"Do you think it counts," I prankfully threw myself into his arms and kissed him the cheek.

Liang Jinyan said in shame, "Li Xuan is watching"

"He didn't look." I glanced up at Assistant Li, but he had already turned his face away consciously.

Liang Jinyan was extremely helpless, "Since they are all out, then stay in a hotel with me these days, I heard that there are many scenic spots here, and I really want to see it once." ”

"Okay, you can play wherever you want," I said excitedly, but I regretted it, he can go anywhere to play here now, there are a lot of mountains, and the snow scene is not bad, but his legs

I can't help but feel a little sorry for his legs.

"What's wrong," Liang Jinyan asked.

"It's fine. Now it's snowing heavily, let's hurry to the hotel, it's going to be cold for a while. I snorted my hand, and a hot breath came out of my mouth.

Liang Jinyan couldn't stop laughing when he saw this. It was getting dark when we got back to the city, but luckily the snow had stopped.

After resting in the hotel for a while, Liang Jinyan proposed to go to dinner, I wanted to order food to be delivered to the room, but he refused.

He said that he wanted to eat our authentic food, but I really couldn't help him, so I found a restaurant with a good reputation and ordered some dishes.

"I originally wanted to cook you a meal myself, but now I can only force you to make do with it in a small restaurant." I pushed a few dishes in front of me towards him.

He lifted his glasses. Then he said seriously, "I'd rather eat in a small restaurant, as long as the thought of having to eat your food for decades in the future makes me feel terrifying."

"You" I was so angry that I raised my chopsticks at him but was reluctant to knock them on his head, "Forget it, if you dislike it, then you will be responsible for cooking for me in the future."

"That's what I mean," he looks like he's going to stuff me with sugar.

"Okay, okay, hurry up and eat, if you don't eat it, the food will be cold" I moved my chopsticks to hold the food for him, and in a short time his bowl was full.

He stared at the bowl for a moment, "I can't eat so much." ”

"No, you have to feed me clean, do you know that you have lost a lot of weight now, and I still feel like my bones are resting when I hold you." Although he had been raised in Berlin for a while, there was enough for him to recover at once.

After a few bites of food, Liang Jinyan's mobile phone rang, and I made a silent gesture at me.

"Hey, Grandpa"

It turned out to be Grandpa Liang's phone. I held my chin and stared at him to call Grandpa Liang, and looking at his face, I knew that I was happy to be with my beloved.

"Well, I'm with Xiao Xia now, yes, in my hometown." Liang Jinyan deliberately squeezed his eyes at me when he mentioned me, indicating that he was discharging me

I immediately covered my eyes and didn't look at him. It's so tempting

At this time, Liang Jinyan handed me the phone, "Okay, open your eyes, grandpa wants to talk to you." ”

"Oh" I took the phone from his hand and listened to Grandpa Liang's concerned voice, "Xiao Xia, how is it now?"

I glanced at Liang Jinyan, "It's good." Now I'm going to have dinner with him. Grandpa, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing, it's just that he left Berlin in a hurry to find you, and he's still recovering. I'm worried that something will happen. You also know that his current situation is not stable."

It seems that Liang Jinyan came to my hometown to hide it from Grandpa Liang, and I can't help but feel a little guilty.

"Grandpa, if you have anything to say, you can say it directly."

"Let him come back early, and you can do whatever you want when the situation is stable. Or. You can come back with Jinyan tomorrow. Grandpa Liang said with concern.

"Grandpa, I see." I didn't finish speaking, and handed the phone to Liang Jinyan, "I'm eating" with a sentence of **, lowered my head and began to pick up the rice.

Liang Jinyan didn't say anything after taking the phone and hung up directly, and then began to eat the dishes I served him. After eating, I pushed him out of the restaurant.

As we approach the New Year, the streets on both sides of the city are lit up. It's not yet the New Year, and there is a strong New Year's flavor.

I pushed him in the direction of the hotel, and asked him how he had celebrated the New Year in previous years.

