[Explosion 1] Chapter 60 The Past and Present Lives of Beauty
Fang Tang's original surname was Xiang, called Xiang Tang. Because her father's surname is Xiang. Since her father went south to work and eloped with other women, her mother went to the police station to change the name in the household registration book and ID card, and followed her mother's surname Fang.
The word "Xiangtang" still sounds quite poetic, but after being changed to "Fangtang", it sounds like "absurd" in the dialect of Fenglin Town. And her usual behavior is indeed a bit absurd. One of the manifestations is that the sky is not afraid of the earth.
Because she has no father since she was three years old, her mother Fang Lian doesn't have much time or energy to discipline her, so she has been more stubborn since she was a child, and in the dialect of Fenglin Town, deaf people are not afraid of thunder and dare to do anything.
Before the age of ten, like a boy, playing with fire, water, and urine, he did not do less, which also made Fang Lian suffer a lot of complaints from his neighbors.
After the age of ten, Fang Tang grew thin and weak, but he dared to fight with boys at school. She is not blindly bad, but because she is bold, whoever provokes her, she dares to fight with others.
If you lose, you don't cry, and if you win, you steal some candy from home to coax the other party into laughter. Because she has a small shop at home, it is very convenient to steal candy.
Therefore, although Fang Tang often fights with male classmates, he has never suffered a loss, and his interpersonal relationship is quite good. Of course, good relationships are limited to boys. None of the female classmates liked her, and they didn't dare to confront her on the surface, and they scolded her behind their backs.
Therefore, after Fang Tang was ten years old, his reputation in school was not very good, and it was all the result of female classmates complaining in front of the teacher. The teacher's final comment is eight words: average grades, stubborn personality.
After Fang Tang was sixteen years old, he stopped fighting and fell in love instead.
She has been good-looking since she was a child, and her figure has not inherited her mother's factor at all, she is not fat at all, she has long hands and feet, and her waist is also long.
So those male classmates were beaten by her, and they still always circled around her like puppies.
When she was a child, she didn't understand the affairs of men and women, and her male classmates surrounded her, so she behaved like an underworld boss, instructing others to do this and that, and giving candy very righteously after doing it. She barely worked at school, didn't sweep the floor, didn't wipe the blackboard, and for her, it was all boys' business.
She also rarely does her homework, and there are always a few male classmates with good grades who copy it properly for her.
After the age of sixteen, Fang Tang's body changed, and he became more beautiful; My psychology also began to change, and I understood the things of men and women. Because she has acted without scruples since she was a child, naturally, she began to vigorously devote herself to the love movement.
For most fifteen or sixteen-year-old girls, there is a need for early love, but it is actually more difficult to put it into action. The first is that there is a psychological gap, but in fact, there is a moral barrier.
Because everyone's tutor is chattering and repeating: don't fall in love, don't fall in love.
Finally, long-term love is also a threshold. If you look like a flower, no matter how strong your needs are and how straightforward your performance is, no male classmates will take care of you.
But for Fang Tang, the obstacles to early love do not exist. She has never had any shadows to overcome psychologically, and as for morality, it is even more, and no one has instilled in her since she was a child that she can't fall in love.
Fang Tang's mother eloped with her father to Fenglin Town in her early years, and her father later eloped with other women, in her eyes, love is a natural thing.
The key is that Fang Tang is outstanding, and there has always been no shortage of male classmates around him. There are those who want to be high, and those who want to be handsome are handsome. To be diligent and diligent, if you want good grades, there will be good grades. Therefore, from the age of sixteen onwards, she was in love almost every day.
Falling in love is actually not a big sin, and the reason why Fang Tang is as "ridiculous" as her name suggests is because she has no restraint in love. However, even if she wanted to be modest, the male classmates didn't agree, so they divided one, and the other immediately went up.
I've never seen her have any love window periods.
Of course, the love at that age is at school, and no matter how careless you are, you can't do anything out of the ordinary.
So Fang Tang's love is many and complicated, but there is no substantive content, at most, the male classmates invite her to eat ice cream a few times, and then stand on the edge of the playground hand in hand, or closer, hug each other and sit together, saying a basket of nonsense and stupid words.
These nonsense and stupid words, let any third party hear it, will get goosebumps.
Go a little deeper, and then there will be no more. There was once a male classmate who was a little bold, and when he hugged each other and talked nonsense, he stretched out one hand to Fang Tang's chest, unbuttoned and pounded, but she was momentarily aroused, waved his hand and slapped him, and after slapping her, she scolded:
"Stinky rascal."
Then they broke up. When they broke up, Fang Tang behaved quite chicly, without even waving his hand, turning around and leaving.
And the male classmate, who didn't cry when he was slapped, cried immediately when he heard about the breakup. I cried very sadly, and I was in a lot of noise, which was a bit of a dead and alive feeling.
Later, someone counted that Fang Tang changed eight boyfriends in a year from the age of sixteen to seventeen. With each change, she is more chic than the last.
The poem says: I wave my hand and don't take away a cloud.
When Fang Tang was unhappy to have a falling out with his boyfriend, he never waved, but he took away many clouds from others. Let the family live in a black and white world for several years.
According to statistics, none of the male classmates who were broken up by Fang Tang behaved chicly, crying, making trouble and hanging themselves, which is a common program. One was about to jump off the building, and the other was about to jump into the river, both of them confessed by suicide, or threatened with suicide, which caused a lot of onlookers.
