"Mom, do you believe it? This time, I gave up my love for the sake of work. He told me to go with him, but I refused. Because I can't. And then you always say I'm in a hurry, and this time I'm stiff. One south and one north are not long, is it? I want to start a new life as soon as possible. But it's going to be sad. It's been 3 years soon, and in half a month, it's over before even the anniversary. Mom, sad, what to do. This is a message that Ren Shengti wanted to send to his mother after breaking up. In fact, at 11:35 p.m., only two words were sent out, Mom, there was no more.

The following is a WeChat message sent by a mutual friend after Ren Sheng posted 3 moments

"Kiki, do you believe it? There is no third party's feelings, if you break up, it is actually more terrifying. There is a feeling that can share joys and sorrows, can share weal and woe, and cannot share happiness and sorrow. In the past, when watching TV dramas, people who loved each other couldn't be together. I haven't understood. I really suddenly understand it now. ”

"People who love each other must be together," Qiqi replied on WeChat

"How did you break up then," Ren asked rhetorically.

"He has dreams, he wants to be in Beijing, I want to go home. Actually, we think too much. It's just that it's noisy every day, and the quarrel is dispersed. Kiki replied.

But Tan Shen didn't make any noise, he just didn't speak, but it was all the same. He came to the north for me, I cherished it, and now he is going back to develop. Probably go to Shenzhen. I can't go back now. The reasons are pretty much the same. I just want two people together. I don't know if he thought about me when he decided to go back. This time, I was selfish. I didn't support him. Because, when love is deep, it will be selfish, really. I know what the right thing to do, but I can't. Stubborn. I knew I couldn't survive in a different place. So break up early. Good for each other. Neither of us has a spare tire. However, the ending is not happy. Saddened. I don't want to achieve anything. I want to get married, I want to be stable, I want to be plain, I want to be together. Don't seek to be rich and rich. Understand and tolerate each other. Obviously, the simplest is often the rarest. It's ironic. At the beginning, it was fate. In the end, I have to talk about fate. The word fate is the back. I just got my college diploma and got through it in a different place. On the contrary, the good days did not pass for a few days. The family hooked up with him to run for his career. Am I worthy to be kept? I don't deserve it, sarcasm. Knowing that I couldn't leave, he said he would take me with him. Now it's my problem that I don't quit. I don't carry this pot, they are too smart. I'm so stupid,. The family said let's both go back together, it's ridiculous. In fact, whether I go back or not is secondary, the main thing is to let Tan Shen go back. But I've been doing it here for 3 years. Doing sales is all about network resources and a familiar environment. I don't want anything, I don't care about myself, is it realistic? Maybe in the future, but not at the moment. I have my persistence, the boss has trained me well, and I have to work. People know how to be grateful, don't they? On the 3rd anniversary of the 18th of next month, we will call him back. If their family really thinks about us, they should let it go and leave us to fend for ourselves. Pretty good. Or can't twist my arms around my thighs, should I let go, right? We both have a lot of problems in the future. There's also a lot to consider. I've tasted the sweetness of love. You can't work harder, can you understand? It didn't matter if I had been in a different place before. But not in a different place, in a different place, in a different place, in a different place. It's not the same. I wasn't selfish before, and all I thought about was that he was developing well. When it really came to this critical time, I just didn't want him to go. It's true. It's stubbornness. When the interruption continues. It's not going to be easy in the future. Ren Sheng replied wistfully.

Then Ren Sheng sent a photo to Qiqi. It was taken close to 12 o'clock in the morning. On and around the college diploma, there was a bunch of tissues that wept and wiped their tears and snot. I thought that surviving graduation would be a sweet dream, but later I found out that the next level was already waiting.

"You said that you just started a good life, why did their family want him to go back, and why He Qing has always been good to me, but he wants to go to Beijing and not come to Changchun. I don't understand," Kiki replied to herself.

"We all naively thought that there would be better development." At this time, Ren Sheng replied with a little calm.

"Right" seems to belong to everyone who has a story to tell. Kiki's sympathetic sermon.