"Every year I spend the New Year with my grandfather in the courtyard, but I have to go back to the company after the first day of the new year." Liang Jinyan said lightly, and suddenly pointed to a stall selling fireworks on the side of the road, "Go buy some." ”

"Are you a child" I looked at him and couldn't help but laugh, I didn't play with this kind of thing when I was five years old.

"Go ahead," Liang Jinyan encouraged me.

So I had to buy a bundle of fireworks sticks, "I'll push you to the square in front of you to put it, there is a big open space over there, and it's safe to play." ”

"Okay." Liang Jinyan held the fireworks sticks I gave him like a child, "My mother would buy these for me before she died, and my grandfather and I set off fireworks in the yard and ate dumplings made by my mother on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve." It's a bit like a family of three, but I think it's quite happy. ”

Liang Jinyan talks about happiness, but to me I feel quite sad.

"It's okay, I'll live with you in the future, let's buy a lot of fireworks sticks every year for the Chinese New Year, and I'll accompany you to set off fireworks to watch" I gestured with my hands, and the more I talked, the more excited I became.

Liang Jinyan was also emotionally mobilized by me, "Yes, not only the two of us, but also our children. Xiao Xia, we will be very happy in the future. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, fireworks suddenly set off in the square, and the bright fireworks bloomed in the night sky, how beautiful it was.

But at this moment, my mood is like fireworks in the sky, the brilliance is only for a moment, and when it disappears, it is infinite melancholy and loss.

"It's so beautiful" Liang Jinyan looked at the night sky and sighed.

My hand holding the handle of the wheelchair subconsciously clenched a lot, my palms were full of cold sweat, and my thoughts were still stuck on what he had just said.

He said that our family would be happy. Me, him, child

I won't have children with him.

"Xiao Xia, why don't you speak" Liang Jinyan looked up at me, "Are you uncomfortable?"

I snapped back to my senses, "It's okay. Maybe I was blinded by the wind just now. Let's go, let's go set off fireworks," I used all my strength and pushed him towards the square.

Liang Jinyan was very frightened by me, at first told me to slow down, and then went crazy with me. The two of us shouted and cheered, and walked back and forth among the lantern posts in the center of the square.

When I stopped, I was out of breath and had some pain in my lower abdomen, but I was in a very happy mood.

"Okay, you can rest for a while, it was really crazy just now" Liang Jinyan also gasped, but the smile on his face was brighter than ever.

"Hmm" I nodded heavily, took two breaths and pulled two fireworks sticks out of his arms, and was just about to remember that I didn't buy a lighter, "You wait first, I'll buy a lighter." ”

I don't wait for Liang Jinyan to answer. Hurry up and trot back to buy a lighter. I hadn't run far before I stopped, and tears welled up in my eyes after holding back for a long time.

In fact, I should have thought that Liang Jinyan would mention "child" to me, I thought I was ready, but I didn't expect that when I heard these two words, I still couldn't help but feel sad in my heart.

I don't know how many times I've cried about it. But tears never solved any problems. Liang Jinyan and I have everything, but we can't have children. I can't imagine how he'd react when he found out.

After walking for a while, my mood stabilized a little, and I took out my mobile phone and called Grandpa Liang, "Hey." Grandpa, I'm really sorry to bother you so late. ”

"I don't have you by your side," Grandpa Liang keenly captured something.

"He's not here, that's why I called you. Grandpa, I'll give you our address in a moment. Would you like to send someone to pick up Jinyan?"

Grandpa Liang was silent for a while before saying the word "good".

I clenched my phone tightly, and tears couldn't stop flowing, "Grandpa, I'm sorry for the words." I couldn't get past my own level. So when Jinyan returns to you, you can help me supervise him, he is actually very strong, and I think he will be able to stand up in the future. Live well as you used to. ”

"Xiao Xia, in fact, there are many young couples who are Dinks now, and it is not so important whether they can have children or not. Besides, if you really want to have a child, you and Jinyan can adopt it. ”

"Grandpa, I know you feel sorry for me, but I think I'm very sorry for Jinyan, I'm sorry, I can't give Jinyan happiness."

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