Chapter 6: Subtle Changes
As time passed, that event was faintly forgotten. Now that there is a faint autumn mood in the air, Gong Nan and I have spent so much time. Again, You Chuxue and his concubine You appeared in the study again. I walked out quietly and walked out alone, sat in the corridor of the gazebo for a while, and watched the early autumn scene everywhere. It's strange that she hasn't come out all this day, and Gong Nan Du hasn't called me in, and his wife and concubine don't usually stay here for a long time. I already have some indescribable sullenness, indescribable hollowness. Char walked over and saw You Chuxue standing beside him with a smile that he couldn't hide, taking care of everything for him, or grinding, or serving tea, or sorting out official documents, or handing him the books he needed, everything was very familiar, and the person who had been standing there would have no place, so I sat back in the corridor silently, looking into the distance with empty eyes."
Shouldn't he have called me? Didn't you say that you don't fit in with others? How could they replace the tacit understanding between us, but think about it again, those things are originally something that anyone can do, and the tacit understanding is not innate, it is something that everyone can run into, because this is how we run in little by little, isn't it? It doesn't matter if I'm there or not, anyone standing next to him can be. "There were familiar footsteps coming to the door, and I didn't even have to look to know who it was. I glanced up at Miyanami, who looked at me with a hint of evasion. I bowed my head expressionlessly. Waiting for him to say something, but in the end he walked in silently. Wronged for a while, anger went hand in hand, bumped into my heart, I walked in angrily and said coldly, "I'm a little unwell, go back first." The voice was indifferent and a little hoarse. What's wrong, is it serious? He asked mildly and concernedly, "It's okay." I looked up at him with a detached face, and separated us in the most relaxed tone. He stared at me like this, and then lowered his head gloomily. I looked at his instantly gloomy face with a hint of joy. I turned around and walked out dismissively, mercilessly leaving a back without the slightest nostalgia.
"Why are you back at this time, Miss?" "I'm a little tired, and I'll come back when Gong Nan Twilight is there too." "Who, who else is in the prince's study besides you." "You Chuxue, I don't know what's going on, I've been doing it today." "Then it's time for you to take a good rest, miss." The last one didn't hear the faint complaint in my tone, and just said happily. "Okay" I said with a happy smile on the surface, but my heart was still chaotic, Gong Nandu's gloomy face instantly lingered, I knew that it didn't matter, my alienation separated the relationship between us. It also separates the heart of Gong Nandu. But there is still a faint sense of anticipation and joy. But I never looked into what I was expecting.
The next day, I walked into the study with some trepidation, Adu was also there, and Gong Nandu's face didn't look very good. I walked over silently as if nothing had happened, doing my own thing, but he always deliberately avoided me, obviously unwilling to talk to me, these subtle emotions may not be visible to others, but no one knows Gong Nan Twilight better than me, he just told Adu about everything, not to look at me. I know it's yesterday's words that got angry with him, but I don't care about it, but he's still angry, I had to silently didn't say anything to do everything for him as usual, what needs or will be the first time to focus on him, Adu doesn't know Gong Nan Du very well, so these things are still easier for me to do with him, looking at Gong Nan Dui's cold face, I have a moment of illusion like returning to the beginning when we were together, inexplicably faint fear and anxiety, so more active and careful to cooperate with him, I watched his mood as I stood there grinding for him, with a little overwhelm on my face. For Gong Nandui, I am completely sincere to be on duty by his side, and I will be completely sincere to do things for him alone. There are no special ideas, and there are no other ideas.
But why do I dare to be so reckless with him? And how could I really care about anything? Gong Nandui looked at Leng Chiwan's intentions and the feeling of loneliness that she didn't know what to do, as well as the nervousness of lifting her heart to herself that she didn't even notice, and gradually felt a little reluctant and unbearable. She has always been not very good-tempered, all emotions will be hidden in her heart, never say anything on her lips, but she is silent in her heart so much that she is unwilling to say a word, this is her consistent character, used to pretending to be a strong appearance. The reason why she was like that yesterday was just because she was too close to herself, knowing that what she cared about was that I didn't call her, and it was someone else standing next to me, and she didn't care about herself as she appeared, so what did I have to be angry about, forget it. "Alright, that's it. Let's get these over there," Gong Nan said helplessly, with a gentle gentleness unique to me. I answered silently, only to find that my heart was suddenly settled, and some unnoticed sadness and uneasiness disappeared in an instant.
