Chapter 7 Xi Luotong and I

Later, I will forget a lot of things, such as the sadness and unwillingness at the time, such as a moment's heartache, which will blur the original appearance after a long time, I have forgotten a lot of feelings and will not deliberately pursue those feelings that flow backwards, I haven't mentioned it, and probably forgot that this is something worth saying to Gong Nandu, all the reality that has happened between us is just a pause in the original moment, I don't care, he doesn't speak, we are still the same, Luotong came here more often, sometimes he came alone in the middle of the night, sometimes he was summoned by Gong Nandu, and sometimes he would come with Gong Nandu.

At about the end of the day, Adu suddenly ran in, "Lord Wang, General Feng's little son, Feng Eucalyptus, came to visit and was already waiting in the hall." "Well, I'll be right there." "Yes" Adu leaned over and withdrew, Gong Nandui stood up and prepared to go out, I looked at him and continued to hang his head to practice calligraphy, he suddenly hissed from between his teeth, I raised my head and saw him with one foot and one foot heavy, his eyebrows and eyes were twisted together, he opened his mouth childlike and inhaled, I couldn't help laughing and asked, "What's wrong with you?" "My feet hurt, my toes are frayed at the ends." He laughed as he walked out. I looked at him with a smile and left and lowered my head to concentrate on practicing calligraphy, and when I put down the pen, about a quarter of an hour had passed, and I suddenly remembered that Gong Nandu's feet were worn out, "I remember that I still had some skin trauma medicine at that time, so I'll help him bring it tomorrow." Thinking like this, I suddenly heard the sound of Luo Tong and Gong Nan Twilight talking outside, and when I raised my eyes, I saw them walking in one after the other.

I looked at them and only smiled slightly and turned my face away, the eagerness that I just remembered to bring him medicine was instantly deflated, and I sat there a little tired, as if a large piece of my heart was suddenly blocked by something, and all my confidence was completely drained, and I gave up the idea of bringing him medicine in an instant, and there were some mixed sourness rippling throughout my chest, "Gong Nandui, I don't want to bring you medicine, you have your side concubine." I thought about it and decided to give up. But another spirit, I suddenly woke up: "Xi Luotong is here, why don't I bring him medicine, these two have nothing to do with each other, we are also friends, why do I feel this way?" Luotong stood aside with Nandui, "Luotong, you go and sit." No need to stand here. He didn't raise his head, and said in a gentle tone. Okay, lord. Luotong smiled softly, I heard the voice and raised her eyes silently, she is so in love with Gong Nandu,

Xi Luotong walked over and looked around, probably not wanting to sit at the table and chair in the distance. I looked up at her, and she also stood there and looked back at me calmly, "Adu, you can help me add another chair." "Yes, Princess." Adu quickly moved a chair and placed it next to my bookcase, and she walked over and sat next to me and smiled softly at me, "What are you going to do?" Reading a book or? "Give me a book." She still has a cool tone. I casually took a copy of the Book of Songs and handed it to her, she saw the name of the book, only her eyebrows did not leak, and she raised slightly, "Thank you" "You're welcome," I said detachedly. Luotong is a very cold person, she almost does not have any emotions exposed, but I know her very well, looking at her can see through everything about her, I never delve into the subtle feelings between me and her, she reads quietly, I silently practice calligraphy, Gong Nan Twilight is there to deal with the matter at hand, the room is quiet and comfortable.

It was already late, and Xi Luotong suddenly got up, "Lord, the concubine will go back first and prepare dinner for you to come over tonight." "I'll go back with you, and I'll go with you." Gong Nandui got up and looked at me and asked what I meant, "You guys go first, it's still early, I'll practice calligraphy again." I said lightly, "Okay, I won't come here tomorrow, and my legs and feet are inconvenient to rest." Gong Nan Du chuckled and said, "Well, I'll come and check the account book myself." I didn't look up and came back, and when I heard their footsteps in the distance, I still sat there quietly and concentrated on copying the scriptures. Before I knew it, the room was quietly covered with a layer of dim and thin light, and I looked up at the sky outside and saw that there was already a trance before I slowly got up and walked out.

