Sister-in-law Wu's proposal, Shang Yan didn't say much, only listened to half of it.

I went back to take a shower and took a nap.

When it was time for Xu Li to have dinner, he returned.

As soon as she pushed the door and walked in, she heard Xu Li's low and soft voice coming over, "Sister-in-law Wu, I'm sorry for the afternoon, I didn't mean to lose my temper with you." ”

When Sister-in-law Wu heard this, she was a little frightened, "Madam, don't say that, you didn't feel sorry for me, I was heavy in the afternoon, I did something wrong, you lost your temper with me, and it is normal to scold two sentences." ”

Xu Li pursed her lips, lowered her head, and did not take a stubble.

"Madam, I'm really fine, don't be like this, I feel uncomfortable. You just think it's supposed to be. ”

"Everyone is equal, and there is nothing that should or should not be done, even in the employment relationship."

"My good lady, I know that you have a good heart, I was really distracted this afternoon, and I shot a little heavier, you didn't care about me, you didn't fire me, you didn't complain about me, I'm already very grateful, you still blame yourself like this, I really don't have the face to continue to stay."

Sister-in-law Wu has been engaged in the confinement industry for so many years, and she has also been in contact with many postpartum depressed mothers.

People who suffer from depression are kind by nature.

Just like Xu Li, she felt guilty just because she lost her temper in the afternoon.

In addition to her own kindness, this kind of state of mind is also her sensitivity at the moment, which will infinitely magnify that self-blame and let herself fall into it.

Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, this is nothing, and it feels a little hypocritical.

But now Xu Li, who is suffering from moderate depression, is hypocritical and fragile.

Need pampering, comfort, encouragement, companionship.

Xu Li still didn't speak, maintaining the posture just now.

Sister-in-law Wu brought the prepared meal over and persuaded softly, "This is the fresh black chicken soup and assorted shrimp I brought from the confinement center in the evening, you can taste it, see if you like it or not, whether it suits your appetite." ”

"I don't have an appetite."

"Madam, it's okay if you don't eat something, think about it, the little master will come back tomorrow morning, if you don't eat, where will you have the strength to hug the little master."

The words 'little master' made Xu Li's expression slightly moved.

"Here you are, sir." As soon as Sister-in-law Wu looked up, she saw Shang Yan standing at the door, and immediately bowed her head.

Hearing this, Xu Li looked sideways, and Shang Yan walked over.

"Have you eaten?" She asked.

"Not yet."

"Then you can eat with me."

"Okay."

Sister-in-law Wu is also very discerning, and immediately moved a chair to the side, and she will basically prepare the weight of two people for every meal.

knew that Shang Yan would usually accompany Xu Li to dine in the hospital.

Watching them eat, she slowly withdrew from the room.

Shang Yan didn't hide it from her in the end, and told her Xiaojiu's diagnosis.

Xu Li moved her lips and did not speak.

The ward was quiet like this for a long time, Shang Yan put down his chopsticks, reached out to hold her hand, and said in a low voice, "Doctor Xiao said that it can be cured, and Su Bao and I will accompany you." ”

"Hmm." She replied softly, watching as his hand was squeezed by him.

"Ah Li, I'm here, and I'll always be there." His voice was also very light, a little hoarse, and even full of a hint of begging.

After listening to Xiao Jiu's words, it was false to say that he was not afraid.

He went back to take a shower, but he didn't sleep much, and his mind was like a slide, repeating Xiao Jiu's words.

It may be that the brain is too tired, and it looks like it doesn't take an hour to squint briefly.

"I know." Of course, Xu Li knew what he was worried about, grabbed his hand and slowly leaned on his shoulder, "Shang Yan, I won't." ”

For him, for the sake of Su Bao, she will not embark on the road of suicide.

She hasn't had a wedding with him yet, and she hasn't seen Su Bao grow up, so how can she be willing to leave!

Shang Yan put his arm around her shoulders, lowered his head and kissed her forehead.

As if waiting for her promise, the wisps of depression that had accumulated on his chest dissipated a lot, and his breathing became much easier.

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Before eight o'clock in the morning, Xu Li and Shang Yan were waiting outside the glass room.

Two nurses came out of it, one holding Subao and the other carrying Subao's daily necessities.

Just after feeding, Su Bao's small mouth was still squirming, and a pair of round eyes stared at Xu Li.

Xu Li's hand trembled, and she took him from the nurse's hand.

The little guy is small, soft, and feels a little heavier, as if it can hurt him.

The precautions that the nurse said sounded in her ears, Xu Li was stunned and didn't listen to a word, and looked at the crisp treasure in her arms with all her attention, her eyes becoming softer and softer.

