The desire to build social relationships may seem like a healthy desire, but social relationships are also diverse. Even "slave owners and slaves" are considered social relations, and they are relatively more in line with the impression given by demon warlocks. And what people like Biting Blood unconsciously desire is to be treated as human, to be embraced, and to have healthy social relationships. It may also have the influence of her mother and the twists and turns of her childhood.

At first, when she found out that there was such a longing in her heart, she felt a great shame.

She has been regarded as an extrahuman thing by others since she was a child, and she has been subjected to all kinds of abuse and ridicule, but she actually longs to be treated gently by others as human beings? It's just unreasonable, how can that kind of thing be allowed.

In fact, she has been working in the opposite direction since her debut as a half-blood demon. She is always committed to forcing and seducing normal humans and warlocks to imitate the actions of demons, so that they become "demons" like herself, which is also one of the manifestations of this psychology.

And another manifestation of this psychology is what she does to herself. Since all people don't see themselves as human beings, let us be afraid of seeing ourselves as something outside of human beings. With this in mind, she cast a hallucination spell on herself that would have a negative psychic effect on those around her.

Contrary to the succubus's alluring powers, the hallucination spell inflicted on herself by Biting Blood will make the witness feel that she looks like a human being, but does not look like a human at all, and then creates a great fear on the instinctive level, which is also known as the uncanny valley effect. In fact, when she first debuted in the early twentieth century, the uncanny valley effect had not yet spread, and she initially applied that kind of horror hallucination to others with a vengeful motive, and then discovered by chance that it was indeed effective.

In addition to revenge, the hallucinations that she always shrouded her body were also the protective colors when she walked in the hidden world when she was weak, which contained the intention of not letting other demonic warlocks underestimate her because of her young beauty.

Although she used her thirteen or fourteen-year-old appearance after her rejuvenation, she certainly couldn't have been a super-main warlock at the age of thirteen or fourteen. Her true heyday was actually in her twenties - although the super-main warlock in her twenties was outrageous enough, she naturally had all kinds of incredible adventures and tribulations, as well as unimaginable adventures for ordinary people, and also used many methods with major sequelae to improve her combat power. Those practices set the stage for the rapid decline of her power in her later years, but that's another story.

The point is, I also understand why I am sexually conscious of biting blood.

The hallucination spell she had applied to herself had no intention of seducing other people, and that kind of spell was a normal deterrent when it fell on other people, but not when it fell on mine.

Some hallucination spells can distort the subject's perception of beauty and ugliness, making the subject feel that ugly things are beautiful and beautiful things are ugly. But that kind of spell has an invisible premise, that is, the person who uses the spell and the person who is hit by the spell must not deviate too much in terms of aesthetic concepts, otherwise it will become a piano to the cow.

No matter how much humans scratch their heads at beasts, beasts will not recognize humans as mating partners. Of course, if they are both human beings, then even if there is a discrepancy in aesthetic concepts due to cultural barriers, there must be an instinctive overlap, so that kind of magic is generally not immune to different aesthetic concepts.

Only in rare cases will that spell be immune, and it may even be that it is not immune, but rather inadvertently distorted into other effects by the stubborn aesthetic that the subject possesses.

For example, the succubus, when she exerted her charm on me, she tried to force me to recognize her as the "perfect woman", but at the end of the day, I can't be sexually conscious of normal human beings, so it doesn't help for her to emphasize her perfection as a woman.

Biting blood is the opposite, she wants to force me to recognize her as a "human-like thing", and then achieve a deterrent effect. But instead of frightening me, it seduces me.

What seems to others to be taboo and fearful is a temperament that seems magical and beautiful to me, and even makes me unconsciously connect it with an image in my memory, making me feel that she is somehow very much like "it".

Until the last moment, her reaction when she was pressed under my body was so human-like that she couldn't even hold back her hallucination spell, and I woke up from the hallucination.

It's no wonder that when I first saw her black and white photographs of her in the last century at the headquarters, I couldn't get the impression of her in the photos. Because her hallucination spell can certainly make the person who faces her feel taboo and fearful, but it can't make people decades later indirectly feel the illusion she is trying to inflict through the photo, or although she can do it now, she is still not ready at that time.

I've had my own instincts to know if the truth of this puzzle is actually very simple, but that's how it is......

I was holding my knees with mixed emotions and wanted to stand up and walk, but just as I stood up, I didn't stand firm for a while, and I fell face down on the floor.

This is the after-effect of "Soul Burn Mode".

Although it was not as serious as the mirage market when I used two big kills in a short period of time, it was about to ruin my previous twenty-odd days of recuperation. Now my spirit is back in a state of severe injury, and I can't even summon the Siren's Blade with my own strength. Previously, it was able to deliver the final blow of the bite blood by relying on the power provided by the siren's burning spirit fragments.

However, compared to using the "Soul Burning Mode" before, the pain on my body is still much less, and I can continue to move my body to a certain extent. And such an injury can still be solved by just recuperation, so I am not so anxious.

"Let's rest and rest again." The siren said worriedly, "Also, within half a month, you can't use the 'Soul Burning Mode' anymore, otherwise you will really kill yourself." ”

"I know." I slowly returned to my chair, straightened my emotions a bit, and continued to check the memories of the biting blood.

Although she was disgusted and incomprehensible by her true desires, she also had a time trying to live a normal way out of curiosity and other complicated thoughts.

