Chapter 229: I'm Not Unwilling......
In the next moment, Chen Jiayu's fingers lifted her chin and kissed her lips gently but firmly.
Cai Jiayi closed her eyes, stood on tiptoe, and subconsciously raised her arms and gently wrapped them around the back of his neck.
No one cares about the cake that hasn't been touched yet.
A fire burned more and more in Chen Jiayu's heart, and after a while, he suddenly stopped absorbing the sweetness in the girl's mouth, bent down and stretched out his hand, wrapped his arms around her knees, and hugged her by the waist.
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Inside a dark room.
Chen Jiayu kissed the girl's delicate cheek devotedly and muttered, "I like you."
Perhaps, it is more appropriate to say that it is love.
ćā¦ā¦ Me too." Her eyes were half-closed, her fingers barely grasping at his clothes, and she whispered in response.
Chen Jiayu stretched out her hand and gently pulled a few strands of hair hanging down her cheeks to the back of her head, then lowered her head and sighed lightly at her small and delicate ears made of white jade, and the warm breath that brushed her ears made her couldn't help but straighten her back.
"It's so itchy......" she whispered, shaking her head.
"Really?" The words came from the pinna of her ear.
It's really itchy, this itch starts from her ears and flows quickly along the spine throughout her body, making even the bottom ten toes curl up uncontrollably.
"It's really itchy......
"What about here?"
"Don't move...... Hmm......"
In the dark and quiet room, there was a thin crying and whispering sound from time to time.
After a while, feeling that the girl in his arms had almost turned into water, Chen Jiayu asked in a low voice, "Is it okay?"
"W-what?"
After asking this, she saw a small box that Chen Jiayu found out of nowhere, and suddenly understood something.
ćā¦ā¦ No, don't."
Her voice was too soft, and she looked a little fragmented and powerless in the darkness.
ćā¦ā¦ Stop, don't."
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Her voice rose suddenly, and there was a sharp cry in it, "Don't!"
Chen Jiayu paused, bit his lip hard, concentrated, and forcibly stopped all the movements in his hands.
He looked down at the girl, who was choking quietly, the faint light swirling in her eyes like stars falling from the night.
In an instant, it pulled him back to a sober reality.
In the next second, Chen Jiayu's heart trembled.
Not long ago, he had promised to do everything he could to be good to her......
But at this moment, what is he doing?
Is it intended for her to be the kind of "non-self-loving" girl her father said? Or is it to prove that her father is right with actions, that it is in the nature of men to be unable to control their desires, and even to forcibly ignore her wishes?
Although, most of the reason he was so eager was just to leave as many memories of her as possible before parting. But she didn't anticipate the possibility that she would refuse.
Looking at the girl's teary eyes, she seemed to feel her panic and despair at that moment, and for a while, she was distressed and regretful.
"I'm sorry." Chen Jiayu let go of her with a long breath, raised his hand, gently wiped away the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes with his fingertips, and whispered, "It's me who is not good...... If you don't want to, I won't force it."
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Listening to his words, Cai Jiayi suddenly shook her head.
"It's not that I don't want to ......."
She wrapped her hands around his waist, pressed her face to his neck, and whispered, "I just wanted you to wait......
She has long been mentally prepared for what happened to Chen Jiayu, and even if that step really happened, she would never regret it.
She only cared about one other thing......
"What you want, I'll give it to you after the college entrance examination."
Chen Jiayu was stunned.
Her new tears welled up and rubbed against his neck, wet and cool,
"I know, you think we're going to be separated, that's why you want to be like that...... However, before the last moment, why did you decide the ending and not be confident that you could win?"
"There's a lot we haven't done together, have we?" Cai Jiayi kissed him on the neck and muttered, "Fate rolled the dice trillions of times to give us a chance to be together, so I believe that all this is not accidental, and we will definitely find a way to solve it......
He raised his head, looked at him, and said word by word, "So, you promise me that you can't give up."
Chen Jiayu met her stubborn and gentle gaze, and after a while, nodded.
"Okay, I promise you."
The girl looked at him steadily, and the corners of her lips grew with joy: "Well, I remember you said, but whatever you promised, you will definitely do."
"Hmm." Chen Jiayu suddenly felt a sudden shock in his heart.
