The scene in front of him made Chen Jiayu feel a little funny.

He was like an audience member, watching a play on stage.

The audience is him, but the starring actor on stage is also him, but - he is the future of his memory.

At the same time, the content of this play also surprised Chen Jiayu.

Shen Nianchu turned out to be his future girlfriend......

What surprised Chen Jiayu even more was that after seven years of love, the two reached the point of breaking up.

What surprised him even more was that the person who proposed to break up turned out to be himself.

On the contrary, Shen Nianchu is the one who redeems and refuses to break up.

If in the future, it was Shen Nianchu who proposed to break up, Chen Jiayu can fully understand, after all, he is self-aware, and the gap between his family conditions and the Shen family is too big, which can be called a model of the wrong family.

But at this time, how did it turn upside down?

This made Chen Jiayu quite incomprehensible.

Although, he has now recognized that at the beginning, he was not so much fond of Shen Nianchu as the ignorance of the young Mu Ai, so he imagined that beautiful girl who was like an unreachable moon in the sky, which made people look at her from afar and indulge in her, as the most perfect girl image in his mind, and then liked it.

But at that time, he should not have enough ability to recognize this, according to his degree of admiration for Shen Nianchu, after chasing Shen Nianchu, not to mention a thousand obedience, he will definitely try his best to cherish it.

As a result, why did you break up with Shen Nianchu again?

Also, the roses in the story written by Cai Jiayi - does it refer to Shen Nianchu?

In the story, the little prince was stabbed by a rose, what is it referring to?

Did Shen Nianchu hurt him?

How did it hurt?

What about Cai Jiayi?

In the future, when did you meet her and what is the relationship?

Why did I suddenly lose my memory?

……

……

The scene continues to play out.

Shen Nianchu cooks noodles in the kitchen.

The older Chen Jiayu got up and went to the bathroom.

Chen Jiayu quickly noticed that there was only one set of men's toiletries in the bathroom.

Could it be that even though they have been in love for seven years, Shen Nianchu did not live with him?

This is also normal, with Chen Jiayu's understanding of Shen Nianchu, the family education she received since she was a child is quite strict, coupled with her reserved and cold personality, no matter how much she likes someone, it is impossible to easily do something contrary to tradition such as living together before marriage.

The older Chen Jiayu was looking at himself in the mirror.

He is in his twenties, but compared with him at the age of eighteen, he has not changed much.

seems to be more mature, but in the depths of those eyes, there is still a youthful spirit that has not been worn out by experience and time, and there is a layer of surging sadness.

Immediately afterward, he noticed something.

"Ah, I've got a beard......

In the mirror, a layer of blue-black stubble appeared on his upper lip and chin, and he didn't know if he hadn't shaved it for a few days.

Having said that, before the age of eighteen, Chen Jiayu's hair should have grown all over his body, but his beard didn't come out much. ….

In his opinion, the beard is one of the symbols of a man.

A man without a beard is not a complete man.

So much so that when he looked in the mirror, he occasionally felt a little worried—should he not grow a beard?

At this point, this worry finally disappeared.

Not only will it grow, but it seems that if you leave it alone, you can still have a tendency to develop with a big beard.

The older Chen Jiayu stared at the mirror with some excitement, touching the stubble back and forth between his lips and chin.

After a few minutes, I decided to experience what it was like to have a shaving.

The bathroom cabinet has three drawers.

「…… There should be razors here......" The older Chen Jiayu muttered as he reached out and pulled away the one on the far left.

It's toothpaste and a few packs of tissues.

He pulled the middle one apart again, and sure enough, he saw an electric shaver.

In addition to the razor, there was a box of pills inside, which had been opened, and one of the plates was clearly missing a few pieces.

The older Chen Jiayu reached out and picked up the medicine box, and at the same time, his eyes swept over the name of the medicine.

"Elafacine Hydrochloride Sustained-Release Tablets ......"

There are also a few lines of small print underneath the box.