Fang Tang ignored these performances. Finally, after being watched for an hour, the jumper obediently went downstairs, and when he was asked why he didn't jump, his answer was reasonable:
"It's fucking too tall. You know I've been afraid of heights since I was a child. ”
The one who jumped into the river really jumped. But when he jumped down, he used the dog-crawling style, swam to the other side and went straight home, and after eating and sleeping, he didn't do anything the next day.
Fang Tang continued to fall in love and continued to break up as soon as he was unsatisfied.
Those boyfriends who were later broken up had a lesson from the past, knowing that jumping off a building and jumping into the river could not save Fang Tang's heart, and after crying and making trouble, they changed their strategies and tactics, no longer entangled in what they lost, but preached everywhere what he gained from Fang Tang.
The first guy said that he had kissed Fang Tang's mouth.
The second guy said that he had touched Fang Tang's chest.
The third guy looked up and saw that the people above had done it, and not only did he not have any new ideas, but he was also suspected of picking up the old plate, so he was ruthless, and simply said that he had opened a house outside the school with Fang Tang on the weekend.
swore that he took the first time from others, and the underwear as proof.
Of course, these are all made out of nothing. Objectively speaking, Fang Tang does sound quite ridiculous in terms of the number of times she has been in love, but she seems to have been guarding a bottom line. That is, limited to holding hands and hugging, plus a basket of nonsense and silly words.
This is not to say that Fang Tang is as loyal as an ancient martyr. has talked about so many scenes, and this bottom line has not been crossed, it has something to do with the age group, the scene, and her personality.
The comprehensive analysis is that girls of this age are already in love, but they are not psychologically mature. If you want to do something practical, even if you are bold, it is a little bumpy because of the unfamiliarity of the technique, and the scene does not allow it, so the operation is even more frivolous.
Fang Tang has developed a strong temper since he was a child, and when he was unsatisfied, he slapped him. Therefore, the male classmates who interacted with her did not want to go deep into the field, but were afraid that she would turn around in a fit of anger. I can only endure and endure.
As for Fang Tang, physiologically, it is not that there is no need for further progress, the key is that she has talked about eight, but she has never met a boy who has put her at the mercy of her, and then made her completely remove her psychological defense.
In a word, Fang Tang has countless royal men on the surface, but in fact, he is still a chick at the age of seventeen.
Those three guys who were addicted to talking everywhere became famous in the school for a while.
Because at this time, Fang Tang has grown into a veritable school flower, almost every boy covets her, and someone actually claims to have kissed her mouth and touched her chest, isn't it a rare hero among boys?
In the end, that guy claimed to have gotten the school flower for the first time, which completely made Fang Tang thunderous, and he once hid in a place where no one was there and cried. I haven't cried after so many relationships, but this time I cried because of a rumor.
After crying, Fang Tang gathered a gang of dead men and beat the guy to the ground.
But rumors are like viruses with no natural enemies, once they spread, they can no longer be controlled, and they can only watch it devour everything.
The rumors spread more and more, and finally, when Fang Tang was seventeen years old, it became the "bus" in the mouths of all boys and girls. Even though all the boys wanted to get close to her, all the girls were envious of her. But her reputation has completely collapsed among these people.
At the end of the year, Fang Tang was ordered to withdraw from the school. The reasons are: too poor grades, debauchery.
said that Fang Tang's grades were too poor, and she was not wronged at all, after all, she usually had boys to help her copy her homework, and when it came to the exam, everyone was busy at the same time, and she couldn't be distracted to help her, so she could only rely on herself to be blind. The grades are not bad, it is simply unreasonable.
can directly change her "absurd behavior" to "debauchery", although the pronunciation is similar, but there is a big difference with the facts, but no one can help it, she is not the first, nor the last, nor the most cruel woman in this world.
On the day Fang Tang quit school and went home with the comments in the school, Fang Lian chased her with a broom and beat her, chasing her for two kilometers, blocking dozens of cars on the street in front of her house.
In the end, Fang Lian sat cross-legged on the road, with the broom between her legs, a handful of snot and tears, and kept confiding in passers-by:
"This decrepit girl, it's a shame on me."
Fang Tang entered the society.
Fang Tang, who entered the society, stood out everywhere she went, and she had nothing to do, and the men around her were in groups, and they couldn't get rid of them like flies, so she still fell in love every day.
In the past, in school, the main business was studying, love was amateur, and it was sneaky; After entering the society, there is no study pressure, no school rules, and love becomes a single-minded or professional thing.
The biggest difference between amateur and professional is that amateur can be superficial, while professional can develop as deep as possible. It is conceivable that Fang Tang did everything he needed to do in the first love he talked about when he entered the society.
There is nothing to reproach in itself; But for herself, the disappearance of the bottom line has a profound impact on her mentality and even her outlook on life.
The most direct manifestation is that in the past, it was always chic, but now it is always suffering from gains and losses.
It was only after entering the society that Fang Tang truly realized that love is not only happiness, in fact, happiness is only a small part of it, and it is more pain. Even so, it can't stop her from constantly falling in love. She was a little overwhelmed and couldn't stop.
Falling in love and falling out of love have become Fangtang's daily life. She wandered through this daily life for a year, and her boyfriend changed six.
On this day, when Tang Shan met her again, she happened to fall out of love.
This year, Fang Tang was eighteen years old.
She didn't realize that the Tangshan in front of her had become the end of her bohemian life.