I almost had faith at one time, and I remember when I was younger.

When I was lonely and scared, I didn't ask my friends for help or comfort from my parents. Just nest in that little space of your own and bear it silently.

But for some reason, I lost the opportunity to continue to know God. I don't know why, but I suddenly desperately wanted to know about death. I was terrified of the dark, but I was fascinated by the mystery of it. I was intrigued by the land of the dead where the cold flames were churning.

I don't know if I learned to hate, but I learned to be jealous. I've learned to be kind, to be more sensitive to what I think is disrespectful from the outside world.

However, when I grew up, I seemed to be normal again, but what was it that led me not to be a happy depressed person?

Even now, I still don't have an answer.

The young man standing in front of him had a sincere smile on his face, and his eyes were pure and bright. For a moment, I could see the light on his face. I could not dislike his persuasion of me, but I could not resist the child-like smile on his energetic face.

Uther!

I stood in front of him, and suddenly something lit up in my heart.

"Your name is ...... Uther? ”

He smiled and nodded at me.

"Are you really Uther?"

He smiled and held out his hand to me. "You know me?"

I was stunned for a moment and said slowly, "I...... Should...... Get to know you! ”

That night, I slipped away quietly. But there seemed to be a fire burning in my heart.

Nothing to do with the Light.

The next day I went to that church again.

Shortly after I got into the corner, I saw Uther looking at me, and I saw him smile at me again. I touched my nose a little uncomfortably and lowered my head. But the guy walked straight to Felicia. I ducked to the side, but Felicia was already looking up at me.

It's embarrassing!

I secretly scolded Uther for being nosy.

I don't know if Felicia spotted me, but I did play an extraordinary level of concealment and escaped from the church.

Before sunset, I came to the church again. Felicia walked out of the church, and I watched as she slowly disappeared around the corner of the street. I sneaked inside before the church closed.

Sitting in the back row of the church, I watched the monks leave after their evening service. Uther was among them, and I got up and followed.

When I pushed open the door to Uther's room, he was kneeling in front of the altar and chanting. I drew my sword and pressed it against his vest.

He ignored me. After he muttered for a while, he slowly raised his head.

"Why don't you stab it in?" He spoke suddenly.

This question kept me at a loss for words. Why not pierce in? "Do you think I won't dare to stab in?"

Naturally, he stood up and turned around. "Why did you flee during the day?"

"He has a lot of problems, and I'm not running away."

"She knew it was you."

"You're too lenient, monk."

"I'm not a monk, Mr. Bill. I'm just a pastor. ”

"Whatever you are. How many Uthers are there in the church? ”

"It's just me."

"Hah! I thought Uther was a knight? ”

"Maybe you're looking for the wrong person, I'm a priest." He smiled.

"It's okay with the priest, it's enough for you to call Uther!"

"Did we know each other before?"

"No, but I know you, you and your ...... Future! ”

"You're talking so interestingly." Ignoring the sword I was holding, he turned and walked to the table. "Would you like tea?"

"Why aren't you afraid?"

"Why should I be afraid?" As he spoke, he poured a cup of tea.

"I'll cut off your ears."

"You're not going to do that."

"I will." I raised my sword and slashed at his face.

My sword stopped in front of him. "Why don't you hide?"

"Although your sword smells of blood, I know you won't do that."

"You know? Ha! You're too confident. ”

"I've got that confidence, Bill." He stood in front of me. "I know you're not a vicious person."

I lifted my foot and kicked him on the stomach and kicked him out.

"You didn't think of that." I scoffed at Uther, who I had kicked to the ground.

"I really didn't expect it, but your self-protection only shows your fear."

"Am I going to be scared? You say I'm going to be afraid of you? ”

"The fact that an animal shows its claws or its frightening side is not a sign of their courage, it is just a way for them to protect themselves."

"You're underwhelming."

"Mr. Bill, it's getting late, and my brothers are already resting, if you have any anger, we can change places."

"Hah! I can't ask for it. ”

He took me to the backyard of the church.

"Come, Messenger of Light, Child of Light." I teasingly nicknamed him.

"Violence doesn't solve the problem, brother."

"My brother is in a distant foreign land." I stuck my sword in the ground. "Come on, Uther. Show me the power of your Light! ”

"The power of the Light is in the heart." His eyes were resolute.

