Chapter 54: Foolishness
Gu Rao has always behaved very lightly about everything, and she is also very casual, and it is the first time that she has shown such a deep appearance.
Beno was very distressed.
People who can understand these truths have generally experienced a lot, and some truths can only be deeply touched by experiencing them yourself.
What did she experience in the previous sixteen years?
It was the first time that Bei Ye wanted to know Gu Rao's past and know everything about her, but he was afraid that he would make her feel offended if he took the initiative to ask.
Aside from the name 'Anan' that she shouted in her confusion, she never mentioned her past, and she knew almost nothing about it.
She was reduced to the tooth shop, and it is conceivable that the past was unfortunate.
Maybe that's why she doesn't want to talk about it.
He really wanted to help her heal the previous scars, but he was reluctant to let her uncover the scars of the past, maybe one day in the future, she would open up to him and tell him everything about the past.
The two returned home.
Besano closed the courtyard door and put all the cloth in his hand on the table.
Gu Rao was a little curious.
"What are you doing with the courtyard door closed in broad daylight?"
Beno didn't answer her question, but walked up to her, bent down and hugged her tightly in his arms, and said in a muffled voice, "If there is any suffering in the future, I will help you bear it together." ”
Gu Rao was stunned.
How did this man suddenly become so sentimental? Suddenly hugged her, strange embarrassed, thinking so in his heart, but his hands honestly wrapped around his waist.
His head rubbed against his hard chest.
"Hmm."
She noticed that she had changed, she had always been a hot person on the outside and cold on the inside, and she seemed to be able to talk and laugh at anyone, but in fact, she had never let people enter her heart.
Not to mention such a strong desire to be close to someone.
However, now she likes to be close to Beye, even if it is just a simple hug, it will make her feel full of happiness.
The cold heart seemed to have become warm, and she didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing for her.
But she was reluctant to resist this feeling, and she didn't want to let Beye's sincerity go to waste.
Gu Rao believes in her own vision of seeing people.
Regardless of whether Beiye will change in the future, at least for now, he is sincere and hot to her, and the feeling of being with him will make Gu Rao feel very comfortable.
The experience of being a teenager made Gu Rao close her heart, and she never thought of binding an intimate relationship with anyone, but she married Beiye by mistake.
If it weren't for this crossing, perhaps she would rather die alone than let another person intervene in her life.
Perhaps, this rebirth is a gift from God to her, and Beiye is the most colorful of this gift.
Gu Rao suddenly found a problem.
Stretched out a hand and pressed it on Besano's chest, feeling the beating rhythm of his heart beneath his chest, then his brow furrowed, pushing the man who was holding him away.
Beno looked puzzled.
"What's wrong?"
Gu Rao snorted coldly.
"Why is your heart beating so calmly when you're holding me?"
Her heartbeat was racing just now, but the rhythm of his heartbeat has not changed, exactly the same as normal, does it mean that she was the only one who was making herself amorous just now?
Isn't the heartbeat of holding someone you like faster?
Doesn't he like her?
It's also possible.
He was kind to her, maybe just because, she happened to be his wife, and if someone else was his wife, he would be so good to that person.
The more I thought about it, the angrier I became.
He is only responsible for her, but she is cranky and almost self-defeating and sincere!
Damn it!
Gu Rao secretly made up her mind in her heart that she could no longer be deceived by the goodness he showed out of her sense of responsibility, and she had to recognize her position in his heart, whether she was a wife or a lover.
It was only when he really fell in love with her, and not out of duty that she decided whether she wanted to be with him for the rest of her life.
Such an idea is very selfish, but Gu Rao is such a person in the first place, she will always shrink herself in a turtle shell, and she will never come out when she is sure that she is absolutely safe.
Love first, lose first.
Gu Rao, steady!
Beiye didn't know, just in the blink of an eye, his wife thought so much, and she didn't know that the thoughts of the two people just now were not on the same channel at all.
"I can't be happy just thinking about how bad you've been in the past."
Holding Gu Rao's hand, he said with a smile, "I can't participate in your past, but in the days to come, I won't let you go through so many tribulations." ”
"We're all going to do well."
Gu Rao's heart inevitably quickened again.
"Hmm."
That's too good at talking, isn't it?
Just when Gu Rao was immersed in the pink bubbles, thinking about whether he would kiss him later, Beiye said seriously, "It's cold when you call the flower chicken, I'll go and warm it up for you." ”
Gu Rao, "......"
"Oh." Expressionless. JPG
Beiye thought that his wife had not eaten enough in the restaurant just now, so he hurriedly went to the kitchen to light the fire, heated the chicken called flower, and carefully peeled the cooked chicken from the bones and put it on the plate.
Gu Rao looked at the peeled chicken, and her mood was better, although Beiye was a little puzzled and often ruined the atmosphere, but he had always done a good job of being good to her.
"You eat together, I can't finish eating so much."
Beno shook his head.
"I was full just now, so I can't finish it and save it for the afternoon."
Gu Rao directly picked up a piece of chicken with chopsticks and stuffed it into Beiye's mouth, and then, he took a bite of it himself, gave Bei Ye a mouthful, and if he didn't eat it, he would pretend to be angry.
Beye deserves to be forced to be fed.
Gu Rao's expression was seen through.
"Don't think I don't know what you're thinking, you just want me to eat chicken in the afternoon, so you don't need me to cook, you can cook some by yourself."
Don't be wild, "......"
That's exactly what he thought.
Gu Rao said helplessly, "I'll get tired of eating chicken all the time." ”
"I'm really fine, the doctor said that it was good to recuperate, but he didn't say that I wouldn't do any work, you are making a little fuss."
"It's really not tiring to cook."
"I was tired a while ago because I just moved, and there are a lot of places to clean up inside and out, and now I don't have much work to do at home."
Besides, it's going to open the day after tomorrow, and tomorrow I'll make rice noodles, and he won't let her do anything like this, won't he be able to open the day after tomorrow?
Beno blamed himself, "It's all my fault for my bad cooking skills." ”
Gu Rao, "......"
Why is it always self-PUA!
Sometimes Don't be too wild, which makes Gu Rao a little embarrassed to bully him.
"How can I blame you for this?"
"Don't be presumptuous."
"Most men, let alone cooking, are not even lazy to light a fire, you are willing to take the initiative to learn to cook, and you are not afraid of being laughed at by others, you are already better than most men."
Don't think you're good, you just don't think you're good enough at anything.
"If I had the ability, you wouldn't have to run the house again, and you would have to find a way to do business and make money, and being my wife would have wronged you."
Gu Rao couldn't bear such sensational words, and when he said this, she had to think how good she was doing, in fact, shouldn't the couple work together for a better life?
Take the guest building that I visited today.
Although the proprietress has really poor cooking skills, Gu Rao can see that she has tried her best, and the boss is also very tolerant of his wife, none of them dislike anyone, and they are all trying to live their little life well.
"Not everyone is rich enough to live a life of being served."
"Moreover, you are a good hunter, and even if you hunt alone, we can live well."
"It's just that I don't want to be separated from you, and I don't want you to be in danger, so I choose to do business to make money and change a means of making a living."