The next day, after breakfast, I came to the study with the last one slowly, I was sitting there and was seriously looking at the month's account book, but a familiar footstep came from me, I looked up and saw the figure of Gong Nan Twilight a little surprised, and then regained calm for a moment, "Didn't you say you couldn't come?" He limped slightly, walked over, and said with some curtleness: "It's okay, just come and have a look." I nodded, and silently looked down at the book. Gong Nanwan didn't hear the echo, glanced at Leng Chiwan, and thought sullenly in his heart, "I'm coming, isn't it obvious, of course it's because of you, how can I suddenly be afraid that I won't see you." I thought to myself, "Why did you come all of a sudden, and I didn't bring medicine for you, did you come suddenly because you wanted to see anyone?" I didn't bother to dig deeper, so I continued to get busy with my own business, and suddenly I came over and said with a smile, "Miss, look at your clothes and the prince's clothes." "What's wrong," I said, puzzled, "like a pair of mandarin duck clothes." Mo Yi looked at me with a snicker, I raised my eyes and glanced at Mo Yi absently and continued to calculate the account, but the afterglow swept to Gong Nan Twilight and turned his face a little indifferently,

No one said a word, and by the time they had checked all the books of the month's incoming and outgoing accounts, it was already noon, "Okay?" Gong Nan Du raised his face and asked, "Hmm" I looked at him, "Let's go together." I was just about to go to see Luoki. "Okay," I'm used to Miyanami twilight walking with me from time to time. We still walked silently as usual, and every time I came to this time, I would be particularly sad to sweep the figure of Gong Nandui, and then think lonely in my heart, "The more time passes, it seems that the cultivation between us can only be feelings and not love." But I'm your princess, and it's a bit ironic. "It's a little cooler." Gong Nan Du looked up at the sky and said, "Why are you walking so slowly today?" "Huh?" "Don't you usually walk fast?" "You want to go faster." He asked softly, and I looked at him and smiled, "Okay, if you want to hurry, hurry up." He said with a faint sense of loneliness, and I smiled shyly and didn't speak.

All the way to the fork in the road, I said, "You go to see Luotong, I'm leaving." "I'll send you there, don't worry." He said in a deep voice, I was quite shocked in my heart, but I calmly agreed with a calm face, "Okay", "Won't you be a little strange to walk this way?" I asked him with a chuckle, Gong Nandu's heart rippled, whether it was on duty in front of me or when we walked side by side, most of them were silent in the past, she rarely took the initiative to say something to me like this, think about it, I took the initiative to talk to her a little more, today is the first time to take the initiative to ask me, "This is the palace, how can I be unfamiliar?" He looked at me with a smile on his face and continued, "I didn't know much about the roads here, and I always took the wrong way and went somewhere else. "Then one day you don't have to go to someone else's mansion." He said scoffingly. I rolled my eyes at him weakly, and in front of me was the gate of Liao Lengge, and I said with a little embarrassment, "I've arrived" "Ao, then you go in, I'm leaving." He smiled, turned silently, and left. I also secretly happily stepped into the courtyard with Moichi, "Miss, why did you just watch the prince leave, and didn't invite the prince to come in and sit down." "There's no need." I thought about it and said. "What, are you alright, miss?" The last one opened her mouth in shock, and I looked at her and went into the house alone with a smile.

The next morning, I prepared the medicine and rushed over, Gong Nandui had not yet come, I was still sorting out his bookcase as usual, and finally the familiar footsteps sounded, I raised my head and saw him and Shi Yingran walking over together, surprised to say What happened recently, I squeezed over for three days and two ends, I handed over the medicine I took early in the morning, "give" "What is this?" He stretched out his hand and took it, "Skin trauma medicine, remember to rub it a few times to prevent suppuration." "Oh, it's almost all right, it's all scabbed." He sat there softly, I turned to stand beside him, and somehow my heart thumped, fast and forcefully to my throat, I tried my best to restrain myself, took a breath to cover my slightly trembling hands, and finally regained my calm after a few seconds. And Gong Nandui just casually put the wound medicine on his bookcase, and then got busy quietly, without showing a trace of strangeness, and without any other superfluous expressions.