I'm used to being silent, but he's also used to not being able to pick and choose. We had to tacitly let this little friction disappear as if it hadn't happened, and we have always been consistent on this point, not caring about anything, and at the same time leaving nothing, just so faintly continued. On this day, Gong Nan Twilight told me that I was going to the front hall to see a guest and left, I was bored to read there for a while, and walked out, walking around alone in the courtyard near the study, but when I was about to return, I saw Gong Nan Twilight and Xi Luotong talking and laughing, I looked deeply twice, turned around and was about to leave quickly, I heard Gong Nan Dui's voice sounding in the back, "Late evening, let's taste the pastries sent by Luotong." "Okay." I stopped and waited for them to come along. I looked at Luotong's cold face without any expression of concern,
"The mint cake I made still tastes okay." Luo Tong said to me, her voice was her own cool tone. "Hmm" I smiled at her, and silently looked at the road ahead and stopped talking. Walking back to the study, the three of us sat at the table and chairs and used some pastries together, I looked at her faintly and said, "It's delicious." The corners of her mouth curved slightly, the smile was like nothing, and she didn't say anything, and after sitting for a while, Xi Luotong left alone. Gong Nan also walked back to the bookcase and told Adu to fetch his Xiao Lai, and I continued to sit there quietly tasting the pastries. Gong Nan glanced at me and blew lightly. I chewed on the pastry in my mouth and lowered my eyes. The sound of the flute came in a curling voice, shuttling and entwining in the quiet afternoon, and the sound of a tune was vividly poured into the ears. The sound is so clear and detailed. Densely wound to the heart. Although I don't know what the song is, the sincere love, the deep hesitation and the longing that has penetrated into my bone marrow have seeped into my blood. I just stared at the pastry and let go of my breathing,
After the song ended, Gong Nandu's voice seemed to be directed at himself and explained to the air around him, "This song is about a person who secretly fell in love with a kind-hearted and pure girl, but he was a little cowardly, and after discovering it, he was deeply hesitant and afraid to approach, and he always didn't have the courage to tell her that he was really in love with her, and he was even more afraid that he couldn't give her what she wanted, but he couldn't control his thoughts about her hair day and night. He always had his back to me, and I slowly raised my eyes and looked at Gong Nandu's back fixedly, a little in a trance, "Is this what you want to express?" If not, why is it just the two of us playing this tune? "Gently disguise his thoughts" No, he wants to blow it himself, and he thinks too much. How could it be?" I quickly hid my thoughts and walked out.
Early the next morning, someone came to pass the word: "I have seen the princess, the princess is waiting at the back door after breakfast." "What's the matter?" "The prince didn't command." "Okay." Waiting for the man to retreat, the last one explained, "Miss, the prince is going to lead everyone to accompany the concubine to Guangxiao Temple to offer incense today, I heard that it is for the concubine to get a son." "It was all meant to be." "Miss, when will you also add a little boy to the prince." "Last one, hurry up and clean up, don't delay time." "Yes." The last one neatly packed up his things and walked out with me. By the time we arrived, everyone was already standing there waiting. "I've seen the princess." Everyone bowed down in unison and saluted respectfully. "Get up." I replied with a faint smile.
