Time went back, and Qiu Chengnan could only watch all this happen powerlessly.

Even if he was told that he could call his name, it was still useless.

Xiao Hao, I don't have this memory.

Qiu Chengnan continued to walk forward along the long river of time, but Xiao Hao, who had turned back time, cried for a while.

He looked to the side of the street with some confusion, and the night of ten o'clock swallowed up the whole street, and the streets were swallowed up by pitch darkness on both sides.

For some reason, Xiao Hao suddenly stopped being afraid of the dark, and even liked the darkness a little.

Fear comes from the unknown, and the darkness hides all kinds of unknowns, which is why people are afraid of the dark.

However, Xiao Hao was not afraid of the darkness at all, even if this darkness might swallow him.

But he's not afraid...

Even if you devour him, drain his life force like a shadow erosion...

It won't be worse than it is now.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a slight loosening of the door, and then, a creak, and an unfamiliar face spoke to him.

"Will you still be obedient in the future?"

Xiao Hao raised his head tremblingly, and a terrifying face appeared above his head, the whites of his eyes were bloodshot, and his facial muscles twitched.

There is nowhere else to go but here.

If you are under the fence, you must have the appearance of being under the fence.

"Yes..."

The next morning, Xiao Hao picked up the disc that was broken into pieces.

He tried to put it together, but the man's hand was so strong that the disc shattered into too many pieces, and the pieces were no longer complete.

Sending people under the fence does not deserve to have friends.

Xiao Hao took a deep breath and threw the disc into the trash can with his own hands.

Friends...

No, there is none.

I don't want it yet.

......

Qiu Chengnan walked forward a little numbly.

Something like this keeps repeating itself in Xiao Hao.

Even, he saw with his own eyes that after Xiao Hao was bullied, his father not only did not protect him, but choked his neck with his backhand.

Because, Xiao Hao caused him trouble.

Qiu Chengnan wanted to crush them to ashes, but this was history, even if he killed these people countless times, once time went back, nothing could be changed.

Who makes...

Xiao Hao is a boy.

The girl in his family is okay and has not been treated much violence, but the boy has to bear the catharsis of life pressure.

Xiao Hao is their punching bag.

Whoever lets the boy can't be beaten, at least that's what they think.

His parents always have countless excuses, the most classic of which is "filial piety under the stick".

It's really filial piety.

Even, he heard with his own ears that the shrew taught her children that which baby was treated with domestic violence and abuse, and his own family was already very good.

Then he kept emphasizing that which baby was so sensible and why he couldn't be more sensible.

People are more or less a bit of a double standard, which is inevitable, but it is good to have a face.

Compare other people's children and know the good comparison.

Compare other people's parents, and try to compare those who are more rubbish, so as to elevate yourself.

Even, Qiu Chengnan saw Xiao Hao cut off the flesh bump on his forehead with scissors.

He was an outsider, and his heart was so distressed that he burst into tears.

And his family blamed him for not cutting deep enough and not cutting off the tendons inside.

Blood runs down the wound and drips down the chin.

Xiao Hao wiped the blood, and the wound flowed out again.

He could only wipe mechanically, rubbing red pieces of paper, and his expression was numb.

Who made his forehead grow fleshy bumps?

It's all his fault.

Who made him often have stomach aches, often unwell physically, wasting money

This.

It's all his fault...

All the faults, it's because of him.

Who gave him birth, and if he died on the day he was born, then it would be fine, he would not waste money, and he would not be disobedient.

At the age of four, in accordance with history, Xiao Hao was abandoned without accident.

At this point, the label of "orphan" has been attached to him forever.

In the hustle and bustle of the city, Xiao Hao felt a dead silence.

Qiu Chengnan couldn't help it after all, and walked out of the shadows.

This time, his steps were no longer steady.

Obviously, Xiao Hao was numb, and there were no emotional fluctuations, but Qiu Chengnan's mood fluctuated greatly.

He half-knelt in front of Xiao Hao, draped the black windbreaker behind Xiao Hao, and then held him in his arms.

For some reason, Xiao Hao felt that the action he made of his trench coat was a little familiar...

Obviously, he had never met this person.

Xiao Hao was a little incomprehensible.

Why is the other party, a big man, sad to be like this?

At this time, Xiao Hao was just abandoned, and it was a sensitive and suspicious time, but he couldn't be suspicious of the person in front of him.

He could feel that the man was very sad.

Xiao Hao, who is at this age, can't understand this complex emotion.

Originally, he was still thinking about whether as long as he became an adult and grew up, he would not be so painful.

Seeing the strange man in front of him who collapsed with himself in his arms, I thought of those people who were hysterical...

He suddenly realized that life, life, may have always been like this.

Even when he grows up, it's still like this.

Xiao Hao pursed his lips, he didn't feel how disappointed he was in this world.

Because...

No matter how bad it is, it can't be any worse.

He was already at the lowest level, at the lowest point.

The road of life, which direction you go, is uphill.

Xiao Hao sighed softly, even if he was only four years old, he was like a little adult, patting Qiu Chengnan's back awkwardly to comfort him as much as possible.

The immature voice sounded in Qiu Chengnan's ears: "Don't cry... Don't cry..."

Xiao Hao could even feel the other party's trembling.

I don't know how many social beatings the other party has experienced before they will collapse in front of a strange child...

Suddenly, he heard a man's hoarse voice.

"You... Aren't you sad?"

Xiao Hao was a little puzzled, the other party knew his own business?

He snorted and laughed, "Don't be sad."

"Why?"

"Because it's my birthday wish this year."

Qiu Chengnan's body stiffened, thinking of the time and space he had seen in the past few years, he suddenly realized why Xiao Hao was not sad.

An orphan whose parents are still alive, and an orphan whose parents are absent...

At the very least, orphans whose parents are absent are spared beatings and verbal abuse.

Xiao Hao's thoughts, at this moment, Qiu Chengnan finally understood a little.

Ordinary children want everything.

I want to eat, I want to love.

When I grow up, I want power, I want money...

There are too many things you want, and you let your desires grow in hidden corners.

However, Xiao Hao didn't want anything.

He is not the kind of selfless saint who is willing to give everything.

But...

He doesn't want anything...

He lost the desire to "want", so that his emotions were much calmer, like a robot with the walking dead.

At this time, he was not good at disguise, which made Qiu Chengnan see the essence.

As an adult, he played an emotionally stable adult every day.

His acting skills are so superb that he has deceived not only everyone, but also himself.