But she failed and gave up. No one would treat her like a human being. It's not impossible to just disguise yourself as a normal human, and it's easy for her to deceive others, but she wants her true self to be accepted. She hoped that the other party would still treat her as a human and not as a half-blood demon based on knowing everything about her.

How difficult that kind of thing is, where would someone who really knew her think of her as a human being. In the eyes of all who knew her, even the succubus who was absolutely loyal to her, she was not so much a "human with demonic blood" as a "human demon", and her actions were so ghostly and crazy. Even the last time she cooperated with fanatics, although she had a desire for profit, she wanted to participate in the destruction of a city and the wailing and bloodshed of a million people.

Even she knew that she couldn't be embraced.

Therefore, she buried her contradictory desires in the bottom of her heart.

It's just that, as mentioned earlier, this desire is determined by her material foundation, just like her disillusioned desire, and it definitely doesn't mean that you can forget it.

As the years went by and she grew older, even when she was about to die in her nineties, her longing did not quench, but swelled more and more.

Even she herself didn't seem to be aware of this, but I, as a bystander, could see that her longing was so strong in her unconscious realm that it even affected her nature. As a half-blood demon, she should be willing to even destroy her own life, but her human side wants to live, at least until she is treated as a human and embraced, she doesn't want to die yet.

However, her wish was doomed to be fruitless.

She was destined to kill everyone who could hug her with her own hands, smiling desperately in a pool of blood.

Not only me, who was checking her memory, but also herself, couldn't tell whether her wish was to get a hug or to shatter it with her own hands after getting a hug.

I silently checked to the end, and also saw why she coveted "it's" severed hand in the past. However, the answer was the same as why she made me feel inhuman, and I thought "is it just like this", and I didn't want to say anything more for a while. Then, as if closing a book, I temporarily withdrew from her memory.

I thought, maybe...... It's just a matter of course, but the bite may not have really died.

When she attacked me in the subway tunnels and in the screening room, she had set the bats in all the places where I might be so that she could strike at me first. Since the first two times were like this, the third time – and the last time – is no exception. When I killed her in the ruins, she also had a small number of bats in the outside world.

In other words, I didn't wipe out all of her bats.

And, despite my continuous interruptions of her "return", the bats she deployed in the outside world were still able to gather somewhere in the outside world through the "return" and try to reconstruct themselves later.

However, the number of bats she has differentiated from is very small, so as not to affect the combat effectiveness of her body.

The reason why Decay Bite was able to heal her body that had been killed by the Siren's Blade after first using the Prophetic Dream on me was because she discarded the bats on the corresponding body parts, so it can be seen that giving up some of the bats would not affect her life. It's just that she can't flexibly use this kind of simulated elementalization skill during the decay period, and just giving up a few bats will cause damage to her spirit, and she can't decompose and reconstruct herself at will; And after rejuvenation, even if she only has one percent of the bats left, she can still reconstruct herself, and it will not hinder her spirit.

But the bats she had left in the outside world weren't even half of them, and even she wasn't sure if she could reconstruct herself with a little bit of bats, and she had never tested that kind of thing. And I, who can always sense whether she is in the same city as myself, can't sense her existence now.

Is she really dead, or is she in a near-death situation that I can't even feel? I can't tell.

If she is still alive, then I will find her and kill her wherever she goes.

Feeling almost rested, I focused on the next thing.

The text message she left me mentions other things. Before leaving, she inspected the various parts of the mansion and eventually found several laboratories that contained some seemingly important technical materials that were likely to be closely related to the missionary's plan of destruction. She didn't know if there was an anti-theft trap set by the missionaries, and with her strength, she didn't dare to touch it rashly. And when I was fighting Bloodbite, she recognized my superiority from a distance, and thought that I would return victorious, so she entrusted me with the task of confirming the technical information.

Interestingly, she also did not contact the Security Service to receive the dangerous technical information, and it seems that she also had some degree of suspicion about the Security Service.

I recalled what the missionaries had said in the memory of the Red Glove. In ancient times, several super-organizations like the Security Service carried out an earth-shattering genocide plan, exterminating all the people who could not perceive the hidden things, but in the end, their own people also experienced a large-scale degradation of awareness. What they did was as if Homo sapiens in ancient times had wiped out all other races, including Neanderthals—or was it the same event? It's unlikely, human beings at that time should not have developed a civilization.

In short, the Security Service is definitely not a good organization, and I don't think I should hesitate to turn in those dangerous technical materials directly. But it's not good to keep it in his own hands like this, so he might as well hand it over to Lie Que later, maybe he will know how to properly handle those technical information.

I found the labs, and I saw them inside, and there were indeed the materials of the Doom Project that Zhu had mentioned, but there were other items that might be more important - I found here part of the legacy of the Zealot, whose research materials for many academic fields were packed in labeled boxes.

One of the boxes labeled "True Spirit Power" caught my attention. I cautiously opened it to check it out, and the contents were pitifully small, and I wondered if it was because the missionary's field of study was not related to the power of the true spirit, so the fanatics didn't leave much of it to each other. Most of it is stuff that I can't understand, but there are parts that I can understand.

I picked up one of the technical documents.

The above description is a ritual spell that realizes the ability to foresee dreams through the power of true spirits.

(End of chapter)