Looking at Gong Nan Twilight again, he hesitated whether to salute him. He glanced at me and ordered everyone to get into the carriage in order, and I looked at the carriage in front of me, and my eyes sparkled at the horse. "Do you know how to ride a horse?" Gong Nan Twilight walked up to me and asked. "No, it won't." I smiled and replied, "Why are you so stupid?" I looked down and smiled embarrassedly. There are a lot of people going today, and I don't want the form to be too big, so I only arranged three carriages, so you can take a carriage with this king and Luotong. "Ao" I silently responded, Chu Xue and other wives and concubines have gotten into the carriage in order, I waited for Luotong to enter the carriage and settle down before stepping forward, he helped Luotong get into the carriage safely, turned around and walked to the front of me, slightly bent down, held his foot steady, lifted the sedan curtain with one hand, and said softly to me, "Come up." "Hmm" I quietly followed his hand and stepped into the carriage, I quietly ignored the excited and shining eyes of the last one next to me, "Gong Nandui is such an indifferent person, but he will set up the pedal for me and hold up the sedan curtain for me." I was also quite shocked and a little excited, but I also sat there calmly as if I didn't know anything. His face was still cold and detached, but he couldn't hide the slightest ripples in his eyes.
I quietly paid attention to the carriage of Gong Nandui and finally knew what a soft sedan chair was, and the lining of the sedan chair was also a good silk silk, with bursts of warmth, and a faint fragrance, I don't know if it was in the sedan chair itself or the smell of Luotong. If it floats like nothing, there is a fine mink under it, and the whole body feels soft from it, as if lying in the clouds, light and soft. The fur is delicate and smooth, with a bright luster. I looked at such a beautiful fur, lowered my eyes, gently locked my eyebrows, floated a shallow layer of melancholy, and slowly stretched out my palm to caress the layer of fluff, seriously feeling the slippery. "Sooner or later, it's worth more than you." Gong Nan twilight teased amused. When I heard the voice, I immediately looked at Gong Nan Du with a smile, stretched out my finger and pointed at him and raised my eyebrows. Xi Luotong sat there and smiled happily. This way the sedan chair walked unhurriedly, I sat on one side and looked at the outside of the sedan curtain with ethereal eyes, without focus with the speed change, Gong Nan Twilight looked at Leng Chiwan who had been looking out of the sedan chair and felt a little strange, she sat there quietly. Only a faint silhouette of the side face was left, as if she had never seen such a side, with an indifferent expression and melancholy eyes. There was a strong sense of distance around her, cutting off everyone from approach. She has a silent aura, mysterious and detached. People don't dare to approach, but they want to embrace her charm so much. Gong Nanwan looked at Leng Chiwan deeply and turned his face a little lonely, and a smile of loss condensed on his face.
After about two or three hours, the carriage finally stopped. Everyone got out of the carriage one after another. Sueichi had already stepped forward to support me with one hand, and Gong Nan Twilight stood there with Luotong in his arms, and I stood next to him and tilted my head to look at the temple, "You haven't been here, have you?" He asked softly, "Well, that's magnificent." I looked at him and smiled, a long staircase from the main entrance. The main entrance of Guangxiao Temple is wide and open to the outside, and the building structure that is faintly revealed inside is extremely rigorous, and the temple is majestic and magnificent. I also cheered up and looked at everything around me. Gong Nan Twilight always supported Xi Luotong to walk in front, me and Moichi followed closely behind, and everyone else followed behind us. I couldn't hide my excitement as I looked around, and from time to time I happily studied the scenery on the side of the road. The sun is warm and not dry, the autumn breeze is cool and not cold, and the air is rippling and rippling.