"If you can defeat the enemy with a mouth cannon, then there won't be so many deaths in the world!" I said and rushed forward.

He's about my height and looks muscular, but I overestimate him. I twisted my waist and grabbed him by the collar and jerked to the left, stopping his movement with my right foot. I threw him out.

I didn't continue to attack, I circled around him.

"You seem to be pretty good at fighting." He got up from the ground.

Flying up with a kick, I kicked over! He blocked my kick with his arm.

"But your sword has no home, just like your soul!" He's still chattering.

I pounced, tore his clothes with my left hand, and raised my right hand high and gave him a big mouth.

He was slapped in the face by me and staggered.

I didn't say anything, I just wanted to see how long he could give me. I stood there and watched him straighten up. He's still smiling!

What does this laugh mean? His face was sincere, and I didn't feel a hint of mockery in his smile. But that's not how a person should behave! I can't understand this kind of laughter, this kind of confidence, sincerity, bravery, isn't this a mockery of me?

I suddenly wanted to see his fear, to see the smile on his face that made me sigh and disgust because of fear.

I leaned in and punched him in the stomach.

Instead of kneeling, he bent over and stood as best he could. He held his stomach for a moment and straightened up.

"You're quite forbidden." I say. "Attack, Master Uther! Come on, attack! Hit me! My voice came out of my throat.

"Bill, your fists have only animal instincts, but the power is so hollow. You can't knock me out! ”

"Shut up! Shut up! I snarled and threw myself at him, a solid punch to his chin, and he staggered to the side.

He stood up again!

I flew up and kicked him straight in the stomach.

He grabbed my foot, and as soon as he stepped up, I felt a force push against my chest and face, and I was overturned.

Rolling on the spot, I got up. "Hah! That's it. That's right! Let me see your anger! I pounced again.

Uther didn't dodge, but put two arms around mine. I suddenly felt a loss of strength under my feet. I was thrown out!

"That's your power?" I said with a smile.

"The power of the Light." He said firmly.

"Then let me see how much power the Light can give you!" I roared and pounced again.

I won't show him any mercy at this point. I want to see what this young Uther is capable of, and I want to see what the legendary power of the Holy Light is like!

I gave my all with every kick, and I showed no mercy with every punch. Uther didn't attack, no matter how hard I punched him, he didn't attack and just tried his best to block and defuse my punches.

I stopped my flying fists and stood there looking at his swollen face. "Why don't you fight back? Do you think I won't dare to kill you?

"You...... You're not going to do that, Bill. ”

"Are you still so confident?"

"Yes, I'm sure you won't."

"You've disappointed me." I shook my head.

"I did what I had to do."

"Hah! Stupidity! I've never seen a fool like you! I yelled at him.

"Your sword is not soulless, your fist is not empty, you just lost your soul, you shouldn't be like this, Bill!"

"Fart! You pretend you know everything! Do you think you're a saint? ”

"Only those who have the warmth of the light can understand the coldness of others, and your cold heart is not frozen, is it?"

"You're still hard-mouthed."

"Felicia, tell me you're a good person."

"Your way of begging for mercy is really different!"

"Bill, your anger will lead you astray."

"You're talking too much! Priest! It looks like your face isn't swollen enough! "I kicked it over!

However, it was indeed me who was lying on the ground after this kick. I was tossed to the ground by him. He gave me a kick and he pushed me, and I felt a lot of power at that moment. That force wasn't a little, it pushed my whole body out.

"Looks like you're up to it!" I say. "Is this the power of the Light?"

"I apologize to you if I offended you."

"Are you begging for mercy?" I clenched my fists and walked over to him. "But I didn't see the light!"

"The light is in the heart! Bill! Just yesterday, I could feel that you were different. And at that moment, I felt the light of the Light, and the Light gave me instructions, and I felt His instructions! The Light is willing to accept you and your soul! ”

"Are you fucking stunned?" I grabbed his collar with both hands. "Arrogance! Arrogant! Do you want to help me? Why are you helping me? Do you know me well? "I tried to pick him up and slam him to the ground. But suddenly he reached out and pressed his hand on my chest.

When I was about to exert my strength, it seemed like a force was pressing my chest. I felt a tightness in my chest, and my hands lost strength in an instant.

I spread my hands and stepped back, but I felt out of breath and my chest hurt.

I clutched my chest and looked up at him.

At this moment, I seemed to see the light on his face again.