Time flies by every day, never saying hello to you and me.

In the face of the first trough in life, Xinghe, like most people, chooses to escape first, unwilling to face the facts, maybe a few weeks, maybe a few months, will always come out, most of the time, only he will save himself, no matter how hard his mother tries, he is unwilling to come out or it is useless.

The years will go forever, but she and Beisheng will not go together again, her future happiness and sorrow and various emotions have no confidant to share, no soul mate, is there anyone like him in the world? No, no, no one can replace him, and it is impossible for others to live in their hearts anymore, Xinghe thought.

The word loneliness is taken apart: there are children, melons and fruits, dogs, mosquitoes and flies.

It is enough to support the mouth of the alley in a midsummer evening, full of human feelings, under the willow canopy of childish children, thin dogs chasing butterflies in the deep alleys, the world is prosperous and laughing, only I have two sideburns to spare, children's fruits, cats, dogs and flies are of course lively, but they have nothing to do with themselves.

Yes, you always feel lonely when you are alone, but without Chen Bei's life, no matter how you live, it is all lonely.

Xinghe will still share her life every day with the "Beisheng" who will never reply in WeChat, and gradually get used to this kind of life, and the chat interface with "Beisheng" is her diary, she can tell whatever she wants, loss, sadness, joy, happiness......

If Chen Bei is still alive, he must hope that he will live a good life, not be defeated by any difficulties, he can be confused, he can not find his direction, but that is only occasional, and it does not determine the life of Xinghe.

Xinghe applied to go back to school and began her writing path, and after conceiving several directions, she decided to write a book about Chen Bei, and a book that reflects realism, it doesn't matter if no one reads it, stick to it, a "North of Beicheng" is serialized every day, "In your name, the book is my life." It is the slogan on the cover of the beginning of the book, Xinghe combines a series of stories between herself and Chen Bei and then transforms the plot by 50%, she thinks this should be the last thing she can do for Chen Bei!

She wants to go to the south, fantasizes about all the warmth and scenery in the south, fantasizes about meeting someone who is just right, the story doesn't have to be too thrilling, she doesn't need to experience life and death, and she won't have so many regrets, so after finishing the book "North of the North City", she will open a book "South of the South City".

The second semester of the junior year is almost over, and Xinghe always wakes up from a dream every night, and after he can't sleep, he starts serializing "North of the North City", a novel of hundreds of thousands of words, which was completed in two months. But because she is a novice, she is not very popular, but Xinghe has no more extravagant expectations, and she doesn't care if anyone reads it, her "debut novel" is for the dead Chen Bei. "The branches and leaves have spent spring and summer, but they have never passed autumn and winter, and when the time comes, it is better to go."

The next summer vacation is to find a holiday job in my mother's city during the day, and write "South of the South City" at night, combining all the conjectures and efforts to achieve to write an inspirational novel.

She began with a quote from Dong Qing:

"Everything in the world is an encounter:

When cold meets warm, there is rain;

Spring meets winter, and there are years;

Heaven meets earth and has eternity;

Man meets man and has life. ”

What a beautiful sentence, it also symbolizes Galaxy's current love for life and its promising future......

Yes, time will always heal those who are willing to cross by themselves, and Xinghe is still busy using words to heal more lonely and sensitive souls who are lonely and sensitive after avoiding the hustle and bustle at night, in fact, she is just huddling together to keep warm, and use a busy day to reduce her thoughts about Chen Bei.

After a month, Xinghe obviously felt struggling in the serial, because staying up until one or two o'clock in the morning became commonplace, and the various functions of the body did not keep up with it very much, and the number of times he was in a daze and wandering during the day, he was said by the boss a few times, and then he directly didn't let Xinghe do it, and it was considered benevolent and righteous to settle that month's salary for Xinghe, although Xinghe felt a little uncomfortable, but there was still work to do - loading "South of the South City", now you can devote yourself to writing.

Xinghe hasn't found out what's wrong with her, her mother has seen Xinghe's dull eyes several times, and she has to react to what the concept of eating is for a while, Xinghe later found out that something was wrong through her own articles, why did she keep writing every day and add half of the sleep time at night, and the number of words updated every day is still two or three thousand words, how did you spend so much time, after asking her mother, I adopted my mother's suggestion, rest for a few days, regain my state and inspiration, and if I can't do it, I will travel to the south. You can also feel the customs and culture of each place.

That's it, the start of school is in a month, and Xinghe can have a lot of time to travel all over the country, because I did some strategies last time, and this time I am familiar with the road, I just need to decide on the goal, and try to find some inspiration at various moments to write it down, the idea is good, but she will try her best to do it.