Nan Binghuai once again showed a pleading gaze: "Mengmeng, I know that you are the most sensible and sensible girl." If you were me, you would have the same choice as me. If I'm selfish, it's to disregard other people's feelings. But my time is really running out, and my dream hasn't come true yet..."

"Say no more!" Li Mengmeng interrupted with tears, "Can you let me think about it..."

"Okay, but you have to be clear, your decision is not only about my dreams, but also directly affects the progress of the Tianyan Project. Whether it will be completed on time or not may be a matter of thought. ”

Li Mengmeng shook her head bitterly and buried her tearful face deeply-

"Moe Moe..."

Nan Binghuai was a little anxious, his body shook, and he quickly got off the table, and finally didn't let himself fall.

Li Mengmeng felt that something was wrong, and quickly pulled out her head, and when she saw him supporting the corner of the table with one hand, he looked in pain, and suddenly panicked, and quickly stood up, tightly protecting his crumbling body, because she knew in her heart that if Uncle Nan's body fell on the hard floor like she had just done, I am afraid that she would never be able to stand up.

"Uncle Nan, how are you... Sit down. ”

She carefully propped him into the chair she had just sat in.

Nan Binghuai barely cheered up, but he was still anxious: "Mengmeng, you can help me..." Even if I beg you..."

Li Mengmeng nodded helplessly, so far, she couldn't bear to make an old man who died soon feel hopeless.

Nan Binghuai is still a little uneasy: "Mengmeng, no matter who this matter is, it must be kept secret, this is related to the emotional stability of our team, and it is directly related to the final success or failure of the Tianyan Project." ”

Li Mengmeng's tears couldn't help but flow down······

"Uncle Nan... I can help you hide it from all the people, even at the cost of infamy..."

Nan Binghuai was stunned: "You concealed the truth for the smooth progress of the Tianyan Project and for the country's astronomical cause, how could you bear the infamy of the ages?" ”

Li Mengmeng smiled bitterly: "Which is more important than your life and the Tianyan Project, I'm afraid there are different interpretations in the eyes of others, right?" At least Xiaoguang will let me go. ”

Nan Binghuai immediately said: "Please rest assured, I will make a will in advance to explain my physical condition." When they learn that I can't help even if I go to the hospital, they'll understand you. ”

"But what about Aunt Zhang? She took me by the hand before she left and asked me to take good care of you..."

When Nan Binghuai heard her mention her wife, her nose couldn't help but be sore, and she had to take off her glasses and wipe her moist eyes again. She had just left, but she didn't know that this parting was probably a yin and yang separation. I owe her too much, and now I have to break all my promises to her.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but say gloomily: "No matter how much I have achieved in my career, I am a failed man, because I can't compensate for the relatives I owe the most!" ”

Li Mengmeng saw that he was unwell because of the sadness and chain of emotions, and quickly poured him a glass of warm boiled water.

"Uncle Nan, don't get excited. Your emotions have a big impact on the development of the disease. ”

Nan Binghuai reluctantly closed his teary eyes: "Mengmeng, I also want to face everything lightly, but I really regret my lover and family for life!" ”

Li Mengmeng faced the old man in front of her with a remorseful expression, feeling that she shouldn't mention Aunt Zhang, but she touched the pain of the other party. So, she immediately made a remedy: "Uncle Nan, don't think about it, for some family members, happiness is not only companionship, maybe because the other party is extremely proud of the respect of the world." Aunt Zhang is such a person, as long as you can gain the respect of the world, then she is willing to be a giver behind her. ”

Nan Binghuai recalled what his wife once told him, don't sigh: "Alas, the more she tolerates me like this, the more I don't feel good in my heart... I really don't want to be too bitter for her..."

"How could she feel bitter?" Li Mengmeng interrupted again, "If you don't empathize, you can't understand the inner feelings of a scientist's family. Am I also a family member? My expectation for Brother Xiaoguang is that as long as he can make a little contribution to the country, he will make me happier than taking care of me. If I hadn't been the organization's caretaker and stayed here as a health doctor, I would have been willing to live separately from him. Because this little pain in the hearts of our families is nothing compared to the tremendous pressure and suffering you have endured? Uncle Nan, when you are a big lady, her old man may feel more sorry for you. Otherwise, she wouldn't have come all the way here to spend the New Year with you. Therefore, you should communicate with her often and show that she cares about you. ”

Nan Binghuai recalled the bits and pieces that his wife usually did to him, and he couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion.

Besides, as soon as Zhang Meina returned to Northern Qi, she immediately contacted her wife: "Binghuai, I have arrived home safely." You okay? ”

Nan Binghuai, who has a premonition that he will die soon, cherishes every time he listens to his wife's soft voice.

"Mina... Thank you for your hard work..."

As soon as Zhang Meina heard that his voice was wrong, she was surprised: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Nan Binghuai barely restrained his excitement: "It's nothing, maybe it's a little moved." ”

"Touched by what?"

