In fact, lust is not a derogatory term, but a neutral word.

There are so many people who have too much desire that the word is being attacked undeservedly.

But when a person completely loses his desire and wants nothing, he will be dragged into the abyss of depression.

He wouldn't even want life.

Qiu Chengnan was a little uneasy.

True dragon-level energy flickered, time and space stood still, he found the chocolate that children love to eat, and then quickly returned to him, making time and space work again.

"Hungry, aren't you?" Qiu Chengnan took out a piece of chocolate from the pocket of his windbreaker, tore open the chocolate packaging bag with neat movements, handed the chocolate to Xiao Hao's eyes, looked into his eyes, and said as sincerely as possible, "Take a bite?"

Xiao Hao hesitated.

After all, children can't eat anything that strangers give them casually.

He still knows that.

Qiu Chengnan is not a person who has ever been a father, and he doesn't know how to coax children.

I can only explain to him clumsily that I am not a bad person.

Looking at the clumsy man in front of him, Xiao Hao didn't know why, and the mood of "happiness" appeared in his heart for a long time.

No matter how bad it is, how bad can it be?

He took the chocolate in Qiu Chengnan's hand, no matter how bad it was! Even if the other party is a bad person, he admits it!

It's a big deal to say goodbye to this world.

Anyway, he already had an "incurable disease".

Taking a bite of chocolate, Xiao Hao was stunned.

He rarely eats sweets, and he has never tasted chocolate, a high-end food.

Xiao Hao's eyes flashed with some kind of bright light, as if he had seen a new world!

In this world, there is still such delicious food!

Silky, fine cotton, thick chocolate, like tea, with a certain thickness and mellow aroma, after a slight bitterness...

That feeling of happiness is something that Xiao Hao rarely experiences.

Seeing the change in Xiao Hao's expression, Qiu Chengnan secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

Chocolate itself has antidepressant ingredients, which is why Qiu Chengnan chose this food.

Now it seems that the effect is not bad.

Xiao Hao's hand trembled a little, and he was not satisfied with one bite, for fear that Qiu Chengnan would rob it, and took another big bite.

The numb child's eyes lit up, and tears suddenly appeared in his eyes.

To him, Qiu Chengnan was a stranger.

He had never met this man.

However, this kind of kindness from strangers, no matter how cold Xiao Hao's heart is, it still touches the heartstrings.

Xiao Hao carefully felt the mellow aroma and sweetness in his mouth, hesitated for a moment, and handed the chocolate to Qiu Chengnan.

"You eat it too," Xiao Hao, who had a tangled face, added, "It's delicious..."

Qiu Chengnan's big hand wrapped Xiao Hao's little hand, held the chocolate steadily, and didn't care about the child's bite marks and saliva on the chocolate, and took a bite.

Xiao Hao hesitated, and his long-lost courage suddenly burst out.

"You... You can... Take me away?!"

Qiu Chengnan, who was eating chocolate, suddenly froze, and his whole person was like falling into an ice cave.

Looking at the stiff man, Xiao Hao also realized something.

Also.

He's just a little burden, a recognized liability.

even tried in vain that someone would take him away, and he had no b number in his heart.

Reality slapped him hard, Xiao Hao seemed to want to save something, and the water droplets slipped down his cheeks, pulling out an ugly smile.

He smiled a little forcefully, "I... I'm kidding..."

Xiao Hao withdrew his hand and lowered his head slightly: "Thank you..."

"Food... Very... It's delicious..."

He didn't even know that what he ate was called chocolate.

Qiu Chengnan still had half a piece of chocolate left in his hand, but Xiao Hao didn't have it

Nostalgia for chocolate.

He took off the long black trench coat he was draped over and returned it to Qiu Chengnan.

Then, in Qiu Chengnan's stunned gaze, he turned around and left.

He's got to have a b-number.

He doesn't deserve it...

He doesn't deserve it.

Obviously, reality has told him countless times, why is it boring to talk about himself.

At this moment, Xiao Hao suddenly became extremely disgusted with himself, and he was cheap and behaved.

People like him will be abandoned here, and they deserve it.

Qiu Chengnan's eyes should have been filled with the Milky Way and the starry sky, but at this time, there was a dead silence.

He...

I can't take it with me...

He really can't take it away!!

The long black trench coat was discarded on the ground, covered in dust.

Qiu Chengnan no longer had the calmness he used to have, grabbing his hair, as if he was suppressing something, and desperately breathing deeply to calm himself.

He didn't cry.

It's just that the undulating curvature of the chest is easy to mistake people for crying.

Closing his eyes with difficulty, the merciless river of history washes away this encounter, everything in the world seems to be a horse, and the bubble of fantasy is destined to burst...

Xiao Hao returned to the beginning of the encounter, and he looked at the empty dark place with some confusion.

In the dark corner, there is nothing.

Xiao Hao touched his stomach.

I'm so hungry...

He had no concept of time and had forgotten how long he hadn't eaten.

I'm so hungry and I want to eat.

He's so hungry!

He could feel that there was nothing in his stomach, and he was so hungry that he wanted to digest his internal organs, and his stomach throbbed for a while, and even his throat was a little sour.

Xiao Hao's eyes were red with hunger, and he walked to the dark place in the corner, looking for something to eat in the trash can.

For unknown food, Xiao Hao generally does not eat it.

But today, he saw a novel food in the trash can, and this food turned out to be black.

Hunger made him lose his mind, and he picked up the half of the chocolate that he didn't know who had eaten and stuffed it into his mouth.

The mellow aroma and sweetness of chocolate echoed in his mouth, and the feeling of happiness suddenly smashed the barrier of Xiao Hao's heart.

Delicious...

It's delicious!

How can there be such delicious food!!

The child squatted behind the sanitation bin, which was quite large for a four-year-old, with his back against the dirty building wall.

He felt like he was crouching there, and no one would see him.

As long as he is hiding in a dark corner, no one will know about him, and no one will find him, which means that no one will hurt him.

While chewing chocolate, Xiao Hao also saw a tattered black windbreaker thrown in the trash can.

The black trench coat was sticky with a lot of food residues, and Xiao Hao carefully took it out and wrapped it around himself.

A wide long black trench coat wrapped a four-year-old child tightly at once.

For some reason, the black trench coat gave him a sense of security.

As if the unborn baby was wrapped in amniotic fluid, this black trench coat actually brought him a sense of security!

Warm black trench coat.

Delicious black food.

Dark!

I love the dark!

Xiao Hao, who thought he was hiding well, didn't know that passers-by were overflowing with sympathy, but no one was willing to come forward to contact this dirty child.

Perhaps, he knew, he was very good at observing the faces of adults.

But...

He can pretend he doesn't know...