I looked at him quietly, saying that he wanted to leave but never moved his steps, watching his hand holding the quilt loosen little by little, watching him want to reach out to grab me, but hesitated, I was really angry and hateful in my heart,

Since you want to keep me so much, then stay, as long as one word, as long as one action, I won't leave,

But he didn't even have the courage to do so.

Liang Jinyan, can't you face me like this?

"Good...... If you don't stay, then I'll go," I turned around sharply and rushed straight towards the door,

However, just as I rushed out of the room, I suddenly heard a muffled noise, and soon heard him calling my name.

"Xiao Xia, don't go ......"

I paused in my steps, and immediately stopped, I wanted to turn around and rush back, but I was stopped by Old Man Liang, who didn't know how long he had been standing at the door.

"Let him get up by himself," Old Man Liang moved the corners of his mouth, his eyes staring at Liang Jinyan behind me,

Hearing him say this, I can only endure and agree,

Let him get up on his own, which he will have to face sooner or later,

There was a lot of movement behind him, and I knew that he must be working very hard and trying to stand up at this moment, I don't know how many times he fell, I don't know how long he was delayed, until his voice got closer and closer, and I finally couldn't help but turn around,

Before I saw him, he fell into my arms,

I put my arms around him, and heard his voice both anxious and relaxed, "It's okay, it's good that you didn't leave,"

"Liang Jinyan, you are a bastard," I bit my lip and raised my fist and swung it directly at him, but I still couldn't help it when I saw his pale face, "You say, are you torturing yourself, or are you torturing me,"

yes, where is he torturing himself like this, this is simply torturing me,

It's been more than a month, I haven't heard from him for more than a month, I thought he had completely abandoned me, I fantasized about countless possibilities in my heart, but I never thought that something so big happened to him,

"Xiao Xia, please help me help me to help Jin Yan back to bed, I'll go to the doctor now," Old Man Liang explained to me, turned around and left,

As soon as he left, I hurriedly helped Liang Jinyan to the bed, looking at the wheelchair next to the bed, I felt even more uncomfortable, I had a bad time this month, I blamed all my grievances on him, I hated him, I hated him and didn't want me anymore,

But now I know that I love him more than he loves me,

"Why don't you contact me," I said, holding back my tears, and helped him to sit down, so that he would not feel uncomfortable, and I put several more cushions around his waist,

Liang Jinyan lowered his head and his eyes were a little hollow, and he said after a long time, "How can I see you like this?"

"What's wrong with you like this, why can't you see me like this," I yelled at him, but I regretted it, I quickly turned around and wiped my tears from my eyes, and turned to look at him again,

He is still in this dejected appearance, I don't know what his current situation is, but I can guess that he is very bad now.

But what if it's not good, as long as he doesn't die, I'll accompany him,

At this time, the doctor came, and Mr. Liang called me out, leaving time and space for Liang Jinyan to do an examination.

After going out, Mr. Liang called me to sit on the stone bench in the courtyard, "You have seen his situation,"

"Is it serious," I asked hurriedly, keeping my eyes glued to the closed door, "why didn't he take him to the hospital, his leg ......?"

"I don't know the circumstances of the accident, I only know that he was in a car accident on the highway, he finally managed to climb out of the car, but he was beaten again, and most of the injuries were concentrated in the right leg, and now that leg is basically useless...... The best treatment is amputation, but he can't pass this level now, and he has lost a lot of time, Xiao Xia, you help me persuade him, what should be accepted must always be accepted, even if the amputation can be fitted with a prosthetic limb in the future, he will still be able to walk normally in the future," Old Man Liang told me about Liang Jinyan's situation.

I never knew that his situation had reached such an irreversible point, especially when I heard him say that Liang Jinyan's right leg was going to be amputated, my mind was suddenly confused.

This blow was far worse than knowing that I could no longer be a mother,

At least, my flaws can't be seen by others, but what about his, can he hide it?

Liang Jinyan's self-esteem is so strong, no wonder he doesn't want to see me, he is afraid that I can't accept myself like this......

This fool,

I opened my mouth, and tears came out at once,

Old Man Liang handed me a handkerchief, "I can see that you care about Jinyan very much, now you are the only one who can save him, Jinyan is the only one I can't rest assured in this world, I will die in the future, you are the most trustworthy person for me,"

"But...... But I don't know what to do with him now......"

"You don't need to think too much about it, you just communicate with him like the way you usually get along with him, Xiao Xia, I can trust you," Old Man Liang stood up and patted me on the shoulder, at this time the doctor pushed the door and walked out of the room,

He reported to Mr. Liang about Liang Jinyan's situation, and at the same time told him that if Liang Jinyan can recover his fighting spirit now, he will be able to fly to Germany for surgery in two weeks.

And this crucial two weeks may be up to me.

After the doctor left, Mr. Liang asked me to prepare for Liang Jinyan to write food, I heard that he has eaten very little in the past month or so, one is that he can't eat, and the other is worried that it is not easy for him to go to convenience.

He survived so stubbornly for a month,

I really want to know what he is going to do next if I don't come to him, waiting here to die, and I am even more relieved at the thought that he might leave me.

With the help of the housekeeper, I prepared some food and sent it to him.

When he entered the door, he was already resting on the bed, with a hanging needle on his arm, and the air was warm but filled with the smell of potion.

He didn't open his eyes when he heard me push the door, but asked me, "How are you?"

I shook my hand holding the tray, and almost spilled the porridge, stabilizing my emotions, I grinned, "Aren't I very good, otherwise I would stand in front of you,"

Putting the food on the stool next to the bed, I carefully sat down on the edge of his bed, "Are you hungry, can I help you up and eat something?"

"No need to ......," he frowned, still refusing to open his eyes.

"Eat a little, I specially cooked fish porridge for you, this fish is still bought by the housekeeper in the morning and went to the vegetable market, it smells delicious," I took the porridge and put a spoonful on him? shook in front of the son,

Just as I was about to say something, he suddenly shook his hand and knocked my bowl directly on the ground, and the hot porridge burned my hand, and I looked at him in pain...... At this moment, I felt aggrieved, but I understood that he was just trying to tell me that he didn't want to be served like this by me as a waste.

"I'll go and refill the bowl for you, and you can eat it yourself when you go back, I won't feed you," I bent down and picked up the fragments of the bowl and threw them into the trash, then went to the kitchen and brought another bowl over,

When he went back to the room, he was still the same, I don't know if he was angry with me or with himself.

I put the porridge on the tray and wiped the porridge on the floor with a rag, and at the same time I heard his voice coming from the bed, "If you feel wronged, I will ask grandpa to send you back,"

"I haven't suffered any grievances, what kind of grievances can you count on me like this," since he wants to talk to me in such a state all the time, then it's okay to go on like this, I don't believe he can keep his eyes closed like this and not look at me,

After wiping the floor clean, I washed my hands and picked up the bowl again, scooped a spoon and handed it to his mouth, he didn't move, he didn't want to accept it, don't blame me for using a tough one,

I poured the porridge from the spoon into my mouth, then bent down to his mouth, and when I pinched his cheek with one hand, I poured the porridge directly into his mouth.

Liang Jinyan obviously didn't expect me to do this, so he immediately opened his eyes,

He glared at me in astonishment, half unresponsive,

"If you have to keep going like this, then there is no need for me to stay, Liang Jinyan, maybe you think that you don't have any capital standing in front of me now...... No, I should say that you don't even have the ability to stand in front of me now, but have I said anything, if I dislike you, I would have left a long time ago, if I didn't want to see you, then I would have forgotten about you for more than a month, Liang Jinyan, you owe me yet, you can't be so depressed,"