81. Chinese New Year

Zhang Yu: "I didn't care about it before, but you will still be a mother treasure in the future, don't blame me for being unkind."

"This business trip is an opportunity to learn from an old-timer I've always admired, so it's not just my mom creating an opportunity for me to be the girl she wants, as you think."

"Zhao Chunhua is like this, every time he feels that he is very innocent, he has nothing wrong, but what he has done makes Zhang Daniu feel very unhappy, and he is helpless to go, and he can't say it."

"Zhao Chunhua couldn't figure it out, didn't know what he wanted, wanted to be filial, wanted to be a decent gentleman, wanted to be a good person, but as a result, he didn't do anything, neither filial piety, nor a really good person, hurt the people around him, and lost himself."

"You summarized Zhao Chunhua's personality traits very well, I don't know if you yourself have continued to these characteristics of him, I heard that some crossings are compatible with two people."

"I'm me, he's him, and he has nothing to do with me."

"Eldest sister, Brother Chunhua, what are you two talking about? Why is Brother Chunhua not Brother Chunhua, what is crossing? ”

Xia Yunbo: "Look at you, you have no mouth, in front of the children, say everything, see how you explain it to them."

Zhang Yu said calmly: "We are talking about a book, and it just so happens that the person in it is called Zhao Chunhua."

"What, show me." The second girl seemed particularly interested.

"We don't have this book in our hands now, and we won't be able to find it for a while, and this kind of book is not suitable for you children."

Erniu disagreed: "Sister, don't always treat me as a child, you are only five years older than me."

"Five days is also big, not to mention five years older, I am the eldest sister, the parent of the two of you, you are a child in the eyes of others, and in my eyes, Erniu, you should also be like your peers, study when you should study, play when you should play, don't always worry about the livelihood of the family." Zhang Yu changed the subject.

The second girl said stupidly: "Then I'll go watch TV."

Xiaobao has already been in front of the TV when the time comes.

watched Erniu enter the living room and watch TV with Xiaobao.

Xia Yunbo: "You educate your sister, and you are still straightforward, she is sensible, isn't it good to be able to share it for you?"

"She's just too sensible, it's not good, in the end, she's just a child, in her previous life, an eleven-year-old child, still lying in her parents' arms and coquettish!"

Xia Yunbo smiled: "You! Worry too much, everyone is born with a different personality, the growth environment is different, and the natural fate is the same, this is their own life, we should work hard, and the rest will be fate! Why should you let her compare herself to other children! There is no comparison. ”

"You're right, I'm overly anxious, hoping that they can be sensible, but also worrying that they are too sensible and lose the happiness that a child should have."

"Why do you think they're unhappy? If in my previous life, I had an eldest sister like you, I would be quite content and happy, in addition to having no parents, they would not be bullied, and they would not be bullied, and they could also get the most righteous and correct guidance, even luckier than those children whose parents were ignorant and unaware. ”

"You think too highly of me, and I deserve it."

Xia Yunbo took Zhang Yu's hand.

"Xiao Yu'er, in fact, this reunion, you have changed a lot, and you have become much more mature and stable, otherwise, I will recognize you as soon as possible, in my previous life, after I left, you must have suffered a lot."

"Yes, two years after you left, my soul was also taken away by you, I lived like a walking corpse, in front of my parents, I still have to force a smile, in front of friends and colleagues, I pretended not to care, but the bitterness in my heart, only I know that those days when I can only fall asleep by getting myself drunk, it is really unbearable to look back, after crossing, in the face of survival problems, although the body is busy and hard, but the heart is very relaxed, when I see Xiaobao just to eat one more steamed bun is satisfied, my heart was greatly shocked, It turns out that there are still some people who have a problem with food and clothing, and I think of you when you were a child, I'm afraid it's even more difficult than this! But in the end, you grow into a cheerful, optimistic and positive person. So, I thought about a lot of things. ”

"Maybe God has mercy on you to go through this, let you realize, this is the meaning of you wearing here."

"The biggest reason for me to wear here is to meet you again."

The two chatted for a long time, Xia Yunbo got up to say goodbye, he said that he had to go back to prepare for tomorrow's trip.

The next morning, Xia Yunbo drove a jeep to pick them up.

Zhang Yu: "Where did you borrow the car, it won't be too public!"

"I do things, you can rest assured!"

They went to climb Xiushan first, but also thanks to the car, Xiushan is on the outskirts of the city, Xiushan is worthy of its name, the scenery is beautiful, the vegetation on the mountain, many have grown for hundreds of years, Xiushan is equivalent to the forest park of later generations, there is a temple on the mountain, and there is a big lake under the mountain.

On the steep path, there are inscriptions of former celebrities.

There is no pressure to study, no responsibility for buying and selling at home, in this beautiful scenery, Er Niu and Xiaobao are like birds flying away, chasing each other and laughing all the way.

On the way, Zhang Yu told the two children that when they arrived at the temple, they would go to incense, and Zhang Yu gave them a superficial lecture on faith and religion.

When they arrived at the temple, there was only one steward who also sold incense, and they bought incense and bowed down.

Zhang Yu knelt down and finished bowing, and when he saw where Xiaobao and Erniu were kneeling, his mouth was full of words, and he felt a little funny in his heart.

When going down the mountain, Erniu asked Zhang Yu: "Eldest sister, what do you ask the Bodhisattva to bless you?"

"Let's come and bow down to the Bodhisattva, we can beg to fulfill our wishes, we can repent of our mistakes, ask for forgiveness, or we can ask for nothing, just sincerely bow down, I have nothing to ask for, so I don't ask for anything, only gratitude, gratitude let us meet, thank you for everything I have now."

"Erniu, what are you asking for?" Zhang Yu asked rhetorically.

"I ask the Bodhisattva to bless us with a more prosperous business in the coming year. Make more money. ”

Zhang Yu smiled and scratched her nose.

"You're a little money junkie. Why don't you ask the Bodhisattva to bless you with your academic progress and be admitted to a good university in the future? That's what many children ask for. ”

"When it comes to learning, you can work your own, you don't need to ask for it, and if you don't work hard, it's useless to ask."

Zhang Yu laughed: "Okay, ambitious, like my sister, the reason why I don't ask for anything is that I think so, everything has to rely on my own efforts, not begging."

(End of chapter)