Chapter Twenty-Three: "The Days She Counted in the World"

If college is the beginning of life, is the turning point of life, then you have to use a semester or a year of freshman year to adapt to college life, whether you make friends or not, sometimes you always feel like you are alone, there are no junior high school and high school friends to keep secrets for you, you treat each other as friends, but don't forget, friends also have friends, girlfriends also have girlfriends, although Xinghe believes that Wang Lu is his best friend, but his family background is still ulterior, and he still hasn't learned to share others, Xinghe knows that he has to face the family he was born and raised correctly, not to the extent of unbearable but with unbearable family affection, is it "father's love"? Or "motherly love"?

Galaxy's "career" is being adhered to day by day, not to achieve the ultimate, nor to be satisfied with only specifying how many words of articles to complete every day, but to try our best to complete the daily plan, or collect materials and record what we see and hear in the day, record the feelings and writing points of every small or big thing that happens, what value it has, what insights it can bring to ourselves, and then meet similar things and improve and change in what better way, I feel that this is a "job" that everyone must do in life. It doesn't matter if you're engaged in something like that like writing, editing, etc.

Xinghe was recently reading a book called "My Days in the World" and was obsessed with the short words in the book.

"I tried to disappear, but it really didn't go away."

"Did you live for a year, or three hundred and fifty-six days?"

When I was a child, I thought I was also a superhero of this world, but later I was beaten into a mortal by a beast called life.

"This world is beautiful, but I won't come to this world to make up numbers in my next life."

"How can there be so many bad truths, if you think it's worth it, you will continue."

"The saddest thing is not when you can't love, but when you understand that you and this person really don't have a future, what she has given you, and what she hasn't given you, will be given to the next person, and you, you don't even have the qualifications to be red-eyed, and the important thing is not to miss it, but to pass."

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These decadent and slightly sad sentences are true, and every sentence is true, and every sentence is true, which is enough for Xinghe to read it day after day, quote and learn from it, appreciate and perceive it.

Really powerful people, or people who want to become great, are quietly becoming excellent, and it is no more suitable for Xinghe, since she shared her thoughts with Wang Lu, she has been supporting her, and getting better with her, and the people in the dormitory have not laughed at what she is doing now after finding out, but they are just questioning Xinghe's ability, the relationship is not as bad as before, everyone has their own "careful thinking" and what they want to do, this phenomenon is developing in a better direction, no one is targeting anyone anymore, in a sense, they are afraid of being isolated, I'm afraid that someone will treat them like they did to Xinghe before, and they will keep their own space and privacy.

The arrogant and domineering girl is at ease, she experienced a broken love after falling in love with a senior when she first entered college, and she is no longer so arrogant and domineering, of course, she can't be approachable all of a sudden, she doesn't look at the stars anymore, she hasn't done anything too much to anyone in the same dormitory, and she is out of love!

"If you really have a dream, you should sandwich it in every page of the book you have read, you should burn it as a star that illuminates your night sky, you should worship it as a god who guides you to meet you, and then at the moment when dreams and reality are intertwined, you should tell the story of your own journey to those who want to know your past with the evening breeze of the summer night." Time will not be a premeditation, but a reason for Galaxy to be fearless, to stride forward towards the future, not to lose, not to stop, not to be half-hearted, not to look ahead, not to hesitate, not to let yourself miss out on what belongs to you because you are not good enough.

If you are strong and tired, Xinghe has the right to feel uneasy and sad, what is the difference between this and the third year of high school, even harder than the third year of high school, and physically and mentally exhausted, many nights, Xinghe shrunk up in the quilt and cried silently, crying itself is proof of courage. In fact, the time to really solve those helpless problems is to open your eyes, cry when you want to cry, sleep after crying, and solve the problem when you wake up, "Crying makes you calm, makes you strong, and resolves your mind." ”

Galaxy has left traces on every radio station that heals the soul, and she will edit them in her own material library and memorize them by stumbling upon a sentence that she remembers deeply:

"I know you are very strong, you don't want others to see your sadness, because you are afraid of being worried by others, it's just that you have to accept that you are occasionally weak, weak, and helpless, as long as you stand up after crying, you don't lose."

Galaxy will always have some inspiration behind each station, maybe in a certain scene, it seems familiar, but it is clear that it has never happened.

When the weekend came, Xinghe secretly returned to her own city, the city with Beisheng, walking on the streets she used to be familiar with at night, there were many pedestrians on the road, but none of them were known to her, and she shuttled through the crowds of people in the city center, fantasizing that maybe she could meet a familiar person, or see someone in a certain corner.

Xinghe was standing on the bridge in a daze at that time, with her back to the world, her eyes were blank, she seemed to be calm, but in fact, her heart was turning over the river and the sea, she had things that she couldn't figure out, which made her sad, but when she thought of things to look forward to, she would be in good spirits. There were a lot of cars on the road, shaking every passer-by with the headlights, and for a moment she shook in front of Xinghe's eyes, she thought that if she rushed out and was hit by a car, maybe she wouldn't have to think about anything, and she didn't need to live so tired, "When will you end this life?" Xinghe thought silently in her heart, but she promised her mother that she would be happy every day.

Although it's really not good-looking to be bitter, I don't want to pretend to be happy all the time, even if it's sad occasionally, it's not a shameful thing, and occasionally spending a few dollars is not a hurtful thing.

Xinghe stood on the bridge for an unknown amount of time, and she felt that she could see many people, even if she couldn't see the appearance of passers-by she didn't know before, "Stand tall, can you see it?" ”

Tomorrow's weather will be very clear, tomorrow's sunset will be very gentle, tomorrow's world will be shrouded in daylight, she still has to cry as much as she wants, laugh sincerely, live hard, and fall asleep with peace of mind in days like today......

The scenery along the way is more important than the destination, and the process seems to be more valuable than the result, we all say: take care of yourself, so good that regret can not be disturbed!