"This product is used for the treatment of depression (including depression with anxiety) and generalized anxiety disorder, see the instructions for details."

The moment these lines of small words jumped into their eyes, the two Chen Jiayu were slightly stunned.

They all thought of something, but they couldn't figure out if it was the truth......

……

Shen Nianchu sat at the table, his little hand on his cheek, staring with interest at the older Chen Jiayu who was eating noodles.

Although the two have been in love for seven years, in the past two years, there have been fewer and fewer words between them, especially in recent months, Chen Jiayu always wants to escape from her side, even if it is occasional communication, every look he looks at her, even the corner of his eye, is full of deep pain and alienation.

Even so, she had expectations for him.

After all, he was the only one who could walk into her heart.

Now it seems that God is still on her side, and it is a good thing that he has lost his memory.

Perhaps, the young man with her eyes full of eyes will be able to come back......

「…… By the way, why did I lose my memory?" The older Chen Jiayu suddenly raised his head and asked thoughtfully, "Did anything happen before that?"

This is also the question that Chen Jiayu wants to know, he stared at Shen Nianchu tightly, and then caught the subtle change in Shen Nianchu's expression.

The smile on her pretty face was slightly thick, and her eyes looked a little complicated.

"Possibly...... I guess I hit my head before."

Chen Jiayu didn't know what the specific emotion was, but obviously, Shen Nianchu didn't really want to discuss this topic, "Okay, you can eat noodles quickly."

The elder Chen Jiayu put his left hand under the table, and touched the medicine box in his pocket covertly, without saying anything more.

Shen Nianchu lowered his head and fiddled with a black mobile phone in his hand.

When the older Chen Jiayu was about to finish eating, she put down her mobile phone, glanced at him, and suddenly said, "I'm taking a leave of absence, and I'm not going to the company today."

The elder Chen Jiayu was stunned: "Leave of absence?"

"Well," Shen Nianchu looked at him and smiled lightly, "I'm not at ease when you're like this, I want to accompany you more." ….

The older Chen Jiayu's chest suddenly swelled with a suffocating sense of unease.

He didn't know where this uneasiness came from, but it seemed to be a biological instinct that originated within his body to seek advantage and avoid harm, and he subconsciously wanted to refuse.

"No, it's more important to work," he squeezed out a smile, "and...... The sudden loss of memories for a few years had a big impact on me, and I wanted to adapt to it by myself."

Shen Nianchu looked at him for a while, and then said softly, "Okay, I'll come back after work."

"Okay."

She handed him the phone she had fiddled with just now: "This is your phone, my number is in the contacts, if you miss me or have something to find me, call me...... Well, you can find me on it, too."

The older Chen Jiayu took the phone and opened it casually.

A user called "Nian You as Before" was pinned, apparently Shen Nianchu.

To his surprise, the records were clean.

He wondered, "What about our chats?"

I've been in love for seven years, so it's impossible that the two haven't talked all the time, right?

Shen Nianchu's fingers curled, but his expression was still clear, "Oh, I just helped you delete it

Except."

"Deleted, why?"

"There's nothing to see, we don't usually talk much, and we don't have anything particularly interesting......

There was a pause.

"And couples, there will always be times of quarrels, since you want to start over, it's better to delete it......" Shen Nianchu looked at him and asked softly, "I'm sorry, I didn't ask for your opinion in advance, you won't mind, right?"

The elder Chen Jiayu's dark eyes froze, but he just nodded and said, "It's okay."

I looked at the time.

"Then I'm going to work, you have to be careful alone, and I'll call you at noon."

After finishing speaking, Shen Nianchu pursed his red lips, and suddenly leaned over, as if he wanted to kiss him on the face.

The older Chen Jiayu subconsciously turned her body to the side, and she couldn't kiss it.

Shen Nian Chutong Kong shrank suddenly, and there was a hint of disbelief in his eyes.

Apparently surprised by his reaction.

"I'm sorry, I'm not used to you taking the initiative so much, I'm shocked, after all, in my heart, you have always been very out of reach......