Shi Yingran stood there staring at me from time to time, I finally couldn't help but raise my head expressionlessly, and looked at her without any warmth, Shi Yingran's face twitched slightly when he touched Leng Chiwan's gaze, and he dodged his gaze, "Obviously she has a thin body, but how can she be so unangry and arrogant, condescending, shocking, so that people no longer dare to face her gaze." I looked at the silent Shi Yingran, and the peep she had just excavated appeared in my mind, and instantly a wave of disgust hit my heart, and I stood in front of the bookcase with a cold face, and Liangjiu Gong Nandui suddenly raised his head to look at her and said with a smile, "Since you are here, then you don't have to be late, come on." As he spoke, he pressed a large stack of heavy books on Shi Yingran's hands, and I looked at her who was obviously sinking downward, and her face was red with forbearance after exertion. That scroll is so heavy, I haven't usually done such heavy work, Gong Nandu, you are really good at playing tricks on people," I thought silently, the haze in my heart instantly disappeared, and I was overjoyed.

At the same time, a pure and bright white figure floated in, "I've seen the prince." Luotong leaned down lightly. Get up," Nan Twilight smiled at her, and we looked at each other faintly before looking away. "I've seen the side concubine Niangniang" Luo Tong glanced at Shi Yingran beside him faintly, did not say anything, and stood on the other side of Nan Dusk. Without a trace, I walked back to my bookcase. "If you've seen it, stand down." Gong Nandui looked at Shi Yingran and said coldly, "Yes, the concubine is retiring." Shi Yingran's face was full of unwillingness, and he turned around and walked out weakly.

Sitting with Luotong has become a habit for the two of us, from the beginning to now without any communication we will not feel alienated and embarrassed, sometimes she on the side of the whim to practice or imitate the appearance of Gong Nan Twilight to draw some ink paintings, I sit next to the quiet reading, sometimes I pick up the brush to practice calligraphy, she will watch me write seriously, or for me to study some ink, sometimes also pick up the book next to the look of no one, "I like this kind of black ink after the study of the faint fragrance." Xi Luotong suddenly whispered, "Me too" I replied while concentrating on practicing the words, "Late." Luotong's unique cold voice clearly fell into my ears, accidentally with a slight shock in my heart, I stopped the movement in my hand and turned my head to look at her fixedly, her face was still cold, but there was a trace of warmth in her jade-like eyes,

My heart trembles not because of Luotong's unique proximity to me, but this cold late, this is the first person I have come here to call me like this except for Gong Nandui, even if I have always been so out of the way, how indifferent, how I have never cared about anyone, at this moment I heard Luotong really call my name or suddenly moved, I can clearly hear the sound of something collapsing, "What? I asked softly, "Do you want tea?" "Hmm" she got up and walked over, first handing Gong Nan Twilight a cup of tea, then walking over with two cups of tea and handing me a glass. I lowered my eyes and took the edge of the teacup in my mouth to let the tea flow slowly into my mouth, letting the steaming heat hit my face uncontrollably, moistening my upturned eyelashes. Luotong picked up the pen again and began to paint, she always kept drawing the same plum blossom picture, before I saw Gong Nan Dusk painted red plums, like a burning sunset, dyed the whole sky, Luo Tong is to imitate the appearance of Gong Nan Dusk, but Luo Tong only painted white plums. She lowered her head and depicted quietly and seriously, and I stood beside her and watched quietly, and then I couldn't help but take the pen and follow her speed and draw in style. Luotong did it in one go, and turned his head to look at my plum blossom picture. "It's ugly, let's redraw it." "Okay," I said, I crumpled into a ball and threw it into the air, and Luo Tong looked at the plum blossoms he had painted, and he didn't even think about it, and he just crumpled them into a ball and threw them out. I pressed a piece of rice paper again and drew it with me.