"You have traveled thousands of miles to come and spend a happy New Year with me, shouldn't I be moved?"

Zhang Meina's heart was hot: "Binghuai, as long as you are happy, I will take the children to the construction site next year to accompany you for the New Year!" ”

Nan Binghuai trembled, and couldn't help but say: "There is no next year!" ”

Zhang Meina was stunned: "Why?" ”

Nan Binghuai knew that his mentality and tone were very likely to betray him, so he hurriedly covered it up and said: "Because this project can't wait for the Spring Festival next year." ”

Zhang Meina's heart was relieved: "Yes, when I saw the whole picture of this Sky Eye, I felt too majestic, and I thought it had been completed." But thank you. ”

"Mina, it's nothing that I've worked hard, but I've hurt you... And I... But I can't compensate you..."

Zhang Meina choked up a little when she heard her wife's voice, and suddenly felt a taste of life and death, her heart couldn't help sinking, and she hurriedly said: "I'm fine." Don't think about me, take good care of yourself, as long as you are tough and tough, it is the best compensation for me. ”

Nan Binghuai's nose was sour, tears came out of his eyes, and he couldn't talk to his wife anymore.

Zhang Meina said again: "I see that your complexion is very bad this time, you must cherish your body." Since the victory of the Tianyan Project is in sight, you don't have to fight anymore in the future. ”

Nan Binhuai felt a sense of confusion, and hung up the phone gloomily because he had met his wife's request. He felt that death was all around him, ready to take his life. Although he has looked down on life and death, he has an unprecedented fear of death. Because at the moment there is still one step away from his dream. How to magnify the afterglow of your life as much as possible, and who can help you?

Helpless, he dialed the old doctor's phone again—

The old doctor did not relax his attention to him, but only so, in addition to paying tribute to him on the phone for his work to fight cancer, he also told him - "Your daughter Mengmeng contacted me again, I gave her some adjuvant treatment, I heard that she is also studying medicine, and will also give you some physiotherapy." I believe that under the care of your family, death will not take you. ”

"Affection?"

Nan Binghuai couldn't help moistening his eyes again. He felt that he was alive not only for the Sky Eye Project and the dream of exploring the mysteries of distant space, but also for the family affection from afar. Of course, the family affection from the surroundings supports him more tangibly.

Although Li Mengmeng has endured too much in her heart, she can barely hide everything. She has become indifferent to other people, and she is dedicated to taking care of Nan Binghuai.

She used her medical knowledge to collect various home remedies for Nan Binghuai, with only one purpose - to prolong his life.

With her care and help, Nan Binghuai overcame all kinds of severe pain in her body and worked with extraordinary perseverance... Fighting...

A few months have passed, and the Tianyan Project finally ushered in a milestone moment - September 25, 2016.

This is a day that can go down in history - Tianyan has finally passed the acceptance and officially entered the commissioning stage. This means that its functionality comes into play and it stands out from the sky.

At the moment when everyone involved in the construction of the project cheered and cheered, Li Mengmeng came to Nan Binghuai's office and stared at him happily.

"Uncle Nan, you've made it."

Nan Binghuai showed a good mental outlook and corrected her with a smile: "No, it should be our success, but more seriously, it is our country's success." In the field of high-tech, we have won another world first. ”

Li Mengmeng nodded: "Yes, this has greatly inspired the people of the whole country and has a far-reaching impact on the great rejuvenation of our nation." ”

Meng Meng is right. This eye is not only an eye for exploring the distant universe, but also a spiritual food to boost the morale of the people, because it allows China to look farther. ”

After Li Mengmeng thought about it with him, she changed the topic: "Uncle Nan, you have finally realized your dream, do you still want to do anything now?" Nan Binghuai looked very emotional: "I hope to take my wife to visit it, because this is my promise to her!" ”

"You... Did you notify Aunt Zhang that she was coming? ”

Nan Binghuai shook his head slowly: "Not yet, I've been busy with debugging recently." ”

"Didn't you say that commissioning would take years?"

"Yes, but we'll explore it in debugging and gradually maximize the capabilities of this big guy."

Li Mengmeng's heart moved: "Don't you want to rest yet?" ”

Nan Binghuai smiled indifferently: "I can breathe a sigh of relief, because the heavy responsibility of debugging work has been handed over to Xiao Zhu and others." I'm going to do a good job of mentoring now.

"Of course, how long I can work in the future is left to fate."

Li Mengmeng's heart sank: "Uncle Nan, since you have handed over the debugging work to Zhu Xu and them, then you should enjoy it now." ”

Nan Bing looked at her in surprise: "What do I enjoy?" ”

Li Mengmeng said emotionally: "Enjoy the touching of traveling with your relatives and enjoy the beauty of witnessing your dreams." ”

Nan Binghuai's heart was shocked: "You're right, I... I immediately contacted Mina. ”

At this moment, Nan Binghuai felt that he could see his wife again, so he dialed Zhang Meina's phone in front of Li Mengmeng-

(End of chapter)