Until the twelfth day, Tan Chuwei, who was originally gritting his teeth and stiffened, didn't know why his physical state suddenly took a turn for the worse, and his heart stopped beating in the interrogation room for a while.

Tan Chuwei, who couldn't even open her eyes, listened to the ambulance shouting in her ears, she closed her eyes, and thought to herself, it's okay to die like this.

……

Unwilling to do so? Of course.

Who is willing to be forced to end their life in their twenties?

I felt someone pounding my chest, I heard the sound of broken ribs, and my first reaction at this point was why the broken bone couldn't go straight into my heart.

I clearly felt that my life was being lost, I didn't expect that the near-death feeling was this feeling, and sure enough, I was still scared when I really experienced it.

If I don't go back alive, at least my body is still in Huaxia, at least I can rest in peace.

I'm dead, I'm ruined, my hand, I can't hold the scalpel anymore, I don't even know if I can keep it. I'm already scarred.

Death is an escape, and I just want to be cowardly freed.

My body was heavy all at once, and light at once.

Later, I learned that on the twenty-first day after I lost contact with me, on the twenty-first day after I was forced to confess, my country sent someone to pick me up.

When I was unconscious, I was carried out of the plane in a flat car, and it seemed that there were a lot of people picking me up that day, holding flowers and holding the national flag, and the airport was closed, and they gathered around the airport.

I don't remember all this, because I was dying at that time.

Later, I lay in the ICU for a long time, not only ordinary drugs, but I also didn't know how much to inject from the stomach tube.

Everyone thought I was going to die.

I thought so too.

……

I lay there, rarely awake, and even when I was awake, I couldn't open my eyes, I couldn't lift my hands.

I often have crying, familiar sounds in my ears.

During a wakefulness, I vaguely heard someone say my hand, what's wrong with my hand?

Oh, I almost forgot, my hand was dislocated and broken multiple times during this time, and it should be dead in name.

I never thought that there would be so many tricks to extract confessions from interrogation, as long as I am awake, those pictures are empty in my mind.

It hurts, it hurts all over my body, it hurts through the bones.

Because of my first two suicide attempts, they kept me under strict control, and I never got a third chance.

When I don't eat, they stick a fifty-centimeter stomach tube through my nose and they intimidate me with food.

The live rats were crushed into a bloody mess in front of me, and they poured them into my stomach tube in front of me.

They put me in the same airtight room as the dog who had been hungry for two days, they let me experience alternating hot and cold, they made me watch them dissect the prisoners.

……

As soon as I closed my eyes, I saw these images, and the pain came immediately.

I think...... If I could get back to my head and have the strength to lift my hand, I'd have pulled out my ventilator.

……

I don't know how many days I woke up.

For a long time afterward, I vomited uncontrollably when I saw meat, and during that period of time I was extremely repulsive to meat, and I was only willing to eat a little vegetable, and the doctor had no choice but to replenish my energy through infusion.

Because those few leaves can't support me at all.

The Transformation Pill is indeed magical, I was rescued, the wound is slowly healing, at least the surface has grown.

Later, they took me home and turned the fifth floor into a full-fledged private medical facility. I can't hold anything with my hands, I have to rely on people to feed me, my legs are not very good, and I have to use a wheelchair to go out, although I don't want to go out at all.

I heard that Brother Quan, no, it was Chu Jingzhou who lost contact abroad, he left Lao Tan in China, and resolutely rushed to country M to become the leader of the qiang target, and he lost his whereabouts in an assassination.

I also heard that the officials wanted me to attend an event next month, saying that it was to sing a song. was rejected by Lao Tan and Ms. Chu.

I know my body is healing and my heart is still bloody.

(End of chapter)