302: Not a good omen
Xu Li nodded, put on the down jacket he brought, put on a hat, sat in a wheelchair, and pushed him over.
When the two of them passed, Su Bao happened to be awake, lying obediently in the incubator, holding a small fist in his mouth and squirming again and again.
Unlike the first two days when I was born, now that I have taken a bath, my complexion is better than before, and I even feel better.
He was wearing clothes that Xu Li carefully selected for him during her pregnancy.
"Shang Yan, do you think he is a little more like you, or is he a little more like me?"
"Like you."
"Really? Why can't I see it at all? ”
Shang Yan smiled, "When he is older, you will be able to see it." ”
Xu Li smiled, stared at the little man and whispered, "Subao, little Subao, you have to get better quickly, my mother really wants to hug you and kiss you." ”
Shang Yan put his arm around her shoulders and comforted her softly, "Soon we will be able to hug him, don't worry." ”
Yesterday, the doctor said that Su Bao's condition has improved a lot, and if it continues, he will be able to come out of the incubator when he is confined.
Xu Li nodded, "Well, Subao will get better and better." ”
Shang Yan, "You can't come out for too long, there will be a little wind in the corridor, you will get cold, let's go back, and come to see Subao tomorrow?" ”
She sat back in her wheelchair and her eyes fell on Crispy Treasure like a memory.
I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or because I'm uncomfortable, but when Xu Li and the others were about to disappear around the corner, Su Bao suddenly cried loudly, and his little belly rose and fell.
But outside, no crying could be heard.
Xu Li's heart suddenly twitched, the pain spread, she instinctively got up from the wheelchair, went back, lay on the glass, and watched anxiously as the nurse checked Su Bao's body.
"Crisp Treasure...... Crisp Treasure ...... Crisp Treasure. ”
She clenched her hands into fists and kept muttering the baby's name in her mouth.
Shang Yan returned and hugged her waist, looked at the situation inside, knew that she was worried, pursed her lips, and said in a low voice, "Ah Li, it's okay, it'll be fine." ”
Xu Li gritted her teeth, her eyes filled with tears.
Even if she is a first-time mother, how can she not feel bad when she sees her child suffer such a sin.
The nurse washed the milk powder and fed it to Subao, the crying stopped abruptly, and the little guy sucked the pacifier very strongly, and two tears flowed down from his eyes, which was very pitiful.
"Looks like I'm hungry." Shang Yan hooked his lips, "Crying so loudly when you're hungry, isn't it like when you were a child?" ”
Hearing this, Xu Li glared at him angrily and hit his chest with her elbow, "It's obviously like you, I was obedient when I was a child." ”
Shang Yan smiled, did not refute, and accompanied her here to watch Xiao Subao fall asleep after drinking milk before returning to the ward.
Since waking up, Xu Li has become silent, and only Su Bao can make her smile a little.
More often at night, I will have insomnia and will be awakened by nightmares.
Meng Chuning's jumping off the building was a big trauma for her, and it caused a big shadow to her.
Especially Meng Chuning's blurred appearance of flesh and blood was deeply imprinted in her mind, making her linger all the time, and even dreaming of the scene at that time from time to time in her dreams.
and all kinds of nightmares about Meng Chuning.
Before the confinement was released, Xu Li lost a lot of weight, and her spirit deteriorated.
Shang Yan knew that this was not a good sign.
"Arrange for a psychiatrist." Coming out of the ward, Shang Yan gently closed the door and said to Chen Mo.
Chen Mo was taken aback, he had come a lot during this time, and it was obvious that Xu Li's situation was getting more and more wrong.
The words postpartum depression popped into his mind.
"Yes, I'll arrange it now." Chen Mo's expression froze, and when he turned around, he had some doubts, "Sir, the consultation time ......?"
"After nine in the morning, after three in the afternoon."
"Yes."
————
When Xu Li first saw the psychiatrist, she was still a little resistant, and she lost her temper for this.
Later, after several days of persuasion and comfort by Shang Yan, and learning from the doctor that the crisp baby could come out of the incubator, Xu Li slowly accepted it in his heart.
The day before Su Bao came out, she was evaluated and treated by a psychiatrist.
The results of the assessment were what Shang Yan expected.
Moderate depression.
It's serious.
Although I have been prepared for a long time, now that I have heard the results with my own ears, it is a different feeling.
The feeling of suffocation that came to his face made him feel the pain of his internal organs for a moment.
When Xu Li heard this result, her eyes were still quiet, without any waves and ups and downs, as if the person on this report was not talking about her.
