"If you just want to change history, why don't you talk to me? I mean...... When you first came to this era. Sinan Pei said, "You should understand...... Knowing some of my secrets, it would be wisest for you to talk to me. ”

Although he is not afraid that the wall has ears, Sinampei still adopts a more obscure statement.

“...... At the time, I thought it would be the most stupid. Do you know what you're like in the history books, my ancestors? I guess you can't even think of it. ”

Sinan Pei smiled bitterly: "I want to ...... History books must have portrayed me as a tyrant, right? sometimes think about it...... The thoughts in my head are really terrifying for people in this era. ”

Christina nodded: "It's really worthy of my ancestors, and it's really quite self-aware." But not as serious as a tyrant......"

"Then what kind of image am I?" Si Nanpei was quite curious. Everyone cares a lot about how future generations see themselves, and now that there is such an opportunity, Sinampe would like to ask Christina.

"Historian...... They say that you are an extremely benevolent person, but at the same time you are an extremely cruel person, and when you are a merchant or a nobleman, you are extremely cruel to the commoners, and you will drive them out of their rural homes to the cities, to the factories, and at the same time you will make some inexplicable magnanimous decrees against the nobles and merchants...... For example, factories that were originally built by the state are given to private individuals free of charge. You are happy to turn the nobles into the new capitalists - you can even give them a greater reward as long as they leave their fiefdoms and no longer threaten your rule. Some decrees are inexplicable, and sometimes everyone will oppose you, but if you make up your mind, except for your wife, Theresa the Capetian Queen. No one can persuade you. In short, you are a neurotic. ”

Sinampei shrugged. It seems that he has finally learned the so-called "dictatorship".

"But...... With the development of history, everyone seems to gradually understand that most of your instructions are correct, and the remaining part of the instructions are just too advanced and out of place. Childhood. I used to be curious about you, and it wasn't until I looked at my father's private library when I grew up that I understood everything...... You are also a traverser. ”

“...... You're right, Christina. Sinampei nodded.

"You're so generous to admit it?" Christina frowned.

"You're also a time-traveler, and you've already learned the truth through books...... I might try to cover it up in front of others, but it doesn't seem necessary to do so in front of you. Sinampei smiled kindly.

"Well, it seems that the historians are wrong, but you are the only one who is neurotic. I don't know if it's ...... It's been too much of a blow. Christina smiled wryly, "Just like you said in your own diary." ”

"Oh, I'm sorry. I haven't gotten into the habit of keeping a diary yet...... But I'll try to keep a diary in response to your words. Sinampei smiled a little forcefully.

He always felt that Christina was discussing another person with him, not himself.

It seems that the saying that time is a pig-killing knife is really not wrong......

"It can be seen that you and your ten thousand years, the 'Prince Si' who is praised by the world, are completely two people. Christina smiled equally forcefully, "I knew I should have had a good talk with you, but it's too late to say this now......"

"It's not too late, Christina. For your life. It's not too late, if you can let go of those heavy baggage...... If you devote yourself to a new life of your own. You can still have a happy life. Sinampei persuaded, "Listen to me, I am a person from the past, and what happened before crossing is by no means easier than your experience......

“...... What's the point of saying that now, my ancestors. Christian repeated the phrase again and again. "Perhaps, you were two years earlier...... No, it would have been nice to talk to me about this a year earlier. Now I'm afraid I won't even be able to find a new life......"

"Why?"

"Because...... Edward, he's dead. You can imagine. What would happen to you if Theresa died?" Christina stared into Sinampe's eyes with her empty eyes.

“...... You, what are you talking about?" Si Nanpei couldn't believe his ears.

"I thought, maybe, maybe, maybe I liked him, I'm sorry, I don't know what it's like to be in love, and I haven't been able to experience it in my life. But he died, and I felt like I was ...... all at once I also died, and I couldn't find a purpose to live...... After all, fate cannot be changed, and I have no way to erase the tragedy of my family, nor can I ...... Let the people I like live. ”

"That's not liking, liking is not necessarily love, you don't have to practice yourself like this! You're still young!" Si Nanpei was a little angry, but at the same time, he was more worried.

"You're not a few years older than me, my ancestors, and now we can talk from the perspective of our peers. Christina said seriously.

"......" Sinampei was silent, she was telling the truth.

"And, in the beginning, I helped him attack Capet, maybe just because I wanted to get out of that predetermined outcome, but then I felt that I was more trying to achieve his ideals......"

"Ideal? Is that an ideal? Just for his own honor, not to defend the motherland, but he wants to dominate the world and fights on the battlefield, what kind of hero is it, and what kind of real ideal is his ideal!" Si Nanpei shook his head.

"No, you haven't gotten to know that person closely, and that person may have a gentle heart hidden under his rough appearance, but he couldn't even kill his own brother...... Does he look like a real butcher or a hero? He holds the idea of stopping war with war, killing with killing......"

“...... Ridiculous, such an idea is ridiculous!" Sinampei didn't agree with this at all, "It's just as ridiculous as shouting 'I love God' while smashing the statue." ”

"No, it's different, isn't there another saying that if I don't go to hell, who will go to hell?" Christina stubbornly retorted, "he is the one who willingly goes to hell to achieve others." (To be continued......)