"Crazy, do you understand????

I still remember that the man started to roar as soon as I made the slightest big move.

I began to rebel.

I yelled at him, and he kicked me over the table.

The books were scattered all over the floor, and I held back my tears, but the tears kept falling.

My grades were slipping day by day.

Start indulging in Onmyoji, anime, and religion.

"Is this your rebellion, madman." Angelica didn't seem to be touched by what she heard, and she looked up haughtily. I glanced at her and saw the sadness in her eyes.

"Oh, I really can't stand such a sad picture, so I'll give you a hint."

"Ahn Kwon is watching you."

"Go on. Little fools. ”

Right now, what should I do, do I tell the truth or resist.

"If you want to resist, you're a madman."

Let's be honest.

Autumn 2014.

I shouldn't have been heard singing cabbage in my school dorm room at that time.

I became more and more addicted to games and novels.

My favorite thing to watch is ghost stories, because ghosts are better than people, and there is a saying that people's hearts are more terrible than ghosts.

One day, when I was holding my phone, I flipped to a song praising Lucifer, but that song was a hit song, a song sung by a popular star.

As a Christian, I immediately found an outlet.

I started by saying that Lucifer was a loser and a loser.

I scolded hard to hear.

This is what the poor must hate, forgive me.

Later, finally, I saw Lucifer.

Ahn Kwon and Safi saw that I was becoming more and more obsessed with religion, and they had disappeared from my eyes, and I began to draw crosses with black pens on the back of my hands, and kept and on, and on, and on.

Day after day, God finally heard my heart, and I saw an angel who looked like An Quan and Safavid. The strange thing is that every time they greet me since they appeared, although they are invisible, when they greet me happily, the originally noisy class is quiet.

It's as if I am the child of destiny.

My classmates next to me thought I was crazy and kicked my desk.

But I'm numb.

Unfortunate people always have an unfortunate fate.

"So what?"

So.

"You now know what your sin is."

"Taking so many things from God and fulfilling your dream of being a heroine, it's really a sin that deserves death, madman."

I deserved to die, but then Lucifer said that if he killed me, there would be no fun.

Lucifer may not kill me, but Ahn Kwon may kill me now.

"I can steal the stars and the moon, and I can find a needle under the sea, I am a legend."

"That's what you think."

Be.

I'm crazy.

So I'm stuck here.

So, I don't feel the love you've been talking about for so long.

What is love?

The secretion of dopamine is still the craving for Lucifer.

After all, he fell from the sky, falling down, a fallen angel.

Possess a perfect look and character.

It is better to be a king in hell than a servant in heaven.

“hetui。” Angelica spat at Xiao Yukui.

"You're disgusting."

"Cheap things, dare to say love."

I looked at her with tears in my face and angrily.

"Are you qualified to say love?" She squinted at me too.

"Relationship failures, family failures, love is something. Is it useful, can it solve everything for you? Lunatic. ”

So what do you think you should do?

"I'm not you, if it were me, I'd kill him."

But murder is a crime.

"It's as if you killed that man, the male classmate of Gao Ma University, and the whole class."

"If you want to poison." Angelica glared at Xiao Yukui fiercely. "They have a lot of ways to torture you."

You're crazy, whatever!

It's not easy for me to get to where I am today, and it's hard enough to live.

Are you my classmate, why do you know me so well?

"What do you shout loudly, in ancient times, if you shouted at a nobleman, you would be executed by Ling Chi."

"If you do this again, I'll make you lose sight of the last bit of hope."

Yes, I'm a coward, but I'm not stupid.

You say.

Oh, no, no, no, it's me who said the wrong thing, I'm sorry.

"You told Lucifer that Hell would be king." Angelica kindly reminded.

Later, I really went crazy.

I started to hear non-stop auditory hallucinations. Hearing the hallucination, Yin and Yang and Nothingness, and the Inner Dan bursting.

Then he saw Lucifer.

He has long blond hair and a neat white suit. It's still the appearance of a teenager, very handsome, and evil.

He asked me, do you want to be a test subject?

I said no.

He began to torture me.

Ask me if I want to sign a contract with him.

I said no.

So it started, and my school bullying got worse and worse.

Lucifer, please.

I kept begging for mercy.

I want to take the college entrance examination, I want to live a normal life, I want to find a good job, get married and have children.

Life is already hard.

Born human, I'm really sorry.

Then you jump off the stairs, he said.

I don't jump, why.

Syllable! A crisp slap and a loud voice trembled in my soul.

Do you think people will sympathize with a weak person or a strong person? He said.

This is the feudal bones left by the ancestors. He said.

"No one will sympathize for no reason, unless there is an exchange of interests, you don't even understand this, you really don't deserve sympathy." Angelica said.

My whole body was numb, and I stayed there.

Everyone is weird, in my opinion.

"Are you qualified to say that everyone is weird, that you have done something amazing for the world, that you are heroic, that you are working hard to live? What else will you do but mourn? ”

"Except that you are the author of life, the heroine, can you do whatever you want."

"Do you want to see who I am?"

"I'm you."

"Have you ever studied hard, you have relied on your ability but achieved nothing. Have you ever seen the stars at four o'clock in the morning at Harvard University, have you ever seen the butcher's knife raised by the enemy for the country, have you seen the butcher's knife confrontation raised by the ancestors of World War II against the enemy and their determination to defend you, what are you, you are a loser, a lowly madman. ”

But life is already so difficult.

"Then why don't you want to think about it, who is doing everything that you are fed and clothed now."

Later, because of Lucifer's coercion, I listened to the songs of popular stars every day, and they seemed to be very happy in the songs, but they lacked love.

At that time I scoffed at them.

Sell souls to Satan's scumbags, that's what I say.

"Uh-huh." Angelica let out a sobbing voice.

"Now you know who I am." Angelica's face was already full of tears.

"Maniac."