze is light."

"Beisheng" disappeared in the world of Galaxy, and every time I saw these two postcards, Galaxy would always recall every "game", every "small talk", and every "lawsuit" with Beisheng in my mind......

She fantasized about Beisheng's appearance, and heard the letter "ringtone" from the contact who was pinned to the top countless times in her dreams, and when she woke up, she clicked on her phone and there was nothing, repeatedly disappointed and tortured.

In a sense, it is a consumption of physical functions, a "challenge to life", a "exploration of potential", a desperate struggle for the last stop, and a chance to gain "freedom" and "rebirth".

Every time in the dead of night, a word called "sensual" will come out to make trouble, Xinghe enjoys the quiet of the moment, but also is bound by this atmosphere, she misses Beisheng day by day, she flips through the chat records with Beisheng, listens to Beisheng's voice messages one by one, how Xinghe listens to Beisheng's voice, she thinks she has heard it somewhere, but she just can't remember who this person is, but what can be sure or concluded is that she must have seen the person "Beisheng".

On Chinese New Year's Eve, Beisheng suddenly sent a message at 0:00: "Happy New Year!" ”

Xinghe was at a friend's house in his hometown at the time, and his father made a special case today, so that Xinghe had a good time, as long as he went home safely the next day, hearing this, Xinghe couldn't believe his ears, and he quickly went out for fear that his father would regret it.

Xinghe accidentally saw Beisheng's message, didn't dare to be excited, didn't dare to publicize, and replied plainly, "Happy New Year!" ”

Beisheng was very hesitant here, should he say something more, he missed Xinghe no less than Xinghe missed him, but he had been restraining himself, but taking advantage of this "festival", he still wanted to know Xinghe's situation, and he was afraid that Xinghe would not be able to concentrate on the college entrance examination, and Xinghe was also entangled in whether Beisheng was still worried about that misunderstanding.

Hey, forget it! The "friends" who have really gotten along with each other, how can they be willing to only be friends! If you continue to talk, it will ruin the two of you, the future of Xinghe and Beisheng's career will be affected, and the fault is that at this inopportune time, there is a person who can't forget the most memorable but can't be together at this inopportune time, reality! Be brutal, of course!

Xinghe will remind himself every morning, the most important thing now is the college entrance examination, if there is fate, Beisheng will definitely see it, if he is interested, he will definitely go to confess to Beisheng, regardless of the ending, just enjoy the process, everything should be out after the college entrance examination. On the day of the Xinghe college entrance examination as agreed before, Beisheng will go to cheer up, I don't know if Beisheng will go, and I don't know if Beisheng has forgotten the agreement, if he forgets, then Xinghe must go to see him!

In the new year, we have to look forward, Xinghe's goal is indeed to look forward, Beisheng's goal is to "look at money", haha, Beisheng's career has just started, Xinghe doesn't understand Beisheng's situation, and I have to admit that Beisheng said before that he still has a small vision, the circle involved is still very simple, and there are relatively few people in contact.

Beisheng still has some truth about social experience, after all, he has been working hard for many years. There is a wild idea in his bones that he is uninhibited about the future and does not want to be bound, and this is just the "appetite" of the galaxy, what the galaxy thinks, we all know.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the family sat happily together to watch the Spring Festival Gala and eat dumplings, Xinghe covered the quilt in another room and shrunk up and closed her eyes to make up for sleep, although she was not out of the house, but no one asked her to eat at home, no one could see whether her face was pale and uncomfortable, as if she did not exist in this family.

Xinghe will listen to Beisheng's favorite song every night before going to bed, and after listening to it, he also has a deep affection for this song.

The sentence "Please go forward, don't look back, at the end, the person waiting for you will be me." Xinghe took advantage of such a good "opportunity" and couldn't learn, so he could carefully recall who "Beisheng" was.

Thinking back to every piece of information, it was a boy with the word "north" in his name, who dropped out of school when he was divided into classes, and he was stumbling in society......

Thinking about it, Xinghe fell asleep, in her dream she dreamed of the scene where Xinghe was stopped in the alley by Chen Bei a year ago, the vague voice seemed to be him, but the impression of him has always been bad, Xinghe woke up and repeatedly thought about the dream she had, in fact, in her heart, she no longer cared if Beisheng was Chen Bei, but she wanted to be sure that it was him,

In fact, every time Beisheng wanted to tell who he was, he would think of Lu Yong's harm to Xinghe, afraid that after Xinghe knew that he was Chen Bei, he felt that he approached Xinghe for the sake of "flirting with his sister", and Xinghe should not bear it.