My hair fluttered silently, and I breathed the air of freedom comfortably and greedily, with a smile on my face that could not be hidden. "Sister You, the prince still loves Concubine Xi the most, you see that the prince doesn't care about the princess behind him, and the one he has always held in his arms is Concubine Xi." "Of course, from the time I came into the palace, I knew that Concubine Xi was the most favored, and the prince was very different from her, who could compare with her, what about the princess, we didn't know that there was such a princess before." "That's natural, even if the princess is in the study every day now, and the prince is the closest, it doesn't necessarily mean that the prince will like her. If she hadn't pretended to be stupid and ran out, how would I know who she was. Behind you, You Chuxue and their chattering overshadowed a loud voice, I pursed my lips in embarrassment and looked to the side, and roared silently in my heart, "I'm friends with Gong Nandu, okay, I won't be someone who has anything to do with him, why pay attention to me." ”
"Miss, don't be upset." At the end of the day, I looked away and gently comforted, "Oh, no, it's just a little embarrassing." "Embarrassing? Embarrassment what? The last one asked suspiciously. I looked at her and didn't say anything more, this should be difficult to explain to them, I glanced at Gong Nandui with a wandering look, but I accidentally bumped into his eyes that looked back at me. They didn't care about each other. When I arrived in the temple, under the leadership of the old host, I prayed for blessings in the major halls, and Gong Nan Twilight still knelt in front of the Buddha statue with Luotong to make incense and make a wish. I looked at the backs of the two of them and smiled faintly, in order to show my sincerity, Gong Nan Du led a large number of people up and down to incense in all kinds of Buddha halls. Each of his wives and concubines knelt in front of the gods and Buddhas to express their heartfelt words. I had no desire or wish, just respectfully lit incense as they looked, and then knelt down seriously and got up to finish. "Princess Niangniang, don't you think it's a bit perfunctory to kneel twice at will?" I raised my eyes and looked at Chu Xue quietly, she was still enchanting, with a hint of provocation and said, "The prince specially brought his sister to ask for a child, princess, you have to learn to dress if you are not happy, this is also praying for the prince, how can you hastily not express the heart of the prince and sister to the gods." ”
"Yes, you are really disrespectful, princess Niangniang, you are really disrespectful, blaspheming the gods, and it will also affect the prince and the side concubine." Shu Yan was full of gentle smiles, I looked at her delicate and good-looking little face, and looked at the cruelty hidden in her eyes. He said nonchalantly, "You want to do so much, do you have the spare heart to worship the Buddha?" "Oh, we also felt that something was wrong when we saw that the princess was so simple." Shu Yan's face was obviously a little unbearable, and he glanced at Gong Nan from time to time and said timidly. You Chuxue was still standing calmly on the side silently, but the surface was no longer as charming as before, and there was a deep shock in the eyes staring at me. "Oh, in front of the Buddha, piety is absent-minded, not more sincere than whom." I looked at the two of them and said modestly. "Ah, yes. Princess, you are right, it is the concubines who think too complicated. Shu Yan hurriedly left and right. Gong Nandui didn't speak but stared at Chu Xue with a somewhat indifferent expression, "Yes, the princess is sorry, it's the concubine's fault, I misunderstood you." Chu Xue looked at Gong Nandui's face and said reluctantly.
I was bored watching this, no one had to fight with them about anything, they didn't have to care about anything, and they never cared what they were saying to you behind their backs. I didn't think I was suitable for getting along with a large group of people in such a scene, so I simply turned around and looked at Gong Nan Du with an indifferent face, and his eyes looked at me and glanced outside. I immediately smiled faintly and walked out, leaving behind all the surprised eyes and sighs, Xi Luotong looked at the back of Leng Chiwan and left in a chic manner. "Last, let's go look elsewhere, I think there's a back door over there." "Okay, Miss, but we can't go too far, if we get lost, we will be in trouble and will delay the time to go back, and the prince will blame it." I walked slowly and didn't answer, and it was so liberating to come out like this and breathe in the fresh air.
I took two sticks of grass on the side of the road, handed them to the last one, and said with a smile, "This is a dog." "Ah, how did you know this, miss?" Sueichi took the grass and studied it back and forth, I looked at Moichi with some choking, and I didn't say anything for a long time, I put the dog in my mouth and continued to walk forward, and out of the back door were some small hills and depressions or something, and there were all kinds of unknown trees around, and there were some fruit trees that bore wild fruit in the middle of the hill. I trotted over happily with my skirt in my hand, and Suichi hurried to follow, and now there were many pear trees here and there were wild little green apples everywhere this season, and there were red hawthorns walking forward. I excitedly said to Sueichi, "Sueyi, there are so many wild fruits here, let's bring some back to them." "Miss, be careful, be careful of hurting yourself." "It's okay, no, how can it be so delicate," I said, standing on tiptoe and pulling down the hawthorn branch, I pulled it off with both hands, "Last, hurry up and pick those red ones." "Okay, miss, you must be careful." At the end, he hurriedly picked the hawthorn. I looked at the red dripping hawthorn with a bright smile on my face, and I couldn't help but lean in and kiss it. After picking the hawthorn, we ran over to pick the apples. "The last one, you go pick pears, I'll pick apples, and act separately." "Okay" Finally ran briskly, I carefully picked the little apples, and some of the height was out of reach, I simply jumped up to pick them.
