"My mother sent me a lawyer, Brother Jiang, no, it's Uncle Jiang, he went with me to the agency to help you get the money back." Cheng Ze transferred the money to the summer.

Ding——

Summer stared at her phone and couldn't believe it for a while.

"You're about to get the money."

"Thank you." Gratitude and grievance stimulated the tear ducts at the same time, and Summer shed a tear, "You can keep this money, even if you pay back the money to buy the bracelet." ”

"Is it necessary to be so clear with me?"

"Between you and me, it's better to figure it out."

"Huh." Cheng Ze smiled bitterly, "How can you calculate your feelings?" I love you a lot more than you love me. ”

"I don't love you."

Shi Xia can find the best doctor for Xia Xi, and he can also help with the treatment fee, and in the future, there can only be Shi Xia by her side.

"Who do you love? Senior Shi? Or is it the delivery guy? ”

"Ask so much what? I'll graduate next year, and we're two intersecting lines, and it's time to extend in our respective directions. ”

The harsher the words, the more painful my heart becomes.

"Cheng Ze, you just saw the same kind, so you want to protect it, this is not love."

"I don't know if I love myself."

"The people who used to approach me have finally left, and I don't want to be disappointed anymore."

"Am I so untrustworthy?" Cheng Ze's voice grew hoarse.

"I may also become a betrayal of feelings in the future, so I don't even believe in myself, which is why I don't want a relationship that will change."

"Is it because we're going to die that we won't live now?"

I'd like to die now.

The thought of summer was engraved on his face.

"Whoever you are with is a partner, whoever gets bored first, who mentions divorce first, isn't life like this, what kind of love is you pursuing?"

"Your idea is so strange, since everyone you are with is a partner, why don't you choose me?"

Summer didn't answer for a long time.

You can't, only you can't treat it casually.

"If you are kind to me, I will feel very uncomfortable, very scared, and want to run away, and if others are good to me, I don't have this kind of thought."

"Why?" Cheng Ze asked loudly, as if venting all the doubts and dissatisfaction in his heart.

Is it wrong to be good to you? How many times is it wrong to save you at the cost of your life? It's also wrong to buy you expensive gifts?

"I don't know, it's just very uncomfortable." Summer felt as if she was really in love with Cheng Ze, which is why she resisted him so much.

She thinks that she is not worthy of such a good person, one of them is a white swan, the other is an ugly duckling, and together they will only defile the noble swan.

"Maybe you're not the type I like at all, I hate you when I see you, so stop pestering me, this one will be returned to you, let's clear the two." Summer said as she took the gold bracelet off her wrist and stepped forward and stuffed it into Cheng Ze's hand.

A pain of peeling skin and removing bones then rippled in my heart.

"I said it a long time ago, if you don't want it, just lose it." Cheng Ze lowered his eyes and glanced at the gold bracelet and said calmly.

"Your things, or you lose them, then, it's ...... like this" Summer still wants to say "goodbye" or something.

Suddenly!

Cheng Ze threw the bracelet out hard, and the bracelet hit the trash can and bounced back, hitting Summer's side waist impartially.

Summer shivered in pain.

Naritawa's calm just now was like the sea before a tsunami, calm one moment, and turbulent the next.

Like a trapped beast that has lost its mind, he suddenly grabbed Summer's arms, and asked as he shook it, "Why are you doing this to me?" Where am I inferior to others? ”

"Cheng Ze, let go!" Summer struggled to break free, but saw Cheng Ze getting more and more crazy, as if he had lost his mind, and would only ask the same question over and over again.

Summer tilted her head and bit hard at the back of Cheng Ze's hand.

Stimulated by the pain, Narusawa sobered up a little, and Summer took the opportunity to break free and slapped him.

Cheng Ze was like being beaten hard by the animal trainer, covered in scars and with no light in his eyes.

I still can't cut it.

No matter what you say or do, I still can't say goodbye to you.

Just thinking about the days without you in the future is as terrifying as falling into the abyss.

"So you've always hated me." Cheng Ze's voice was full of remorse: "Did you scare you just now?" I don't usually do that, anyway, let's stop here for today......"

Cheng Ze's lonely figure disappeared at the end of the path, and the apricot blossoms lost their color.

When I picked up the bracelet in the summer, one part was already sunken and no longer rounded.

He has so many good friends around him, and so many people like him, he should be able to come out of the pain soon, and maybe he will get better tomorrow after a good night's sleep.

This thought made Summer feel better.

Summer didn't want to go back to the dormitory in such a depressed state, and then accept Jin Yan's questioning, so she simply went back to Xia Xi's house.

If you experience only one kind of pain, it is likely to knock a person down, but if you experience multiple kinds of pain in a short period of time, it doesn't matter, can life be worse?

was cheated of money, his brother was sick, hurt Cheng Ze, and chose a senior he didn't love......

Summer couldn't tell which made her more miserable, and now she can only distinguish between priorities and priorities.

Xia Xi is undoubtedly in the first place, and compared to life and death, everything else is insignificant.