Even if he tries his best this time, he can't change anything, that's okay, next time, he can take the initiative to find her in this world.
Even if you can't find it, you can wait for the next time, the next time......
Maybe one day, she will suddenly and miraculously reappear in front of him.
At this time, Cai Jiayi didn't know what she thought, and suddenly supported her body with her arms, and became the one she pressed on, slightly shy: "Although you can't do that, it's not that you can't ...... it in other ways."
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Chen Jiayu couldn't help but ask, "In any other way?"
"For example...... her cheeks flushed slightly, her eyes rolling, and her fingers drawing circles nimbly.
After Chen Jiayu realized, his face instantly warmed, his heartbeat was faster, and his Adam's apple rolled a little.
"Whatever, whatever you want......"
"Then I'll try ......."
After a moment, Cai Jiayi twisted her red little face to the side and asked in a voice not much louder than a mosquito humming, "Yes, is that so?"
"Wait a minute...... It should be ......" he took her hand and taught by example.
Comfortable.
After a while.
"Enough...... Is that enough?" She finally dared to look at the front of her, but she had already begun to whisper, "My hands are sore after so long."
"Come on, ...... right away" Before the words fell, Chen Jiayu let out a satisfied sigh.
"Ahh She let out a low exclamation, then jumped off the ground in a panic, stepped on her slippers, and ran to the bathroom.
After a while, the lights in the room came on.
Cai Jiayi came back, still holding a pack of tissues in her hand.
Chen Jiayu was so embarrassed that his first reaction was to find something to block, but later found that the current situation there could not be stopped, so he could only cover his face with a pillow, handed his hand over, and said in a low voice, "Give me a tissue."
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Cai Jiayi bit her lip and laughed, "What are you doing here...... It's like you're the one who's being taken advantage of."
She wasn't so embarrassed.
Chen Jiayu: "......"
She didn't give the tissue to Chen Jiayu's hand, but took out one with her small hand and sat down beside him.
Chen Jiayu reacted.
"IāI'll do it myself."
"Why didn't you say that just now?"
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After cleaning up roughly, Chen Jiayu went to the bathroom to rinse again, then threw the dirty paper towel into the toilet and flushed it away, sorted out the clothes, and then went back to lie down and hugged her.
At this moment, he was not only a little embarrassed in his heart, but also haunted by an indescribable feeling.
It's like ...... The already close relationship between the two has become even more intimate.
Originally, there were still some places that could not be let go, but it didn't seem to matter so much.
At this moment, holding her soft body, there is no more chaos
Messy thoughts, only the stability and warmth that fills the whole body, extremely comfortable.
It's only occasionally that when I think back to that scene, my heartbeat can't help but speed up a few beats again.
After a while, Chen Jiayu was still not tired, and couldn't help but bury her face in her thick hair and rub her neck lightly.
"I don't sleep in the middle of the night, and I rub around," she sneered, "Are you a puppy?"
"Wang."
Cai Jiayi suddenly laughed in his arms.
After a while, Chen Jiayu sighed: "I can't sleep......
"Shall I continue reading you a bedtime story?"
ćā¦ā¦ Okay."
She turned on the light, found the book, and leaned against the bed to read.
Chen Jiayu listened cooperatively as she slowly put her hand on her lap.
ćā¦ā¦ Don't move." She reminded us.
"Got it, don't move."
He just put it there, through his pajamas, quietly feeling the delicate smoothness underneath.
After reading the first chapter, Cai Jiayi yawned a little and put the book down.
"That's all for today."
"Hmm."
When she got into the quilt, Chen Jiayu hugged her and kissed her, "Good night."
"Good night."
After a long time, in the darkness, her thin voice suddenly came out again: "Chen Jiayu."
Chen Jiayu: "...... Well? Not asleep yet?"
Cai Jiayi said in a low voice, "Remember what you promised me."
"Okay, I'll remember."
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It's April.
Most of the time, Chen Jiayu is tired of being with Cai Jiayi, and occasionally goes home to see his mother and sister. For Chen Yuzao, Chen Jiayu explained that she needed to live alone outside for a period of time due to the pressure before the exam, and it didn't matter if she believed it or not.
