137. Tutoring

"You don't love him, he still loves you, but he doesn't love himself anymore, he feels that he doesn't deserve to be your child, he is a burden to you, so he wants to leave this world."

Aunt Qiao cried and said, "No, we love him, he is our son, how can we not love him?"

"But he doesn't feel your love for him, or rather, your love for him is conditional, and all conditional love is not love, it's exchange, because he can't meet your conditions, you are furious, you hate iron but not steel, the child can feel your anger and disappointment, and he himself is full of anger and disappointment with himself."

"We let him study hard, and that is also love him!"

"You can pull it down, you let him study hard, because you need an excellent son to satisfy your face, in your opinion, face is more important than the child's feelings, but as long as you can understand your son's feelings, you will not force your son to this level."

"Yes, if you don't say it, I don't know, it turns out that my son has endured a lot over the years."

"Aunt Qiao, I heard that you are a university teacher, your father is a national cadre, you are so good, you naturally hope that your son is also excellent, but do you need a healthy and ordinary son, or a son who has lost confidence in life?"

"You know what? He had committed suicide, he had cut his wrists, and when he cut his skin, the pain was unbearable, so he didn't continue, and he still had a shallow scar on his left wrist. If one day, the child leaves you, do you think that the child is important or your face is important. ”

Aunt Qiao finally couldn't help but break down and cry.

Teacher Miao, Yang Guodong, and Erniu in the hall next door, Xiaobao heard the cry and ran over curiously.

Yang Guodong saw his mother crying and panicked.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Aunt Qiao hugged her son and continued to cry.

"Son, over the years, you have suffered, your mother is sorry for you, your mother is wrong, and she will never force you to study in the future."

Yang Guodong also cried.

"Mom, don't cry, it's all my fault, I'm not promising, I'm embarrassed and Dad."

Aunt Qiao touched her son's face, suddenly remembered something, pulled up her son's left sleeve, and cried even more fiercely when she saw the scar on her wrist.

"Son, my mother treated you badly before, often scolded you, murdered you, and even beat you, do you hate your mother?"

Yang Guodong shook his head: "Mom, I don't hate you, I know it's my fault......"

"No, it's my mother's mistake, my mother shouldn't force you to study every day, we won't learn in the future, you can do whatever you want."

As she spoke, Aunt Qiao hugged her son and couldn't stop crying, and her previous elegance and decency were gone.

Teacher Miao was at a loss for what to do and looked at Zhang Yu.

"Aunt Qiao...... What's wrong with her? ”

Erniu and Xiaobao were even more confused.

After crying for a while, Aunt Qiao stopped crying and wiped her son's face with her sleeve.

"Son, don't think about it in the future! Mom and Dad can't live without you, even if you are an ordinary worker in the future, you will be a good son of Mom and Dad, as long as you are happy and healthy, you can do anything. ”

Aunt Qiao said to Zhang Yu again: "Girl, thank you, thank you for letting me know how wrong I was before, and I almost lost my son."

She took her son's hand: "Let's go!" We don't tutor anymore, you can learn if you love to learn, forget it if you don't learn, we will find you a job to work. ”

Yang Guodong looked back at Zhang Yu.

Zhang Yu said: "Aunt Qiao, no matter what you say, let Guodong finish junior high school!" After finishing junior high school, he is also eighteen years old, if he wants, he can go to the army! Based on your family's situation, after he is demobilized and comes back, he can find a good job, which is much better than being a worker. It's not even worse than those jobs that graduated from college. ”

Zhang Yu asked his son: "Guodong, are you willing to continue to go to school until you graduate from junior high school?"

"I'm willing to be a soldier."

"But you can only go to the army after graduating from junior high school."

"Then I'm willing to go to school."

Aunt Qiao smiled with satisfaction.

"Okay, as long as you're happy," Mom doesn't need how good your academic performance is, as long as you continue to go to school until you graduate from junior high school. ”

Yang Guodong looked at Zhang Yu and then at his mother: "I want my sister to help me with homework, is it okay?"

Aunt Qiao said: "Big girl, you can help me tutor Guodong!" I don't expect him to improve his studies, as long as he is in a good mood, I think he likes to communicate with you, he has never told us those words before, but he is willing to tell you, he trusts you. ”

Zhang Yu thought, today can be regarded as inadvertently saving this child's life!

This mother, on the surface, has woken up, who knows if the old state will relapse in a few days.

Zhang Yu said: "Actually, the person who needs counseling is Aunt Qiao, why would my son rather confide in a stranger than communicate with you, a mother?" Do you know where your problems are? ”

"Yes, yes, tomorrow night, I'll come to talk to you, it's too late today, don't bother anymore."

Teacher Miao and Aunt Qiao's mother and son are both gone.

The second girl came over with a curious face.

"Eldest sister, what did you tell their mother and son? Why did Aunt Qiao suddenly cry out loud? ”

"Her son was forced by the couple to suffer from depression."

"What is depression?"

"It is a disease caused by extreme depression, and the final outcome is two, one is a mental breakdown and becomes schizophrenia, and the other is that you will choose to commit suicide. If Yang Guodong does not intervene in time, it may be the latter situation. ”

"He's going to kill himself?"

"No, he once cut his wrist and gave up because it hurt too much."

"What did he tell you?"

Zhang Yu nodded.

"Mom and Dad, what's wrong with him, forcing him to be like this?"

"His parents are decent people with heads and faces, and they hope that their son will become a Chan, but his son is not angry and it backfires, so he is forced to be like this."

The second girl still can't understand.

"Isn't it for his good that his parents forced him to study? He can't think about it because of this? He's too vulnerable! ”

"It's not that he's vulnerable, it's that his mom and dad are horrible."

Erniu still can't understand: "His parents are right!" Who doesn't want their children to be successful? ”

"Then let me ask you, what are you most afraid of?"

Erniu thought for a while: "Afraid of ghosts!"

Zhang Yu chuckled: "I only know now, it turns out that you are afraid of ghosts, why don't I know."

"It's not like when I was a kid and you always scared me, saying that you can't go out at night, there are ghosts outside, and they will eat people."

(End of chapter)