The psychiatrist is a returnee doctor, who is very famous in the circle, and of course, he has a great temper.
and Chen Mo are alumni, and the two have a good relationship.
When Shang Yan asked him to contact a psychiatrist before, Chen Mo was the first to think of him.
"Mr. Shang, take a step to speak."
Xiao Jiu looked at Xu Li, whose eyes were slightly dazed, and whispered to Shang Yan on the side.
Shang Yan pursed his lips, nodded, and walked out of the ward with him.
Xiao Jiu stopped at the end of the corridor and turned to look at Shang Yan, "Mr. Shang, I'll get straight to the point and say it directly." ”
"Mrs. Shang's current situation is not particularly serious, but the symptoms are not mild, she can't sleep all night, she doesn't like to laugh much, she is often in a daze, and she has nightmares...... Committed suicide. ”
Shang Yan's pupils twitched, and a trace of stunned flashed in his eyes.
Xiao Jiu didn't seem to see his reaction, and continued, "This is a psychological disorder, and her own anxiety, most of the reason is that she has experienced something that makes her remember deeply, and it is even difficult to forget, which has caused her a kind of psychological oppression and impact, plus she is now postpartum, and her hormone level is in a plummeting situation, and the mood swings at this time are also relatively large, so any little thing can stimulate her and affect her." ”
"May I take the liberty of asking, has something happened to Mrs. Shang lately?"
He paused for a moment and added, "As doctors, we will keep everything about the patient confidential and will not leak it out, and only by understanding the cause of Mrs. Shang's illness can I come up with a better treatment plan." ”
Shang Yan pursed his lips, he didn't plan to deliberately hide Meng Chuning's matter, so he briefly said the matter in a few words.
Before that incident, Xu Li herself was a little anxious about prenatal anxiety, but it was not as serious as it is now.
At night, as long as he holds her to comfort and comfort, she can still sleep peacefully, and in rare cases, she will wake up and adjust her mood.
But since the Meng Chuning incident, she has been in that state day after day.
He was really distressed when he saw it.
Xiao Jiu was very surprised, the news of Meng Chuning's suicide was reported by the police on the Internet, and he had also read this report.
But I never expected that there would be such an inside story in it.
He calmed down after being shocked, "Women during pregnancy are more emotional, emotional, and their minds will be more sensitive, and if something so big happens, they jump ...... in front of her."
As a man, it was hard for him to imagine how bloody and terrifying that scene was.
What's more, Xu Li was still a pregnant woman at that time, because she was born prematurely because of that incident.
One can imagine how big the shadow in her heart will be.
"Can it be cured?" Shang Yan pursed his lips and asked in a low voice.
"Of course, depression can be cured, but ...... The probability of recurrence of this kind of thing in the future is also very high, and it has a lot to do with the patient's own mood. ”
Xiao Jiu thought for a while, "Is Mrs. Shang breastfeeding at the moment?" ”
"No, the baby's milk powder."
"Won't you breastfeed in the future?"
Shang Yan was silent and didn't speak, so he listened to Xiao Jiu again, "If you start treatment now, I will prescribe some antidepressant medicine for Mrs. Shang to take, once you take medicine for treatment, it will not be suitable for breastfeeding anymore, and it will have an impact on the baby." ”
"If there is no drug treatment, only psychotherapy, cognitive therapy, and behavioral therapy will alleviate and alleviate the patient's condition, but this method cannot be effective at one time, and it should be gradual and not rushed."
"As I just said, Mrs. Shang's current development trend, if left unchecked, will slowly lead to suicidal psychology, especially when she can't sleep at night and is full of negative emotions, which is very depressing and painful for the patients themselves."
"It takes a lot of energy for her to fight against this emotion, which leads to more and more irritability, anxiety, and even a feeling that life is not interesting."
The more he listened, the tighter Shang Yan's brows wrinkled.
Subao has been in the incubator since she was born, and all she drinks is milk powder, Xu Li's milk is not much, and the confinement lady will massage her every day, but the milk squeezed out is not much, which is almost enough for Subao to have two meals.
"The treatment is according to Dr. Xiao's."
"Okay, there is another point, I need to remind Mr. Shang that Mrs. Shang's soul is more fragile now, so she must be more accompanied, encouraged, and comforted, and the environment should not be too quiet, nor too lively, which will affect her sleep at night, and also, don't say something in front of her that will stimulate her, including her name, she is ...... now It's going to be a lot more fragile than we think. ”
Shang Yan nodded and responded softly, "Hmm." ”
"Then I'll go back first, I have an appointment tomorrow morning, and I'll come over in the afternoon to arrange formal psychological treatment for Mrs. Shang." Xiao Jiu bowed slightly, and then walked away.