"Crisp Treasure...... It's Mom. She muttered softly, with untiring joy.

Shang Yan listened to all the precautions word for word, and asked a few questions carefully, and then carried Xu Li back to the ward with his things.

The confinement sister-in-law has been waiting for a long time, and when they meet, she praised a few words of crisp treasure, she looks white and beautiful, where she looks like her father, and where she looks like her mother.

For parents, it's what they love to hear.

Xu Li and Shang Yan are no exception.

"Shang Yan, he's so well-behaved, hug him." Xu Li raised his eyes to look at Shang Yan.

Shang Yan pursed his lips and couldn't help but get nervous, but he didn't refuse.

Xu Li put the child in the crook of his arm, and the confinement lady guided him in the posture of holding the child, and after a while, Su Bao suddenly cried.

Shang Yan stiffened, and a rare trace of confusion flashed on his face.

Both of them are first-time parents, and they are a little flustered in the face of the child's crying, and the confinement lady took the child over to check it unhurriedly, and said with a smile, "Sir, madam, don't be nervous, the little master is uncomfortable, just wait for it to be replaced." ”

Next, the confinement lady cleaned the baby, wiped the oil, changed the diapers, and a series of actions came down, and the line was like flowing water.

Xu Li and Shang Yan were like good scholars watching from the side, very serious.

When he was comfortable, Xiao Subao fell asleep in the crib.

After nine o'clock, Shang Zhihuai and Han Qianyue came, first concerned about Xu Li's physical recovery, and then went to see his little grandson, and the two of them couldn't close their mouths with a smile.

Xiao Subao was still asleep, and they didn't wake him up, and they stayed until ten o'clock, and when they saw that Xu Li was sleepy, they left.

At noon, Xu Li took the bottle to feed Xiao Subao.

The old lady and Ge Qin came over with chicken soup.

As soon as they saw Subao, the old lady and Ge Qin were also very happy, and the two hugged Subao separately.

"Ah Yan, Ah Li is about to go out of confinement, do you plan to do this full moon wine?" The old lady teased for a while, then suddenly looked up and asked.

This matter was said when Shang Zhihuai and Han Qianyue came in the morning.

Shang Yan nodded, "Yes, Su Bao is the grandson of the Shang family, his full moon wine and first birthday banquet are indispensable, and my parents are already starting to choose a place to hold the banquet." ”

"That's good, we think the same way, Su Bao is the first child of you and Ah Li, and the eldest grandson of the merchant and the Xu family, I don't know how many people are staring at this full moon wine, I have to do it, and I have to do a special thing."

The old lady touched Subao's little hand and continued, "It's not easy for this kid, we can't treat him badly after staying in the incubator for so long." ”

"Ah Li's pregnancy was also hard, and she experienced ...... again" Halfway through, the old lady didn't continue.

"You and Ah Li didn't have a wedding, and this full moon wine is also a treat for her." Ge Qin took the conversation.

Xu Li didn't really care about these things, but she didn't refute them either.

The old lady was right, her little treasure deserved the best thing in the world.

Full moon wine, first birthday banquet, no one is missing.

After Subao fell asleep, Ge Qin and the old lady left.

Xu Li also took a break.

At around two o'clock, Xiaojiu came, and Xu Yi was also there.

He also just came back from Germany today, and he wanted to come back after hearing that Xu Li was born prematurely, but he couldn't get out of the way from that project, and he couldn't come back until the end.

After a few words, he saw the change in Xu Li, but before he could ask in detail, the psychiatrist came.

During the individual treatment, he and Shang Yan left the ward.

Shang Yan also knew what he was going to ask, so he said directly, "Moderate depression, without treatment and intervention, she will have suicidal tendencies, her mental condition is getting worse and worse, she has nightmares every night, and she can't sleep." ”

Xu Yi was a little stunned on his face, and he slowed down for a long time, "Because of that incident?" ”

"Meng Chuning jumped off the building in front of her, and she saw it."

"Shang Yan, this is your responsibility." Xu Yi knew that it was pointless to accuse him now, and things had already happened.

But as soon as he saw Xu Li's appearance just now, he couldn't help but feel distressed.

Obviously, before he went to Germany, she was fine, there was light in her eyes, and she loved to laugh so much.

But now, the bottom of his eyes is as calm as a pool of stagnant water, and the whole person is not energetic, let alone laughing, even a lot less.

"yes, I know." Shang Yan did not deny it.

It was indeed his responsibility.

If he had gone back to get her bag and asked her to wait where she was, or if he hadn't removed the bodyguards he had arranged for her before, this incident would not have happened at all.

Xu Li will not be tortured like this.

The two leaned against the walls on either side of the doorway, silently waiting.

