54. Devil Girl
"Madman, do you remember me?"
Three devil maidens appeared. They seemed to have no face, dangling in front of my eyes.
I turned to look at Angelica again, and her face was gone.
Rewind time again.
In 2014, summer, the flowers bloomed just right.
Just like Rabindranath Tagore's prose collection, life is like the splendor of summer flowers, and death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves.
But I can't seem to do everything that has been quiet for years.
I don't know those three girls, they seem to have burst into my world.
"But the three of us are not devils."
"Can you find the real devil?"
"If you talk nonsense again, I will ask Lilith to cut your tongues." Angelica said.
"What she can do, I can do."
"Why?"
"I'm standing on your left side, but it's like the Milky Way." Angelica said.
"Do you want to hold regrets until you grow old? Xiao Yukui. β
"It's not Angelica that we're afraid of, it's your outrageousness."
"We know you have superpowers."
"That's why Lucifer pestered you again and again."
"In the end, I found that people are perfect."
"But you're not, because your soul is missing, Prajnaparamita."
"You believe in Christianity all your life except for this life."
"In my previous life, I was a Buddhist child. Sister Flower in the Sky. β
The four faceless men kept talking.
"So every time you kill yourself, someone comes to save you."
"It could be karma."
"Accumulated blessings."
"But he said I was guilty, God."
Garbage, I'm just garbage.
Why am I so weak.
The three girls can't beat it, they can't beat the school bullying, and they try to defeat Lucifer.
"So, you know yourself."
"China has been growing for 5,000 years."
"Students, open the books."
It was a language class, with a black blackboard and a wooden-colored desk. And the top of the blackboard is written to study well and go up every day.
I still remember standing alone in the classroom.
I still remember being a loser.
I still remember the picture of the Japanese devil cutting off his head kept coming to mind, and the blood was rushing to study hard.
Can I have it all?
Syllable!
"Wrong." Angelica reminded.
So what's right? Is it bestial?
Shouldn't people be civilized?
"Angelica, you seem too civilized." The three faceless girls reminded.
"I'm annoyed." Angelica said
"Don't do that, Mistress Angelica, she's a stupid thing, there's no need to be angry."
"Let me do it."
"I'm sorry, Xiao Yukui, first acquaintance, my name is Lilit."
I'm sorry, Xiao Yukui, first acquaintance, my name is xxx.
That girl is cute, cute at first glance.
I can't remember the rest.
When has this world been so good.
I can't remember exactly.
I just remember that the three of them had a good relationship with me at the same table.
It's love.
I asked my mom why they were bullying me.
What the hell did I commit.
They are all using smartphones, but I am holding an elderly machine.
So much so that I was ridiculed.
So much so that three people bullied me, and I couldn't resist.
So much so that my only female friend wanted to stay away from me.
And I saw them saying, "There shall be something hateful about the wretched,
I saw that their behavior was drunk and dreaming of death.
I saw a black sunflower blooming in my heart, worms eating at the sunflower.
There is no intention to plant flowers and flowers, and there is no intention to plant willows and willows.
Hell row.
I don't know where I saw it, if you want to cultivate immortals, you must cultivate your mind.
I've always taken this as a practice.
I can't even make a living.
Every day, he curses these three women.
I wanted to have a good relationship with the ghosts, and then killed the three of them with the ghosts.
I felt like a devil.
I could even hear the jokes of the flowers on the other side, and the comforting laughter of seeing the flowers on campus.
The more cowardly and incompetent I became, the more reckless they became, and the more filthy they became.
I even made a pact with a ghost.
I want to be a real devil.
In a place where Safi and An Quan couldn't see, he secretly signed a contract and wrote his name.
Finally, when I graduated, the sky was full of paper waste.
They also gave me a seat in my seat.
I saw my seat piled high with books and the gray feathers of an angel.
I want to escape, but I can't escape. Lucifer said.
Is he a god or a demon, Lucifer.
I can still see the lively and cheerful appearance of those three girls, if I meet them, I will go far away, the loneliness hits my whole body, I will never want to run away again, I want to die.
I want to jump from the teacher's downstairs, and I heard them say that she once lived.
I don't know how I was defeated, due to the failure of the college entrance examination, my father and mother were constantly abusive, and I even wanted a divorce, of course, the main reason was because of my illness, I have schizophrenia.
I was crying so much that I had to stop when my tears dried up and my nose was completely blocked.
I was lying alone under the covers, wrapped in a quilt.
Ahn Kwon and Safi are gone, and the Seoki Lantern and Ibaraki Boy in the later Onmyoji comfort me in a youkai way.
The male protagonist in "Vampire Knight" can also move freely like a living person.
They all terrify me.
During my days at school, I couldn't sleep almost every night, and my mind was full of ghosts, and I thought I was mentally ill.
It wasn't until I was chatting with the ghosts that they said the three girls, the song had been written by Lucifer on the hit charts.
I went to see it, and it was called "Loser".
I was in the classroom and they said I was crazy and couldn't be saved.
Hiding from me like a plague god, I once thought that I did not exist in this world, that it was illusory.
"......" I was suddenly silent.
"Done?" The three girls said.
"What is there to cry about." One of the girls said.
"Yes, so you're ghosts, not my classmates."
"We are all you."
"Angelica has given you the best of her tenderness."
"yes."
"What do you think of An Quan, I'm curious."
"He? What's wrong with him?"
"The three of us are not the main culprits who have wronged you so much."
"There's someone else."
It doesn't matter, it's all gone.
Anyway, I've signed a contract with Lucifer now.
"Are you proud?"
No
"Smack!" βhetuiβ
"No one in this world cares about you except your parents."
"Fool."
"Big stupid, big stupid."
"Ahn Quan cares about you, Angelica cares about you, now."
"Do you know what profit value is?"
"The hustle and bustle of the world is all for profit, and the hustle and bustle of the world is for profit."
"You must have moved everyone's cake to be treated like this."
"Got it?"
"Damn, people like you, cowardly and incompetent and don't listen to persuasion, it's really damn damn, it's hard to trouble others, and I'm annoyed if others don't bother me."
"Smack!"
"Shoot you."
"An Quan must be full when he sees you like this."
"Ahn Kwon is lying on the roses now, Mary Sue bastard."
"Go and save him, heroine."
"Heroes save beauty, hahahahahaha."
"Two fools, stop laughing."