"There are too many temptations in society, some are third parties, fame and fortune, or rights, or careers, and so on. It's important to know what you want. If it's not the same from the beginning, it's hard to be the same later. It's not that feelings can't stand the test. It doesn't matter if you can't do it. It's not that it's okay without you, it's that the world is bleak without you. If Tan Shen leaves, I really can't get by, really. It's really hard to have a hard time alone. But the man's estimate is different, and he thinks less. It's hard to be a woman, think too much. My mom said don't hurt your body no matter what. My mom was never sensational about me, she messaged me when she left the other day, it was so long. I don't know what to say, but if we break up, I'm going to go home. Home is a warm haven. Ren Sheng desperately told himself not to cry. Otherwise, the next day your eyes will be swollen. While sending WeChat, he dragged a tissue to wipe his nose.

"I know how it feels," Kiki said.

The second concerned guest has appeared, and he has sent a red envelope to transfer 200 yuan.

"Damn, what is this for?" Ren Sheng's tears stopped and his eyes lit up. Hurry up and send a WeChat.

"We don't have money, we can't travel, we can't eat. Go for some dessert and you'll be in a better mood. "The little sister sent 3 messages on WeChat.

"Do you believe it? I gave up my feelings for the sake of the company. Even though I don't want to. Ren Sheng saw WeChat on the end of the phone and replied in seconds. Then I took a picture of the snot lump on the table and sent it over.

"Aren't you two okay on this big night? He went to the Northeast to accompany you. Don't cry, cry every day, your eyes will cry blindly, as soon as you go to work, you will be swollen, you have to be beautiful to receive customers, the performance is good, the performance is good, the salary is high, this is the original intention of you to give up here. The little sister replied earnestly to a WeChat.

"I believe that one south and one north don't grow long, so I mentioned it, and she asked me to go with him, you know I'm not that kind of person. We spent most of the past 3 years in a different place. Before I was young and frivolous, I was in a different place for my studies. Now for the sake of the so-called career and the future, he continues to be in a different place. I don't accept it. 2 months ago, I was not selfish, but now the longer we get along, the more selfish I become. He was up to what I could do, but this time I was uncompromising. This compromise means that there will be nothing more in the future. Funny, I'm not a counter stand. So it's not suitable. Say break up in advance, and everyone will have peace of mind. Isn't it all about the thousands of dollars in salary, for me, being together is more important. Have the money to eat a few more good meals. There is no money to eat a few good meals. What if you have savings, what if you have arrears, three meals a day, whether you can eat more or less. Sleep more or less. But how to say it, people have their own aspirations, and our essential values are different, probably because I never thought that I would not be able to raise children in the future, and I would not be able to raise myself. Every word posted by Ren Sheng's WeChat is like a knife cutting in his heart, so that he can't control his tear ducts, and his tears can't stop crying. It's like a plot that has been premeditated for a long time, and I can't go back. I don't know what the future holds. Do you believe in fate? Actually, no, I still want to fight against the struggle and struggle, but who knows? One after another was a wry smile. Maybe one day, he meets someone who obediently follows him for what to do, maybe my heart will be relieved. Because I think that good love is that we are excellent with each other and go side by side, and no one is attached to anyone. Healthy growth is good. If one day you find that the life of two people is not as chic as when you are alone, why make yourself unhappy. It is superfluous to hope for a long time.

"Girls and boys don't want the same, if he relies on you or always accompanies you like this, he will feel undignified and worthless." Today's little sisters seem to have the flavor of being on the opposite side.

"In my opinion, being able to accompany me is a kind of courage that no one can match. If he can do it for me, I can do it for him. This is love, but once love begins, compared with interests, it belongs to the end. It's scarier than having a third party. Ren Sheng still insisted on sending his heart to the little sister, or debating, or saying it to himself.

"What now?" The little sister sent a tentative WeChat message.

"Break up" Ren Sheng replied

"And how are you doing over there alone?" The little sister asked.

What can we do if we get by? Let the life be back in seconds

"After so many years of relationship, it's sad to fall out of love." The little sister is simply the one who adds water to the sad river, her feelings are more in place, and she wants to cry even more.

"The only thing I have on my mind is gone. I just don't want to cry anymore. Let him go. Now it's me. Ren Sheng controlled himself not to cry and then replied to WeChat, and then posted a photo with tears in his eyes and red corners of his eyes.

