Chapter 37: Self-Separation
"I didn't come back as scheduled, and that's what parting is all about."
Human thinking is probably the most complicated thing in the world, Xinghe has not forgotten Beisheng, and has started a new "search", yes, he has been away for a long time, and he will always occasionally see a few people like him on the street.
Or heard the man say something that Bei Sheng said before his death, or heard a voice that was extremely similar to him in WeChat chat records......
Anyway, she tried to walk to another person again, someone who didn't know what it was.
It's really that sentence, acquaintances are not easy to start, raw people are embarrassed to speak, there are actually many people chasing the galaxy, most of them are based on acquaintances or brothers.
In addition to the reason why Xinghe looks down on her, it is also because she is in the same class, if she doesn't handle it well or after a series of trivial matters brought about by the formal establishment of the relationship, it will be more embarrassing to meet in class every day than to destroy her.
After downloading some social software, I also added friends on WeChat, and let her pay a little attention to a boy who looks good, is 1.75 meters tall, and the most important thing is a veteran. Since junior high school, Xinghe has had a great weight in his heart about the sacred profession of soldiers, and this boy was caught off guard by a video chat after briefly introducing his name. When Xinghe and his roommates saw the boy in the video for the first time, they made a wow and roaring sound, and at that time, Xinghe's mind was so hot that he even made up what the child would look like in the future.
Righteous and full of blood, this is also the ideal type in her heart for many years, and every inch of her body reveals unyielding and masculine......
For a moment, she felt in love, and her brother-type boy who was four years older than herself, but she didn't meet, and no matter how fanciful she said on the screen, it was all in vain.
When Xinghe heard the sentence that he would say anything in vain if he didn't meet, his expression darkened as quickly as he could, and she couldn't listen to what Brother Bing said. Yes! It seems that they really don't meet, everything they say is talking and laughing on the screen, and if they really meet, they may be embarrassed.
So I chatted with Beisheng for three months, and I just vented my feelings on the screen? It's his own hot pillow in exchange for those warm words on the screen, he thinks he is ambiguous back and forth with Beisheng, and has chat habits and dependence on Beisheng, but as everyone knows, the reality is that two people face each other in the network, each to their own mobile phone, a call to pay their feelings, to consume their feelings, so that later they met, did not say much.
In the early years, we were all too naïve, so naïve that in this materialistic era, we only talked about ideals, distances, and life.
Maybe it's just his own naivety, and finally white, what he wanted to express when Bei Sheng sent the paragraph before breaking up, he really doesn't have the ability to gain a foothold in this society, let alone support his family for anything, and give Xinghe a stable home.
This is the truth that after knowing Brother Bing, the galaxy gradually became white, and it is limited to that.
As for the two people, they only existed in each other's WeChat lists for a week. Brother Bing may not have been in love, or maybe he is used to staying in the army, on the basis of a few days of no topic to talk about, he doesn't know how to respect the inner thoughts of girls, it's more ridiculous, how girls pursue beauty, it's her own business, if he interferes in everything and obstructs everything, hitting self-confidence, it's really easy to be single and grow old.
Not to mention that he has a very controlling personality like Lu Yong, but he did touch the bottom line of Xinghe, that is, he said "goodbye" to Xinghe seriously, just because Xinghe dyed his hair, he wanted to say goodbye to her.
When she was about to move him in her heart, she actually said "goodbye" to her, she could say anything, but these two words were not very good.
I hate it when someone says goodbye to her at every turn, and some goodbyes are already gone, so why do you have to say it to render a sad atmosphere.
Whether it's a joke or not, but Xinghe, she can't make this kind of joke again, she is afraid that the experience with Beisheng will be repeated again, and she is afraid of tearing her heart twice in one place again. Decisively chose "never again"!
The matter of Brother Bing has come to an end.
One morning, WeChat popped up a friend verification, Xinghe confused and agreed to the friend verification, followed by the person's crazy confession, Xinghe who hadn't woken up was confused, thinking it was in a dream, but woke up and found that someone was really confessing wildly, and the earthy love words used were too common, no surprises, no accidents, no touching, and even made her feel disgusted for a while, because, it was too fake.
I never believed that what people who had never even seen a real person and who only looked at a few photos and confessed shamelessly were true.
Within a week, he had disappeared from his friends list and was already a member of the "Little Black House". What does he call him very handsome, she is not worthy of him, he gives Xinghe the feeling that he is very narcissistic, she met him because he is so good, so good that he can't even find a girlfriend at the age of twenty-six, and he only fell in love with her when he was blind, hehe, it was as if Xinghe was chasing him.
It took Xinghe three months to like Beisheng, and since then he has seen this life at a glance, where does he get his confidence, but after seeing the video a few times, he is sure that Xinghe has him in his heart, wow, I can't bear to love the foul mouth.
said okay not to pick, but whoever was added, it was not pleasing to the eye, and there was no matter how it disappeared in her friend list within three days, and it was said that yin didn't mean anything at all, or there would be too many problems. It's been a week.,Say Yin still wants to develop a little bit in the future, but I found the problem relatively late.,Back and forth.,Or use your precious time to add some kinds of strange people.。
But I still have to thank you, after all, I taught Xinghe how to be fast, accurate, and ruthless, and the principle of blocking and deleting without hesitation just by one point.
Along the way, we have never stopped parting.
Some people don't even deserve to meet.
There is a person who lives forever in the heart.