25 Quarrels
"How did you do that? It's been so long that you can't even play even the most basic things? β
"Don't say that, it's hard to start from scratch, and people have worked hard."
"Who doesn't work hard? Damn, am I being lazy? β
"Can you calm down? Everyone has played since childhood, you still don't know what kind of person Mu Zheng is? β
"Don't you tell me if you don't do well? What time is it now? β
"I'm sorry, Xuexue, it's my problem, it's holding you back."
"Am I a dog? And the hind legs? β
"Huang Minxue, can you try it again? I'm not going to blow your head off! β
"Just say it, if you have the ability, you can make a small report and tell my parents!"
"Xu Mu, don't be angry. Xuexue is right, I should scold. β
"Isn't it strange that we're the only band on earth that doesn't have a bass player? If you look at the last military training performance, it's a joke! The more I talk, the more angry I become, Mu Zheng, who are you looking for me? Can he play bass? I can't play, I don't have this ability! I persuaded him to understand the concept of rock and roll first, and then if we continue like this, we will not even be as good as elementary school students, even kindergartens, and we will be disbanded and pulled down! Don't even have a face! β
Hearing this, Ye Ruiyang laughed, and we were so frightened that we quickly slipped away, for fear that the people in the piano room would hear it and come out to find someone.
After returning to school, we went to the classroom first, and found that the movie was so rotten that Ye Ruiyang said that he almost wanted to rush up and turn off the computer. So we slipped out again, wandered around the campus where no one was around, and before we knew it, we were at the door of the piano room.
They were definitely rehearsing, and we hid outside and listened for a while, and an argument broke out inside. However, Ye Ruiyang said not to care too much, the three of them have been together since they were children, and it is estimated that they have quarreled since childhood. And Huang Minxue's last words look fierce, but they are actually imitations of a classic interview with a well-known international player, which is somewhat joking. As outsiders, let's not get involved in other people's lives.
"But what if they get into a fight? I have heard that many people do not regard domestic violence as a crime, and just say that it is a matter between husband and wife, and outsiders should not take care of it. Miller asked.
"With Mu Zheng's physique, Huang Minxue dares to touch him? Beat him to the ground every minute. He let him, just like the puppy is particularly fierce, and the big dog is very docile. However, Mu Zheng's bass is really not good, and after listening to it for a while, he was shocked. If I am left alone, I must be embarrassed to talk back, unless it is Brother Chuan who scolds me. β
Hit on the ground? It's been a long time since I've been treated like this, and I miss it.
"But I really didn't expect Huang Minxue to speak so ugly to Mu Zheng. I thought they were like brothers. Well, I can understand why he's in such a hurry, but ......," Millet shook his head as if he knew something, "I really don't want to see things go this way." β
"What if it's a brother? In history, there are not many brothers who kill each other, didn't Li Shimin just kill his brother and his brother to become emperor, and ......" Ye Ruiyang began to talk again.
"Don't mention this!" Millet shouted at him.
"What's this? That's what it is! He was a little surprised, and continued, "Didn't we learn before......
"I said don't mention it, don't mention it, don't you understand?" Mi Le's shout raised another level, and it was already close to the voice of Huang Minxue speaking to Mu Zheng just now.
"What are you excited about? What do I have to do with you? β
"I told you to shut up, don't you understand human language?"
Just now, the three of us were happily chatting, and in an instant we quarreled, which was even worse than the people in the piano room. I froze in place, watching my two friends arguing on the empty path. It was like a nightmare, and it came unexpectedly and suddenly.
"I ...... I don't understand why you're arguing...... Miller, what the hell do you want to do? I tried to lighten the mood and reached out and patted them both.
"Kopeve! What do you not understand? As soon as Miller said this, I was completely stupid. It was probably just the first day I met him, and he called me that.
"You're on his to! You two do whatever you like, I don't want to see you anymore! With that, he turned and ran, and soon disappeared into the night.
