"You're an older sister, how do you take care of your younger sister?" A stern voice penetrated into Shen Yan's ears, and she was silent.

In the living room, it was the gentle voice of the parents who comforted and cried their sister.

Shen Yan pursed his lips and walked away.

She didn't come out of her room until the evening, when her parents were gone.

She never dared to act too much, lest she be pointed at and scolded at the monster again.

From the very beginning she felt that she was abnormal, and she saw such people being sent to mental hospitals.

So she's been hiding her unusualness.

Shen Yan didn't know that it was precisely because of her cover-up that she would be able to spend more than ten years in peace.

Otherwise, she would have fallen into that abyss earlier.

*

Shen Yan has to go to school every day, and when he comes home, he has to watch his younger brother and sister.

Their parents and other family members are researchers, and they are usually very busy.

Even if she hires a nanny, as an older sister, Shen Yan also has to take care of her younger siblings, especially during school.

When she was in junior high school, her two younger siblings were in elementary school.

The campuses are just minutes away.

Every time the family's driver dropped the three of them off the road, she would get off at the fork in the road and walk to school.

It's the same today.

"Won't my sister send me to school?" Shen Ning went to elementary school on the first day today, a little uneasy, hoping that someone would accompany her.

"Your brother will accompany you," Shen Yan rejected Shen Ning's request.

Shen Ning was suddenly a little unhappy, "But I want my sister to send me in." ”

"I'll be late."

"It's not going to be bad if you're late once, if you don't send me, I'll tell my parents!" Shen Ning pouted, very unhappy threatened.

Shen Yan's eyes darkened: "Just once." ”

Shen Ning was happy: "Well, just once." ”

In the end, Shen Yan was still late, and although the teacher didn't say anything, her classmates looked at her a little strangely.

After school, the teacher also looked for her.

Her grades have always been in the upper middle and upper range, and she has been controlling her grades since elementary school.

As long as she wants that score, she can score exactly the same.

Then take advantage of your spare time to go to the nearby library to learn something new.

When Shen Ning called her, Shen Yan had already gone to the library.

For convenience, their parents were equipped with phone watches.

Every time Shen Yan answered a call from her family, she didn't ask questions when she was ordered to do this, and her life circle was very depressed.

It is only when she is in the library that she can relax with all her heart.

She thought that when she learned more things and had more powerful abilities, she would go to live in a far, far away place.

Meet new people there and live the life she wants.

The corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise slightly at the thought of this.

Shen Yan adjusted the time, so he found a stack of books and hid in the corner to read.

At her age, it is easy to attract attention when she looks at something so profound.

So she always used junior high school books to hide what she was studying, or simply hid.

When Shen Yan came out, he saw Shen Ning squatting in front of the intersection.

Shen Ning ran over with red eyes, and accused: "Why don't you answer my call, I went to look for you and broke my knee, you see." ”

Shen Yan looked down at Shen Ning's knees, and sure enough, the skin was broken, and a trace of red blood oozed from it.

"There's a pharmacy ahead, let's go."

"My leg hurts."

"Sit, I'll be back soon," Shen Yan threw down these words, and then quickened his pace and walked towards the pharmacy in front, and quickly brought out the medicine to clean and bandage Shen Ning.

"What about Shen Feng?"

"My brother went back first."

"Why didn't you go back with me?"

Shen Ning twisted her face: "I just don't want to go back, why can you come out, I can't." ”

Shen Yan just glanced at her, "Okay, don't touch the water yet, it will hurt." ”

"Then what should I do when I take a shower at night?"

"Let Aunt Chen wash you."

"I don't want Aunt Chen to wash it, sister, can you help me wash it?"

"I also have to supervise Shen Feng's homework."

"Help me wash it and then supervise my brother to write."

Shen Yan said: "It's just a little bit of broken skin, even if it is stained with water, it won't hurt very much with the medicine patch." ”

"But I'm afraid of pain, sister, you're the best, help me wash it."

Shen Yan frowned, and finally nodded.

Shen Ning laughed happily again.

Shen Ning didn't know that Shen Yan didn't want to hear her say the kind of "I want to tell my parents".

helped Shen Ning take a bath at night, and tutored Shen Feng in his homework.

Shen Feng is a little rebellious, it's not that he can't, it's not that he's not very happy, why does Shen Yan have to manage him like an adult.

"I don't want to write it."

"Then I won't write it," Shen Yan didn't force it.

Shen Feng was stunned for a moment, "Mom and Dad came back and asked about ......"

Shen Yan, who had just gotten up to leave the room, turned back and stared at Shen Feng, "I'll watch you finish writing." ”

Shen Feng snorted and obediently finished his homework.

The first thing parents do when they come home is to ask their younger siblings how they are at school, and finally put on a straight face and ask her if she has taken good care of her younger siblings.

When her parents were preaching seriously, her younger siblings were looking at her with the gifts they bought by their parents.

And they have long been accustomed to this situation.

Shen Yan watched as the gifts that her parents were originally going to give her turned into two, and they were occupied by her younger siblings, and she was silent.

She once spoke out and argued, but later her parents would only say, you are the eldest sister who knows how to be humble.

Over time, she no longer had anything to look forward to.

What is the gift, and it will only be her turn if her younger siblings don't want it.

There are some things she doesn't like, and she can only take them after she has them.

There are many, many things in her heart that she is afraid to mention to her parents and family.

She never seemed to fit into this home.

So she came up with the idea of escaping.

Before she has the ability, she can only bear it.

This year, she was 13 years old.

At the age of 13, he was still a fragile age, and there was no one to guide him, and he discovered the abnormality of his body since he was three or four years old, and it happened that Shen Feng was born at that time.

Ordinary children will not be like her at all.

Dull and boring, living like an autist.

For as long as she can remember, her parents have never been with her, and since she had Shen Feng, she knew that children were different from children, and they could have that kind of treatment.

Shen Feng was followed by Shen Ning, and she seemed to be forced to grow up overnight.

Shen Yan carried her schoolbag and walked out of the school to the library on a detour, the road she walked before was closed to repair the road, so she had to take a farther detour to go to the library today.

At that time, not long after the beginning of winter, Shen Yan gathered her scarf and was about to cross the path, when she heard a "poof" sound from the artificial lake not far away, and then saw a boy who was no more than two years older than her coming out of the woods by the lake, and discussing with a smile, and swept her eyes when she passed by Shen Yan.

Shen Yan looked in that direction, but saw a fluttering figure on the surface of the lake, which quickly sank.

She tightened the strap that grabbed her bag, not wanting to be nosy.

After walking a few steps, he finally couldn't bear a life to disappear in front of him, so he ran quickly to the artificially planted woods, threw down his schoolbag, ripped off his scarf, took off his coat, and plunged into the lake.

The icy water of the lake flooded over the top, which stimulated her.

(End of chapter)