Chen Xiang found that Wang Yan's QQ mood had changed again, and it was updated to: "If you can, you might as well turn yesterday's pain into tomorrow's happiness." Believe: As long as you live, you can witness greatness. “

Chen Xiang knew that the "red apricot entering the wall" incident had caused a great shadow on Wang Yan, but he didn't know that the impact was far beyond his imagination. That Wang Yan seemed to have been greatly stimulated, and he couldn't wait to find someone to talk about the so-called love and take revenge on Chen Xiang. But there are no ready-made "resources" around her, she wants to talk nonsense through the Internet, she is thirty years old, and no one talks to her.

It's so interesting, where our focus is, what we can see, what we encounter, is more of these things.

On Tuesday, when Wang Yan passed by the public playground of the community, she met Aunt Zhang in the community, and she stopped to say hello to Aunt Zhang. Wang Yan saw a tall boy, who was handsome and handsome.

Wang Yan still couldn't help but ask Aunt Zhang curiously, "Isn't it Tuesday today, why didn't this child go to school?" ”

Aunt Zhang whispered, "He doesn't go to school. The one next to him was his grandfather. His father had a mistress, and her mother was crazy, and the child was only one or two years old at the time, and her mother locked herself and the child in the house all day long, and did not let anyone in. The child poops and pees all in the house. ”

Wang Yan looked back at the boy, who was tall and handsome, just standing quietly to the side, his eyes as simple as a three-year-old child, watching others play intently.

Wang Yan asked, "Then why didn't his father come back and take the child away?" ”

Aunt Zhang said: "His father had a child with the mistress, and he was also a boy, and the girl didn't let him take it." He didn't come. The child's grandparents sent some food every day, but her mother dragged him to prevent his grandparents from taking the child away, nor did she send the child to school. When the child was a teenager, his mother was seriously mentally ill and was sent to an insane asylum, and since then he has been with his grandfather, who is not all seventeen years old. ”

Wang Yan became curious, but she still couldn't help asking, "Why don't the child's grandparents send the child to school?" ”

Aunt Zhang said, "His mother is crazy, and his father never cares anymore, and the woman pulls and never lets him go back here." It doesn't matter if his grandparents find a school for their children. His father never gave the old man money to spend. ”

This real story around Wang Yan was shocked. She could understand how the woman could go crazy, and she felt like she was about to collapse many times. When she is irritable, she will also take Rong Rong out of anger.

One day, Rong Rong was writing mental arithmetic, Wang Yan saw that she wrote many questions slowly, and it was wrong, so she wrote a 3+9 into the answer is 11. ”

Chen Xiang was in the room, getting a computer. He heard no sound. Rong Rong was scared, so he quickly erased the answer, rewrote it with mental arithmetic, and miswrote it as 11.Wang Yan suddenly seemed crazy, picked up the mental arithmetic and went to hit Rong Rong's little hand, "I call you stupid, call you wrong." You have no brains, and if you make a mistake again, I'll chop off your hand. ”

Rong Rong was frightened, her mother was not like this. She didn't know why her mother was the way she was. Chen Xiang ran over, pushed Wang Yan away, and shouted, "You are crazy." Go to the side. He turned around again and whispered to Rong Rong, "Come, Dad accompanies Rong Rong to do his homework." Let's revisit the question. Wang Yan suddenly felt that it was very abnormal for her to do that, but she just couldn't control herself, and sometimes, she even seemed to want to go crazy.

Another time, Chen Xiang came back and didn't see Yaoyao, he asked, "Why isn't Yaoyao here?" ”

Wang Yan said, "How do I know. You don't care about your own daughter, run to get a mistress, look for *, and let me help you take care of your nephew. Chen Xiang exploded angrily, "You say it again, you say it again, I'll slap you!" ”

Wang Yan said, "I'll just say, you're just looking for *, not *, can you marry someone else?" Just your! ”

"Smack!" Chen Xiang slapped Wang Yan hard, and Wang Yan immediately seemed to be crazy, picking up something to fight back, she couldn't beat Chen Xiang, Chen Xiang dragged her to the ground and yelled: "If you are so crazy again, you will die!" ”

Wang Yan rushed out of the door and jumped into the ditch on the side of the road without hesitation, it was very cold, after Wang Yan jumped in, she began to worry about whether there would be leeches in the ditch that she was afraid of, she only knew that the water was very dirty and smelly.