When I came back to my senses, I realized why he was so angry, so I cried like a child who had made a big mistake, and confused Ye Ruiyang on the side. He didn't have a napkin with him, so he was so anxious that he dragged me around to find the bathroom, trying to let me wash my face. When I calmed down, we both sat down on the side of the road together, and although I was still twitching, I was able to speak.
Ye Ruiyang asked me what was going on. I said, Miller was trying to protect me. He didn't understand. I asked, are you an only child? He said yes. I said, I'm okay now, but not before.
He was so smart that he understood right away. He apologized to me, and I said it's okay, let's go and apologize to Miller. In fact, the fault is not Ye Ruiyang, but me. I'm so sluggish that I can't even see that someone else is protecting me.
I didn't contact him on my phone, so I guess he was still angry and didn't want to pay attention to me. Let's go to the dorm and find it. The room was pitch black, but as soon as I turned on the light, I saw him sitting at the table in the middle, turning his head away from us. We didn't dare to breathe, and we walked up and said sorry. He seemed to hesitate for a moment, then turned his face and said that it was none of Ye Ruiyang's business. So Ye Ruiyang went out very consciously and closed the door.
What is he going to do? Hit me to the ground? If so, I will not fight back, as long as he is no longer angry, I am willing to do anything.
"Ke Ke, no conscience, big idiot." He scolded me like that, and his voice was very small. I cried again. I know I let him down.
"Just know crying, is it useful to cry? Little crying cat. β
When he said this, I didn't know what to do, but I was still in tears.
"You said it to Boss Ye, I didn't tell anyone." He handed me a napkin.
Nod.
"But I didn't know what to do. He told so much about his brother, but he couldn't tell him directly, and he was afraid that you would be irritated. It's hard to die. But it looks like you didn't react at the time, so you should be fine, right? "It's kind of like a police interrogator.
Nod.
"Okay. I'm also a little too sensitive. I knew I wouldn't say anything, let me ask you, did I react too violently and reminded you of something again? β
Shake oneβs head.
"Then why are you crying?"
"I'm afraid you'll get angry and ignore me."
He punched me in the chest, like kittens in the same litter slapping each other with their soft paws.
"That's enough, I don't pay attention to you. And it shall be passed away, and shall not be brought up again. β
Nod.
When he said that, I was relieved. But if there really is a next time, will it be as easy as this one? The fate between people is limited and depends on the level of patience and tolerance for each other. The closer you get to a person's life, the more you find yourself different from him, and the mutual tolerance may be consumed little by little over time. When it is exhausted, people will be separated, and there will be no regrets and remorse left when separated. Except for our loved ones, because we are born with no choice, we can only endure each other until the day when we grow up and declare our independence.
How much did I waste today? Could it be that at the same time, Mu Zheng's trust in Huang Minxue is also melting a little bit? We have been moving away from our friends little by little every day of our lives, and now we are speeding up this process? I can't think about it.
"By the way, Ke Ke, I don't think I'm a little good, as if I don't respect you very much? Isn't it a bit like you're being 'problematic' or 'protecting animals'? Well...... I don't know if I will hurt you if I say this, but, I don't know much about it, what situation will make you think of Brother Xianxian? β
Miller is still looking for his own responsibility.
"To be honest, I don't know, sometimes it can be sad for no reason. But sometimes, like today, Boss Ye mentioned the matter between brothers, and I didn't think of Xianxian at all. β
"That's right. Then I'm a little wrong to blame you, let's not hold a grudge against each other. "He approached me, stuck his head over, and we touched our foreheads against each other.
"It's all my fault." I said, "Don't worry too much. I'm much better than I was two years ago. Even if I suddenly think that he will be sad, but I still have you. β
"Really?" He seemed pleasantly surprised, reaching out and hugging me, "Okay, you can say anything to me." β
"Hmm. Thank you so much for accommodating me. I'm really bad, I've been with me for two months, and I've hurt you a few times. β
"No, no." He hurriedly waved both hands, "A lot of misunderstandings, didn't we figure it out just now?" I didn't feel hurt at all. β
However, if a nail is put into a piece of wood, even if it is pulled out, will there still be traces? No one can be so unscrupulous, especially to the people around them. I've got to know better.
