Chapter 230: Neither Broken, No Stand, No Death, No Life.
In late April, the city of Hanchu came to the end of spring.
There are only 40 days left before the college entrance examination.
If time is a calendar, then in Chen Jiayu's heart, it is like it has been torn to the last thin layer, and even the weakest wind can blow it trembling.
It rained at noon that day, and it was not small, and the two originally planned to go to the supermarket to buy groceries, but now they can only take out their mobile phones to order takeout.
"What do you want to eat today?" Chen Jiayu opened a takeaway.
Cai Jiayi leaned on his arms, raised her hand and slid on his mobile phone to look at the store, "I'll take a look first."
"Didn't you say last time that this Yangzhou fried rice was good?" Chen Jiayu's hand wrapped around her waist and watched her row through a store.
"I don't really want to eat fried rice today." Cai Jiayi shook her head and continued to slide down.
"There's crayfish, by the way, crayfish have been on the market recently, do you want to eat them?"
Cai Jiayi was a little moved, but she raised her hand to look at it, and sighed, "I just cut my nails yesterday, and I can't peel shrimp."
"It's okay, I'll take care of the peeling, and you'll be in charge of eating."
"That's good."
"Of course, of course it's good for your girlfriend." After Chen Jiayu finished speaking, he chose a spicy flavor, added a crayfish priced at 68 yuan to the shopping cart, ordered two more dishes, added two servings of rice, and placed an order.
Cai Jiayi raised her head and kissed him on his Adam's apple with a smile,
It didn't take long for the ordered takeout to be delivered.
Turn on the TV, put the food on the coffee table, and the two of them deal with crayfish while watching TV.
The merchant gave a few pairs of disposable gloves very intimately to prevent the soup from getting dirty hands when peeling shrimp, Chen Jiayu brought a pair of gloves and began to peel shrimp.
He picked up a crayfish, pinched it twice somewhere on the shrimp's body, and then gently pulled off the head and tail, took out the white and tender whole shrimp meat, and then put it into Cai Jiayi's bowl: "Eat."
Cai Jiayi watched his movements and was very curious, every time she peeled a crayfish, she always pulled off the shrimp head first, and then peeled off the shrimp meat with her fingernails one by one, which was very troublesome, and it would make her hands full of oil, which was far less easy than Chen Jiayu.
"How did you peel it so fast?"
"Oh, it's easy." , Chen Jiayu picked up another crayfish, slowed down the motion, and explained the skills to her.
"Here, this is the second section of the shrimp shell, pinch it at the beginning, and then pinch it twice to the tail, so that the meat is directly separated from the shrimp shell. Then pull out the head and pull the meat out."
"yes, I'll try it too."
Cai Jiayi became interested, picked up a crayfish, and learned Chen Jiayu's movements in a good way, and actually succeeded at one time.
"Awesome."
While Chen Jiayu gave her a thumbs up and praised her, Cai Jiayi stuffed the peeled shrimp meat into his mouth and said with a smile, "Come, reward you."
After lunch, Chen Jiayu cleaned up the mess on the coffee table, and went downstairs with the garbage that was not thrown away yesterday.
The rain hasn't stopped in the afternoon, and the two of them have nothing to do.
On the sofa, Cai Jiayi curled up in Chen Jiayu's arms like a cat watching TV.
The boy's arms were so warm and tight, and when he hugged her, he always held her firmly in his arms with his arms, as if he was protecting some great treasure, lest his hand be broken as soon as he let go, and it was always very pleasant to be cared for like this, so that she leaned there comfortably and did not move for a long time.
….
After a while, Cai Jiayi lazily asked, "By the way, I haven't asked, you have been going to school a hundred times?"
Chen Jiayu moved a hand to her waist and stroked it slowly, "Not quite."
She blinked, "yes, what have you done?" Is there anything special?"
"For example, I've traveled to several countries and learned some messy things." Chen Jiayu tried to explore upwards and said softly, "But then I didn't have much interest, because even if I did more, everything
Nor will it change."
After only rubbing it twice, Cai Jiayi twisted him hard, "...... Don't move, aren't these days enough?"
"Ahem." Chen Jiayu pulled out his hand very sensitively and forcibly explained, "It's boring on a rainy day, and there's nothing to do."
There is no way, she is soft, soft everywhere, and fragrant and sweet, just like a little pudding, she eats the marrow after tasting it once, and always wants to taste it a second time.
She: "When you're bored, you watch TV."
"The TV is not good."
「…… What's so pretty?"
Chen Jiayu quickly pecked her face, "You look good, 10,000 times better than TV."
Cai Jiayi's little face was slightly red, looking delicate and incomprehensible.
