Chapter 60: Maybe Make Her Angry?
Sinampei felt that Christina's words were a little ridiculous, maybe a great monk would have the kind of consciousness that I don't go to hell and who will go to hell, but Edward, as a feudal ruler with so much blood on his hands, where is ...... Have this kind of awareness?
Who does he think he is? He is the one who has great compassion for the world, is he a Buddha?!
Everything he does is just satisfying his own selfish desires. It is no different from ordinary feudal rulers!
Si Nanpei thought, maybe he has this heavy ...... The great-granddaughter is really in love with the foreign crown prince.
“...... Do you know, my ancestors, you have ruined my life, ruined my childhood, and destroyed the hope of the rest of my life!" Christina said this, but there was no hatred in her tone, Sinampe didn't know whether she hated herself so much and hid this hatred in her heart, or whether she had completely despaired of life.
"I ...... I'm sorry......" Sinampe didn't know what to say. After hesitating for a long time, he finally said such a weak sentence.
"Does it make sense for you to say that? meaningless...... Christian repeated the words again, "there is no point, everything has no meaning...... My youth, my efforts...... My love, my hate...... It doesn't make any sense, I'm just a puppet manipulated by an evil god called fate. ”
Tears were already welling up in the corners of her eyes. Her sadness is simply not understandable...... At least that's what she thinks.
"Christina ......"
"Well, no more talk, Mr. Si. "I don't hate you, but don't comfort me with such clumsy words." Does it still make sense now?"
Christian repeats the phrase "meaningless" over and over again, as if she felt that her own life itself was equally meaningless.
"I ......" Si Nanpei opened his mouth, but in the end he couldn't say anything.
"I don't hate you because you're just like me. But it's just a pawn, the only difference is that you are a little luckier than me, and you will be the ruler of this country in the future, but ...... Essentially, we're not qualitatively different -- we're all just marionettes. One was liked by the master and got happiness, and the other was hated by the master and was disgusted and ruined. That's all it looks like...... "Christina looked at the sky again with tears in her eyes, "The god who is watching this world above the clouds is really an evil god. ”
“...... But, but all this is to get rid of gods and beliefs, to get rid of magic and other things that transcend themselves......" Sinampei recalled the books he had read, "everything is to promote the development of history." ”
"But me. My family was the last to die in the process! It was like being killed by the last bow and arrow in the last war! Why did my family fulfill this last mission? I don't accept it! Why don't you let someone else come! I hate the world!" Christina roared.
"Perhaps...... Maybe you should take a trip to Roman City. Take a trip to the Council of Wizards. Sinampe found that he could no longer communicate with Christina in any form, and that the poor girl was on the verge of collapse.
But he was worried about her intensely, and this contradictory feeling made him feel haggard.
So he retracted what he had just said: "Forget it." Or...... Why don't you go to Auvergne to recuperate for a while and relax?"
“...... Pointless. Christina snorted.
"That. Why don't you continue to live in this city of Pali? I think that after taking Theresa over, the two of you can have a companion too......" Sinampei said to himself.
“...... She and I have killed each other several times, although it is the relationship between ancestors and descendants, but are you really not afraid that I will kill her?" Christina said coldly.
"Don't be afraid. Sinampei shook his head. "I have been able to surrender my life to fate calmly, and since from the content of the language, Theresa will not encounter any danger, then I can naturally put you by her side. Not to mention...... Is there a real hatred between you? I don't think so...... Everything that has happened before can be forgiven, even when Henry knows who you are, he can forgive you as well. I think, in a sense, you are really similar to your ancestor Theresa, not only in appearance, but also in personality, but the environment you face is completely different, so you behave differently...... I think you must have a lot in common. ”
"Forgiveness, just because, am I your offspring?" Christina mocked.
"Why do you feel that?" Si Nanpei sighed, "Of course, I'm not denying this, I just feel that forgiveness should be something that every mentally mature adult should learn and can learn......"
“...... It seems that I am just a child in your eyes. Christina lowered her head and said sadly, "The age gap of four hundred years has made you see me as an ignorant child at all times and everywhere...... It's infuriating. ”
“...... You're not even eighteen years old, are you? Of course it's a child's age, and you're not even past puberty. Sinampei smiled kindly.
Although Cristina has been through a lot of things, he still can't help but see Cristina as a child. Although he is only a young man in his twenties, he is about to run for the third year, and he is also qualified to cast the eyes of an elder on Christina.
Moreover, isn't there a half-generation gap between him and Theresa? If it was a woman about his age, Sinampei felt that it would be difficult for him to play some "role-playing games" with her...... In his subconscious, he has always felt that allegiance to a little girl who is many years younger than himself is a very touching thing. He may not have realized it himself, but it was also true - as a young man, he was deeply affected by ACG culture.
"Kid...... I'm still a kid...... Fifteen is an adult!" Christina stood up and shouted angrily.
"Perhaps, for this girl, making her angry may be a way to rejuvenate her. (To be continued......)