156. Love
When Liang Jinyan returned to the square after buying the lighter, he was obviously in a hurry, and when he saw me coming back, he scolded me first, and then took my hand and stuffed it in his arms. d7cfd3c4b8f3
I withdrew my hand from his arms with red eyes, "What are you scolding and treating me as your employee, you used to like to scold me, but now it's still the same" I said and my nose was sore again.
Liang Jinyan thought that he had scolded too much just now, and hurriedly comforted me, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't see you and didn't come back, I'm worried about you, you also bought a lighter, why are you like this?"
"You still blame me" I was so angry that it was not that he scolded me, but that I was just looking for a chance to cry justifiably.
I was so angry that I dropped the lighter into his arms and turned to wipe my tears.
At this moment, I heard a "boom" behind me, and then I saw a string of fireworks rushing into the sky.
I couldn't help but turn around and look at Liang Jinyan and lit the fireworks stick in his hand, "Don't be angry." I can't admit my mistake."
"Bastard," I snapped into tears and smirked him on the shoulder, then hugged him and kissed him.
Liang Jinyan kissed me back excitedly, and the sound of fireworks blooming in his ears was in his ears. I really want to pause for this moment. Pause forever so I can lie to him a little longer.
After playing in the square for a while, I pushed Liang Jinyan back to the hotel, and when I entered the room, Assistant Li still had a doctor, and I knew that Liang Jinyan came back this time with an accompanying doctor to observe his physical condition at any time.
Liang Jinyan asked me to wait outside during the inspection, I turned on the TV and turned the sound to the maximum, but I could still vaguely hear Liang Jinyan's painful voice.
The examination took half an hour. When he came out, his lips were a little transparent, and his face was not very good.
"It's hard, isn't it?" I asked.
He shook his head weakly, "It's okay, but I'm happy today." He said that his eyelids were a little unsupportable.
I knew he must be tired today, so with the help of Assistant Li, we helped him to the bed.
Just as I was about to get out of bed, he grabbed me, "Don't go, stay with me tonight."
"Hmm." I nodded, took off my coat and got under the covers, keeping a distance from him for fear of touching his legs. But Liang Jinyan still held me in his arms.
"Hey, I'm going to get a wound like this," I was worried.
"No, I know it." His hand caressed my cheek and kissed my forehead.
I just curled up in his arms, sniffing at the smell of his body, there was a faint smell of potion but not so bad.
"Excuse me, have a good rest, and I'll take you to a more interesting place tomorrow." I looked at him with my eyes open, and he couldn't hold it anymore, and his eyes were completely closed. Soon his steady breathing could be heard.
It wasn't until an hour later that I was sure that he wouldn't wake up, and I cautiously got up from his arms, and when I got dressed and went out, Assistant Li and two other people were standing at the door. You don't have to guess to know that it was someone sent by Grandpa Liang.
"Assistant Li. Please take good care of Jinyan. ”
"Miss Zhong, you just left like this, how can I explain to him when I turn back" Assistant Li looked at me in embarrassment.
If you confess, you can say, "What to say, I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't have an answer, but I can't say the answer to the breakup." Then I saw the ring on my left hand, so I immediately took it off and handed it to him, "He should understand when he sees this." ”
"Miss Chung"
I didn't wait for Assistant Li to finish speaking, and rushed directly into the elevator.
After going out, I stopped a taxi and rushed home.
Today, after a crazy day and a little sick to my stomach, I habitually felt in my pocket and was about to take out the medicine to eat, but what I took out was an empty bottle.
I stared at the empty bottle for a long time. Then stuffed it back into his pocket. I wanted to go home and get a good night's sleep, but when I entered the door, I saw my mother sitting on the floor with my medical certificate in her hand.
When Mom saw this, I could already imagine what was going to happen next.
My mom obviously didn't hear me calling her, but her tears were falling to the ground like broken pearls.
"Mom," I called again. I grabbed her from the ground, but she pushed me away.
"Xiao Xia, tell me, what is written on it" My mother's eyes widened. She shook the diagnosis book in her hand desperately, "What is the uterus gone, you tell me clearly, is this diagnosis all written blindly, how old are you, you are only 26, and you still have a long, long way to go in the future." Why is it the way it is?"
