Shen Yan dragged the dirty little boy thrown into the lake ashore, pressed constantly, slapped his face that was bruised by the cold, and did artificial respiration from time to time.

About half an hour or so, the little kid spit out water with a "wow".

If you slow it down, the child could freeze to death in the lake.

Children eat a lot of water.

After spitting it out, Shen Yan hurriedly wrapped it in his coat, and then looked at his wet self, there was no way to go to the library today.

"Wait a minute."

The child stretched out his dirty hands that could not be washed away by water, and pulled the corners of Shen Yan's clothes without much force.

Shen Yan looked back at his dirty face, his short hair was pasted with something that couldn't be washed off, and the whole "little beggar" looked.

Facing the child's pitiful eyes, Shen Yan softened a little: "I just went to buy two sets of clothes, it's too cold, and I'll get sick if I wear this." ”

Shen Yan took the pocket money she earned from her schoolbag and left.

The schoolbag was put in place, and the "little beggar" let go of her, but those eyes were still staring at the direction where Shen Yan left.

Shen Yan herself also changed into clean clothes, and when she saw that the child could stand up and walk around again, she threw the clothes to the child, and looked at the time, but she didn't stay long.

Only after this time, she had seen the child several times.

During this period, she saved the child who was bullied to the point of almost dying.

After school that day, Shen Feng said that she came to look for her on foot, but she waited outside and didn't wait for anyone, so she looked around in a panic, went to the school to ask, and said that she had already left.

called Shen Feng, but she didn't answer, which made her anxious.

Thinking of his parents' questioning, Shen Yan's figure couldn't help but tremble.

When she found Shen Feng, she saw a dirty little figure holding down Shen Feng's bite, looking like she was eager to bite Shen Feng's neck off.

Shen Yan was startled, and hurriedly ran over to pull the two apart.

As soon as it was opened, the dirty child ran away.

Shen Yan didn't have time to take care of the kid who was running fast, stared at Shen Feng, and asked, "Why didn't you answer my call, do you know how anxious I am." Why should it be! ”

Shen Yan's voice was a little high.

Shen Feng gritted his teeth and said, "I didn't mean it, what are you murderous." ”

Shen Yan pursed his lips and stared at Shen Feng with his fists clenched: "What about Shen Ning." ”

"She, she's going home first." Shen Feng was a little weak-hearted.

"Where did she go?" Shen Yan's volume increased again.

"She went to play with her classmates, and she asked me not to tell my family," Shen Feng told the truth under Shen Yan's gaze.

Shen Yan's eyebrows jumped, "Go, take me to find her and come back." ”

"I don't want it," Shen Feng shook off Shen Yan's hand, "Xiao Ning and I have grown up, so I don't want you to care." Why are you in charge of us? You are three or four years older than me, why should you care about me? ”

Shen Yan's forehead jumped: "Why do you think I should take care of you?" ”

Because you have broken your skin and are in a bad mood, your parents will first question her and punish her!

Shen Yan forcibly pulled Shen Feng, "If I can't find her today, let's not go home until we find her." ”

"I'm not going."

"Shen Feng, if something happens to Shen Ning, what will you let me do, do you want me to die?" Shen Yan stared at him and asked coldly.

Shen Feng was frightened by these words: "Where is it so serious." ”

"It's not serious for you, if something happens to her...... "She's not going to have a good life."

She understands how powerful her parents are, even if she hides something, they can always find it out.

Over time, Shen Yan also learned some means.

Although she had not been abused, the psychological impact of her parents was worse than the rattan on her body.

She sometimes thinks that if they beat herself, she can treat herself like a younger sibling, and she might be willing to do the same.

Shen Yan found that her psychological problems were getting more and more serious, because she had more and more dark thoughts in the last year or two.

She's trying to control herself from being that annoying scumbag.

She didn't want to be plunged into the dark.

In school, she found that she couldn't keep the same ideas as her peers, and she felt that the peers around her were very naïve.

She didn't know what was going on in her situation, precocious?

A lot of ideas, she is no different from an adult.

For example, she wants to plan to escape from this home, she can now make money on her own, and she is calculating a dense retreat in her heart.

It's just that she's not strong enough now, and if she is given a little more time, she will be able to do what she wants.

But at the age of fourteen, her parents found out about her situation and helped her test her genes and IQ.

Her parents were very happy, their attitude towards her was much better, and they were no longer as cold as before, and in this short period of goodness, Shen Yan had a moment of confusion.

This continued until the age of fifteen!

Shen Yan was happy in her heart, because she was recognized and cared for by her family.

And the kindness given to her by her parents caused the coldness of her younger siblings.

The two also occasionally said something angry in front of her, saying that she had taken away the love of her parents and that she was a selfish ghost.

Shen Yan didn't refute, because she didn't want to say this to her naïve and immature brothers and sisters, even if she did, they wouldn't understand, and they would find thorns in her words in turn.

In that case, why should she waste her tongue?

Shen Yan doesn't please people, and he has different ideas from his peers, so when he looks at his younger brothers and sisters who are messing around, he will only feel cold little by little.

Because of her family's treatment, even though her parents have treated her a lot better in the past year, she has not given up the idea of leaving.

She only needs a year, nay, half a year now, to find an opportunity to leave this home and go to a place where there is only her own world.

Without her, the Shen family would not have anything.

But she hadn't done that yet, and before she had time to disperse the money she had hidden, she was told by her parents that they would take her abroad to do research together.

With her intelligence, there is completely surpass them.

Shen Yan's heart moved.

If she could have more abilities and development platforms, she wouldn't need to plan to hide at all, and she could openly tell her parents that she was leaving.

In addition to this, there is another joy that occupies her heart.

Because her parents are willing to put their energy into her, this is a good thing for her to be happy about!

Even if she has some small embankments in her heart, no matter how high her IQ is, she will show joy in the face of her parents' care and attention!

No matter what, she's a kid too.

But she didn't know that she would never have the chance to do what she had planned from the beginning.

Because of this departure, she went to a dead end.

Shen Yan's sudden departure did not make the two younger siblings very sad, and they felt that their parents were partial, so they were able to let her study abroad, and left them at home and ignored them.