More and more paper balls were thrown on the ground, I threw down the pen and got up and walked to the table and chair in the side hall, picked up the fruit on the table and walked back, and put it in front of Luotong, she looked at it, picked up a black and red chestnut and ate it, "Do you like to eat sour?" I asked, "Not like it, but like it very much." I frowned in disgust, picked up the fresh mango and ate it, "Mmmm~hiss~ah" As soon as I bit into my mouth, I let out a series of long sounds. Luo Tong looked back at me inquiringly, "It's so sweet" I looked at her with a smug smile. She gave me a disdainful look and turned her face away.

The sunset once again filled the sky, Gong Nan Twilight and Luo Tong had left, and the wound medicine on his bookcase also stayed quietly in the same place, but it was always in its place. Seeing that the time was still early, I wandered alone in this empty palace, walking aimlessly forward, chasing the footsteps of the sunset, only sighing that no matter how gorgeous it was, it was only a moment, like a beautiful phantom, like a transparent bubble, as soon as the time came, it would burst and disappear in front of you, the afterglow of the sunset slipped away quickly between my fingers, and the night was forced on the branches layer by layer, and I had unconsciously walked to the place where Gongnan twilight practiced swords, it was a large piece of Merlin, looking up at the starry night sky through the staggered branches and vines, There is a sense of cold mystery, revealing a sense of warm distance.

I was immersed in the familiar touch of the night, when I heard a large group of chaotic noises and flickering red lights. I walked there suspiciously, and saw that among the large group of people I had stopped in a hurry, Gong Nan Twilight was the leader with a gloomy face, and the depths of the darkening pupils burst out with an anxious and messy light, and even deep fear. Luo Tong on the side quickly recovered her needle-like pupils at the moment she saw me, and stood with a cold and arrogant face like frost, and I squinted my eyes and seemed to inadvertently skim her fingers, leaving traces on it that had been pinched hard. Behind them are the first snow, compared to the worries of Luo Tong's disguise and forbearance, Gong Nan Twilight and the last one are too expressive. "Where have you been?" Gong Nan asked me softly in a tone with palpitations. I looked at Gong Nan Du and Luo Tong like this, and when I heard his tone, I only felt speechless for a while, and I was stunned and wanted to hold my forehead and smile bitterly, what happened Why did it appear in front of me all of a sudden.

"I just went around in the back." I said helplessly with a smile on my face. Nan Twilight looked at me for a long time and didn't speak, "What the hell happened, what happened to you all while I was walking in the back?" I looked at Rakuki and Sueichi, "I can't find you anywhere so late, I think what's wrong with you." Luo Tong said calmly, I suddenly lowered my head to hide my face that I wanted to laugh, and then looked up at Nan Twilight slightly embarrassed when I raised my face. Princess, why did you run to the back garden at night, I don't know what you think you are doing? Chu Xue pinched her tone and said softly, I glanced at her and bent the corners of my mouth slightly and stopped paying attention to her, "The princess is just going to find time, and the danger of the big night really worries the prince." "That's it, princess, when will you not take a walk, but it's late at night, let the prince come to you in a big way." Shu Yan and Chu Xue sarcastically said a word. I didn't care and was silent and didn't speak, just looking away with a calm face. "Go back and rest, all of you." Luotong turned to look at them coldly and commanded, his tone without temperature was like a layer of frost in the night. "Lord Wang, the concubines will retire first." "You hurry back and rest early." He still said gently, "Okay." I responded lightly, Gong Nan Twilight turned around slowly, I looked at the last one at a glance of Luotong, she came over and immediately pulled me, "Miss, you scared me to death, I didn't see you go back so late, I can't find you anywhere." "That's why you found Gong Nandu, making such a fuss." I looked helplessly at the last one. "Miss, do you know how worried I am, it's so late now, what if something happens to you?" The last one said nervously. "What could happen?" I said without paying attention and walked towards the courtyard.