The older Chen Jiayu exhaled and explained seriously.

Well, that's a good reason.

Sure enough, Shen Nianchu's tense expression relaxed little by little, and his red lips curved out of a pleasant arc, "I know, you will get used to it in the future, then I'll go first, after work, let's have dinner together, and go to your favorite Cantonese restaurant."

……

……

After Shen Nianchu left, the older Chen Jiayu began to walk around the house.

From time to time, he opened cabinets and drawers, as if looking for something.

A moment later, a medical card and a medical record book were pulled out of a drawer, with Chen Jiayu's name written on the cover.

The elder Chen Jiayu opened the medical record book.

After reading the above content clearly, his Tong Kong suddenly shrank, as if it had been hit by a heavy hammer in his brain.

……….

……

The world is dark.

Chen Jiayu knew that this memory was over.

He probably guessed the reason why his future self was going to break up with Shen Nianchu......

But what happened between them to get to this point?

What is amnesia for?

and Cai Jiayi, what role does she play in it?

Chen Jiayu walked forward again.

……

……

The next memory happened at night, still in that room.

The older Chen Jiayu was on the phone.

"How are you feeling lately? Are you feeling better?"

The voice on the phone made Chen Jiayu shocked.

It's Cai Jiayi!

The person on the other end of the phone is Cai Jiayi!

"Me and her, still...... Broke up." The elder Chen Jiayu lowered his eyes and looked extremely tired, "Do you think I'm bad? I promised to love her forever, but now, I can't hold on any longer. You also told me that love is to accept her imperfections, to tolerate her shortcomings, to understand her little temper, and not to ask her for anything in return...... But I still failed, and I didn't have the strength to love anymore."

"It's not your responsibility, you've done a good job." On the other end of the phone, Cai Jiayi's soft and comforting voice came, "What I said is right. But there is a premise, that is, effective love must be built on a healthy intimate relationship. So, in an intimate relationship that has caused you harm, even if you break up, it is not necessarily wrong. Well, don't think about it so much, the most important thing now is that you have to sort out your emotions first......

At this moment, the door lock suddenly opened.

The next moment, Shen Nianchu appeared at the door.

The elder Chen Jiayu subconsciously took a step back, the whole

Everyone's faces changed, and they hung up at the same time.

"Why are you here?"

Shen Nianchu's face was gloomy, and his whole person seemed to be shrouded in frost, but he just took out his mobile phone and showed him a text message.

This is a text message with a bank card transfer of 500000.00 yuan.

Her voice seemed to be covered with frost, staring at him, frowning and asking, "You just transferred me 500,000?"

The elder Chen Jiayu took a breath, "Yes."

"Why did you transfer it to me?"

Looking at her cold side face, the elder Chen Jiayu said in a flat tone, "Didn't you say last time that as long as you give you 500,000 as compensation for the past few years, you will agree to break up with me?"

"That's just angry talk during a fight!" Shen Nianchu's face turned white suddenly, "Chen Jiayu, how can you take seriously the angry words we said when we quarreled? When I say this, I just don't want to break up, I don't really want your money, do you think I will lack you the 500,000?"

The elder Chen Jiayu looked at her and said, "But I took it seriously."

"Where did you get all this money?" Her voice froze and she asked.

"I borrowed some of it."

"I just don't want to break up with you, don't you understand? I know you can't take out so much money, so I said this on purpose," Shen Nianchu bit his lip and said softly, "Chen Jiayu, I don't want your money, I'll give it back to you." ….

She is very clear about Chen Jiayu's income, no matter how hard he works, after all, he has only graduated for a few years, how much money can he save?

The family conditions are also there, and she wants him to take out 500,000 yuan as compensation for the breakup, but she blurted out angry words for a while.

However, Chen Jiayu took it seriously......

Seriously, he really managed to come up with the money.

Obviously, he has made up his mind to break up.

This is unacceptable at the beginning of meditation.