Gong Nan Twilight was stunned and quietly looked at Chi Wan's figure, looking at the rare innocence and bright smile on her face, watching her stupidly kiss the hawthorn, watching her jump to reach the apple, and watching the white figure swaying lightly in front of her. Gong Nan Twilight was filled with deep satisfaction and warmth, "Why are you getting thinner and thinner?" While thinking about it, he stepped forward with a doting smile: "Late." "There is a wild fruit here in Gongnan Dusk, and it is a hawthorn." I happily pointed to the pile of red fruit and said, "Yes." Gong Nandui put her hands on her chest and looked into the distance with a gentle expression. Here's what I found. I said with pride and childishness. Gong Nan Du looked at me with a doting smile, I smiled at his bright smile and ran away to find the last one, Gong Nan Du also stepped forward, "Slave and maid see the prince." The last one knelt down timidly and said, "Get up." Gong Nan Du strode over and pulled the branch and picked it up.
I immediately followed him and followed the big pear he handed over, and he picked me while picking it and happily tossing it twice. It was almost enough, and the three of us looked at the large pile of wild fruits on the ground with some embarrassment, "Moyi, you take some and go back with Nan Dusk first, and then bring something over, I'll wait here." I looked at Gong Nan and said, Gong Nan Du turned his face and said, "It's okay, so be it." "But miss, it's not safe for you to be here alone." "It's okay, don't worry, you guys go and come back quickly." Looking at their departing backs, I happily sat on the grass and picked up the apple and nibbled on it. I waited for them in a bored walk and forth, and was bitten several times by the mosquitoes inside. I grabbed the floating cells and paced back and forth, but after a while, I finally saw their figures, Gong Nan Du and Xi Luotong walked side by side towards me, behind them were the respectful figures of the maids of Sueyi and Luotong, and then behind them were the two subordinates holding baskets.
I smiled as they approached and pretended to complain, "If you don't come again, I'll be bitten to death by mosquitoes." "I've seen the princess." Luotong leaned down and saluted respectfully. I looked into her eyes and shook my head, "These are all pets that I have on purpose." Although Gong Nan twilight teased, there was a trace of distress in his eyes. I looked at him amusedly, "There are still mosquitoes sucking your blood here?" Luo Tong said with a smile, "It's a big mosquito." I said lightly, picking up a red hawthorn and handing it to her. Luotong casually took it and wiped it and ate it, "What about mine?" Gong Nan Du looked at me and asked, "In her hand. I looked at him with my chin slightly raised. Luotong cast a faint gaze at me, blinked his eyelashes, his face was still cold, but there was a little free and easy smile in his eyes. I smiled and slowly lowered my eyes, removing the surprise in my eyes, "It turns out that it is the same as myself, well, very different." ”
Luotong felt a little uncomfortable because of greed, Gong Nan Twilight helped her and turned to me and said, "I'll take her back first, don't lose it in the back, and I'll come back to pick you up later." "yes, okay." Soichi and I followed quietly, it was already dark, and the sky was full of stars. The chirping of unknown insects in the hiding place. Gong Nandu's figure was already quickly submerged in front of us, and we couldn't keep up with it as we walked in a hurry, and we couldn't see them anymore at a turn. "Miss, which way shall we go?" The last one asked me in a panic, "Look at the footprints and follow the footprints." I said unusually calmly. There were no lights around and it was a little dark, and there were no people passing by, so it was surprisingly quiet, and the last one pulled me tightly. "It's okay, follow me." Dissolving in such black, it is easy for people to lose their mental defenses and mess up with themselves due to fear. But what I learned was nursing, and I was not sensitive to these, so I looked at the timid Moichi and calmly comforted him with a calm breath, "Go this way, go out quickly." He looked at me and nodded.
