Chen Xiang and Wang Yan quarreled more and more, but there were more and more exchanges, and Chen Xiang understood that this was a necessary pain. He decided to settle down and accept the "punishment." “

Just like Chen Xiang's own analysis, he said, "If Wang Yan found out late, if Wang Yan didn't make trouble." Maybe although he can't talk about love for Zhang Lingling, it's been a long time. Get used to it, maybe after all, Zhang Lingling is young and can coax. They literally separated. ”

Chen Xiang only said part of it right, and there was another part he didn't say, that is, he actually had a "cheating" a long time ago, but Wang Yan didn't know that the Zhang Lingling incident was just a *.

Chen Xiang pushed this part of his analysis of himself to most men, saying, "Idleness is wrong." I work well, and after being irritable, I want to find a gap. ”

Wang Yan believes that what Chen Xiang said is his true thoughts, but it is understandable but cannot be forgiven. Her reasoning was that problems should be identified and then addressed. If you tell the truth to your parents, they know that your income is not high, and they will not always reach out to ask for money from you Chen Xiang. There won't be so much right and wrong! You Chen Xiang is good, irritable, and find an outlet for yourself.

Just after she wrote an email copy to Zhang Lingling that time, Zhang Lingling also replied to her email soon after. The content of the email is:

Hello, sister.

Allow me to call you sister, you may be a few years older than me. Between me and Chen Xiang, it's not what you think. That night, Chen Xiang told me that you often quarrel and there are many conflicts at home. After reading your letter, I know that you are a reasonable person.

I grew up watching TV and crying when I saw my parents divorced and my children were helpless. Do not separate. I think Chen Xiang really loves you and your home. You give him a chance.

Zhang Lingling

When Wang Yan sent an email to Chen Xiang that time, she deliberately copied Zhang Lingling, in fact, there were two purposes, one was that she wanted Zhang Lingling to know the real Chen Xiang, and he suspected that Chen Xiang was pretending to be pitiful in front of others and pretending to be rich. Second, she judged that if Zhang Lingling knew Chen Xiang's real family and real economic situation, she would probably not choose Chen Xiang. Chen Xiang also knows what kind of person Zhang Lingling is. Is it really in love with him or not.

The content of Zhang Lingling's email somewhat made Wang Yan feel more comfortable. At least, she knew that their relationship had not yet reached a true friendship. It's just that in the current era, in a sexually open society, some things that men and women don't deny, they also like them.

Wang Yan asked Chen Xiang if he likes people, and people love you, so why don't you marry someone. Chen Xiang was like a thinker and said, "She's bullshit, it's all fake." If you really like me, you won't let me get a divorce. Will stand aside. So, Wang Yan knew that Zhang Lingling had the heart to raise Rongrong with Chen Xiang.

Wang Yan thinks that Zhang Lingling is also really moved by Chen Xiang. She said to Chen Xiang, "You are really not a thing, you still think about good things, if you don't get divorced, people will still guard you!" Chen Xiang said, "Men are different from women, and it is normal for men to have two or three of them. ”

Wang Yan said, "Fuck you normal, fuck you." In a matriarchal society, there is still polyandry. Their quarrel seemed to be a discussion. This incident prompted their originally peaceful marriage, which was almost speechless, to suddenly blow up again.

When Rong Rong was 7 years old, he was worried that he would not be able to take the entrance examination in Beijing in the future. Wang Yan resolutely sent Rongrong back to his hometown to study. And bought a house in his hometown city, so that the mother can pick up and drop off the children. Chen Xiang was against it, but he didn't want Wang Yan to be angry, so he relied on Wang Yan.

The child was studying at home, and Chen Xiang helped Yaoyao find a job in a furniture factory. There are only Chen Xiang and Wang Yan left in the family, just like when they first got together, and now it is the world of the two of them, but this world is not as simple as before.

There were almost no customers in the decoration department, and Wang Yan found another job. The applicant is a department head. There are comrades in the department who are reviewing and preparing for the civil service exam, and there are also those who are preparing for the MBA. Wang Yan's previous dream of going to graduate school was aroused again, after thinking about it, she felt that she was not young anymore, and there was no other way to develop herself, she still wanted to take the graduate school entrance examination, but the computer science, psychology or philosophy, such professional courses were not suitable for her age. In the past few years, I have been going to work sporadically and taking graduate school entrance examinations for many years. She decided to apply for business administration, which was less difficult and suitable for this age.

However, due to the long review of psychology, Wang Yan planned to try it again in the last year, but she failed again. She failed the psychology exam three times and decided to give up. Later, Wang Yan was admitted to business administration, which was in 2012.

Since then, Wang Yan's life has taken on some new elements, and slowly she has heard more stories and seen more people who are pursuing life. She felt that the pain she had was nothing, maybe without that pain, there would be no stimulation, and she would not have a chance to re-enter the campus.

Pain, sometimes, is also a gain.

As mentioned earlier, Rong Rong went back to his hometown to go to school, and the year Rong Rong went back to school was 2008. The reason why Wang Yan insisted on buying a house in her hometown in 2008 is known only to Wang Yan herself. She was just in case she broke up with Chen Xiang, she could go back to her hometown to live with Rongrong, and after experiencing pain, she decided to become more sensible.

However, there was something strange about her sanity. Since Wang Yan had studied psychology carefully, she knew a lot about the harm to her children after the divorce, so she decided to make some preparations in advance. In this way, if he divorces Chen Xiang one day, he can also minimize the pain of Rongrong.

When Rong Rong was young, he always muttered in front of Wang Yan, "Mom, you give me a little sister, give birth to a little sister to play with me." Wang Yan usually teases Rongrong, "My mother gave birth to a little sister, so I don't have time to take her, I don't have time to teach her to study." Rong Rong will say innocently and obediently, "I play with my sister, and I teach my little sister to learn." ”

Originally, Wang Yan didn't think about giving birth to a little sister, she thought that she had a child because she loved each other, and if she didn't love her, she didn't want to have his child at all. At this time, after Wang Yan analyzed Chen Xiang, her feelings towards him were conflicted, and she was not sure if there was any love in it, and if so, how much was it?

Now, Wang Yan began to seriously think about Rong Rong's naïve requirements. She decided to give Rong Rong a little sister, so that she would break up with Chen Xiang in the future. Rong Rong will not be alone, even if she is hurt, at least she has a sister to share with her.

Wang Yan thinks that this is a good preparation for the possible collapse of the marriage. She thought it was a different kind of sanity of love*.

In fact, just when Chen Xiang was thinking about re-consolidating his marriage, Wang Yan saw through the essence of marriage and was ready to "collapse" at any time. Although the two rarely mentioned the past, Wang Yan's tired heart had already made her decide not to rely on this man anymore.

"Qualitative change" makes people grow, and qualitative change also leaves hidden dangers.