58. Activate the system

My memories are fragmented and shattered.

I just wanted to be discharged from the hospital to gather information about my mental illness.

Because my illness is a mystery.

Lucifer sat high on the memory garbage.

He was waiting for me.

I was wearing a white dress.

I was discharged from the hospital, and my mood was as good as sunshine.

Mom took me to the cafeteria for a buffet.

My mom is a teacher and my dad is a civil servant.

They often try to control me and overwhelm me.

"Goodbye, Princess Mary Sue." Yuuki finished the last wave of ghouls on the moon, and he quietly smoked a cigarette and looked out over the earth.

In the future, the laurel tree of Guanghan Palace will be very fragrant.

Chang'e hugged the moon rabbit and cried.

Because when Wu Gang cut down Gui, osmanthus flowers were scattered all over the ground.

In January, I took the high-speed train home and returned to my bed, which I familiarly imagined as a meadow, with the occasional warm wind blowing through. The starry sky twinkled in the dream, I lay on the grass and watched the scenery, for some reason, the dream broke into an uninvited guest, some green fireflies, I stood up in the dream.

See, him.

Safavid.

There was also a little angel, about seven or eight years old.

They were far away from me, with a river in between.

In my dream, it suddenly rained.

"Safavid!" I shouted.

"Come in and hide from the rain."

Every time it rains, the weather outside is not good, wet and ticking.

I want to settle them in a cave.

Because you can hear the rumbling thunder.

I suddenly opened my eyes, and it was the scissors that cut off the dream.

I said to myself that I wanted to see Ahn Kwon.

I closed my eyes.

I was lying in a small boat.

The boat swayed and swayed in the night sky.

The ship sprinkled starlight in the sky.

Jingle, Ahn Kwon is falling.

There are also so many angels, who fall like shooting stars.

Falling on the surface of a lake in the night sky.

In the middle of the lake lies a heart.

That's my heart.

Inadvertently, I remembered Howl's Moving Castle.

At that time, I made a wish when I was a child, and I wanted to become a dreamer.

A magician like Howl.

Later, I thought it was ridiculous, because I was already an adult.

It should pay attention to firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea, one meat and one vegetable.

Yes, I'm happy, Ahn Kwon, Safavid.

The dream ship came to the meadow where it was raining.

We meet in the cave.

Fireflies take shelter from the rain in caves.

It's a pity that I can't hold Safi.

Safi smiled, wanting to bite him.

But if you bite him, you can't see him.

We had a fire in the cave.

I was soaking wet.

And so do they.

I never tried to walk in a cave because it was dark and could suck in all the light.

Ahn Kwon and Safi beckoned to me and walked into the cave.

Only a seven or eight-year-old little angel remained.

I said to the little angel, don't go inside, you'll run into Lucifer.

It can be regarded as keeping the little angel.

Outside the cave, lightning and thunder roared.

I'm worried about putting it in the heart of the lake.

I teleported myself to the surface of the lake.

You can hear the sound of your heart pounding.

Suddenly I felt like the world was spinning.

Memory garbage dropped.

It's as if the world is about to collapse.

The little angel shouted, "Destroy them all!"

At that moment, I felt Lucifer's evil, and he seemed to be under my bed.

I often have nightmares when I sleep in the middle of the bed.

Suddenly, it occurred to me that Lucifer might have been in contact with me as a child.

So is Ahn Kwon.

I remember that there was a red camellia tree by the window in front of my house.

Ahn Quan was wearing a shirt of the same color as red camellia and black pants. Quietly looking at the red camellia.

At that time, he looked at the red camellia and suddenly smiled.

I just watched this beautiful picture quietly. So why should the good be destroyed?

At that time, I didn't know the class leader.

Everything was wonderful.

Beautiful rain.

Why don't I call Xiao Yukui?

The squad leader's name is Li Jiaxu.

A name as hot as the sun.

Jiaxu, son-in-law.

His name is nice, but it's cold, his heart.

I always think of him in the hot summer.

I always looked so lonely in front of him.

But always maintain a face.

He was with his classmates in groups.

Every time the teacher organizes a spring outing, there is him without me, and there is me without him.

It may be an ambiguous tacit understanding.

Maybe I was too stupid to find his heart.

Not me.

A spring outing with classmates to climb a mountain.

Looking at the whole city from the top of the hill, I liked it because I was a little afraid of heights.

Looking at the eagle soaring on the mountain, I remembered what the teacher said, to be a young eagle soaring in the sky.

Luckily, my grades were better enough to leave him and leave this place.

Make a pair of orphan chicks.

No one can kill me, and what doesn't kill me can only make me stronger.

Cyra told me that he never loved me.

"Why can't I (grades) surpass Xiao Yukui?"

I was giggling giggly in my seat.

But he wept.

I didn't understand what that meant.

Cyra whispered in my ear.

"Don't you think it's strange for boys to cry?"

I suddenly had an epiphany, it was a cold-blooded unwillingness.

Because I knew him, I observed him for six years.

I don't love him.

Lucifer is also sitting on the hill now, on the garbage mountain.

"Whether the system is activated or not, know more," he said. ”

I said, "Yes." ”

I love adventure.

I didn't get in, even though the seven or eight-year-old boy stopped me.

I entered Howl's castle and found it empty and disheveled.

It's like my heart.

"Cultivating the path begins with cultivating the mind."

Xiao Zhengtai's last words, he reluctantly ran away, he didn't want to come in.

I lit a cigarette.

What the hell is going on?

I drew a heart in a dusty place.

Let's go.

I went to the lake next to Howl's castle and looked at my face, which was already old.

Without Hal, it's up to you.

Don't be so sad, I say.

Tears have already flowed down my face.

Suddenly I smelled the scent of oranges, and I turned around and saw—

squad leader, Li Jiaxu.

Long time no see.

I opened my eyes, I didn't want to see him anymore, he seemed to be in a panic.

So forcibly shut down the imagination.

I shut it up again, and he's gone.

It was wonderful, I said, and then, in bed, I cried quietly, and the warm darkness in front of me made me fall asleep.

In the dream, I dreamed of Lucifer.

He said I love you, goodbye.

I shine in my dreams.

I said: Lucifer, terrible demon.

Then I woke up.

2:33 a.m.

I woke up in tears today and got used to it.

Why don't you go to a junior high school?

I say.

After breakfast, the original junior high school has become, a dangerous building.

The school is tucked away in a corner of the ancient city.

Because of development, it was going to be demolished.

It's like a collapse in an instant.

I looked at the school number, number 233.

Luckily it's not number 13, or number 666, I say.

The sea of bitterness is endless, and I said that since the system has been activated, it may be even more painful.

It's okay, a few tears.