Along the way, I pulled the last one out cautiously and cautiously took her out, and finally saw the lights in the temple, I looked at the little face that had relaxed and pulled the corners of my mouth lightly, and slowly walked to the door to find a large group of people standing there looking around anxiously. Approached and stood under the eaves but didn't see Gong Nandui's figure, "The princess is back, where is the prince?" Hatsuyuki looked at me. Where have you gone, why are you so slow? Luotong walked over and asked quietly. You're walking too fast for a while to find no one, and we're kind of out of our way. I said with a smile and a deliberate annoyance. I waited for you in front for a long time, and I didn't see you coming, so I sent Luotong back and hurried back to look for you, but I didn't find you," suddenly Gong Nandu's loud and panicked voice came from the side, and he was looking at me with innocent and eager eyes, "I also went back to look for you, I don't believe you asked Luotong." I looked at Miyanami Twilight, who was as serious and eager to explain as a child,
Looking at a face full of eyes that was afraid of me being angry and was too concerned about suffocating slightly, I sighed softly and looked at him with a funny look in my eyes. "I don't blame him, what is he doing, why is he in such a hurry to explain?" I thought a little strangely, and it took a long time for Gong Nan Twilight to react and turned his face a little evasively. After a while, Gong Nandui had returned to his old cold tone and ordered, "It's time for us to go in and eat, the abbot has arranged a place to stay tonight, and we will leave for home tomorrow morning." "Lord Wang, please." "Abbot, please." Gong Nan Twilight glanced at me and walked in front of me alone, Luo Tong looked at his departing back and followed helplessly, I met the eyes of the first snow, her eyes locked tightly on me, and the empty pupils were puzzled and deeply jealous. It's like a whirlpool that has buried my whole being. Without saying a word, she twisted her body arrogantly and enchantingly and squeezed into the realm of Gong Nandu.
It was the first time I sat at the same table with Gong Nan and all his wives and concubines, and I watched all his wives and concubines look at him alone, adding piles of food to his bowl. Quietly listening to each other's flattery and gentleness to Gong Nan Dusk, Luo Tong and I sat there in silence and just silently sandwiched the nearby vegetables, and left with the last one after some hastily. "The food in the temple is light and unique, and it has a unique taste." "But you don't use much, miss." I smiled and didn't say anything more. Stand in the room that has been arranged. Although it is small but delicate and clean, it is all emerald bamboo in front of the bamboo window, and the mood suddenly brightens, but what flashes in my mind is Gong Nandui's anxious red face, thinking of his eager tone to explain, the corners of his mouth quietly rise, revealing curved eyebrows.
The next morning, everyone set off and rushed back to the house, and Shu Yan and Chu Xue dispersed. Gong Nan Twilight came over and told me, "I'm going to enter the palace, and there are some things that need to be discussed. "Okay" I looked at him and replied lightly, after Gong Nan Twilight left, only Luo Tong and me and Su Yi and her personal maid stood in place, I watched Luo Tong turn around and still look at Gong Nan Dui's departing back with warm eyes, so I quietly walked towards Liao Lengge with Mo Yi. I only walked slowly and casually in front, and gradually there was a sound of footsteps behind me, and then a white shadow appeared on my side. I didn't stop, just turned my head sideways and smiled at her detached, she looked at me with a pair of cold eyes and then shed a deep smile, but her cold and arrogant appearance really bloomed like a delicate white camellia that was forcibly embroidered, weird and gorgeous unreal. I felt a slight sense of strangeness in my heart.