After that, although we didn't mention anything again, it always made me feel that Gong Nan Twilight had a feeling of being afraid that I would leave at any time, and Luo Tong still came over from time to time, and would sit with me to read books, practice calligraphy, and take me to draw plum blossom pictures. I would keep her taste in mind and put some sour fruit in front of her. I'll improvise and write down some feelings. or the faint vicissitudes of life, or the rich sadness, or the softness with the silk. Luo Tong saw it, and suddenly took away the words and sentences I wrote, and then said seriously: "Chi Wan, you write so well, although I don't understand it very well, but the words are very deeply rooted in the hearts of the people." Gong Nandui listened to it from the sidelines, so she raised her face and smiled, never saying anything.

Nan Du gradually sent me back frequently, and he would talk and laugh from time to time along the way, but every time he only went to the door of Liao Lengge, I never opened my mouth to invite him in to sit down, and he never said anything. They have always maintained a tacit understanding with each other, and sometimes he will insist on carrying me when he goes back with Luotong, and the three of them walk the familiar road together, looking at the same twilight, smelling the same flowers. In the evening of this day with a light rain, Gong Nan Twilight was walking on the way back with an umbrella for us, and saw Luotong walking alone with an oil umbrella from a distance. His face was the usual cold arrogance. I looked at her with a burst of amazement and appreciation, and Luo Tong slowly approached and pulled the corners of my mouth slightly. "I've seen the prince." "Get up, why did you come here alone." "I came here unconsciously." She said softly, "Then I'll go by myself, you can send Luotong back." I walked over and took the umbrella in her hand very naturally, and held it alone. She also walked under Gong Nandu's umbrella by the way, "It's okay, just together." Nan Du insisted, and I couldn't refuse, and the three of them walked together silently as usual. There was a faint warmth in his eyes.

The seventh day of the seventh month of the lunar calendar is the well-known day of the meeting of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl every year, and it is also the day when the folk love is in pairs, and it is our Valentine's Day. There seemed to be a happy atmosphere everywhere throughout the day, and everyone's face was smeared with a faint reddish delicateness. The night of Qixi Festival is the first banquet I participated in the palace, all the wives and concubines of Nan Du in the palace gathered together, and sat down in an orderly manner, Luo Tong naturally stayed on Nan Dui's side, because of the embarrassment of the identity I didn't know where to sit down, Gong Nan Du a look to me over, I had to walk over and sit on the other side of him in full view, "Today is the Qixi Festival, everyone will enjoy it happily." Gong Nandui raised his wine glass and said politely to everyone, "Thank you, Lord Xie." They all stood up in unison, raised their glasses and saluted the prince.

I looked at the banquet full of wine and smiled faintly, under the banquet was almost the same song and dance as all the TV dramas in life, I was not interested and did not have the heart to pay attention, only sat there with my eyes slightly lowered and quietly ate a large plate of mangoes that Luotong deliberately placed in front of me, and she quietly put her share here for me. I ignored all the stares around me and sat there silent. "Lord, princess, I will toast you." After carefully dressing up, Chu Xuejiao, who was even more enchanting and charming, raised her wine glass drippingly. I stiffly followed with a faint smile and drank the wine in the glass with Miyanami Twilight. "Cousin, I also toast you, I hope you and the prince will respect each other like guests and grow old." Hatsuyuki continued to raise her wine glass, looking at Luotong with a bit of sincerity in her eyes. "Well, you drink less." Luotong drank it all and said lightly.

Then relieved his face, Shi Yingran also originally picked up the wine glass and toasted to Gong Nan Twilight as usual, I looked at them like an outsider, and they were all dressed up with exquisite intentions, which made me faintly appear in my mind, "Since ancient times, women have been pleasing to themselves." Looking at their bright smiles full of anticipation for Nan Dusk, my face was unconsciously stained with a layer of vicissitudes of sadness. I don't want to watch it anymore, I just want to end it in this bustle as soon as possible. Suddenly, I realized that there was a gaze on me, it was Luotong who was eating a fine orange, and her eyes were firmly and deeply looking at me. As if penetrated into my heart, the smoke that filled the tip of my heart suddenly dissipated, I turned my head to pull the corner of her mouth, and then a rare relaxation and happiness appeared in her eyes, and then I turned my eyes away to look at the song and dance in the banquet, and kept holding the cut orange in my hand and putting it in my mouth, "Her expression is telling me that oranges are not sour, are they delicious." I silently thought about picking up a clove of orange and taking a bite,