"Then you hold on, I will go over with you soon, and invite you to eat delicious food, eat as much as you want." The little sister said.

"Pull it down, they don't want to come, you still come?" Ren Sheng replied.

"If they don't want to come, won't the company arrange it?" The little sister seemed to have said a fair word.

"Hahaha, that makes sense," Ren Sheng smiled somehow.

"When the time comes, I'll take you to Jump Shakaraka. Then take you to have a little wine, experience the feeling of an all-nighter, and then go to work the next day. "There is always the presence of someone who fills in your momentary sadness and balances your emotions.

"Lao Tzuqiang" Ren Sheng suddenly popped up this sentence in his mind.

"Don't be strong, don't be strong, eat skewers and cry hahahaha. Men can't stay when they want to go, and they are chic and free. You are white and beautiful, what kind of man doesn't have it, but there are few circles and few men, and Tan Shen is not the only one in the world. Find another "little sister seems to be tired of persuasion, so she simply begins to slowly come to an end."

"As long as it is, I'll mention it." Acquaintance said.

"Then you have to be so tough if you have to be so tough, what do you say?" The little sister seemed impatient.

"It's not a question of face," Ren explained

"Okay, there is always a solution to things, survive tonight and tomorrow with a clear mind and think about it." The little sister always thinks things from a different perspective.

"No" stubborn, Ren Sheng is stubborn, and I don't know if it's good or bad.

"I don't know how to comfort you, I'm also a human being. Material things are really important, not love is enough. One of you must have a way out. He can't spend time with you. The little sister continued to reply to Ren Sheng's WeChat earnestly.

"I understand the truth, but I can't accept it." Ren Sheng's whole body was in a relatively mournful state.

"If you can't accept it, you have to accept it, life is like this, it's difficult to pass the pass." The little sisters are like the big parents

"What's wrong with consumption, I didn't lose anything to eat or drink. Walking hand in hand every day, watching TV at home together, these months are like honeymoons. There is no family on either side talking about the future. It's a simple life, what you say is the same as what you said from Tan Shen's mouth. But I can't accept it, so it's best to part ways. Ren Sheng has been very sad to reply.

"I'm so willful, if you think you two are good, don't break up. What you meet in the future may not understand you this way. The little sister probably feels the same way.

"Actually, I have a plan, but what I can give at the moment is not as tempting as their family. Sounds pretty good. Isn't that also the salary for him? What can I do. So be sure to meet someone who thinks about me in the future. Ren Sheng replied with a quick code word.

"It's okay to just think about being happy at the moment, and it's terrible for two people to dream of love unrealistically." The little sister said.

"yes, but I just don't want him to go back. Asked me to be transferred back, but the leader didn't do it. I can't resign and go with him. It's a contradiction. Life always has to give up, and I don't have the courage to give up. It's a complete calf. Ren Sheng replied to this WeChat with tears in his eyes.

"You can't have both fish and bear's paws," the little sister's WeChat prompt replied

"So go your separate ways, goodbye." Ren Sheng's only insistence. You can't always fail to do nothing.

"Love and work, choose neither at a loss." The little sister is also a WeChat second back, and she is really a competent listener.

"It's sad that this relationship has struggled for so long. See smiled. Ren Sheng finished sending WeChat, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Why do you say that, it's not human?" The little sister always wanted to comfort me.

After 10 minutes, Ren Sheng did not reply to the little sister's WeChat. Actually, there are still 23 minutes until 12 o'clock. So Ren Sheng was taken away by the last shred of reason to write a daily newspaper and a summary of his work.

"Go to bed early, baby. Don't think about it so much" The little sister sent it on WeChat, and let the coincidental seconds back

"I'm sad, I have to do work after crying. In the adult world, I don't know what to say. Ann," Ren Sheng replied.

"It's normal to be sad, if you're not sad, you're a heartless person, since you have to continue to live your life, no matter how painful it is, you have to get through it, don't think about it, be good." The little sisters finished sending it and slept together.

That day, Ren Sheng did not rest next to Tan Shen again. Rather, it is consciously isolated from it, like some kind of specific law, knowing that it is possible to separate, and there is no need to involve it too much. And so the night passed. What did Ren Sheng think the first day after the breakup was like? No matter, let's go to sleep first