Staring at her ruddy and delicate lips, Chen Jiayu slowly lowered his head and pressed his lips up.
The two of them worked on the sofa for a long time, and Cai Jiayi felt something against her again, and she immediately knew what was going on.
Chen Jiayu whispered in her ear, "Help me?"
"......" The girl's eyelashes fluttered, her face turned redder, and she bit her lip, as she had done many times before, and slowly poked it over......
Ten minutes later, Chen Jiayu leaned back on the sofa, put one hand around her shoulder, and the other hand held her soft little hand, massaging her contentedly.
Just now, it was this hand......
The flush on Cai Jiayi's face hadn't faded yet, she glanced at him, and said softly, "You've been a few times this week, can you control it a little......
"It's all your fault," Chen Jiayu sighed.
"Why do you blame me again?"
"It's no wonder you're so good-looking, I automatically secrete hormones at a glance, and I can't control it at all." Chen Jiayu said seriously, "I finally understand how those emperors who loved beauty and didn't love the country in the past were produced. If there is a beauty like you in the harem, let alone want my country, you can want my life!"
Cai Jiayi couldn't help laughing, and then twisted his waist: "Harem? You dream of being an emperor, and you still want to have three palaces, six courtyards, and three thousand beauties, right?"
Chen Jiayu hurriedly denied: "I don't want to, I don't want to."
"Don't you dare to think about it, or don't you want to?"
"I don't dare, I don't want to." Chen Jiayu squeezed her hand and asked, "Are your hands still sore?"
「…… And a little more."
"It's hard work, it's you who help me every time, or I'll help ......you too," Chen Jiayu asked tentatively.
Cai Jiayi reacted, immediately blushed, and stepped on his foot hard, "I don't need to!"
"Don't be embarrassed......
….
「……」
She stepped harder, why is this person's skin getting thicker and thicker?
……
Chen Jiayu and Cai Jiayi only took two and a half months off, and by mid-May, the time to return to school was approaching.
That night, as every night before, Cai Jiayi picked up the little prince and continued to read.
Tonight, she read the last chapter.
After reading the last word, she gently closed the book and said, "All right, I'm done reading it all."
Chen Jiayu asked, "That's the end? Is the little prince dead, or is he back on his planet B612?"
The story ends with the little prince being bitten by a snake and falling to the ground as if dead.
But at dawn the next day, the pilot found that the little prince's body was missing.
Cai Jiayi asked with a shallow smile, "What do you think?"
Chen Jiayu shook his head, "I don't know."
"I thought he was dead at first." Cai Jiayi stared at him and said softly, "Later, I suddenly saw two sentences."
"What two sentences?"
You understand, the road is long. I can't walk with this body. It's too heavy." "But it's like it's peeling off
The same as the old bark. There is nothing sad about the old bark." 」
Cai Jiayi lay down, leaned against his side, and muttered, "Sometimes, people have to learn to let go of those heavy and rotten shackles in order to get a true new life."
"If you don't break it, you can't stand it, you can't die or live, that's what it should be."
"The little prince is dead, but he has a new life."
"That's how I understand it."
"If you don't break it, you can't stand it, you don't die or you don't live? It's so philosophical, I don't even understand it." Chen Jiayu couldn't help laughing: "It's just the same as "a strange light flashing in the eyes of a fish", even the author hasn't thought about it so much."
Cai Jiayi made a small face and bit him on the shoulder, "I don't know how to forget it, go to sleep."
Chen Jiayu hugged her, lowered his head, and pressed his eyes against her, his eyelashes intertwined.
"I'm going to school the day after tomorrow......" he sighed.
This means that there are only a dozen days left before the end of the cycle.
Cai Jiayi pursed her lips, closed her eyes, and said softly, "Sleep, it's okay, everything will be fine, believe me."
……
The next day at noon, it was also a Sunday.
Chen.
Bang bang!
There was a knock on the door.
"Mom, I'm back!"
Ruan Xiulian, who was cooking in the kitchen, immediately wiped her hands on her apron and ran over to open the door.
Chen Jiayu walked in with her suitcase and gave her a hug.
Subsequently, Ruan Xiulian saw Cai Jiayi behind her, and immediately smiled and said, "Xiaoyi, you are here too, come in quickly."
Chen Yuzao also ran out of her room and shouted happily, "Brother, you're back."
Chen Jiayu looked at her twice: "Why does it seem to have grown a little taller again?"
"yes." Chen Yuzao straightened his flat chest with a smug face, "I just measured my height yesterday, and I'm already 160 cm without shoes!"
"Not bad, not bad." Chen Jiayu smiled and raised his hand to rub the top of her head.