Then the next moment, my facial features were painfully uncontrollably twisted together, and my mouth was as sour as if it had been exploded by something, and I couldn't help but gasp and fall down on the table for a long time. "Sour?" Gong Nan Du asked me with a chuckle, I glanced sideways and painfully, and Gong Nan Du glared at Luo Tong with a speechless look, she turned her head with a thick evil smile in her eyes, and winked at me defiantly with a strong smile in her left eye, looking like she had succeeded in her treacherous plan. "I knew you'd eat it." She said calmly, "It's sour, I'll reward you" I stuck out my tongue in disgust and stuffed the remaining oranges into her hand, she smiled and didn't care about stuffing the remaining oranges into her mouth. Gong Nan Du looked at this scene and smiled, "You two. I looked at each other and smiled faintly, and then her smile was obviously stiff for a moment, and then she turned her face back to her former coldness, I raised my eyes and looked in the direction, Shu Yan was smiling like a flower and Shi Yingran said something, but Chu Xue looked at us in a daze.

"I'll go back first." I looked at Gong Nan and said lightly, "Okay" Gong Nan Du has always known Chi Wan's temperament and didn't say anything, and Mo Yi and I quickly retreated from the noisy crowd. "Why do you want to go back?" The last one asked suspiciously, "Take me for a walk." "Okay. It's just that you suddenly want to leave the table, and you are not afraid that the prince will be unhappy. "The last one led me to the corner of the westernmost garden, which was lit up all around, and I saw a pavilion standing alone, surrounded by a meadow of small size, which was rarely decorated without any artificial flowers and plants, and only sparsely grew some unknown little white flowers and daisies. I gently walked over and stepped on the soft grass, slowly pacing forward, at a glance I saw a ginkgo tree erected on the other edge of the meadow, because it was about to enter the Mid-Autumn Festival, the leaves of the ginkgo tree faded green earlier than other trees, the transparent yellow of the tree was even more conspicuous, this ginkgo biloba was thick but not tall, the whole was full and isolated on the boundary between the grass and the road, on one side was mixed with yellowish green, and on the other side was the gray and black masonry road. There are also some goose yellow and transparent ginkgo leaves scattered around the body, just like the rays of sunlight penetrating through the cracks after the first snow in winter, reflecting an extraordinarily transparent clean, "The last one, can you help me get some colored paper and dark green ribbons and pen, ink, paper and inkstone?" I said with my head tilted back and smiled. Okay, Miss, I'll go get it. As soon as he finished speaking, he quickly ran away.

Soon she ran back with a lot of things, I smiled at her warmly, took the things and put them on the grass, and then sat on the grass and took out the colored paper and began to fold the paper cranes seriously, "Miss, what are you doing?" The last one asked suspiciously, "I'm stacking a thousand paper cranes." "What are you going to do?" "You can also fold it and write what you want to say." "Okay." The last one is happy to act. "But I can't write, and Miss can't fold a thousand paper cranes." Soichi said honestly, "If you don't mind, I can write it for you, or you can use a symbol that you can read and understand yourself." The last one smiled brightly, I only folded three paper cranes, and gently tied their wings with dark green ribbons and walked to the ginkgo tree, one by one, hanging up one by one, the big paper cranes swayed back and forth in the wind on the tips of the branches, swaying as if they were really taking off, "Miss is so beautiful, how did you think of it?" The last one came over with a bunch of paper cranes, and I swallowed a little stunned, "So much?" "I want to write a lot of wishes, but you haven't written anything, miss." "I don't have a wish." I said quietly, and I sat back on the grass with the paper cranes hanging her in the middle of nowhere, and rolled the colored paper into small and small letter rolls and tied them carefully with ribbons.