"No, since I did, we're done." The elder Chen Jiayu lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "Nian Chu, you take the money, let's break up."

Shen Nian was stunned at the beginning.

After a few seconds, her dark eyes were clouded with a layer of mist, and she asked sadly, "Why...... Why? Why would you rather give me so much money than break up with me?"

The older Chen Jiayu was silent.

In fact, he didn't answer, and she already knew the answer, he said it, because he was leaving her, and everyone knew it.

Why did in just a few years, from loving her deeply to avoiding estrangement and disgust?

"Is that how you want to leave me?" Shen Nianchu took a step forward, but saw Chen Jiayu subconsciously take a step back, she muttered, "Don't you want to be with me so much? Don't you even care if I'm sad?"

"I'm sorry." The elder Chen Jiayu looked at her and said in a low voice, "I know it will hurt you, but I am too painful to hold on any longer."

"Is it really not going to work?"

Chen Jiayu looked at her for a while, and finally shook his head resolutely.

Shen Nian stood there fixedly, his thin white fingers slowly clenched.

A moment later, she suddenly let out a sneering sneer.

"Don't make excuses about any pain or depression."

She said coldly, her words like a blade, piercing Chen Jiayu's heart. "You're going to break up with me when you're depressed? You mean, did I make you miserable? Who in this world doesn't have pain when someone else doesn't get depression? Chen Jiayu, don't blame me for everything, my mother is stricter with me than I am with you, why am I not depressed?!"

"It's my own responsibility." The elder Chen Jiayu frowned and said in a low voice, "Nian Chu, let's get together and disperse."

Hearing this, Shen Nian was stunned for a moment, and then, boundless sarcasm suddenly spread on her face, "You actually said that you want to get together and disperse?"

She looked at Chen Jiayu and almost gritted her teeth and said, "What qualifications do you have to be with me

Mention the words "gather and disperse?"

"You gave me this love, you made me feel loved for the first time, and then you wanted to abandon me, and you had to take this love back?

Growing up, she thought she was an island that no one loved, but a few years ago, she thought she had truly found the love she had been longing for, the one who loved her the most among the billions of people in this world.

That's why she has to hold on to him and can't let go!

She didn't know if she would have the strength to find the next one if she let him go.

"You provoked me first!" Shen Nianchu's voice suddenly raised a few degrees, becoming more and more sharp, "Why did you chase me, why did you save me in the first place? First say that I love you, and when I fall in love with you, now it's you who say I want to let go! How can you be so shameless?!" ….

Her voice pierced her eardrums, and a sharp pain suddenly came from the head of the elderly Chen Jiayu.

"At the beginning of my life, my head hurts." His face began to turn pale, and he raised his hand to cover his head, "Don't say it."

"My mom doesn't love me, my dad doesn't love me, and now even you don't love me?" Shen Nianchu shouted in a heighing voice, "You said you would love me forever, or did you, like those people, only love me on the outside? I'm just asking you to work harder, mature a little bit, get better, and progress with me, is that wrong?!"

The elder Chen Jiayu took a step back again, gasping for breath, "My head hurts!"

"Didn't you say that you have to be responsible? Didn't you say that you must do what you promise to others? Didn't you say that your father told you that after you take a girl's hand, you will be good to her for the rest of your life? Didn't you say that you envy your parents' love the most? Holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son, why can't you do it? Why? Have you forgotten it all? Are you worthy of your dead father?"

The older Chen Jiayu leaned back against the wall, barely supporting himself, and whispered, "My head hurts so much! I can't breathe!"

"How many things have I given up for you?"

"In terms of family, IQ, and future, which of you is comparable to me? The only thing I want from you is a true heart, but you can't give it to me?"

Shen Nianchu bit his lip and sneered, "I'm telling you, I don't agree to break up, it's useless how much money you give, if you have to break up, I will make you guilty for the rest of your life!"

Her voice fell.

The elder Chen Jiayu felt that the headache could not be suppressed, and he fell straight backwards.

ld.

I'm on fire this year