More than an hour later, the door opened, Xiao Jiu walked out of it, Shang Yan and Xu Yi came up, "How is it?" ”

Xiao Jiu looked at them, and suddenly smiled, "Don't worry, the psychotherapy itself is gradual, it is impossible for me to say that Mrs. Shang is cured at one time, this is the antidepressant medication I prescribed to her, it is marked on it, just eat it according to what is written on it." ”

"The next treatment time, I am scheduled for the next Wednesday, how about the business?"

Shang Yanying, "Hmm. ”

"Okay, then I'll go first, feel free to call me if you have any questions." Xiao Jiu and them bowed slightly, and walked away.

The two of them came in one after the other, and Xu Li sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the sleeping Su Bao in the crib, her eyes were soft, but she looked godless and empty.

"Ah Li, how do you feel?" Shang Yan sat beside her, and Wen Sheng asked her about her thoughts on the first treatment.

Xu Li raised his eyes and showed a very shallow smile, "Well, it's good, Shang Yan, I want to eat strawberries." ”

"Okay, Chen Mo is on the way here, I'll ask him to bring it to you, what else do you want to eat?"

"Blueberries, green grapes, and oranges."

"Okay."

In the evening, Bai Junwen also came to visit Xu Li.

also fulfilled her previous promise, bought a pair of silver locks and sealed a big red envelope for Subao as a meeting gift, and held Subao to let Xu Li take several photos, just to send a circle of friends.

Loudly declared that he had a godson.

Pei Tingyu, who was far away in country F, happened to go to lunch after class and brushed Bai Jun's circle of friends.

Knowing that Xiao Subao came out of the incubator, he directly flashed a video to apply for it.

When Xu Li saw it, he picked it up directly, Pei Tingyu first asked about Xu Li's recovery, and then heard Bai Jun's voice teasing Su Bao, and he couldn't help it.

"Hurry up, show me Little Crisp Treasure."

The camera turned around, and Xiao Subao was lying obediently in Bai Jun's arms, her eyes were round, and her pink and tender little mouth was swishing, again and again, very cute.

"Ah, my baby godson, why are you so cute, godmother wants to hug you so much." Pei listened to Yu's long tail and sighed, "Do I want to take a leave of absence now and go back to see you?" ”

Xu Li knew that Pei Tingyu was definitely addicted.

She's hiding from someone right now, and there's no way she's going to come to Kyoto.

"By the way, Ah Li, you're about to be out of confinement, right? Will you do a full moon wine? ”

"Hmm." Xu Li responded softly.

"Hey, listen to Yu, my gift to my godson has already been delivered, what about yours?" Bai Junwen interjected and asked.

"Hmph, this still needs you to say, I was ready yesterday, and I sent the things back, it will take about five days to arrive, I thought you were about to be discharged from the hospital, so the address was filled in Jinyuan."

"Good. You've just finished class? Xu Li saw so many foreigners behind her, still holding plates, thinking that it was probably in the cafeteria.

"Yes, coming to the cafeteria for a meal is like a famine among refugees, ah, seriously, I miss Aunt Ye's sweet and sour pork ribs now, Uncle Lin's spicy beef, and my mother's sweet and sour fish."

As soon as he finished speaking, the door of the ward suddenly opened.

Xu Li's hand holding the mobile phone shook with the amplitude of her body, and she was originally facing the lens of Su Bao, and raised it in the direction of the door.

In the mirror is a long figure, dressed in a black suit.

"Big brother." Xu Li called softly.

Shang Yu nodded, with a gentle arc on his face, "Well, knowing that Subao came out of the incubator today, I'll come over and take a look." ”

With a slight turn of his eyes, he noticed the picture in Xu Li's mobile phone, and the delicate baby face that he hadn't seen for a long time came into his eyes without warning.

At that moment, his heart beat slightly, his pupils suffocated, and there was an unspeakable emotion slowly spreading in his heart.

It just so happened that Pei Tingyu on the other end of the video also saw him.

Originally, when she heard Xu Li's 'big brother', she thought it was Xu Yi, but when she saw that face, her face turned pale, almost out of instinct, and she quickly cut off the video.

Shang Yu's eyes sank, and he walked over.

Bai Junwen also noticed that the video on her mobile phone was cut off, and quickly raised her hand to press the phone down.

Xu Li was stunned, but immediately understood, and put away his mobile phone in time.

"The little guy looks pretty good." Shang Yu smiled and touched Xiao Subao's face.

"Little Subao, your uncle is here."

Bai Junwen smiled and raised the unengraved mark, Xu Li smiled lightly, "Do you want to hug the eldest brother?" ”

(End of chapter)