"What is this?" Gong Nandui's voice suddenly sounded above my head, "Make a wish" I looked up at him with a slight smile on the corner of my mouth, Luo Tong had already sat down opposite me and learned with interest that I folded a thousand paper cranes. Gong Nan Twilight stood there and looked in the direction of the tree with a little surprise.,I glanced at Gong Nan Twilight and Luo Tong.,After thinking about it, I picked up the pen and wrote on the colored paper.。。

I hope to always be with you in your dreams

You are alone

I want to give you a poem, and I think about every word.

I want to weave you into a dream, a little lovesickness

You are willing to stay together and be loyal to it all your life.

Give Ru green silk and wrap it in your heart.

Luo Tong raised her hand to pick up the letter scroll I had written, and spread it out to see, she looked at me with some shock, and all kinds of expressions flowed in her eyes, so fast that I didn't see any kind of emotion clearly, "I only know that you are literate and write some gadgets, and you never thought of it here, and sooner or later you still have such a deep and unleaked talent." Luotong looked at me with a sparkle in his eyes, and I only smiled and didn't say a word.

"Lord Wang, you are here. I didn't bring my concubine with me," Chu Xue's soft voice floated to the coquettish, Shu Yan and Shi Yingran also came together, and when they saw the smart paper cranes hanging there, they all ran over excitedly and ran over, and then they all happily ran over and grabbed the colored paper to learn from our example, or folded paper cranes or rolled into letter paper. The serious looks all reveal the true feelings of girls, they are just the 14th Five-Year Jade years. How could there be no good expectations, I quietly fell to the figure of Gong Nandu, who was seriously looking at the words I had just written.

In the blink of an eye, the branches of the ginkgo tree are hung with all kinds of stationery and paper cranes, which are carrying thousands of beautiful dreams of the girls, I quietly looked at the trees under their faces full of sincere expectations, from the bottom of my heart to reveal a warmth, this moment I believe in all the good, the smile on the face deepened little by little, bright and warm. I stared at everything in front of me with a smile like a flower, and Luo Tong was looking back at me with warm eyes. Gong Nan Twilight looked at Chi Wan with a bright face, clean and distant. The words she writes are unique and messy, not familiar poems, with a faint strangeness, but as she expresses them, they need to be carefully considered word for word. Feeling deep and soulful, it easily hits the softest bottom of my heart. "Later, you are really shocking, unexpected, now you are probably really a girl with a pure and beautiful heart." Gong Nan Du thought affectionately, and with some emotion, he picked up the pen and wrote on the paper scroll, "It's beautiful because of you." Then I hung it up, and I saw that Gong Nandui had written down his mind and smiled with satisfaction. After thinking about it for a while, he still wrote a sentence: "I wish there are lovers in the world who will eventually become married." "Hanging high on the branches.

Shu Yan and the others coquettishly pulled the prince to read the wishes they wrote when they saw the sentences written by the prince, and in the hustle and bustle, Luo Tong and I sat quietly on the grass on the side, "Miss, the side concubine Niangniang went over to hang the paper crane and make a wish, I still have a lot of unhung it." In the crowd, I helped the last one hang a paper crane with a faint smile, but suddenly saw Gong Nan Du tear down the letter that said "Beautiful because of you". "Why did you rip it off again?" I was stunned for a moment, then automatically ignored it, and continued to laugh and hang up the paper crane for the last one. Gong Nan Du clenched tightly in his hand, and little by little, he crumpled the letter scroll, as if he crushed the mood that was still moved by the poems she wrote a moment ago, just because in the next second, he saw the good wishes for everyone written by Leng Chiwan, and saw the warmth in the depths of her eyes, but behind the unmoved alienation and disdain. "Late, I know you very well, you have never stepped out of the realm of your heart,

