At the time of the first month, the weather is warm and cold, and everything in the world seems to be still under the residual snow cover of the remnants of winter. From the willow trees by the lake, you can already see the green buds, which makes people feel that spring is returning to the fields step by step, back to the spring of all things.

The agreed time to go out with Hou Bao was getting closer and closer, and she argued with him several times over going out to work, each time ending in his swearing and her silence. She couldn't convince him, and he couldn't seem to stop her. The two of them fought against each other for more than ten days, so that she could not settle down.

On this day, after dinner, he felt a little unwell, so he lazily took off his coat and lay on the bed to watch endless TV series. She finished all the housework and sat alone in the hall thinking about her thoughts.

She thought to herself: "I can't do it, I won't say goodbye, and I'm not his slave." Why do you have to get him to agree? He told me to get out, and I could get out? If he doesn't let me out, I can't go out? There is no such reason. He and I got a marriage certificate, not a slave license. Hmph, talk to him again, and if you don't agree again, don't blame me. You are ruthless, I am unrighteous, you can do whatever you want to love. It doesn't matter so much. I can't just be trapped in this family for the rest of my life, and I can't just guard this man for the rest of my life. I'm still young and I can't hesitate any longer. Hou Bao is right, I should have my own life, I can't just sell my youth cheaply. ”

In court, when she stated the process of her crime, she said: "I have been thinking about it for a long time, and I am going to talk to him about going out to work again." If he doesn't agree again, I won't discuss it with him anymore. Even if I die, I will die outside, and I will never live with him in such a house without warmth and love. ”

She walked into the room and watched him leaning boredly at the head of the bed. He rolled his eyelids when he saw her come in, and then continued to watch the TV series. After a while, he felt very uncomfortable on his body, and his stomach was also a little painful, so he glanced at her suspiciously and said, "How did you cook this dish tonight?" After eating, I started to feel sick, did you poison it? You want to kill me? ”

Her angry tears flowed out: "The meal I ate with you, I didn't have pain here and there, and I did so much housework, and I was still alive and well." But you say that you have taken poison and can only lie down. Do you really think so? Think I'm going to kill you? In your eyes, I'm the one who wants to kill you every day? ”

He didn't speak anymore and continued to watch his TV. She completely broke off the idea of discussing with him about going out to work again, and no longer had any unrealistic illusions about the man in front of her. She suddenly thought angrily: "I must not be with this man again, otherwise, sooner or later he will be killed." ”

After watching the TV for a while, he looked at her who was sitting next to her and stopped talking, and began to call her again: "Go, pour me a glass of water, the little wine I drank at night is not very good wine, and my throat seems to be on fire." Go pour a glass of water, go ahead! She thought for a moment, got up and walked out.

After a while, she came in with a cup: "Drink." ”

He took a sip, looked at the contents of the cup again, and asked suspiciously, "What did you give me to drink?" She took the cup from his hand again, and drank it herself.

He was even more puzzled, and then she said: "I went to the street last time to buy a bottle of longan essence, originally I wanted to give it to the festival, but I forgot it at home, I just drank a little, and it tastes very good." I deliberately brought it to you to drink, and you suspected that I was going to poison you, so I had to drink it myself. ”

"You're a loser. Well, let's buy it, go make a drink and bring it over, let me drink a little too. He was still scolding, and asked her to rush to Gui Yuanjing again.

She obediently picked up the glass and went out again, and after a while, she entered the room with the cup in one hand and the longan essence in the other, looked at him and asked, "How much do you want to drink?" How much will I pour for you? ”

He pointed to the spoon in her hand and said, "Put it down three times." She put three spoonfuls of longan essence in front of him, then turned around and walked out: "I'll go get you some boiling water." ”

After a while, she returned to the bedroom, respectfully handed the steaming cup to him, and then sat down next to him and watched the TV series together. He looked at her again and didn't say anything more.

After a while, after he took a small sip of longan essence from his cup, he felt that there was a different taste, and looked back at her suspiciously and asked, "Where did you get a fragrant fragrance?" Is it longan? ”

Instead of looking at him, she focused on the TV and explained to him, "I just put a little alabaster on my hand, maybe it smells a little skewers." After saying that, she turned her head, and she put one of her hands under his nose and let him sniff it: "Do you think this smells?" He wasn't sure what it was, so he believed what she said and said nothing.

When he finished drinking the drink in the cup, she got up and took the cup, washed it repeatedly in the kitchen, and made sure it was clean, before returning to the bedroom. The two of them watched TV for a while, and she lay down next to him and closed her eyes and pretended to sleep. He felt that his stomach was still uncomfortable, and he felt some pain, so he turned off the TV and lay down.