At this moment, my mother yelled hysterically, her hands gripping my clothes tightly. Her cries even spread throughout the room.
I stood like a fool and let her question.
Let her fist hit me, crying until the end, she hugged me and asked me if the Jiang family had harmed me like this
I listened to her cry and I cried, but everything had already happened, and I could find out what I could find out if I went to investigate
"Mom, don't cry, okay, I beg you not to cry" I hugged her and kept comforting, "In the future, our family of three will live a good life, I will take care of you and Dad, I will not get married in this life, we will live a lifetime of three people"
"Xiao Xia, mom is sorry for you, mom is sorry for you" The more my mother cried, the more fierce she became, and the more she cried, the more I didn't know how to comfort her.
"Mom, it's all over. It's really all in the past. "Now I don't know how to comfort her except for these useless words. Any mother wants her children to get better and better, and even if her children are no longer angry, they don't want such a thing to happen.
Under my persuasion, my mother finally calmed down, but it didn't take long for her to catch me excitedly again, "By the way, does he know that Liang Jinyan has such a big thing?"
"I didn't dare tell him." At the mention of Liang Jinyan, my tears fell again, "Mom, I really don't dare to tell him, I'm afraid that he will blame himself for the rest of his life if he finds out."
"But you were like him during the day, and now," my mother didn't know what to say, and let out a long sigh and patted my hand on the back, "son, why is your life so miserable, I am so incompetent as a mother." ”
I sniffed and wiped the tears from my face, "Mom, it's all over." It's really impossible for me to be with him, and I can't bear to hurt him when I see him coming today. But when I think of living together in the future, I can't give him a child. I just felt sorry for him. ”
"Who's to say it's not" I have an inherent rigidity when it comes to whether or not I can have children. Bai Yu and Li Muyan have both persuaded me before, even if you can't have children, as long as your relationship is not a problem in everything.
But I don't want to wait until Liang Jinyan and I are old to find out that there is no one around us who can take care of us, or that I will die earlier than him. What if there is no one to accompany him then
I can't imagine me being old and desolate with him, it's so cruel.
"If it's broken, it's broken," my mother rubbed her eyes, still crying, "Actually, I can also see that this Liang Jinyan is good to you, when I live in a big house with your father, I always hear Mr. Bo talking to him on the phone." When you don't come to see us, Liang Jinyan will secretly come and deliver things to us, and I can sometimes see him several times when I stand at the window. He is a good child, originally objected because he thought that you were not worthy of others, our Zhong family has been honest all his life, and he does not want to be rich and rich. ”
She stopped after saying for a while, looking at my red eyes and feeling very distressed, "Originally, I saw you leaving with him during the day, I wondered if I had gone too far, if you really love each other, I won't stop you, who would have thought"
"Mom, don't say it. Anyway, I don't have anything to do with him in the future, let's."
"It's okay," suddenly his voice came from the courtyard.
When my mother and I heard this, we immediately looked up, and then saw Assistant Li pushing him in.
At this moment, he was furious. The already pale face looked even weaker now, and the moment he saw me, he threw down the ring in his hand, "Zhong Xia, what is your heart made of?"
I watched as the ring rolled down to my feet. My heart hurts.
"Alright, I think I know the answer. How am I worthy of you like this," he said, lowering his head and thrashing his right leg with a muffled sound.
When I saw this, I immediately rushed up and hugged him, "Are you crazy why are you torturing yourself like this?"
"I tortured myself. It's you who torture me," Liang Jinyan grabbed me by the collar and forced me to look at him, "Do you think I have nothing, do you think that I can't give you a stable and prosperous life like I am now." You have forsaken me."
"No, no, how could I dislike you, my heart for you has never changed," I immediately defended myself.
But he didn't believe it, "Since there is no change, why are you leaving?" Even the ring," he coughed violently before he could finish speaking, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.
Watching him cry, I didn't know what to do.
At this time, my mother rushed directly in front of him and threw the medical certificate into his hands. "Look at you show me clearly, my daughter has never been sorry for you, she didn't choose you because she was afraid that you would be sad Liang Jinyan, my daughter is much more bitter than you"
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