We didn't speak, we walked silently side by side. The same forked intersection, Gong Nan and I also appeared here, looking at the fork in the road, she and I also turned around and left indifferently without saying anything. "Miss, what do you think of the side concubine?" I don't like this kind of topic and I don't like to talk about anything behind my back, I looked at Sueichi and didn't answer. "I mean, miss, do you like to get along with the side concubine?" "Don't hate it," I said quietly. On the other side, I don't know, Xi Luotong's personal maid An Sleeve couldn't help but ask, "Side Concubine Niangniang, do you ,,,, to the princess Niangniang" An Sleeve hesitated and didn't say it completely, Xi Luotong said without thinking, "Don't exclude." ”
As soon as I got back to my room, I lay down on my bed and fell into a deep sleep. At the same hour after dawn the next day, I had already packed up, and walked this strange and familiar path to the place that I no longer hated, and was about to walk to the corner, but I saw Gong Nan Twilight walking over from the other side, and we still had some distance, I almost instinctively hesitated, and I didn't want to catch up and even slowed down a little and missed it, but it was still on the same road, one after the other. I didn't hesitate to say, "Hey, look back." He turned to look at me slowly, his face was lazy and indifferent, I looked at him with a smile on his face, he didn't say a word and turned around indifferently and continued to walk forward, at the same speed that was neither fast nor slow. I continued to follow him happily at an unhurried pace, and didn't step forward to shorten the distance between us. However, he suddenly stopped where he was, turned his face to look at me, and said, "Go fast." I smiled happily at him and trotted two steps alongside him.
Then there was talk and laughter into the study together, in fact, after a busy period of time every day, I sat in front of my bookcase with a book in a quiet daze, "It's okay to cut these flowers, sprinkle a little water." Gong Nan Du looked at me bored and said jokingly. But I never take his request as a joke, I think it's just an attitude towards things, so I take a small kettle and spray each flower carefully, the fragrance of the lilies is too strong, I don't like it very much, so the lilies were replaced by me with a pure starry sky, leaving only a bunch of lilies lonely there. Gong Nan Twilight has never objected to my arbitrary teasing of these flowers, I stood on one side with the petals of the lily and sprinkled it seriously, Gong Nan Twilight walked in from the outside and looked at me with a smile on his face and said, "Water it well." I looked at his expression, pouted speechlessly, and smiled shyly, "Do you like the stars?" He asked with a smile on his lips, "Yes," I replied quietly, "Do you really like it?" After a while, he looked at me with inquiring eyes and asked, as if to penetrate directly into my heart. Hmm," I didn't shy away from his gaze, and looked at him lightly.
"Lord Wang, Shu Fengyi and Mrs. Shi are here." Adu suddenly stood at the door and said, "Let them all come in." Gong Nandui said with a blank face. The concubine has seen the prince and the princess. Two slender figures came into view. Shu Yan is no longer a stranger, but Mrs. Shi on the side is also a little concubine of the prince, it seems that I have appeared a few times but I have no impression, her figure is more slender than Shu Yan, but that face is not as good as any wife and concubine in Gong Nandui, and the most important thing in the palace is all kinds of beauties. There was always a cowardly expression on her somewhat green face, and there seemed to be a timid silence, "Sit down." Gong Nan Du said, "Yes" They responded gently and sat down at the table and chair next to them, Gong Nan Du no longer paid attention to any of them, just busy with their own things on the side, I casually glanced at them and looked at the book silently. "Princess Niangniang, don't mind coming over and chatting with the concubines." Shi Yingran's thin voice came.
