I've never loved you
Early morning.
Eight o'clock in the morning.
Meimei supermarket walked into a lame man, the man was wearing a gray summer dress, limping in.
Lonely Guy who entered the store had a long beard, and his eyes were a little glazed, and he walked and stopped one step at a time, as if he was looking for something to eat.
The light in the room was dim, and he couldn't see clearly, although his appearance was getting older, he was still handsome, and now he seemed to be more handsome than before.
After watching for a long time, the man picked up a bag of bread and tore it open and ate it, he ate it in a big gulp, and the wolf swallowed it, and the bag made a loud noise.
The woman walked down in a denim skirt, her upper body was still wearing blue pajamas, and before she had time to look, when she saw this man eating directly, her face was a little bad, and she shouted directly: "Hey, who let you eat, you haven't given the money yet"!
Hearing the movement, the man slowly turned around until he saw Yumi, the woman's face, his eyes were startled, and the whole person stared at her motionlessly, the bread stuffed in his mouth had not yet been swallowed.
The sound of the second hand was ticking and ticking, and at this moment, the woman was also stunned, her long hair was messy, and the bangs in front of her blocked her vision, but she could still see clearly that this man she had hated for seventeen years.
The man's eyes were red, looking at the woman's sluggish appearance, he smiled, walked up to her with tears in his eyes, he stared at her at a loss, not knowing what to say.
Yumi took a deep breath, her chest rose and fell, looking at the man's face full of vicissitudes, she sneered, and then shed tears, glaring at him with hatred.
"Is that you? Why aren't you dead yet?" The woman's voice was full of hideousness, she lowered her voice, smiled calmly, and the smile gradually collapsed, and finally she shed tears and pointed at him and shouted wildly.
"Get out of here, get out of here, get out, do you hear it, get out, get out, I don't want to see you in my life"!
The woman shouted frantically at the top of her throat, she couldn't help it at all at this moment, she began to push Lonely, she cried and hated, and almost pushed him down.
The man put down the bread in his hand, looked at her and smiled, his tears rolled in his eyes, the whole person tried to hold back his sadness and forced a smile, he looked at her and spoke gently.
"How are you doing all these years"? The man's voice was hoarse, and he swallowed again, looking vicissitudes.
Yumi laughed, her face was wrinkled, she looked old, her eyes were full of resentment, her hands were old, she took a step back, crying and laughing with tears.
"I'm doing well, I tell you, I have a husband who loves me very much, and I have a very caring son, I'm so happy"!
The woman's voice was cold, her voice was a little trembling, and the whole person was crying and laughing, but her smile was full of pain, and the loneliness could be felt.
The boy wiped his eyes, looked at her quietly, and thought about it for a long time, he smiled and nodded, smiled with relief, and replied: "It's good, it's good to have a good life"!
Yumi wiped her eyes and smiled, she kept shedding tears, staring at him, at this moment, she was like a resentful woman, as if she would kill someone in the next second.
"Lonely, how have you been doing all these years?"
The woman stared at him with a smile hidden in her knife, at this moment, her body trembled slightly, and she couldn't stand up sadly, she could only lean herself on the shelf and try to calm down.
"It's not good to have ups and downs." The boy smiled softly and continued to eat bread generously.
"You deserve it, you deserve it"! The woman laughed, the whole person wiped her tears and completely lost her mind, her voice came out for miles, and she laughed so sadly.
Lonely smiled when she heard her say this, and said that she agreed: "Yes, this is what I deserve, my retribution."
The two fell silent, and suddenly, Yumi's mind recalled the past seventeen years ago, her heart hurt so much, her whole person trembled uncontrollably, she was going crazy.
"Seventeen years ago, I begged you, I begged you to be responsible for me, I gave you all my self-esteem, but what about you? What did you do to me? You trampled all my pride under your feet and spit on me, that's what you do alone"!
The woman's voice was full of despair, she kept crying, tears flowed, her face was baptized with tears, her cry was desperate, very aggrieved.
The man looked at her crying, he looked guilty, he looked distressed, he had a lot of performances, but there was no love, no love.
"I'm sorry Yumei, it's me who is young and frivolous, it's me who is young and ignorant, I hurt you, the sins I did, it's all my fault, it's me who hurt you"!
The boy was crying and laughing with tears in his eyes, he was eating bread vigorously, his eyes were blurry, his sad appearance was exactly the same as Pei Hao, the two were the same.
The woman smiled ridiculously at his words, she clutched her chest and wiped her tears, staring at him with resentment, she took a deep breath, stood up straight again, and expressed her attitude.
"Do you think that a word of sorry will erase the damage you have done to me? Yes? Your sentence of youth and frivolity has hurt me all my life, and now you are standing here, I look so uncomfortable, that time of collapse has never passed, it has always been in my heart, and you are lonely, you are the person I hated all my life"!
The man looked at her with tears in his eyes, his smile was full of remorse, full of pain, his brown eyes kept expanding, he could only cry quietly, he didn't know how to redeem it.
"I know, I know you hate me, I understand, but I really don't want to see you because of me, I have been living in pain, I want to make up for you, I want to make you happy."
The man's voice was very hoarse and magnetic, his tears kept flowing, and the whole person couldn't wipe his tears with laughter, at this moment he bowed his head slightly and smiled.
Yumi tilted her head to look at him, her eyes were red and bloodshot, and she pursed her thin lips slightly and laughed.
"I didn't expect the high school grass to bow its head? Aren't you the most handsome? Am I not pretty? So I want to ask you, have you ever loved me? Even if it's just a little bit"?
The woman's voice was painful, the man listened unusually calmly, and at this moment he went back to the summer of seventeen years ago, in the classroom full of cicadas, and he looked at the ordinary, average-looking girl again.
He hesitated for a long time, but after all, he still didn't look at her, his eyes were all on the beautiful female classmate.
Lonely ate all the bread and smiled gently, there were tears in his eyes, and he smiled very handsomely.
"I'm sorry, I've never loved you"!