Chen Xiang didn't come to Wang Yan this time, the cold ditch water made Wang Yan calm down immediately, and she suddenly had an epiphany that she thought was reasonable: "Even if I divorce Chen Xiang, I will find another man, and other men may not be better than Chen Xiang." ”

Wang Yan thought again that if she and Chen Xiang divorced, Chen Xiang would definitely not be able to bear the loneliness and set up a new home, and the new daughter-in-law might not let Chen Xiang come to see Rongrong. If he is also crazy, what will Rong Rong do? Wang Yan decided not to dwell on Chen Xiang's derailment anymore and to move forward.

Only those who have experienced it know the pain and contradiction of "being betrayed". On the one hand, Wang Yan wants to improve herself, and on the other hand, she will still think about Chen Xiang and Zhang Lingling unexpectedly. Sometimes, when she had sex with Chen Xiang, she would even ask Chen Xiang how she did it with Zhang Lingling. Chen Xiang suddenly felt bored.

Chen Xiang lowered his face and asked Wang Yan: "What do you want to let me go?" “。

Wang Yan laughed and said, "I'll also go to the tall junior and junior and the fourth to cuckold you." ”

Chen Xiang said coldly: "If you don't feel ashamed, you can go." You did it, you see if I still want you. ”

Wang Yan has read a true story about a woman who opened a company with her husband. When the bitterness came, my husband found a lover again. Her husband admitted her mistake, she wanted to take revenge on her husband, went to the dance hall to seduce men, slept with different men, and finally lacked men and became gay. Child, followed the man. Such an ending is not what Wang Yan wants.

After tossing like this for more than a year, Wang Yan understood a truth: even if you lose Chen Xiang, you can't lose yourself. Don't destroy yourself because of Chen Xiang's betrayal. If he really retaliated against him with cheating, then Chen Xiang would regard himself as worthless, and that kind of behavior would undoubtedly be of no benefit to himself.

Moreover, Wang Yan felt that she could not seek death. She felt stupid that she had such thoughts. After all, their own parents, their own children, still need their own. In their world, they matter.

She also figured out a strange truth: this husband and wife met halfway, and there was nothing to miss. It's just that in the eyes of children, parents are one and should not be separated. For this, she decided to still live with Chen Xiang, so that for Rong Rong, the home was still complete. She can Chen Xiang look good, but she must not hurt Rongrong. Among the many psychological stories she has seen, there are many examples of mental illness because of the divorce of her parents. She felt that as a mother, she should be responsible for Rongrong.

When Wang Yan was idle, she recalled all the roads she had walked, from her childhood with memories, to meeting Chen Xiang after graduation, to her life after marriage. She found that here, she was indeed as Chen Xiang said, and she should also bear some responsibility. For example, when she obviously had no money, she shouldn't have agreed to Chen Xiang sending money home. This kind of self-sacrifice is, for parents who understand, filial piety. For unreasonable parents, it is because the children have too much money to spend, and they should give it. Obviously, Chen Xiang's parents do not belong to the kind of sensible.

However, this time it was a big deal. Wang Yan called Chen Xiang's parents, blaming them for not raising their son well and causing themselves to be deceived, she asked Chen Xiang's parents to call Chen Xiang and let her go. Chen Xiang's parents panicked when they knew that their daughter-in-law was going to divorce, and promised, "Wang Yan, don't divorce." Bitter child. We don't ask you for money anymore. You live a good life, and one day you have it, and you want to give it again. ”

Wang Yan felt that Chen Xiang's parents were still desirable, at least, they realized the trouble caused to the child. Parents are also human beings and make mistakes, so it's good that they can learn to summarize from life. What's more, Chen Xiang's problem mainly lies with Chen Xiang himself.

After Wang Yan realized these in his heart, he felt that it didn't matter whether Chen Xiang was with him or not. The important thing is that Chen Xiang is not a responsible person. It doesn't matter if it's beating, it's okay to scold. At least, Chen Xiang is willing to explain to her every time, and he still respects himself. Chen Xiang no longer works overtime on weekends, and goes home early to accompany Rongrong after work at night. Chen Xiang is trying to make up for it, and he is trying his best to do his duty. If he blindly grabbed his pigtails, Chen Xiang would turn from self-blame to indifference. There is a limit to everything.

What about Chen Xiang? Through this incident, Chen Xiang truly realized that what he needed was not flashy, but a real life.