Chapter 78: If Life Doesn't Have You
Except for the green tea will pretend to be vulnerable, there should be no other group that will pretend to be vulnerable. Ren Sheng is too, always pretending to be an adult. I think that being strong means growing up, but in fact, adults should also have times of vulnerability, right?
That year, I desperately liked someone.
In those years, I desperately liked someone.
I want to give him everything I think is good, and I want to walk downstairs in the community hand in hand with him.
I want to eat the stir-fried meat with sharp peppers that he made himself, the kind that has more meat than the sharp peppers, the kind that can make me eat meat very satisfied.
I want to hear him tell me why I didn't fold my clothes when I got home and threw them on the couch. Why don't you go home and don't remove your makeup first, but lie there and play with your phone.
I want to feel that when I gritted my teeth and stomped my feet to buy him a pair of pants that were more than 700 yuan during the inspirational time period to repay the credit card, he said not to buy them, and then on the way back, he kept thinking silently, how expensive. Then he looked at the pants that were less than 100 next to him and said, "Isn't this a good time?"
My mom said, a home. There must be a man who has a heart and knows how to live frugally. That's how you can get by. That's it, I think, you see someone in charge, that's good.
That year, the unwanted thing happened. It's time to be disillusioned.
That year, I walked on the way to pick him up from work. He was in a hurry. Turning around and complaining about why I didn't go faster. Before complaining about this, he had just finished complaining and said that he would not eat dinner, but because I smelled the fragrance wafting from the barbecue restaurant, I still dragged him to eat a delicious barbecue. When I came out, because I was full of food, and I was in a hurry to go, I would have an upset stomach. Fork in the air or something. But I didn't argue with that. Instead, he walked a little slower with himself. Soon, I was already short-sighted, and I couldn't see him anymore when I looked ahead. Simply set aside time for me to sort out my future habits. Fortunately, I have picked him up from work and walked a lot in the past few days, so that I, who was originally a road idiot, did not have a hard time walking. This time, I slowed down and looked at the walking crowd, the passing vehicles, the dancing posture of the aunt, the uncle's "sunset red glow flying in the western mountains, the warrior should return to the target", oh yes, there is also an old grandmother holding the old man's left hand to cross the road, I really saw such a warm picture, no matter what happened when they were young. You see, being with you until you grow old is still a blessing from your previous life, so enviable. There are also houses that are being renovated and construction workers who have not yet left work. There are also vendors who are shouting. There will be a feeling that I might be able to do without you. Life is a long road, and we or I don't have to rush for the sake of rushing, do we? You see, if you come here, you will be safe, and since you are still here. You live your present moment. You want to eat this barbecue right now, and you can have the ability to pay for your idea. Then there's nothing wrong with eating it. Your liking is not someone else's liking. Other people's dislikes aren't your dislikes, are they? So, there's no need to magnify each other's differences and torture each other, isn't it?
That year, is getting used to losing you in advance.
If life is without you, I will continue to walk every step of the way in my familiar environment, no more, no less. And your life wouldn't be bad without me. You will have your circle, your world, your people and things.
That year, the thought of separating made me so sad. But day and night, you have to pretend to let go and think that it doesn't matter. It's not a taste in my heart. There are some things that I can't control and can't control. And he could have said a little more, a little more. But no.
Ren Sheng said, Tan Shen, if you miss me, you will definitely not meet a better one than me. This relationship, no one is inferior to anyone. The bad thing is that the creation makes people. However, the gratitude has enriched the experience of life.
Later, Ren Sheng remembered that day. Ren Sheng said to Tan Shen: "It is not possible for you to go back to your career for our future, it may also be that you go back to work hard for the future of you and another woman." It doesn't matter anymore. Because, at this moment, you have thoughts, opinions, and dedication is the most dignified moment for a man. I also sincerely hope that you can live a better life. "Before I finished jokingly that day, he said something unprecedented: Okay. He didn't block out his self-talk, and listened carefully.
That year, love was very low.
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