I looked up at her and said, "Don't mind, what's your name?" "Later, I'll show you this book." Gong Nandui's warm voice interjected, I was stunned, so I had to get up and walk over and pick up the account book: "Are you sure it's accurate like this?" Isn't that troublesome? Don't you even think about it, it's a very simple question. "I looked at the familiar account book of simple multiplication and forgot about Gong Nan Dusk's counting problem for a while, and some of them crackled without concealment, Gong Nan Du looked at the account book and thought for a moment after hearing it." It seems that this is a bit excessive, how can he understand this? After I reacted, I looked at Gong Nan Du with some regret, he was still staring at the account book and was silent, I just wanted to correct him. Shu Yan stood up suddenly, raised his voice and said, "Princess Niangniang, you are too much, please pay attention to your wording,
How can you speak so to the prince, don't you know how to be humble and orderly? Is this your ancestral tutor? I lightly raised my eyelids and glanced at her, then turned around and walked away, picked up the book on the table and did not answer, "Princess Niangniang, even if the prince spoils you again, you must not forget your duty, and always remember your identity." Shu Yan continued to say sharply, "To remember your identity, you must at least start with yourself." I sat there and looked at the book calmly without raising my head and said coldly, "If you call her the princess, pay attention to what you say." Gong Nan Du said coldly, I looked back at Gong Nan Du in surprise, and smiled at him brightly. I didn't expect Gong Nan Du to say such a trivial matter, "But the prince, the concubine. . . Shu Yan immediately changed into a look of grievance and looked at Gong Nandui, and swallowed the words raw when she looked at Gong Nandui as if she had a layer of frost, "But Lord Wang, the tone of the princess is really inappropriate, she can't say that about you." Shi Yingran said again in a thin and soft voice. It's okay, she said I'm not like a normal person. Gong Nandui lowered his head with a faint doting tone. Shu Yan and Shi Yingran sat there in shock, but they didn't dare to say anything more, I lowered my eyes and silently curled the corners of my mouth, and my heart was warm, "Gong Nan Du is protecting my face, and he will pay attention to these things so carefully." I peeked at the side of Gong Nandu's face and thought to myself. Late, I'm going to see Lord Xiao in a while, and it just so happens that you and I are leaving, so you can go back first. "Okay," "It's okay, you can step back first." Gong Nandui looked at the two of them and said. Yes, the concubine retired. The two of them turned around and walked out in unison, and before leaving, Shu Yan still turned his head and glared at me hatefully.
After Miyanami and I finished cleaning up, we walked out side by side. "Do you know how long you've been in the palace?" Gong Nan Twilight suddenly spoke, and I shook my head quietly, "It's been more than three years. "So long?" "Do you remember your family?" "I don't remember, I don't know." "Will you ever ask me about your family and everything in the past?" Miyanami asked me casually. "None of that matters anymore. You said that the past will pass. I turned my face to him and said seriously. He looked at me and smiled self-deprecatingly. Walking slowly and reaching a fork in the road, the sky was dark and dark and pressed downward, and it was about to drip raindrops, "I'll go first." I said lightly, "I forgot something, I'll go to the study again, you can go back first." "Well, okay," I replied neatly, turning and walking down the path on the other side. Gong Nandui looked at Chi Wan's back without the slightest nostalgia, and a little bitterness lingered in her heart.
As soon as I walked for a short time, I saw Moichi running over with an umbrella, "Miss, it's about to rain, I remember that you hurried over without an umbrella." I took the umbrella in my last hand and smiled gently, "You go back first, I'll go back as I please." "Okay, Miss, be careful." At the end of the smile I obediently turned around and ran away, I like the cool smoke and rain, the mist everywhere and the raindrops splashing on the ground, always make me have a kind of warm sadness, I can't help but stand in the rain and want to get closer to them, the raindrops really fell, and gradually some fierce, I suddenly remembered that I turned around and left Gong Nandui without thinking, and he didn't bring an umbrella after such a heavy rain, I didn't even think to ask him, just now I directly ignored to let the last umbrella be handed to him, Gong Nan Du took care of me, why did he leave so ruthlessly without even saying a greeting. "Shall I go back and give him an umbrella? I'd better go back, am I too ruthless? But Xi Luotong should give him an umbrella. Why should I worry about this?" I stood still, struggling back and forth.
Time passed quickly in front of me, I looked at the rain curtain strung into a line and remembered the intriguing far-fetched smile of Gong Nan Twilight at the end, suddenly turned around, held up the umbrella with one hand, lifted the corner of the skirt with the other hand and ran quickly in the heavy rain, the fog around me evenly covered my face, all the way without stopping and running quickly to the door of the study, I stopped and took a deep breath, slowly pushed open the door and walked in. But there was no longer Gong Nandu's figure in the study, leaving only an empty room, as if ironically reminding me that no one would stay in place as soon as I turned around, I stood there silently and looked out of the door, and a sour sense of pity in my chest was churning uncontrollably. After a long time, I closed the door indifferently and left indifferently.