At this time, Cai Jiayi took out two gift boxes with a smile,
….
"Auntie, I brought you a small gift early."
What was given to Ruan Xiulian was a brand silk scarf, and what was prepared for Chen Yuzao was a set of skin care products suitable for young girls, all of which were personally selected by Cai Jiayi.
Chen Yuzao immediately took it happily and called out sweetly, "Thank you, sister."
Ruan Xiulian was not pretentious, she accepted it with a smile, asked Chen Jiayu to help her put it in the room, and then said, "Xiaoyi, even if you treat this as your own home, your aunt will not greet you when she goes to the kitchen to cook."
Cai Jiayi hurriedly said, "I'll help."
This time, Ruan Xiulian did not stop her, but let her go into the kitchen with her.
Cai Jiayi asked, "Auntie, how can I help?"
Ruan Xiulian smiled: "Help Auntie wash off the dishes over there, okay?"
"Okay." Cai Jiayi held the basin and rinsed the vegetables under the faucet.
Ruan Xiulian is stewed with braised pork ribs.
In the sound of rushing water, she suddenly heard Ruan Xiulian speak softly: "Xiaoyi, I heard Jiayu say that he told you about that too, right?"
Cai Jiayi was stunned, but quickly understood.
She smiled, "Hmm."
"I didn't expect that you would be able to accept it and be willing to pay so much for him......" Ruan Xiulian turned her head to look at her, "Do you really like us Jiayu so much?"
[In view of the general environment,
Cai Jiayi washed the dishes, gently shook off the excess water in it, and then stood there, looking at her, her eyes were quiet, and she said softly and warmly, "Auntie, you are wrong. I don't like him, I love him."
Ruan Xiulian's nasal cavity suddenly became a little sour.
It's really my son's luck to meet such a good girl.
It's a pity...
…
If there is no such "cycle", this daughter-in-law, she really identifies it.
When there were still two dishes left, she said to Cai Jiayi, "Xiaoyi, you go to the living room first, it'll be fine now, there's nothing to do."
"Okay."
After a while, all the dishes were ready, Ruan Xiulian came to the living room with a plate of dishes, and Cai Jiayi hurriedly said, "Auntie, I'll come."
"No need for you, no need for you, hurry up and rest."
Ruan Xiulian finished speaking with a smile, and in the next second, she changed her face faster than turning a book and yelled at Chen Yuzao, "What are you still doing there? Won't you help serve the food?"
Chen Yuzao: "Oh!" With a sigh, he brought out the dish.
When eating.
Ruan Xiulian also vigorously put vegetables into Cai Jiayi's bowl, and asked Chen Jiayu to pick up vegetables for Cai Jiayi.
After the meal, Cai Jiayi wanted to get up and clean up the dishes, but Ruan Xiulian hurriedly stopped her.
"Xiaoyi, you just sit down, if you want to watch TV, let Jiayu open it for you, if you want to drink water, let Jiayu pour it for you, and if you want to eat fruit, let Jiayu cut it for you." Then, Ruan Xiulian changed her words and yelled at Chen Yuzao: "Don't die yet, wipe the table clean!"
Chen Yuzao: "......"
Woo woo, why is she always the one who gets hurt?
Chen Jiayu cut an apple and cantaloupe, put it in front of Cai Jiayi, and then whispered in her ear, "Fortunately, you didn't say you wanted to go to the toilet."
Cai Jiayi: "?"
….
Chen Jiayu said in a serious voice, "Otherwise, my mother won't let me wipe your butt for you!"
Cai Jiayi suddenly blushed and twisted him hard.
"I'm going to be a hooligan again!"
……
It wasn't until the evening that Chen Jiayu sent her back.
On his first night back home, he had almost stayed awake all night.
The arms are empty, and the heart seems to have become empty.
For so long, he had become accustomed to falling asleep with the girl in his arms, and at this moment, after tossing and turning for most of the night, he finally fell asleep slowly.
This time, he had a dream again.
In the dream, there was a room, spacious and bright, in which there were two people, a man and a woman.
Their faces were all unclear, so that Chen Jiayu couldn't distinguish their appearances, but they just felt inexplicably familiar.
Intuition told Chen Jiayu that he knew them, but he couldn't remember who they were.
The woman sat at the desk, quietly looking at the man, but in the face of Mohu, there was a pair of smart and gentle eyes, revealing the power of reassuring and trusting.
Her voice also made Chen Jiayu feel very familiar, but he still couldn't remember who the other party was.
"Everyone will experience pain in life, it is neither terrible nor lowly, do not escape and give up in the posture of the weak, let alone let them become the constraints of your life."
"Only by defeating them can you become strong and have a true new life."
……
I'm on fire this year