138. Get back on your feet for me
After I scolded, he was silent for a long time, and finally sat up with his hands barely supported on the bed.
He looked at me and asked me to bring him the porridge, at first he wanted to come by himself, but it took a lot of his strength to get up and sit up, and finally I fed him the porridge one by one.
I don't know how long he hasn't had a decent meal, I saw him finish eating porridge I immediately served him another bowl, and finally after eating three bowls he lay down to rest,
Sleepless ......
Old Man Liang couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he saw that he was finally honest, "I knew that I should have asked someone to take you over earlier, otherwise I would have recovered sooner,"
"Grandpa Liang, don't worry, I will stay by Jinyan's side during this time, no matter what happens, I will not leave," I burst into tears and smiled, patted my heart and played with him.
Old Man Liang nodded at me with a smile, "When Jinyan recovers, I will call the shots for you, let the two of you be together,"
It was a very happy thing, but at this time I couldn't be happy, if everything could have been a month earlier, it wouldn't be the situation it is now.
Old man Liang saw that I didn't open my mouth and thought that I didn't agree, "Do you think that Jinyan's legs are ......" He suddenly said, "I'm sorry, and I blame me for not thinking it through, Jinyan is really ...... like this."
"That's not the case," I immediately interrupted Old Man Liang's words, "Don't worry, no matter what time I have in my heart for Jinyan, but I still think that I will wait until everything settles down before making a decision."
He was relieved to hear me say this, and probably thought that I thought that I would refuse if I felt that my legs and feet were inconvenient now.
In fact, I'm worried that Liang Jinyan can't accept me, after all, I don't even have the most basic ability except for the appearance of a woman, and if we are together in the future, the child will become the regret of our life, I don't want him to regret it with me for life,
"Xiao Xia, now Jinyan also goes to rest, you can also go to sleep, I didn't have much rest last night," he pointed to the west wing, "Jinyan has a bedroom over there, and it is convenient for you to take care of him," with Old Man Liang's instructions, I nodded, and went in,
When he returned to the house, Liang Jinyan slept soundly, and his eyebrows relaxed slightly.
It's been a month, a month has made him and me suffer the biggest blow in our lives, we have lost so much, our pride, our dignity, and something enough to affect our lives,
At this time, whether he is still me, I hope that no one will give up, no one will abandon each other, otherwise I really don't know how to live,
I reached out and touched his emaciated cheeks, tears fell all at once, how did he survive this month, endure the pain and not go to the hospital, just rely on a few doctors in this courtyard to make do with treatment,
Isn't he worried about his life, won't he even have a chance to see me when the time comes?
This man, why can't he think about it for me?
I wept, tears fell on his face, he frowned uneasily, and muttered my name,
Natsu, Natsu, Natsu......
"Fool," I covered my mouth to prevent myself from crying, but at this time the phone rang, I quickly rushed out of the house to answer the phone, just connected I was stunned,
It was Jiang Che who called me...... I then remembered that I hadn't been home all night, Jiang Che must have found out,
"Hey......" I shouted the word "hey" into the phone with a trembling voice, and I didn't realize it until I called out? The sound weighs, and when you hear it, you know it's crying,
Sure enough, Jiang Che asked uneasily, "What's wrong with you, where are you now?"
"I ...... I'm here, I'm here in Bai Yu," I made a random excuse, thinking that he wouldn't be thinking anything about Bai Yu's side.
"What are you doing with Bai Yu early in the morning," Jiang Che said dissatisfied, "When did you have such a good relationship with her?"
"I'm looking for her to help me continue to investigate Xu Jiayi's affairs," the more the lie is told, the more unconfident it becomes,
Jiang Che said impatiently, "Okay, you come back quickly, I'm going to take you to lunch, it's not good to let anyone help, you look for Bai Yu ......"
"But...... Jiang Che, these days I want to live on Bai Yu's side first, if you don't have anything to do, I'll hang up the phone, "I know that the more I say it at this time, the more wrong it is, so I can only quickly end the call with him, Jiang Che suspects, I called Bai Yu again and talked to her,
Bai Yu agreed to my request, and promised to help me hide it from Jiang Che,
Although Bai Yu agreed, I always felt that there was a day when I couldn't hide it, Jiang Che would know about me taking care of Liang Jinyan here, but now I can only hide it for a day.
Liang Jinyan woke up at noon and wanted to go for convenience, so I helped him get out of bed carefully, and when I helped him take off his pants in the bathroom, I realized how serious his leg injury was, the whole right leg was tied up with bandages, printed with a large area of red, if this was in the summer, the wound might have been inflamed and pus.
"Isn't it pitiful that I'm like this now," he said, sitting on the toilet, his injured right leg lowered, and mocking himself.
I turned my back and didn't dare to look at him, let alone imagine him being amputated, it would be too torturous for him......
"It's okay, your grandfather told me, he has contacted the best orthopedic surgeon in Germany, and your leg will definitely be fine by then," I pursed my mouth and squeezed out a smile to help him into the wheelchair,
Liang Jinyan smiled to himself, "I know very well what I am."
"Now that you know, you should face it calmly, right, at least you are still alive, and being alive means that you can still have everything," I leaned over and took him into my arms, "I said, no matter what happens, I will never leave you again, I will never leave you in this life,"
"I know......" He leaned into my arms and put his hand around my waist, "I will stand up again for you, and I will tell you that you Zhong Xia is not wrong,"
"I ...... to hear him say this, I was so excited that I didn't know what to do, I really didn't want to do anything except hug him tighter,
"Okay, don't cry," he let go of me and looked up at me with teary eyes, "I know you've not had a good time this month, you're thinner than before, and your dark circles are so heavy, don't be so bad about yourself in the future," he stroked my face, his eyes were very gentle,
After a month, I can see his smile again, and I suddenly feel that everything is worth it,
This man is willing to be strong for me, willing to stand up again for me, I love him, and I will love him even more in the future,
"Then we all have to treat ourselves well, and tomorrow I will accompany you to the hospital, we will find a professional doctor to take a good look, and when your condition is stable, I will accompany you to Germany for treatment, okay," I wiped the tears on my face,
Liang Jinyan nodded and asked me to push him out,
I wanted to help him go to bed to rest, but he shook his head and said that he smelled the fragrance of plum in the yard early in the morning and wanted to go out to have a look.
So I immediately brought him a quilt and put it on his lap, and brought him a down jacket to put on.
Liang Jinyan bluntly said that he wore too much, but at this time I didn't dare to have a little bit of a difference.
When he pushed out of the courtyard, he took a hard breath, "I haven't seen the sun since the accident, and today I realized that it's good to be alive and hopeful......"
"Okay, I'll push you out every day to watch the sky for a while," I looked up at the sun in the sky, which was not dazzling, but when my eyes first touched it, my eyes suddenly turned white.
Suddenly I stumbled under my feet, and if I hadn't been holding on to the handle of the wheelchair, I might have fallen.
Liang Jinyan vigilantly discovered something, "Xiao Xia, are you okay?"
"It's okay, maybe I'm blinded by the sun, I'm a little uncomfortable," I shook my head, and just as I finished saying this, my body suddenly went limp, and I immediately lay on the ground,
Liang Jinyan's anxious shout suddenly sounded in his ears,
He called my name over and over again, but at this moment I seemed to lose all my strength, and no matter what he called me, I couldn't stand up.