Shang Yan leaned against the wall, feeling a little heavy.
At this time, he wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he couldn't, and now Xu Li couldn't smell smoke, nor could he smell smoke.
And tomorrow the baby will come out of the incubator.
It was a few moments before he walked back to the ward.
"Bang!"
"Squeeze and squeeze, squeeze and squeeze if you can't squeeze out, do you know that it hurts? Go, let me go! ”
As soon as he walked to the door of the room, the sound of breaking the glass suddenly came from inside, accompanied by Xu Li's fierce hysterical scolding.
Shang Yan was stunned for a moment, and immediately pushed open the door and walked in, and what caught his eye was Xu Li standing on the edge of the bed with trembling shoulders, while Yuesao's sister-in-law was standing a few meters away from her, with a panicked and uneasy expression.
On the floor was a shattered glass breast pump.
"A-Li." He walked over quickly, grabbed her shoulders lightly, and whispered.
Xu Li slowly raised his eyes, the tails of his eyes were slightly red, and there was still a trace of anger under his eyes, when he saw him, that trace of anger immediately turned into grievances, and there was a bit of crying in his tone.
It's like a child who has been bullied outside and sees a parent who can support him complain.
"She hurt me."
Shang Yan's heart softened at that moment, gently took her into his arms, kissed her forehead, and soothed, "Well, I know, if it hurts, it won't squeeze, it's okay." ”
Listening to his light and gentle tone, Xu Li's nose was sour, snuggled into his arms, and sobbed quietly.
Seeing this, the moon lady didn't dare to make a sound, bent down to pick up the debris on the ground, cleaned it up again, and silently exited the room.
Xu Li's mood eased for a long time before he recovered, and he fell asleep directly when he was tired.
As soon as the sister-in-law arrived at the door with the fruit, Shang Yan walked out.
"Sir." Sister-in-law Yue said hello respectfully, moved her lips, and explained, "I'm really sorry to hurt Mrs. ......."
In fact, her strength didn't use much, it was still about the same as usual.
may have accidentally triggered a sensitive pain point for Xu Li, causing her to suddenly lose her temper.
She was also taken aback.
The day after Xu Li woke up, she was asked to take care of Xu Li's confinement.
Xu Li's first impression of her, although she was not particularly friendly and a little cold, she was still quite good, she didn't have any arrogance, and she spoke politely.
And she doesn't have to take care of the children, she just needs to take care of her.
Relatively speaking, the remuneration is high and there are few things, but she still cherishes this labor-management relationship.
"Her current condition is not very good, and her emotional control is not good, the psychiatrist said that it is postpartum depression, moderate, sister-in-law Wu, you are more involved." Shang Yan interrupted her lightly.
As a confinement lady, Sister-in-law Wu's professionalism is beyond doubt.
During this time, he also saw her dedication, and he was also very meticulous in taking care of Xu Li.
Xu Li's abnormality, Sister-in-law Wu also mentioned it to him a few days ago.
At that time, he intended to find a psychiatrist, but Xu Li was reluctant to see it and was particularly resistant.
Until those days, Xu Li always woke up crying at night, and the situation was getting worse and worse, and the sense of uneasiness in his heart became more and more obvious, and Sister-in-law Wu talked to him in private again.
Madame is a bit of a sign of postpartum depression.
Shang Yan's words surprised Sister-in-law Wu.
She thought that he would reproach her, and she was a little moved in her heart, but there was a worried look on her face, "Sir, this is serious, I know that Madame has no malicious intentions, I am to blame for this matter, you can rest assured, I will be more careful in the future, and I will take more care of Madame's emotions." ”
Shang Yan nodded, "Well, tomorrow Subao will come out of the incubator." ”
"I know that when the baby comes out tomorrow, Mrs. will definitely be happy, and having the company of the baby will definitely help Mrs. with her current condition."
Sister-in-law Wu looked at the tiredness between his eyebrows, and her eyes were stained with a trace of distress from the elders for the juniors.
"Madame's situation, you still need more companionship from Mr. in the future, you have to pay attention to your body, tonight, I'll guard Madame, you go back to take a shower and sleep, come back tomorrow morning, I'll call you if you have something."
Treasures, ask for monthly passes and recommended tickets, thank you
(End of chapter)