190 Memories of biting blood
I went back to the missionary's hideout, the foreign house on the outskirts.
Probably because there was no one left here to continue to maintain, the phase space that shrouded the Western-style pavilion has now receded. In the study deep in the building, I found the body of someone I had thought to be a missionary. Through the broken and damaged sigils he carried, it was proved that he was disguised as a missionary. The "lost work" that had fallen to the ground was gone—and the missionaries had indeed fled.
I contacted the Puqing City Security Bureau, and they had a lot of good news there. Without the Red Gloves and the Missionaries, the Demon Warlocks who stayed in Puqing City on the eve were no longer formidable enemies to overcome. Even if the local security bureau did not have a main warlock, it was able to make it retreat one after another with relative ease, and there were many considerable results in just one night.
Zhu Yin also left me a text message, saying that she saw that I was not coming back for a long time, so she retreated from the mansion first.
The midday sun shone in through the broken hole in the study, and I moved a chair and sat down on the edge of the hole, silently thinking about what I had done to bite blood in the ruins. When I returned to the real world, I felt like I was finally out of some kind of mind-bending demonic realm.
Was it because I was in a completely different space than I usually used to be, so I did that kind of depraved and violent thing? Or is it true that there is some kind of evil thought from outside that hovers in my mind, prompting me to pour my blood pressure bite under my body, and to ravage her from the inside out, tossing and turning, and ravaging her as much as I can, no matter how much she begs and screams?
In the past, I was able to break free from the succubus's enchanting dreams with the help of the bluebird's amulet. And this time no one stopped me, and even the blue bird said permissive words to me, encouraging me to bite the blood. For a moment, my heart felt like a wild beast on the loose.
However, I am an independent person, and I definitely have no intention of blaming my actions to external conditions and justifying myself.
That was undoubtedly my mistake.
Frankly, I didn't feel any guilt at all about the assault.
Bite Blood is a half-blood demon who is far from enough to describe "evil", and when it comes to evil and unforgivable, she is ten times more than a hundred times more than me. Judging from the simple morality, not to mention ravaging her like that, it is not enough to relieve her anger, and no amount of torture is enough to wash her off the blood stained on her body. If others heard about the insult she had endured and the death from which she had nowhere to escape, not only would no one sympathize with her, but many would applaud.
However, no matter how wicked and vicious she is, no matter how sinful she is, no one who upholds her body will destroy her dignity and life in that form.
Perhaps, as she sarcastically suggests, I am a real demon. not only killed innocent people and fed them to things outside of people, but also combined them with things outside people, and now they continue to kill people and refine their souls, and even do such erosive things to her. How far am I going to fall?
Who can come and rebuke my soul and bring punishment upon me?
Even avengers like Sabertooth eventually stopped calling me evil, but I couldn't produce the joy of hiding from the world. On the contrary, I had a distorted and dull feeling in my chest that even I could not describe.
Again, I thought of the pearl dark. Even she was like a saber, and she seemed to have mistaken me for a so-called good person. But things really aren't like that. I desperately want to get in touch with Zhu Dark, to meet her, to prove to her my evil nature through what I've done to bite the blood, and to let her know what a hopeless person I am.
I didn't want her forgiveness, her forgiveness tormented my soul more than her hatred.
But I couldn't get through to her, so I had to contact the local security bureau again, and they said that Zhu Yan had left Puqing City.
I had to put my phone down and try to convince myself to turn my attention to something else.
"Have you extracted the memory of biting blood?" I asked the sirens.
"Extracted. Although there are still strict protection measures, I have gained experience and the difficulty of extraction has been reduced a lot this time. She said.
I asked the sirens to help summon the blood-biting amnestic mapping. I haven't used this feature for a long time, and the last time I used it seemed to be when I was in the middleman. The siren summoned the mapping.
A black dress, long white hair, red eyes, and a blood-biting figure appeared vividly in front of my eyes.
Strictly speaking, this is actually the same self that the sirens manifested in the mirage last time, an illusion formed by manipulating my perception. But the illusion was still able to interact with me and answer some of my questions. I can even touch her if I want, just let the sirens secretly manipulate my five senses.
However, I didn't ask any questions about the reflected apparition, let alone reach out to touch her. The reflection in front of me no longer gave me that kind of inhuman impression.,No matter how you look at it, it's just an unusually beautiful girl.。
Before, after realizing that she was not the inhuman thing I had imagined, I quickly became impotent. Because she was afraid of me, and even begged me for mercy and currying favor. Although this description was a bit strange, I felt like my consciousness was boiling in disappointment.
And after the disappointment, I inevitably felt confused. Why did the bite of blood make me feel like she was inhuman, and now it suddenly makes me feel that she is really a person?
And, since she was a super main warlock the night before, would she know some crucial information, such as clues related to the Dawn dream?
I wanted to know the answer, so I asked the siren to disperse the map in front of me first, and then go directly to the memory of the biting blood.
After a long time, I have a fairly comprehensive understanding of her life, everything she has been through so far. At the same time, many previous doubts have also been solved in the process.
Let's start with the main thing, first of all, biting blood is not knowing the entrance and how to enter the dawn dream.
Although she was a super-main warlock on the eve before, after all, she was originally a mercenary character who came and went in many secret organizations, like a mercenary in the hidden world. Even if she is now inside the Eve, she is half an outsider in the eyes of the high-level on the Eve. Although she is awe-inspiring as a super-main warlock, it is difficult to gain enough trust, and even because of her strong combat power, a critical hinterland like the Dawn Dream Realm will not be opened to her.