I hope Huang Minxue can also understand. Last time he was injured, Mu Zheng was more anxious than anyone else. Even if he doesn't play well, he shouldn't talk like that. Nothing hurts people more than the bad words of relatives and friends, not to mention that the words spoken are spilled water.
But why did my mom and dad and my sister lie to me? It occurred to me that I had an idea. They still lie to me and don't want to tell me what happened to Xianxian. Maybe they didn't do it out of malice, but it also made me feel like I had been nailed to my heart. Someday I'm going to figure it out. But I didn't talk to Miller about it today. Ye Ruiyang must still be waiting for us in the corridor. When he saw us coming out, he apologized again, saying that his brain was really short-circuited tonight, and he kept saying that he cared about human beings, but he didn't even treat his friends well. I saw that his eyes were a little red, and he was alone in the hallway for a long time.
I've never seen Ye Ruiyang cry, and I didn't even think he would cry. But from this night on, I should really think of him as one of my most important friends. The same may be true for Millet, and I think the two of them seem to be talking more naturally than before. Maybe a quarrel doesn't have to kill fate? If we can get to know each other and get closer to each other in this drastic way.
There is still some time. So we decided to go to the playground together to play football and warm up for tomorrow's game. The three of them finally got together again, talking and laughing.
"I must win Beichuan tomorrow, otherwise I'm really sorry for this school uniform. It's a derby. Ye Ruiyang looked like a torch, "Let them have a good look at the skills of the first Chinese people." β
"Your sense of substitution is too strong, Beichuan Middle School is our brother school, and the team members are also very friendly. You say like they're our mortal enemies. I said.
"You don't understand, it's 'bloodline'. If there is one person who is loyal to No. 1 Middle School, that person is me. If one day you see me wearing the uniform of Beichuan Middle School, you can kill me at any time. β
"Who did you learn this from? A thick translation tone. So what if Beichuan lets you enter their high school experimental class, gives you free tuition, and even gives you some scholarships? Miller asked.
"It's all a joke. If that's the case, I'm definitely thinking about going to Beichuan. If you look at the location of the school, it is the city center right outside, and there are universities, food streets, libraries, and cinemas next to it. When we went out, there was no one in the wilderness, the loess was flying all over the sky, and there were not a single bird, which was almost like going to prison. Besides, it's not my turn to talk about 'bloodline' and loyalty, and it's almost the same to talk about Mu Zheng and Huang Minxue, who graduated from a primary school attached to a middle school, and whose parents are both teachers of a middle school. β
"I know Huang Minxue's mother, but is Mu Zheng's father also a teacher in our school?" I asked.
"Actually, I guessed it, probably yes." Ye Ruiyang stuck out his tongue.
I really don't know what kind of person Mr. Zhou's husband is.
When I walked to the playground, I found that there were already three people kicking before we arrived. got closer, and found that it was the two "pure-blooded" people I just said, and Xu Mu was also there. It looks like the affair between them has also passed. So, as if nothing had happened, we were happy to play together again. I ran a long distance, Mu Zheng hurriedly told me to run less, maintain my fitness, and have a race tomorrow, but I can't stop, I just feel that running and breathing under the deep night sky is the happiest thing in the world. The wind poured into my throat, and I knew with great clarity that I was alive, alive with enthusiasm. Lying on the artificial turf, I saw the spoon-like Big Dipper. Perhaps it is precisely because we are far away from the hustle and bustle of the city center that this unobstructed and unpolluted sky will return to us the stars that have guided travelers in the dark for a long time.
It's good to live in this world. I just want to win tomorrow now.