"My brother would be happy to know that I was back with him." Summer opened the door, "Brother, I'm back." ”

The room was pitch black, and a touch of moonlight shone obliquely on the corner of the living room, making this house particularly cold.

"Brother—"

No one answered.

Xia Xi obviously said that he wouldn't go to deliver food at night, did he lie to himself and go out to work again?

Summer turned on the light in the living room not very happily, and then called Xia Xi.

At this moment, the phone rang suddenly from the bedroom.

"Asleep?" Summer hung up the phone and pushed open the bedroom door, only to gasp in horror at the sight in front of her.

Xia Xi was lying on his side on the floor, hunched over like a shrimp, covering his abdomen with one hand and reaching forward with the other, his phone lying horizontally in front of his hand, as if he wanted to call for help before he lost consciousness.

"Brother—"

Summer carefully rolled over his body so that he lay face up.

Xia Xi's half of his face was cold, and there was a clear indentation on his cheek.

No matter how summer called, Xia Xi didn't open his eyes.

"Hold on, I'll carry you to the hospital."

Summer squatted down and wrapped Xia Xi's arms around her neck, her legs riveted to her feet, and when Xia Xi's heavy upper body pressed against her back, her knees immediately bent, and the two fell from the bedroom into the living room.

She felt powerless and helpless as the whole world seemed to fall apart, her throat suddenly itched, she coughed violently and got up to find something to drink in the fridge.

After quickly pouring a bottle of mineral water, the panic seemed to be suppressed, and the person gradually calmed down.

She dialed 120, then put a pillow under Xia Xi's head, then picked up a bag, filled it with a few clean clothes, toiletries, and finally found Xia Xi's ID card in the drawer.

After doing this, he opened the door and waited quietly for the paramedic to go upstairs.

Every minute of waiting feels like an hour.

"If I could carry you, we'd all be in the hospital now." Summer said annoyantly as she took her brother's hand.

The ambulance came quickly, and Ha-hee was taken to the nearest hospital for treatment.

The emergency department was overcrowded, and the medical staff pushed Xia Xi to squeeze forward in the crowd.

"Let's let - let let -"

Summer was left behind, and she slowed down when she saw Xia Xi being pushed into the rescue room.

Her throat was itchy again, and she swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva to resist the urge to cough.

"Doctor, doctor, my child has a fever and faints." A roar came from behind him.

Summer hurriedly ducked to the side to make way for those behind her.

A woman with a child in her arms rushed to the front and shouted around, and two doctors rushed out of Room 104 to pick up the child.

The two rows of chairs in the center of the consultation hall were full of people, some of whom were on drips, some of whom were wrapped in gauze and their faces were covered with blood, looking blankly at the people running back and forth, and some of them were scolding with splints tied to their legs, as if they had been in a traffic accident because of drunk driving, and the traffic police around him warned him many times to be quiet.

After almost 20 minutes, the nurse came out to ask, and Summer told them one by one, and the nurse quickly took notes.

"Cirrhosis! Failure...... Do you have a history of allergies? ”

"I don't know."

The nurse frowned, how could she not even know if her relatives had a history of allergies.

She didn't wait for the summer to ask more, turned around and went into the emergency room again.

In the meantime, the humming of ambulances barely stopped, and people were constantly being pushed into the emergency department.

One of the most terrifying patients, his shirt soaked with blood, and a medical staff pressed his chest, and the blood dripped all the way from the entrance of the hospital to the emergency department.

Summer sighs, I really don't come to the hospital, I don't know the suffering of the world.

After an hour of rescue, Xia Xi was pushed out of the rescue room and then arranged in the observation room.

There were three beds in the observation room, an old man with tubes all over his body lying on the outermost bed, and Xia Xi was arranged in the innermost.

The nurse told the summer to pay the bill.

"How's my brother? Is the danger period over? ”

"A doctor will explain it to you later."

The doctors and nurses here are busy, walking like the wind, and Summer understands that they are snatching people from the hands of death.

When she went out, she didn't bring Xia Xi's bank card, and she didn't know where the card was or how much money it was.

After hesitating again and again, Xia accepted Cheng Ze's transfer, paid the money, returned to the observation room, and saw that the nurse was removing the tube from the old man's body, and the data on the monitor became a straight line.

Summer walked quickly to Xia Xi's side, he hadn't woken up yet, she couldn't read the pattern on the monitor, in short, it wasn't a straight line that scared her.

At this time, the cries of the children were heard outside the door, and the nurse hurriedly reminded them to be quiet.

It wasn't his own family who died, probably everyone thought the cry was too exaggerated and harsh.

"The more he (she) likes someone, the more he or she will refuse, escape, and at the same time dislike or even hate the other person, most of this character is related to childhood encounters......

"Excuse me!" Cheng Ze stood up suddenly, "Can you say it again, I didn't hear it clearly just now." ”

Cheng Ze made an early reservation for this lecture, thinking that he could sit with Xia and listen, but he didn't see her, only Jin Yan and Blue Sheep came.