Then, when I was attacked by her in the subway tunnel, I wondered why she was able to lock the specific time and movement route of my arrival in Puqing City so quickly, in fact, the answer was quite simple, because she had a hunch that I would appear in front of her in Puqing City recently, so she split a small amount of her flesh and blood in advance and turned it into some bats, which were deployed in various traffic arteries in Puqing City. Those bats were originally part of her body, and naturally communicated with her senses. When I arrived at the train station, she immediately saw me through the bats that were deployed there.
She used the same tactics when she attacked me at the Red Glove rally. At that time, she was lurking in the ruins, and without reliable means of communication, she would not have been able to know about my appearance in phase space in the other dimension for the first time, and this means that she had her own bats at the entrance and inside of the screening room.
In addition, she also witnessed the loss of Zhu Dian into the meeting place through the bat at at the entrance of the screening room, and later saw Zhu Ming summon me, thus confirming that Lost was a traitor. However, at that time, she thought that Loser was just an ordinary missionary's subordinates, but she didn't expect that Loser was still a missionary's former cronies.
And because the bat used for reconnaissance and monitoring is not very strong in terms of a single one, and it is in a highly hidden state, I can't detect the gaze of the bat, and I can't even detect the dark detection spell.
When the missionary summoned the loss to himself, he immediately told the missionary that he was a traitor. Realizing that the situation was not good, the missionary quickly turned the loss into his own puppet, and deceived me who came to the scene.
However, even though Bite Blood has been equipped with bats all over the city, it has not been able to grasp the position of me and Zhu Dark at all times. Not only because she didn't have that many bats scattered out, but also because I entered an area that she deliberately did not monitor during this period, which was the Puqing City Security Bureau. At that time, the Puqing City Security Bureau was shrouded in the strange events brewed by the undead, and she just sent the bats out to keep an eye on her, and she felt that there might be a huge danger affecting her, so she voluntarily gave up monitoring the area.
Then there's the question of why biting blood makes me feel inhuman, and it starts with her past.
Born overseas, her mother's family emigrated from the country more than 90 years ago. And because of some huge twists and turns, her mother became an orphan, wandering like rootless duckweed overseas, and finally settled in a feudal village somewhere.
And the most unfortunate and bizarre thing is that her mother was unexpectedly violated by demons during this period.
Just as there are succubi demons that use men as their "prey", there are also demons that use women as their "prey", and many half-blood demons are born in this way. The miserable woman, after suffering great humiliation and suffering, had the misfortune of becoming pregnant with a demon child.
I don't know what she had in mind, but she didn't kill this evil fetus. Maybe it's because I think the new life is not at fault, judging from the memory of biting the blood, that woman's heart is indeed too kind, and even if she would have that thought, it would not be surprising.
And unlike her kind heart, the people around her treat her extremely coldly, and it can even be said that she is extremely bad. The village where she lives is still a serious discriminatory idea in addition to feudalism, and whenever something bad happens in the village, some people will think of her. There are also suspicions that she is secretly stealing, or engaging in other despicable "business". She has experienced a lot of shame and abuse because of this, and even the child she has finally given birth to is regarded by them as a child of evil who is born evil.
Was that kid really the son of a demon who was born evil?
I don't want to speak for those ignorant people, but I really want them to catch dead rats with blind cats. They are not some of the inhabitants of the hidden world who have a correct understanding of demons, and treating the bite of a young girl at the time as the son of a demon is purely a very low probability of winning the lottery. And Biting Blood as a half-blood demon is indeed inherently evil, and the bad things that happen from time to time in the village are indeed secretly caused by her.
The person who wronged the other party even knows how wronged the other party is better than the other party. They seem to have that kind of consciousness, and they didn't take the initiative to kill the mother and daughter. It's a pity that they really didn't wronged the wrong person this time, although the mother is innocent, but the daughter is a real demon. When he was ten years old, Bite Blood, who had mastered demonic powers through forbearance, brutally killed his own mother and then killed everyone in the village. Both the majority of those who do not regard themselves as human beings, and the few who sympathize with them, have all died in great pain at the hands of the evil young girl.
Tasting the taste of ruin, Biting Blood happily threw himself into more ruin, and soon came into contact with the world of warlocks, and after a few years, he made a name for himself, and was active in the hidden world as a witch biting blood.
She spreads despair and misfortune everywhere for people other than herself, and sometimes brings despair and misfortune to herself, and she is deeply intoxicated by them. That's what she is. Slowly, however, in the lonely and dark Pilgrimage to Hell, she gradually realized that there was something she had never been satisfied with.
At the end of the day, she's not really a demon, but a hybrid of a demon and a human. She is only able to use pain as a means to obtain pleasure, and cannot understand the demon that is purely an end in itself. Even the act of "using pain as a means to obtain happiness" stems from her sick humanity distorted by demonic blood, rather than the real "demonic nature". There are also a very small number of perverts who love sadism and masochism among human beings, and her pathological humanity can be classified as a congenital mental illness.
She has half demon blood and half human blood. Not only did the former have a profound and long-term effect on her, but she also had a human desire for social relationships that even she herself was unaware of for a long time. This is determined by her material base. And as time went on, that feeling of dissatisfaction swelled. In the process of exploring this dissatisfaction, she suddenly remembers the face of her mother, who she had killed in the most brutal way.
Eventually, she realized the truth of this dissatisfaction. What she longs for from the bottom of her heart is what she once destroyed with her own hands.
She wants to be human, she wants to be embraced.
(End of chapter)