It was rude to leave halfway, Cheng Ze sat beside them with one hand on his chin, and his thoughts kept drifting outside.

Although it was over in a few minutes, the lecturer on the stage still unceremoniously showed an angry face when he was interrupted like this.

"Classmate ......" After she was over 40 years old, she saw Cheng Ze's appearance clearly, her face was as clear as a dark cloud, and she asked softly, "Where didn't you hear clearly?" ”

"Why only be disgusted by people who like you? That sounds too ......"

"Don't know what's wrong?"

"I can't say that, I don't understand it, shouldn't it be a very happy thing to be loved?"

"So I say that this kind of character is related to childhood encounters, lack of care from father or mother, growing up in neglect and discrimination, and the character of inferiority is slowly developed, this kind of person is afraid of being loved, but also afraid of falling in love with others, they think they are not worthy of love, and they are more afraid of losing, so any care from the opposite sex, friends or even relatives will make him (her) feel uncomfortable, and social phobia people are somewhat similar, but not exactly the same."

Cheng Ze pondered for a moment, his eyebrows and eyes suddenly became as clear as the moon piercing dark clouds, nodded and smiled back, "Thank you." ”

A few days later, Xia Guojun was invited to come to A University.

"Bring me a glass of water first, and I'll order food when I get there." Xia Guojun sent the waiter away and began to look around to observe the students eating in the restaurant.

Tut-tut, it costs hundreds to eat a meal, so you squander your parents' hard-earned money, are you embarrassed?

If my sons and daughters dare to do so......

Xia Guojun suddenly realized that he hadn't seen his child for several years, and he hadn't made a phone call, and if Xia Xi or Xia Xia were standing in front of him at this time, he would probably not recognize him.

Alas, children and grandchildren have their own blessings, let them go.

The thought that he might be asked for money in the summer immediately dissipated this pitiful sense of self-blame.

"I made an appointment with myself but was late, this kid is really not good." Xia Guojun was bored waiting, so he simply picked up the water cup and poured it into his mouth, planning to ask the waiter for a cup after drinking, anyway, the water didn't cost money.

Before he could drink half of the water, he saw a thin girl walking straight towards him.

Xia recognized Xia Guojun at a glance, he was much fatter than when he left home, his face was ruddy, he was well-dressed, he had a parted head, and his beard was clean and stylish.

"Dad."

When the father and daughter met, there was no joy of reunion after a long absence, and after Xia politely called "Dad", he wanted to tell him directly and the purpose of the appointment.

"Every day, you are really amazing, you were admitted to such an NB university, you are the pride of your father." Xia Guojun put down the water glass, wiped his hands with a tissue on the table, and held his daughter's hand excitedly, "You have grown a lot taller, hey, do you often come here to eat?" ”

Could it be that Li Lijuan made a fortune by doing business? Or is this girl getting a rich boyfriend?

"I usually eat in the cafeteria, and I worked here some time ago."

"Oh, oh, it's good to work part-time, work and study, and accumulate experience."

Xia Guojun let go of his daughter's hand in disappointment, and his heart was not very happy, and he suddenly contacted him, which was estimated to be nothing good.

"When Dad left home that year, I didn't take anything except underwear, I left it to your mother and you, you went to college in the past few years, Dad didn't come to see you, I really didn't do it right, but looking back, what can we do when we meet? I'm out there alone ......"

"Dad!" Summer didn't want to hear him cry poor, "I found my second brother." ”

"Yes!" Xia Guojun showed an interested expression, "How is he doing?" Have you started a family? ”

"Second brother is sick, we need your help."

"Help? How can I help? At this time, Xia Guojun regretted it very much, and he really shouldn't have hastily agreed to meet in the summer.

"What do you two want?" A waiter came over and asked them.

"I want orange juice, dad, what about you?"

Xia Guojun glanced at the hamburgers and pizzas painted on the wall, swallowed his saliva and said, "This is noon, I came to see you on an empty stomach......"

"Single A Package." Hurriedly sent the waiter away, Xia leaned his elbows on the table, and said eagerly, "Dad, please save my brother." ”

Looking at this girl's expression, you know that it is very serious, and in the end, the money is gone, and the illness is not good.

If you want to refuse her, you have to wait until the meal is finished, the picture looks quite tempting, and the price is so expensive, the taste must not be bad.

"You need money, don't you? After eating, I'll help you figure out a way, your aunt, your uncle and I will call them, how much can I borrow, it's important to see your brother first. ”

Summer's heart is half cold, isn't the "your brother" in your mouth your own son? Why not ask him where he's gone all these years? What disease do you have? Will it die?

Xia Guojun saw Summer's disappointment with him, sighed lightly and said: "Every day, when I divorced, I was out of the house, and it was not easy for me to live alone outside, I earned that little salary and barely made ends meet, don't blame me." ”

"Dad, I'm not looking for you for money." No matter how much dissatisfaction there is in the summer, it can only be swallowed at this time.