Chen Yuzao is also about to take the high school entrance examination, but her grades have improved a lot in the past few months, and as an art candidate, she is still sure to pass the score line of ordinary high school.
As for the experimental high school, the second mock exam was just held in mid-April.
There are less than two months left before the college entrance examination, and the atmosphere of the entire senior year of high school is becoming more and more tense and dull.
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Senior 3 (3) class.
Inside the classroom.
After more than a month, the students have become accustomed to the two empty seats, and occasionally someone mentions the names of Chen Jiayu and Cai Jiayi with a little envy.
During this lunch break, Hou Zifan screamed there while doing the test papers: "Hey, hey, I envy Lao Chen, I'm about to take the college entrance examination, and I can still go out to be chic......
[In view of the general environment,
In particular, he has such a beautiful girlfriend with him, but he can only brush up on the questions here every day, which makes him even more envious and jealous to scratch his liver.
"Why, why can Lao Chen have so many girls who like it, but I don't? Am I not handsome enough? I look in the mirror every day, and I feel that I look similar to Lao Chen, with two eyes, a nose and a mouth."
After being resentful for a long time, Hou Zifan asked Xia Yu, who was flipping through a book of physics materials next to him, "Do you think I'm ugly?"
When Xia Yu heard this, he just glanced at him vigorously, and then moved his gaze back to the book without saying a word.
Hou Zifan: "...... What do you mean?"
Xia Yu: "Actually, it doesn't matter what you look like......
Hou Zifan: "Just say it directly, what do you think I can do to the bottom?"
Xia Yu pondered for a while: "Do you want to listen to the truth?"
Hou Zifan: "Say."
Xia Yu raised his hand, patted him on the shoulder, and said thoughtfully: "A man's value is not only reflected in his appearance, but his inner value is more important, so don't be easily discouraged."
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After evening self-study.
Shen Nianchu walked out of the school gate with the crowd.
Not long after, walking slowly to the black Audi A8 not far away, she stretched out her hand and pulled the car door.
After Shen Nianchu sat down in the back seat, the Audi drove forward.
Luo Jin's hand was on the steering wheel, he glanced at Shen Nianchu from the rearview mirror, and asked, "Did the score of the second model come out today?"
Shen Nianchu lowered his eyes and said softly, "Hmm." sighed, and before Luo Jin could continue to ask for specific scores, she had already continued softly: "The total score is 690, the second in the school, and Xia Yu is three points behind."
"It's second again, 690 points......" Hearing Shen Nianchu's score, Luo Jin didn't show much joy on his face, but nodded without a smile.
Moments later, the Audi stopped at a traffic light at the intersection.
Luo Jin spoke again: "690 points, judging from the situation of last year's college entrance examination, your score is still a bit dangerous from the best finance departments...... Well, there are almost two months to go, and I will try to improve by another ten points in the college entrance examination, and it will be almost."
Staring at his hands on his knees, after a while, Shen Nianchu suddenly said, "Mom, I don't really want to study finance."
The traffic light numbers in front of her jumped, reflecting Luo Jin's casual eyes, her fingers with dark red nail polish casually tapped on the steering wheel, "If you don't read finance, you can manage the profession over there."
"......" was silent, and said in deep thought, "I think, go to the university news."
The fingertips on the steering wheel paused, and after a few seconds, Luo Jin turned his head to look at Shen Nianchu, his eyebrows furrowed, "You say it again, what kind of mess?"
Shen Nianchu pursed his lips, met her gaze, and whispered, "I want to go to the University News."
Luo Jin almost suspected that something was wrong with his ears, and stared at her coldly, "Shen Nianchu, you've only been a few months now, and now you're suddenly going to make some trouble?" Why do you say you want to go to the National People's Congress to read the news?"
ćā¦ā¦ Because, I like this major more."
"No." Luo Jin did not hesitate, and made an ultimatum in a tone that had no room for turn, "Finance, or management, you choose either." Nothing else is possible."
She and Shen Nianchu looked at each other through the leather seats of Audi, one cold and stubborn, the other quiet and soft.
Wisps of cold spread through the carriage.
After a few seconds, Shen Nianchu lowered his head and said meekly, "Okay mother, I know."
I'm on fire this year