Chapter 302: The Value of Life
Nan Binghuai's blurred eyes suddenly touched the questioning gaze, so he avoided it in a panic, and hurriedly walked to his office-
Cheng Xuedong, Liu Yan and others looked at each other a little, and they were not embarrassed to follow, for fear of touching the fragility of Nan Binghuai's heart.
Li Mengmeng exchanged glances with her lover, and chased after her without hesitation. It's just that her pace is small, and the distance between her and Nan Binghuai is getting bigger and bigger, but they are both in the row of simple houses close to the project department.
When Nan Binghuai was the first to enter his office, and as soon as he dried his crying old face with a towel, Li Mengmeng pushed the door and broke in-
Nan Binghuai was stunned: "Why did you come in?" ”
Li Mengmeng's tone was a little stiff: "I'm your health care doctor, can't I keep an eye on your movements at any time?" ”
Nan Binghuai was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "But I have to work, I can't always have you around me, right?" Besides, you are everyone's health care doctor, not my guardian. ”
Li Mengmeng's pretty face sank: "I want to talk to you seriously, please be serious." ”
Nan Binghuai looked stunned: "I'm not serious." What the hell do you want to do, girl? ”
"Didn't I say I wanted to talk to you seriously?"
"I have important things to do now, what do you want to talk about?"
"Hmph, now that the New Year has just passed, what do you have to do? Even if there is, let it go. ”
Nan Binghuai was surprised: "What is it important that you have to let me put things aside?" ”
Before Li Mengmeng answered, she first looked at him for a moment, which made Nan Binghuai a little uneasy.
"Girl, what do you want?"
"Uncle Nan, can you tell me the truth?"
Although Nan Binghuai had already felt something, he still trembled when he heard her question like this: "You... What does this mean? ”
"I mean what are you hiding from us?"
Nan Binghuai barely concealed: "I... I'm not hiding anything, am I? ”
"Didn't you hide your illness?"
"What's wrong with my condition?"
Li Mengmeng's eyes suddenly moistened: "Uncle Nan, although the illness grows on your body, although you try your best to support it, you still can't hide the pain in your body." I've long sensed something is wrong with you. Don't forget, I'm a doctor, and I'm a Chinese medicine student, so I can feel what's going on with your body by 'looking, smelling, asking, and seeing'. ”
Although Nan Binghuai knew that he couldn't hide her even if he covered it up, he was still hiding it: "Didn't we go to the provincial hospital, and I didn't find out what serious illness I had?" ”
"But people haven't ruled out that you're not seriously ill. If you still hide it from me, then I will ask Mr. Li for instructions tomorrow. ”
"You... What are you going to ask him for? ”
"Please ask him to approve me to accompany you back to the big hospital in Northern Qi for a comprehensive examination."
Nan Binghuai's heart was shocked, and he shouted loudly: "No! ”
Li Mengmeng frowned: "Why not?" ”
Nan Binghuai calmed himself down first, relieved his restless and restless mood, and then showed a calm look: "Girl, I know you care about me, but you should also know that the Tianyan project has reached the final sprint stage, once I leave as the chief scientist, what will I bring to this world-renowned project, don't you know?" ”
"Uncle Nan, you went back to Northern Qi for a short physical examination, and it's not that you won't come back, have you forgotten that sentence? Sharpen the knife and don't mistake the woodcutter! ”
Nan Binghuai couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Silly girl, once I enter the hospital, I'm afraid I won't be able to get out again!" ”
Li Mengmeng's face changed sharply, and she couldn't help but lose her voice: "You... What nonsense are you talking about? ”
Nan Binghuai knew that now that he had to tell her the truth, he looked gloomy: "I have actually suffered from a terminal illness, and in the advanced stage, I rely on a special medicine prescribed in the provincial capital to maintain my life." If I choose to leave at this moment, it will be equivalent to consuming the last bit of value in my life! ”
Li Mengmeng couldn't believe her ears, this truth was too cruel to her: "You... How do you know if you have a terminal illness? ”
Nan Binghuai had no choice but to tell the truth.
Li Mengmeng woke up like a dream, and suddenly felt like the world was spinning for a while-
"Moe Moe!"
Nan Binghuai saw that she was crumbling, and hurriedly stepped forward to help, but his body was too inflexible, so he was still a step late, and saw the girl in front of him fall heavily under his nose.
Nan Binghuai felt a pain in his heart, and quickly leaned over and picked up Li Mengmeng's head.
"Meng Meng... Wake up... Don't scare me. Meng Meng..."
Li Mengmeng finally raised his eyelids slowly under his thousands of calls. However, she had to face a brutal truth.
"Uncle Nan... You've deceived me so hard... I... How can I explain to Brother Xiaoguang... How can I explain to Brother Cheng and Mr. Li! ”
Li Mengmeng burst into tears in an instant.
Nan Binghuai used his sick body to support her upper body, even if he wanted to hold her whole body away from the cold and hard ground, he couldn't do it, so he begged: "Mengmeng, don't be sad... Let's get up and talk. ”
Li Mengmeng knew that Nan Binghuai's body would be very uncomfortable in such a position, so she had to grit her teeth and support it with his support.
"Uncle Nan... You're so confused... Do you not value your life so much? ”
After Li Mengmeng sat down, she was full of resentment towards him.