In the middle of the night, his stomach began to ache violently, and he felt like he was being torn by a demon, and he suddenly rolled over and crawled up, staring at his eyes and shouting hoarsely, "Did you give me something to drink?" You really want my life, don't you? If you kill me, you will also be unlucky, and you will go to prison. Hurry up and call a doctor in the village!"

She looked horrified at the face that had twisted in pain, and despite the contradictions in her heart, she finally opened the door in hesitation, and she looked out in horror at the dark night before her.

Dongfang Siyi flipped through the dossier in his hand, and there was a strong tragic atmosphere between the lines.

When the public security organs interrogated her for the first time, she made a clear explanation: "I don't want to marry him, my parents arranged it." Just three days after the wedding, someone came to the door to ask for a debt. After the debtor left, he told me that these debts were owed because of marriage, and that I was responsible for paying the debts. I quarreled with him, saying that it was your business, and if you couldn't afford to marry a wife, you shouldn't get married. When he saw that I did not admit it, and still said this about him, he started beating me. ”

And that's just the beginning, she said, "If it was just this time, I might have forgiven him." Unexpectedly, in the days to come, as long as someone came to the door to ask for debts, he would beat me when he was in a bad mood. Once, my head was broken by him, and I went to the village clinic to get several stitches. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I told him that I wanted to divorce him, and he sneered and told me that divorce was okay, but I had to pay him 100,000 yuan. I said I had no money, and he said don't think about divorce unless I die. ”

The investigators sympathized with her plight, but could not sympathize with her extreme behavior: "Why did you drug him? ”

She calmly said all the thoughts in her heart: "I'm still young, I don't want to live with such a man who has no feelings for the rest of my life, after he beat me up again and again, I have no other way, so I think it's better to kill him." That day, Hou Bao and I made an appointment to go out to work together, and then walked around the street a few times. Thinking that he probably wouldn't agree to me going out to work, if he didn't agree, I had no choice but to attack him. After hesitating for a long time, I still bought a bottle of longan essence and two sticks of water rat poison and brought them back, and I put these things in a place where he couldn't possibly find them. That night before dinner, we had another fight, and I forgot why, because there were so many days of arguing and arguing like this, and I didn't care anymore and didn't think about anything. After eating, he started scolding me again for no reason, and asked me to do this and that. Angry, I made up my last decision. I put some longan essence in the cup first, mixed a potion into it, and after boiling the water, brought it to the room and gave it to him to drink......"

In the courtroom, Dongfang Siyi looked at the defendant's Mu Ran's expression, and pondered that if her relatives did not impose this unhappy marriage on her, if she could know how to use legal means to protect herself, so as to break free from the chains of that unhappy marriage, she might not change from a victim to a victim.

As the trial entered its final stage, the presiding judge asked: "Defendant, you now have the right to make a final statement, and you can express your views and opinions to the court on the crimes you have committed. Do you have any comments to the court? ”

The defendant glanced back at the few relatives in the gallery, only her mother was wiping tears from her eyes, and her younger brother was also there, looking very sad. She looked up at the presiding judge and said, "I don't have any opinion. I plead guilty and I shouldn't have fought for my rights in this way. ”

After the adjournment, after deliberation by the collegial panel, she was sentenced to three years in prison for intentional homicide (attempt). After the verdict was pronounced in court, with the permission of the court, the defendant met with his mother and younger brother, and the mother hugged her and cried and said: "It was my mother who hurt you, I shouldn't be greedy for other people's money, my mother is sorry for you, and she has hurt you for the rest of your life." ”

But she laughed, and after this incident, she really matured, and she told her mother, "Mom is wrong, and her daughter is wrong." Fortunately, there is still a chance to correct it, if he doesn't ask me for a divorce, I will also ask him for a divorce. Money is a good thing, but I'm not willing to sell my freedom and youth for money. He gave us the money, and I will work to pay him back when I come out. ”

Under the modern social system, whether it is a man or a woman, as an individual in social life, if you want to have an independent personality, you must not only have the guarantee of the social system, but also have a certain material foundation to achieve relative economic independence, and also have a certain cultural foundation and be able to achieve relative spiritual independence. With such a material and spiritual foundation, he or she will have the opportunity to pursue his or her ideals and dreams.

Dongfang Siyi thought that one day, she could really come out of the tragedy and really regain her own life.

(Next Notice: Chapter 112: The Insulted Man)