Even if at this moment you seem to describe all the beauty, the warm current in the depths of your eyes, the good wishes you have, only I know best, you have never even carried yourself, all this has nothing to do with you, it is you condescending to look at the happiness of everyone in the world, you are bitterly depicting that everyone can't help but fall into the warm current whirlpool, but only you are the outsider of all this, you will look at their happiness, you also believe in all the beauty of this world, but you don't believe that these will include yourself, I don't bother to participate in all this happiness, lately, sometimes I really can't see you clearly, you are quiet and introverted, gentle and detached, everyone can get close, but you can't go to that step in your heart. Even if you take me into that swamp, you never take a step closer. ”

This night, I lay in bed in a good mood and watched the bright moonlight sprinkle on the bedside, and fell asleep with a comfortable smile on my face. The next day was a continuous light rain, and today is rare to have free time without being on duty. I walked alone in the drizzle with an oil umbrella, walked out of the courtyard along the south direction, strolled into a tree-lined path, under my feet was the same gray and black masonry extending infinitely, on both sides were neat and tall paulownia trees, there were still a few ruined paulownia flowers hanging on the branches, there were also one or two crushed petals on the ground and the paulownia scattered next to the roots, I moved my fingers lightly across the trunk of the tree on the side of the road, and then bumped into the white slender figure, it was the paulownia tree standing there alone looking up at the paulownia tree in front of me, I stopped where I was, didn't want to come forward to disturb her, quietly looked at her arrogant figure, looked at her particularly cold and arrogant side face, and thought to myself, "Luotong should like Tonghua very much." As if she noticed it, she suddenly turned her head to look, and the moment her eyes collided, the indifference in her eyes quietly faded, and a shallow layer of warmth floated.

Looking at each other, I walked towards her firmly and stopped in front of another paulownia tree not far from her, "Luotong, you also like paulownia flowers." Your name is also similar. I laughed. You don't like tung blossoms too, do you? Her voice was cold. I chuckled, "You know me so well." She glanced at me and didn't speak, "I like Paulownia because I have a familiar memory." I continued, "You can like it as much as you like, why are you so melancholy?" "When you like something, everyone becomes depressed unconsciously, right?" "I don't want to like the same things as you, and I don't want us to be too much of the same." Luo Tong said seriously with a smile in his eyes, "You are really mean, just because you have a cold and arrogant personality and a vulgar temperament, which is different from others?" "What about you, what's the difference, speaking of indifference and alienation, you are exuding from your bones. We are all people of the same character, so it's a good fate. ”

I looked up and saw a withered paulownia flower hanging on the branch, so I picked it off and played with it in my hand. Luo Tong, who hadn't spoken for a long time, said faintly again: "Lord Wang, he ..... He didn't love me. It always was," I looked at her and smiled to hide the surprise in my eyes, and said nonchalantly, "I know, I see." "It's one thing you know, it's another thing when I say it." She was very calm, without the slightest sign of sadness, "I think Gong Nandui is probably a kind of indescribable protection for you, he trusts you, and just wants to accompany you all the way." I thought about it and asked her seriously, "Yes, he takes care of me in every detail, and I am the one who hurts the prince in the eyes of the first snow." Luotong shot directly into my eyes, still in a cool tone, and there was no expression on his face, it was as cold as ever, "Don't you mind at all?" You love him so much. I was puzzled and asked, "I love him, but with my love for him,

It's good to have him to protect me, it's fair, since the prince can't give love, I won't fight for his right to love another person. I looked at Luo Tong's knowing smile and didn't speak, "We are all the same, so proud, how can you not understand?" Luo Tong said and took the half of the paulownia flower from my hand and rotated it with his fingers at will, "If I have a choice, I won't love such a person, it's too troublesome." I said decisively, "That's probably because you don't like to be tied up like this, and you hate serious feelings." "Yes, just like you don't like to be disturbed, it's always like you're always away." "I looked back at her sincerely." Thank you for being so straightforward and honest with me," the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she said thoughtfully, and I looked at her and smiled indifferently and changed the subject. "When is your birthday?" "September 17th." Luotong replied quickly, and then said, "I'm leaving." "Hmm" we passed away without any nostalgia for each other.