"Don't you want money?" Xia Guojun was relieved, the whole person relaxed, called a waiter, and asked her to replace the Coke in the package with beer, "Then what can I help you?" ”

"The second brother has a serious liver disease and needs a transplant, and the immediate family members are the easiest to match, I want to trouble you to go to the hospital for a checkup." Summer pleads.

"Transplant? Liver...... Liver transplant? ”

"Yes, if you succeed in matching, my brother will be saved?"

"Give my liver to Xiaoxi?" Xia Guojun hurriedly covered his right rib and leaned his back tightly on the back of the chair, and the chair was dragged out by him, "You want to cut my liver for Xiaoxi?" ”

"It's not all cut off, only a part of it, the liver is a regenerative organ that will grow again." Summer explained to him in the words of a doctor.

"That's not good, this kind of surgery is too risky......" Xia Guojun raised his voice.

"Medicine is now very developed......"

"No, no, no matter how developed it is, there will be accidents, I'm so old, I have to recuperate for a long time after thoracotomy surgery, and if I have no income, who will support me? You? Xia Guojun squinted his eyes and kept shaking his head.

"I can support you, and I will give you all my salary after graduation."

"I can count on my son for the water spilled by my married daughter, but unfortunately my eldest son died, and my second son is still sick......"

"Dad, I promise you, I will never ignore you, you don't have to worry about the future." Summer begged bitterly.

"If you want to go, give him your liver, why embarrass me? I'm all this old. ”

"I did a check, but we didn't match, that's why I asked you to ......"

"Isn't there your mother? Find your mother. ”

"Mom, she...... She's not in good health......"

Li Lijuan is thinner than in the summer, and I really don't know if her liver can meet the conditions for transplantation.

"I'm not in good health, don't look at me like this, in fact, I have high blood pressure, heart disease, and what...... That one...... Anyway, I almost all have the diseases that a person my age should have. ”

"Dad, if my brother doesn't have surgery, he will die."

"Die!" Xia Guojun hesitated for a moment, his eyes seemed to reproduce the sadness of losing Xia Xuan, "Is it that serious?" ”

"A few days ago, he suddenly fainted, and he woke up in a coma in the hospital for two days, and the doctor said that if he came a little later, he would be gone, and you only have this one son left, do you want to see him die with your own eyes?"

Xia Guojun was silent, he shook one leg uneasily, and looked left and right, as if he was deliberately avoiding Xia's gaze.

Summer doesn't bother him either, patiently waiting for him to make a decision.

The waiter brought the set meal to the table, and the aroma of food broke into Xia Guojun's mouth and nose.

Xia Guojun drank his beer, and then gasped as if he had just made a big decision.

It was a look of nothing to do with itself, and at the same time a bit of a broken jar.

At this moment, Summer knew that her hopes were finally dashed.

"That's his life, what can I do? People will die when they should die, just like your eldest brother, when the time comes, the person will be gone, if Xiaoxi dies because of this illness, that is his life, I can't help it, I can't fight with the destiny of heaven, and I can't fight either. Xia Guojun picked up a chicken nugget, dipped it in some salad dressing, and stuffed it into his mouth after speaking, "Yohe, you taste it every day, it's too tender." ”

His chest was stuffy as if he was wrapped in dark clouds, and in order to control himself from splashing the orange juice in front of him on Xia Guojun's face, or slapping him regardless of filial piety, Xia quickly rushed out of the hi shop, leaving all his anger and disappointment there.

Why is there a man in this world who doesn't care about the life or death of his children?

Why is such a man my father?

What should I do with my second brother? Who's going to save my second brother?

As soon as he left the store, Summer crashed headfirst into a man's arms.

"I'm sorry."

"Why are you panicking?"

This familiar sound......

"Why are you working again?" Summer asked Xia Xi angrily.

"On the last day of today, I only pick up orders from the vicinity of your school, and I am not tired." Although Xia Xi said this, Xia still felt that he was too weak, as if he could faint at any time.

"Okay, you can take it, and I'll send it for you."

"Nonsense, how can you do this kind of work? Hurry up and study, I'll go in and get the food. ”

"Don't go!" Summer dragged Xia Xi hard, "Don't go in." ”

"If you are late, you will be fined." Xia Xi has been in a state of fatigue and does not have much strength to resist.

After being dragged out more than ten meters away by Summer, he glanced back at the door of the Hi store and said jokingly, "Who is inside?" Are you a guide? You're not in trouble......"

“…… Right? Xia Xi's smile gradually froze.

Xia Guojun appeared angrily at the door of the Hi store, looking for Xia's figure everywhere.

A waiter chased after him, thinking he was going to run away.

"This girl is really, she ran away without paying the money, and I still have to pay her for that glass of juice, why didn't you let her pay first?" Unable to find summer, Xia Guojun shouted loudly to the waiter, but the waiter did not speak, but responded with a smile.

"I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry." Summer burst into tears, "We don't match, but he'...... He won't ......"

Counting the past 20 years, only this one sister really loves him.

"It's okay." Xia Xi hugged his sister, covered up his sadness, and comforted him softly, "I didn't have much hope for the treatment, and you shouldn't expect too much, lest you wait for the day I leave and can't stand it." ”