He doesn't deserve it

The woman listened to his words, and finally couldn't help laughing, she laughed so gently, so calmly, at this moment she was as well-behaved as a rabbit, only tears kept flowing.

"You've never loved me, have you? Then why do you promise my confession and stay with me"?

The woman's voice rarely became soft, and her voice was like the sound of falling flowers, which was very good.

The man smiled with tears in his eyes, looking at her calmness only made him even more sad, he couldn't speak for a long time, just looked at his hands silently, very helpless.

"That's because...... My ignorance of love, I took your confession as the coming of love, I don't understand, and when I finally understand, it's already five years later"!

The lonely voice is very nice, very magnetic, like a wave without waves, just silently explained.

Yumi laughed with tears in her eyes, she couldn't help crying all the time when she looked at the man in front of her, she cried and laughed, like a madman.

"I seem to get it...... The reason you were with me at the time, because I was like that too"! The woman sat on the chair and spoke silently, after saying that, her face changed a little, the whole person couldn't cry or laugh, she suddenly became calm, and there was an indescribable remorse.

"You are like that too"? The man's voice was tinged with a hint of doubt, but his voice was still so good, with endless kindness.

The woman nodded obediently, her smile full of regret, her hands helplessly together, her chin dragged by her hands, and she shed a string of tears.

"I'm not pretty, I'm not beautiful, I've had low self-esteem since I was a child, until I saw you, I saw you so handsome, I couldn't control myself, I wanted to confess to you"!

Yumi talked about the past quietly, listening to the loneliness full of surprise, and his heart suddenly cooled, because he seemed to know the truth, and she didn't love herself.

The woman wiped her tears and looked at him with a smile: "I struggled for a long time, and finally confessed to you, but unexpectedly, you agreed." I was a little confused later, I don't know if I confessed to you for your handsomeness, or if I really like you, I have feelings for you"......

The man's thin lips were slightly pursed, and there were breadcrumbs on them, and his brow was furrowed, and his eyes were full of sadness.

"I enjoyed my time with you, including going to the hotel without hesitation, until I had a baby and I started to regret it. I find that I don't seem to love you, I just want to fall in love like other little girls, I want to prove to others that I am loved"!

The woman's eyes were full of grievances, her tears were more and more, and the grievances in her heart seemed to swallow her, making her breathless.

The man listened to her silently, and finally, he smiled, his heart was mixed, his tears kept flowing, and finally he closed his eyes and asked her: "Then you don't love me, do you?"

Yumi looked at him, tears streaming down her eyes, and she nodded and said yes.

Lonely smiled, seeing that she suddenly didn't know how to speak, he smiled, and the smile was sarcastic.

"If we don't love each other, why torture each other? Do you love your current husband"?

The man looked at her quietly and couldn't help but ask, at this moment he suddenly wanted to cry, but he didn't seem to be able to cry.

The woman bowed her head in contemplation and answered his question with a smile: "I love, I love him"!

Hearing this answer, the man's heart was completely desperate, he sneered, nodded, he kept retreating, but he didn't know what to say, just smiled slightly.

"And I ask you, our child? I heard you abandoned him, right, that's my son"?

Lonely looked at her anxiously, his voice was full of humility, the whole person was crying and laughing, and his heart was nervous.

Hearing this topic, Yumi smiled helplessly, the whole person couldn't help covering her mouth, her eyes became cold again, she clenched her back molars, stared at him, and then glared at him.

"It's a baby boy, I abandoned him, so what? Who are you to accuse me, and what right do you have to come back to him now that you abandoned me?"

The woman stared at him with resentment on her face, her voice becoming ruthless and mean again, and her person sharpening her teeth.

The man cried helplessly, his hand touched his heart, his tears kept flowing, and the whole person looked desperate: "It's my fault, I'm sorry, I'm not qualified, I'm not qualified to be his father, but he is my only relative, I want to find him, I want to see him again, I want to make amends"!

The woman sneered and glared at him with a ruthless expression: "It's late, it's winter when I threw him, and he is long out of this world!"

Staring at her in disbelief, his breathing gradually quickened, and his whole body was about to collapse, his eyes were red, and his brow was furrowed.

"How can you be so ruthless? He's still so young, no matter what, he's your own son, how can you throw him away, what if he freezes to death?"

The boy's tears kept flowing, and the whole heart looked at her like a knife, his face was full of despair, and at this moment he felt that his heart was dead.

The woman picked up a ham sausage from the shelf, broke it and ate it one bite at a time, sneering like a snake and scorpion: "So what's the matter? How much pain did he put me through? How much shame? I am already grateful to Dade when I gave birth to him, and you are to blame for all this, it is you who did the sin, and ah! He's not my own son, he's not worthy"!

Hearing this, Lonely's whole person had completely collapsed, his face was red, and he kept shouting at the top of his voice: "Are you still worthy of being a mother?" Why is your heart so vicious? You were pregnant and gave birth to him in October? Also, I heard that he was born unable to see"?

The woman smiled smugly, and she turned to look at him with a smug smile.

"Yes, I'm a villain, I'm a poisonous woman, I threw him on the side of the road in the winter to deliberately freeze him to death! And he was born not to see, and I did it on purpose. I smoked, drank and ate betel nut desperately during pregnancy! That's why he can't see it, and now you know it? You're satisfied!"

"Hahaha"...... The woman smiled bitterly, she threw the package of ham sausage in the trash, crying and laughing, at this moment her heart began to throb, and the whole person was uncomfortable.

The man laughed too, he smiled so gloomily, the whole person was helpless with tears, he retreated to the door, took one last look at her, left a word and left.

"You don't deserve to be a mother"!

The woman listened to his words, grinning and shedding tears, and her whole person collapsed.