"Why can't we, the spirits of all things, suffer as much as a small tree?" Write school stories about children's growth, and think about life and death from a child's perspective. Ke Peiwei, a first-year junior high school student at Jiang Yuan No. 1 Middle School, is a slow, withdrawn child, and under the influence of his younger brother Ke Peixian, who loves football, he has become a good goalkeeper. However, the younger brother has long since passed away, and the elder brother has never been able to get out of the haze of the past. It seems that nothing can attract his interest in life, and he is more afraid of contact with people. Miller, who is in the same dormitory, unexpectedly enters his life, and the two become best friends. Ke Peiwei gradually wants to "find the lost time" and find out the real cause of his brother's death, but he is still confused and does not act. Without the upside-down golden hook of "Football Player", in the ordinary and helpless story, would Sisyphus, who carries the curse and permanently pushes the boulder, be happy? "Holding the fountain of life in my hands, I only feel that it is fresh." In addition to the unbearable lightness and heaviness of life, literature may once again evoke love.