Chapter Thirty-Four: Red Faces Meet, Red Eyes Disperse

Among the many long comments or articles, only one seems to be extremely out of place, only two letters, I think it should be someone's name. There are countless ups and downs in the world, maybe one second you are in heaven, the next second you fall to the bottom, one moment you feel that the whole world is yours, and the next moment you feel like you can't have anything, close your eyes, and think that everything is a dream, and people come to life like this.

Xinghe regretted why he pulled Lu Yong into his life in the first place, and regretted why he didn't see through Chen Bei's "true face" earlier, if the two people were really separated by yin and yang and said goodbye to each other on their own roads for the rest of their lives, then the temperature and breath they felt that night were the final rewards, Xinghe would not treat Chen Bei as a story and tell it to anyone, maybe he would meet unforgettable people in the future, but that would also protect the most fundamental long-cherished wish of falling in love with Chen Bei at the beginning.

Everyone will have a past, but how bad and beautiful the past is, that is also a part of herself, she will wish Chen Bei happiness and wellness in another world, and will also wish Lu Yong better and better, but there is no need to completely deny her past, a person's present is because of countless paragraphs of the past.

Hundreds of pages and thousands of pages of chat records are reluctant to be deleted, guarding everything in the past, feeling that there will be no new beginning if it doesn't end, and if there is no new beginning, there will be no problem, "Cowards will be afraid of even happiness, they will be hurt when they touch cotton, and sometimes they will be hurt by happiness." ”

The story is very beautiful, because there is too much foreshadowing, deer in the forest, mountains and streams, whales in the sea, and a line between the sky and the sea, and we will all wander until the sky is cloudy, and write down the last name.

All emotions have a reason, just like invisible pollen can make you sneeze a few times, and the so-called sudden recollection is just kept in the bottom of your heart.

Emotional things have always been like this, in the first few seconds, memory will become especially good, in old age, even if you are relieved later, don't care, you will still remember that person's name, voice, or appearance, don't be afraid that this is not scary at all, after all, with the dilution of time, that person will become so important.

It turned out that those things that kept Xinghe in her heart were the basis for her farewell, and every time she suddenly remembered, that is to say, Xinghe was one step away from his time and one step further to his future self.

All incomplete things will collide in memory and reality, we catch the scattered stars in the sun, and reason the end of the clouds in the moonlight, and gradually become accustomed to it, the fact that he left, with a kind of uncaring in the bottom of his heart to let himself start again, maybe time has never answered, but will eventually reveal all the mysteries, take your time, the galaxy is over the mountains, to meet the worthy love.

More than ten years of textbooks have not told Xinghe the meaning of parting, only teaching Xinghe that death is a normal thing.

How do you explain to yourself that "a person disappears forever from his or her life?" When Xinghe was a teenager, he was able to accept the birth, aging, sickness and death of human beings, but he couldn't accept parting, and he would never see Chen Bei.

Some people say: "In fact, there is no Changting Ancient Road for the real farewell, and there is no persuasion to have a glass of wine, that is, in the same morning as usual, some people stay in yesterday", maybe some people in this life can not look directly at the parting in the world, especially this kind, no matter who has come to one, can always leave a mark in the heart of Xinghe, even if life is one after another to attract and send, look directly at the next time, we all hope that Xinghe can say to him "goodbye, take care!" ”

"Everyone is a lonely star

The moon with its own halo

Still so far away

Then as good as ever

It's just that there's one less Aquarius star

The wind comes and the rain goes

No one has ever been in the same place."

This is a passage from the wallpaper on the computer screen that he just started.

Xinghe thinks that she is the Neptune, although she is the farthest from the sun in the solar system, but no matter how far away she is, the unreachable "sun" in her heart, her sun, the sun that shines on her warm progress, is him.

Once promised to you to a white head, let you tear your heart, but this time really with the people who wander in different worlds with themselves, missing, entangled, depressed, painting the ground as a prison, but the things that can be lost, in fact, never really belonged, and ended up looking at you and being disgusted by the sea of people.

"If I cry for missing the sun, I will miss the stars too"

For the rest of your life, you must look for the right one who can make you forget all your pain and troubles, and who may be like you, who is bypassing that difficult and lonely time, walking towards you, getting close to you, don't worry, you will eventually meet, or, you have met and have the most beautiful accident.

In the future, they will be very comfortable and happy, and they will still be able to be themselves.

"The galaxy is hot, he used to be her ideal

The night wind was cold, and he was still her firelight

Eternal ups and downs, he will always be her way back"

Well...... That's it!

"Once life is busy, there is no time to express any emotions, and when I am sad, I go to sleep as soon as the quilt is covered, wake up and look around and continue to move forward."