Nan Binghuai knew that if he insisted on staying at the construction site to complete his final life mission, he would have Li Mengmeng's cooperation, so he said emotionally: "As everyone, who doesn't want to cherish their lives? For me, as a scientist, I cherish my life even more, because it is not only the cornerstone of my life edifice, but also the driving force for the country's progress. However, when the country needed me the most, I had to give up everything, even my life. ”
"Uncle Nan... How can you think that? Isn't it clear that the body is the capital of the value of life? ”
"Of course I know. If I could withdraw from this project in exchange for my life, I would not hesitate to opt out. Because I knew that even without me, other colleagues could have done the work. However, I have no cure, and instead of lying in the hospital and waiting for death, it is better to play my last glory here. The old doctor in the provincial capital agreed to cooperate with me precisely because I had no treatment value. As a doctor, doesn't he know how to take responsibility for the lives of patients? No, he also wants my life to be of the last value. And as each of us, only by giving full play to the value of our own lives can this life be worthwhile. Who has not died since ancient times? If I can still do my last bit for the country on the edge of life and death, and can complete the Tianyan Project, then I have no regrets even if I die! ”
"Uncle Nan..."
Li Mengmeng listened to his heartfelt words, couldn't help but have mixed feelings, and cried loudly on Nan Binghuai's desk.
Nan Binghuai stood behind her and gently patted her shoulder with his hand: "Mengmeng, if you feel wronged and uncomfortable, you might as well cry, but after the tears, you must learn to be strong, because this project also expects you to reflect your own value." ”
"Uncle Nan..." Li Mengmeng raised her head and looked gloomy, "It's all here, you still coax me with words... Where am I still worth here... I didn't even take care of you..."
"Mengmeng, my illness has nothing to do with you. But whether or not the last bit of value in my life can be interpreted in the final way is entirely up to you. ”
Li Mengmeng waved her sleeves and wiped her tears: "Do you want me to hide my illness for you?" ”
"Yes, you only have to cooperate with me, not only so that I will not leave any regrets, but also will not shake everyone's emotions. Therefore, you are not allowed to tell anyone about my condition, including Xiao Liu and Xiao Cheng. ”
"You... You let me hide them? ”
"Yes, you have to do it, no matter how hard you try. This is not only my plea for you, but also on behalf of the project. Think about it, if their emotions were affected, would they go wrong at work? Don't forget, in our line of work, you must make zero mistakes in your work! ”
"Uncle Nan... Please don't push me, okay? ”
"Not good! I have to force you. Because I know that you are a strong girl who must withstand pressure and even grievances that others cannot bear. ”
Li Mengmeng thought for a long time, and then asked: "Could it be that your illness really couldn't be cured a few months ago?" ”
Nan Binghuai walked around his desk, took out a postcard from the drawer, and handed it to Li Mengmeng: "Mengmeng, do you remember this postcard?" ”
Li Mengmeng took it in her hand and couldn't help blurting out: "Isn't this a postcard from the doctor in the provincial capital?" ”
"Yes, there is his mobile phone number on it, if you have any concerns, you can call him directly."
Li Mengmeng hesitated for a moment, and really took out her mobile phone and dialed the old doctor's phone in front of Nan Binghuai-
"Hey, is that Dr. Yang?"
The voice of the long-lost old doctor came from the mobile phone: "It's me." Who are you? ”
"I am Professor Nan Binghuai's health care doctor. We met in your office a few months ago. ”
The other party asked eagerly: "Is the scientist's condition serious?" How is he now? ”
Li Mengmeng couldn't help but smile bitterly: "It seems that you really lied to me at the beginning." actually helped him hide his illness. ”
The other party was silent for a moment, and then he said in a heavy tone: "Girl, I know that I am against professional ethics by doing this. However, we must often lie to our patients, because the truth of the condition can sometimes break patients. However, Professor Nan is not an ordinary patient, he is a very strong scientist. In order to reflect the last value of his life, and more importantly, for the country's Tianyan project, he would rather burn himself and exert the last residual heat. To be honest, this is the most special case I have encountered in my more than 40 years of medical practice. but cooperated with him to hide his illness from everyone. I've been struggling with my life for the past few months, and I've told a lot of my relatives and friends about it, and they all think I'm doing the right thing. Because the professional ethics of a so-called doctor are insignificant in the face of national interests. If my lies could help this great mega-project, I would rather be a dishonest doctor and even destroy my own professional ethics. ”
Li Mengmeng's heart trembled: "Could it be... Was he really not worth it at the time? ”
"Absolutely. However, the result of the treatment will be to lie in the hospital for a while longer, but the last value of his life will no longer exist. He convinced me at the time, and I didn't hesitate to help him realize his dream. However, I have been in close contact with him for some time now, and I know that he is going through thick and thin for his noble cause. I hope that he will not have any regrets in the last moments of his life. Hey, is he down now? ”
Li Mengmeng's bitter tears burst out of her eyes again-
"He... Still fighting... Because the Tianyan project has not yet been completed... How could he be willing to fall..."
"Girl, now that you know the truth, what will you choose to do?"
Li Mengmeng hung up the phone helplessly in the face of such a question as the old doctor, even if she made a decision in her heart, she couldn't bear to tell others.
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